How is it that in ONE YEAR she can go from this...
...and this....
to this??
It's amazing how much little Cami has changed our lives for the better in this last year. I've learned:
1.That patience truly is a virtue and one that is mastered after 9 months of pregnancy and then 4 months of 3 hour sleep intervals.
2. How much help I receive from my Heavenly Father through constantly having a prayer in my heart...and my head...and ...a lot of other times in the day when I needed that added strength or just some plain, old comfort. My relationship with God has increased ten fold since Cami came into my life. And it's amazing how much more I still need to increase that relationship!!
3. How much love God truly has for his children. I was thinking this whole week about Cami and our last year together and ta scripture in 1 Nephi 11 just kept popping into my head. The angel asks Nephi, "knowest thou the condescension of God?" and Nephi answers, "I know that He loveth His children; Nevertheless, I do not know the meaning of all things." I have felt like this a lot lately as I've remembered all of our time with Cami. I love her with all my heart (and then some), but yet I feel like I've just scratched the surface of understanding the love that God has for His children. I may not know the meaning of all of it, but I do know that God does love me and my family.
4. How many weaknesses I have (many!) and how many strengths that I never knew I had. It seems like a lot of things just kick into automatic when women become mothers. I've had so many instincts and strengths just pop up through the course of taking care of Cami. I have also learned that I still have so many things to work on. I have definitely felt a "refiner's fire" burning in my life this last year.
5. How to multi-task and also try to find balance in my life in all areas. It seems like the first few months were all Cami and then I added Bry back into the mix, and then I've thrown in a little "me" time lately. It is hard to figure out a balance of getting enough sleep, taking care of a husband and child, finding time to exercise (and even get ready for the day!), and still having time to read scriptures, do hobbies, and do all the errands for a home. I haven't yet found a great schedule (I'm always open to suggestions :), but I feel like I'm doing a lot better at balancing my life.
6.Most of all, I've learned how much I absolutely LOVE being a mom and hearing a little person call me "mahm" or "ma ma". It's the sweetest, most wonderful sound in the world! And being a mom is the biggest blessing (along with being married to Bry :) that I could have ever received.
I am so grateful for my Cami and this wonderful first year!!