ECLIPSEBABY

congrats 2 boifwend n ivan!!!! finally!!! undergrad students... lulus juga... heheh,,, hayooo kapan ngambil S2???? hehehhe doakan saya menyusul lulus this february... amin!

ps : sorry i cant attend d graduation ceremony... loads of work 2 do.... hiks..

This is my mom. Look at dat smile on her face.. she was so excited, going on a holiday @Bali after TWENTY YEARS.

its DAD n LIL BRO @Garuda Wisnu Kencana, BALI.

happy bday to my boifwend, may all your wishes come true.

ps : i'm sorry, i should've bought you a smaller shirt, but that one was the ONLY one available at d moment, n it comes in medium size. Say, why dont you work dat body outtt a wee bit so my gift'll fit more nicely? heh heh...

tomorrow i'm going to Bali for 4 days. Mom n dad'll celebrate their 25th wedding anniversary there (Nov.8th). Its supposed to be their 2nd honeymoon but we kids cant resist to tag along.. hehehehheh... so.. BALI, HERE I COME!!!!!

ok guys cross your fingers n hope there wont be any bombing while i'm there.

for everything i've said or didn't say, did or didn't do, that might've hurt you in ANY ways... I'm SORRY.. i really am.

Happy Eid Mubarak to those of u who are celebrating, may God Almighty Ctrl+A+del all our sins away, n gives us a another chance to make a clean start! Amen.

Baby face don't grow so fast
Make a special wish that will always last
Rub this magic lantern, he will make your dreams come true
for you

Ride the rainbow to the other side
Catch a falling star and then take a ride
to the river that sings and the clover that brings good luck to you,
it's all true

Pink elephants and lemonade, dear Jessie
Hear the laughter running through the love parade
Candy kisses and a sunny day, dear Jessie
See the roses raining on the love parade

If the land of make believe is inside your heart it will never leave
There's a golden gate where the fairies all wait and dancing moons,
for you

Close your eyes and you'll be there
Where the mermaids sing as they comb their hair
Like a fountain of gold you can never grow old
Where dreams are made, your love parade

Your dreams are made inside the love parade
It's a holiday inside the love parade

On the merry-go-round of lovers and white turtle doves
Leprechauns floating by, this is your lullaby
Sugarplum fingertips kissing your honey lips
Close your eyes sleepy head, is it time for your bed
Never forget what I said, hang on you're already there

-Dear Jessie by Madonna-

take a look at my friend's rabbit!



cute, innit?

now let me introduce you to CHOCHOBI.



that cute lil baby rabbit is a bday present for my sister, from her friend. cute as hell.... i loved him instantly.



.... would u look at him... happily nibbling on a stick of lettuce(?)..

he got sick and died d next day.

poor baby, too small to be brought home... if u wanna buy a rabbit, make sure they're over 3 months old.

my sister cried like a madwoman while i sniffed quietly under my pillow.

i want him back.

*sniffles*

here's a list of things i'd LOVE to eat -but CAN'T. sigh.- during lunch hour :

1. Dimsum. 'specially those damned Chicken feet. thanks to Maizzy.
2. Chicken feet.
3. Chicken feet.
4. More chicken feet.
5. Take a wild guess.

i got skinnier on most part of my body. except my tummy. no surprise there.

i want chicken feet.

look! i can start using my own photobucket!



not a big fan of Biore Pore-pack, eh?

how bout this one :



no?

ok ok i bet u'll LOVE this one :



?

u ppl are so hard to please.

This is a test post from Photobucket.com

C'mon! Make your own version of southpark character!!!

finally!!!! a new layout!!!!!! its about time!!!!


well?

not bad 4 a technology-challenged gal like me, huh? heheheheh
of course i still have 2 work on things like the "notes", "stats(what d hell is that anyway??)" and calendar. maybe i'll replace it with... idunno.. link to photobucket? i'll think of sumtin later...

meanwhile, why dont u drop some comments /*constructive* criticism @the shoutbox?

*waiting*

few minutes from now..... hehehehhehehehehehehehheheheheheh....




happy 5th mth anniversary ya pacarkuh!!!!! hehehhehe capa pacarnaa?? hehehehheheh....


4 those of u who doesnt know d lucky man who recently dating me... (hiks hiks hiks bahasa inggris ijk makin berantakan ajeee..) click this :
www.murtesdailyroutine.blogspot.com


duh kakinya gatel dinyamukin..

Right now i’m listening to this album, the piano version of the Final Fantasy VII soundtrack, composed by Nobuo Uematsu. A very2 samurai name, huh? Well he made real darn good compositions for piano from dat movie, i crave copies of his music sheets 4 me 2 play myself at home... *ehem.. hint 4 my xmas presents*

Talkin bout presents.. why cant we moslems celebrate Ied wit fake palm trees in malls covered in presents too??

You christians got all d good ones. Good decorations, cool jingles of songs, even tons of cute xmas characters (Grinch, rudolph, elves, n dont get me started wit santa), n u only get to go 2 church once a week, while we hv 2 do our things 4 minimum of 5 times a day, every day of d week, and on this specific month they dont even allow u to eat on daytime. U walked downstairs half-asleep n stuffed ur mouth with as much food as u can get before dawn, fasting, n they force u to eat again not a minute later than after the sun sets. Of course by d end of d month we moslems get salvations where God Almighty erase all our sins n give us another chance 2 make a clean start. Big deal, i want mistletoe.

i love xmas songs. I even got a couple of xmas albums, from NKOTB’s, Fourplay’s, Compilation of jazz artists playing xmas tunes, and Peanuts’ (Charlie Brown n Snoopy). I can play them by heart. But, ask me fer 1 of OUR carols. Anything. I’ll be giving u that dumb look coz we dont have one interesting enough 4 me 2 like. Even to acknowledge.

n d atmosphere!!! I LOVE malls on xmas!!!!!!!! Bright colors everywhere, cheery xmas carols in jazzy versions were played all day, freebies n discounts on gifts materials, its d season 2 celebrate!!! They play all d good movies on tv (ever d reruns aren’t all dat bad) n on d cinema there’s a bunch of all-new xmas-related movies, ready 2 hypnotize u 4 d next 2 hours!

Dont get me wrong, i dont mind being a moslem. We got a day when He “ctrl+A+del” all our sins away, n i’m quite happy wit dat! (yeah, provided God knows my list has reached its length limit.. ^_^”). I love MY holy city, Mecca & Madinah, even though there they have 7 suns thats ready to burn ur skin good n d criminals robbed my PDA 4 a bucket of KFC, i dunno.

I like those cities n d feelings they gave me when i was there. Its just that i wish we moslems were more laid back like d christians. We care too much about our appearance, we show off our (supposedly) good deeds to have ppl looked up to us, we bitched at others who doesnt follow d same road we took. Hypocrites, thats what we are. We should stop being so naive in interpreting what’s written in d holy Qur’an. Why dont we stop being judgemental to others n just mind our own business. Our own lives. Have we live our lives d right way? Its doesnt have to be the BEST way, u know.. right is enough for now.

Work hard, play hard, thats what my friends always says. Its an excuse we use as a justification to allow ourselves a lil fun every now n then. Having fun wit ppl i love is what keeps me going all these years. But then again i dont deny dat i HAVE a certain responsibility to d 1 who created me, and try to work on that responsibility too. But 1 thing to remember, that personal business is only between the person involved (me!) and the creator. It doesnt concern other ppl, so 2 those ppl who bitchily passing judgements between them holier-than-thou selves, i say MIND YOUR OWN FREAKIN’ BUSINESS, honeys. Bitching is 1 of d biggest sins, n I think i’m startin to smell sumtin burnin. Is that your ass that’s on fire?? Ah yeah d hell’s fire already crept their way up to your holy butt.

Phew, this fasting atmosphere really gets me going here. And i’m not even fasting! (i’m still on medications, mind you.)

Anyway, to those of u who DOES fasting, i say 2 u “Happy fasting! Hope it’ll give us the ultimate enlightment we’ve all been looking for, and bring us peace of mind, body and soul, amen.”

Oh my god! There are SO MANY THINGs happened since d last time i post anything –real, other than that webster-duckie pet-of-a-thingy- here! Which is, of course, a long time ago. Try a month.

Hmm.. i should’ve been doing sumtin else (work on my final project til my eyes pop out of their sockets, thats one.) but after spending some time (approx.20mins) alone in front of my old PC, i got nostalgic n there came this sudden urge to share with u my crappy life. Well, not THAT crappy, since i managed to get myself into the 9th floor (THE ULTIMATE DESTINATION for Trisakti-Architecture students) and am now happily –and legally!- prancing around, snuggle in d corner (my spot! Next to the window, surrounded by drawing tables n lockers n most importantly : my friends! Indah n bonny!), doing whatever i please, until -AND ONLY til- feb’06 (INSYA ALLAH!!! Amin)

Ok here’s a quick recap of what happened :

My Mentors are Dr.Ir.Ady R.Thahir, MA & Ir.Rita Walaretina, MSA. (i wrote their full name biar gak lupa lagi cara nulisnya. they tend to get cranky if i misspell their names n titles). They’re pretty cool, compared to the others. The others are.. *thinkin hard n carefully choosing words* ...unmentionable (ah!), believe you me. Guess i should be grateful n work my ass off then. I will, after i finish writing this.

Ok ok not that that piece of info up there actually do u any good, i just felt like writing it to remind myself of how lucky i am.

Hmm i wonder if both my mentors ever googled their own names...

i did once. Ok once every week. Anyway, if they’re doing it after i post this.. the odds are that darn search engine will actually lead them to my lil sanctuary here. ohhh if they actually does, i can only hope by then i’m already graduated..

Hey what happened to that “quick recap”?

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i went to bandung few weeks ago, play piano for my campus’ choir. They participated in UnPar’s Choir Competition. Of course they lost. Whaddaya expect? 85% of the singers are newbies! They cant carry a note to save their lives, let along sing in a national competition! and when i said they cant sing, i am being seriously honest here.

Of course they will get better –if they ever get off their lazy tushies to practice- ,and i had fun with –most of- them (say, Jallie Avin Rara Adit Bibi etc etc).

What else what else..

Oooh happy 4th mth anniv to my boifwend (^o^)v, best wishes 2 u! I mean US! Heehheheheh

I met andreas last month. We had lunch. He’s a decent guy, real nice n all, too bad that was d 1st n last time i saw him. Now he’s already back 2 berlin.

Mom graduated her master(?) degree in dentistry (congrats mom!!), and dad pia + i attended her inauguration @Airlangga Uni, Surabaya.

Rifi sent me his pic with that *enter profanities here* flight attendant he’s recently dating (whose face looked like his ex grlf’s before me, so that was kinda nauseating if not freaky. May i add that i “looked NOTHING like any of them and thankyou God”? Muchas gracias).

I dont wanna be that bitchy ex-grlf, and i’m not, but this is my spot n i get to say whatever i wanna say so screw you damn sneaky male-thief dark skinned n ethically-challenged flight attendant! i hope karma got it bad 4 u. Real fkin bad.

Why am i so bitter?

Oh i’m still on my period.

This diaper gave me a wedgie and it piss me even more.

Here’s a total disappointment : i bought 4 double-cd of secret garden. Its new age music n i found them @the airport @surabaya. I bought them for rp240.000, hoping to hear sounds like “poeme” or “heartstrings” or even “nocturne” from d REAL duo called Secret Garden, but all i got is these cheesy new-age sounds by these chinese people, playing their versions of other ppl’s songs. This is daylight robbery.

I got upset just by writing it down.

Oh and i bought another shoe. Did i told u i already bought a nice pale-pink shoes wit lil holes on it just last month? Well i bought a new one, its light brown, almost like gold. Me like.

I’m listening to that chinese ppl’s version of Beethoven’s Fur Elise. Thank God he’s not alive to hear this. He’d be thankful he’s gone deaf.

Hell i can play Fur Elise better than them! Maaaan soooo cheesy!!! And to think that i spent 240rb for these piece of sht??? *kicking myself*

-changing the cd-

everytime i hear this song (Mozart’s Lacrimosa) i imagine ppl dancing –or may i say waltzing- in a beyootiful ballroom inside some france palace, complete with those silly mask, u know, d ones they taped to a stick, that they held all thru d nite. How they managed to concentrate walzing around without stepping on their partner’s foot while trying to look graceful while carrying that stupid stick is beyond me.

(did i just use 3 whiles in a sentence?)

Ok i’m now way out of context. I was supposed to write down my life these past couple of weeks. But its so darn hot in here n d humidity doesnt help either, so scuse me i’m off to take a nice cold shower.

Has anyone seen my showercap?

When I was seventeen
there was a world to know about
Everyday she'd call me
Is it over yet? Do you love me?

Overnite - and while your trouble's away
Under the stars up above, I'll build you another day
Close your eyes, I'll be home before it's light
And all the tears you cry will dry in the dead of night

And now I'm in between
It all became a mystery
Everyday she calls me
It is over yet? Do you believe them?

Someday, maybe soon, we could show them a way
I would love just to watch it falling
Oh my pretty one, show me a way

Overnite - I heard a satellite say
There'll be a wind from the west to blow all your dreams away
Close your eyes, and maybe before it's light
Oh all the hopes that you have will die in the dead of night

-scritti politti-

I had a dream of us together in a world where we knew what was true
Oh Patti don't lead the life that I left you with
It's been such a long time and I know

We tried together to discover why we failed the test of our time
Oh Patti don't lead the life that they made for you
I'll be gone a long while and you'll know

And don't feel sorry for loverboy
You know he wants the world to love him, then he goes and spoils it all
Don't feel sorry for loverboy
He wants the world to love him, then he goes and spoils it all for love

There's no one out here you can listen to, and certainly never yourself
Oh Patti don't lead the life that I left you with
Listen to the cars call in the rain

I got so tired of concluding that there's nothing for us to conclude
Oh Patti don't look for certainty in your life
I've gone where a lost cause can be found

-scritti politti-

Looking at tomorrow sets you free from yesterday
Giving up your sorrow is the key to find your way
Living for the moment is the only way to grow
Life is what you make it, by now you ought to know

It's you dream, so take it
It's your dream, go make it all come true
Right now
It isn't very hard to do if you believe in you
It's your right, so free it
It's your light, so see it to the end, my friend
Cause you're never gonna pass this way again.

And if sometime along the way you stumble and should fall
At least you know inside you you're giving it your all
Don't be ashamed of losing and you'll find you just might win
Don't be afraid of giving and love might just begin

It's your dream, so take it
It's your dream, so make it all come true
Right now
It isn't very hard to do if you believe in you
It's your song, so sing it
It's your bell, so ring it to the end, my friend
Cause you're never gonna pass this way again

No you're never gonna pass this way again.

-a glimpse of my childhood memories-

I made a Quiz for you, my friends!! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

C'mon, whaddaya waiting for??? Click away!!!!! (^o^)v

Overall, Your Observation Skills Get: B-

Your senses are pretty sharp (okay, most of the time) And it takes something big to distract you!

Part Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

Part Playful Kisser

Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right!

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting. You focus on living a quality life. You're not easily impressed with novelty. Yet, you easily impress others.

Your Birthdate: August 2

Your birth on the 2nd day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your life. The 2 is a very social number allowing you to make friends easily and quickly. Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group. You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection. You are more prone than most to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil. It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in.

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations. You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts. Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition. The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

You are pure, moral, and adaptable. You tend to blend into your surroundings. Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends. You believe that you live a virtuous life... And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye. As a result, people tend to crave your approval.

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

happy bday to me
happy bday to me
happy bday, happy bday
happy bday to meeeee (^o^)v

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will post some more later.

i'm a GOURMET GIRL.

yeah i took one of those personality test that Maizzy took.. hehe.. and since i dunno how to post d illustration pic of a GOURMET GIRL (technologically challenged girl, yes i am), i decided to copy-paste d result here n let u figure out which is true n which is not.

i say its 80% true (^_^)v

here goes..

GOURMET GIRL

"First we eat, then we do everything else."
-- MFK Fisher

The Gourmet Girl is a Foodie with a capital F. All her activities seem to revolve around food, even when she's on vacation. She'd prefer to be mushroom hunting, sampling the wine country, or making a culinary tour of the South of France with the Michelin restaurant guide tucked under her arm. Or she might just rent a villa and spend the entire time in the kitchen, cooking elaborate dinners for friends and family.

Here's the key to the Gourmet Girl: she's a connoisseur. She appreciates the finer things, and she'll gladly pay more for them. She will shell out $1.59 for a blood orange instead of 69 cents for the navel variety, and it's not because they are fancier and more expensive. She doesn't care about status or prestige. For the Gourmet Girl, it's all about quality. She selects cars and clothes -- anything she buys -- based on how well they are made. While the Uptown Girl may sleep on high-thread-count, all-cotton sheets simply because she always has, the Gourmet Girl does it because, like The Princess and the Pea, she can feel the difference.

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well?

Feels like a fire that burns in my heart
Every single moment that we spend apart
I need you around for every day to start
I haven’t left you alone

There’s something about you, I stare in your eyes
And everything I’m looking for I seem to find
All this time away is killing me inside
I need your love in my life

I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall in you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again..

We fought in a battle, nobody won
And now we face a mountain to be overcome
You can’t turn away, the past is said and done
I need us to carry on

I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall with you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again..

You’ll try everything you never thought would work before
When you live, when you love, and you give them your all
You can always give up some more
Baby nothing means anything unless you’re here to share with me
I can breathe, I can bleed, I can die in my sleep
Cause you’re always there in my dreams

I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall with you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again..

-glenn lewis : fall again-

Tue, July 19th

Welcome back, boifwend! hehehe

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Mon, July 18th

Perasaan tadi malem mesen taxi Blue Bird kok yang nongol pagi2 Silver Bird yak??? Gilaaaa $6.00 dari rumah ke kampus!!! Daylight robbery!!!! Hiks hiks hiks...

Ok here’s sumtin freakishly creepy. One of pembantunya my bestfwend, Secar de lil hobbit, tadi siang ditangkep polisi di rumahnya Secar, for an ATTEMPT OF MURDER. And to make matters worse, its his SECOND attempt of murder. Katanya he got drunk n tried to kill this poor guy in front of Secar’s house!!! And d whole family didnt know about his criminal record! Dan Secar sering ditinggal dirumah berduaan aja ama itu orang! She said he looked harmless, and he used to babysits Cisco n they get along fine.

HELLOOOOO, he babysits your huuuge, aggressive Rottweiler a.k.a Mr.Macho Killer-dog... OF COURSE THEY GOT ALONG REAL FINE!!!! THEY’RE IN THE SAME BUSINESS, FOOL!!! Remember when i crashed in at ur place n u had to smuggle me thru d BACK DOOR from your OTHER house (with connecting door) so that damn pup didnt notice me (or else he’ll nibble at my THIGHS for a late-nite SNACK) n we had to climbed up d stairs n tip toed all d way to your room????? GAAAAHHHh...

Anyhoo, tadi pagi Krish sms, udah setengah jalan pesawatnya rusak jadi balik lagi ke Riyadh. I’m just glad they decided to come back.. daripada nekat nerusin trus pesawatnya knapa2??? Hiiiiihhh... (^_^!) Trus 1pm i texted him tapi pending, n ditelpon tapi masuk ke mailbox. Lets just think positive, “Oh he’s already on d next flight here”.

I’ll wait til 10.30pm before calling d airport. What plane is he taking again? Adam Air, if i’m not mistaken.

Its Arab Air, you idiot.

Btw when i told mom about this, she kinda freaked out coz last nite she had a strange dream about K, that dia pamit mau pulang. ADE APEEEEE?????? Jangan macem2 deh ah..

Dear God, i know You’re busy n probably got much more important things to do rather than reading this stupid blog, but if U happen to read my mind right now (hoping You’d bloghoppin was just too much to ask anyway), hear my plea n please bring him home safely 2 me...

Amen.

Listening to : Mozart, W.A – Lacrimosa, a creepy song taken from d motion picture soundtrack “Amadeus”

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Sun, July 17th

Recently playing :

1) Chante Moore – Wey u
2) Blue Six - Pure
3) Res – They say vision
4) Tamia – Officially missing you
5) Tamia – So into you
6) Natalie Cole – More than you’ll ever know
7) Glenn Lewis – Fall again
8) see number 7
9) see number 8
10) got tired of track 7 n move on with Disco Montego – Beautiful
11) Her Space Holiday – Japanese gum
12) Mew – King Christian
13) feelin classical n choose Glinka – Russlan and Ludmilla : Overture
14) Bernstein – Candide : Overture
15) Charpentier – Te Deum : Prelude ..and felt like i’ve been transported to UK, walkin thru d gate of Buckingham Palace to be exact.
16) Johann Sebastian Bach – Brandenburg Concerto no.2 ..Yep! still in London.
17)Tchaikovsky – 1812 overture .. if u listened carefully to this song, you’ll hear the first few bars of Indonesia’s national hymn, “Dari Sabang sampai Merauke”. A coincidence? I dont think so.
18) back to Mew with No Shadow Kick. Did he speaks Chinese in this track?
19) Sassy – Kiss you. *sigh.. i miss d good ol makeout session..
20) back to Mr.Glenn Lewis. Ohhh yesss i do, babyyyy, i doooooo....

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ok, this singlehood-thing here is evidently flippin n trippin me out. I need to get a life.

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Sat, July 16th

On 12:00 am, boifwend texted me. He wrote all these nice things he wished for us on our 2nd mth 2gether. And on 04:00am he texted me again, coz its 12:00 at his place. HOW SWEET WAS THAT!!! *Toothache! Toothache!* heheheh...

Cooked breakfast. I made three dellllicious beef-n-egg burgers fer me and dad. THREE. i was gonna made 2 but somehow d good side won and i made 3. One for the pig.

Di kampus gak sempet latian, lsg ke Cengkareng 4 d wedding.

They had a semi-formal wedding, down at the golf range. D decor was clean, simple yet very stylish. It looked classy n elegant. Perfect, if it wasnt for d rain.

Ternyata band yang maen malemnya tuh band-nya Ade (gabungan Brown Sugar n After 9), and they sang really well. Biasanya kalo maen di NYC tuh mbawain lagu2 upbeat hiphop rnb etc. This time they’re playing Glenn Lewis’ “Fall again”, Baby Face’s “You make me feel brand new”, Blackstreet’s “In a rush” and other romantic songs.

Btw, hearing that Glenn Lewis’ song played live made me fell in love with d singers.. (^_^!) i mean.. d effect was amazing! In that moment, i’d probably say I DO to anyone at all. Which is scary.

And boy do they really know how to get girls’ attention. I was peacefully eating my 4th roll of Peking Duck when they started to sing “You make me feel brand new” (which i requested b4). I deserted the damn duck n ran thru d golf course to d main building, in d middle of d rain, just to watched them performed it live.

And here’s d thing. One of my friend from PSMUT likes him. I tried playing lil miss matchmaker but he returned my sms saying its me he wants. YEEEEHHH.. guess things havent changed that much since 2001.

Note to self : the other singers name are Bowo and Leo. Leo is nice, you like him. The tall and married one. Yes, thats him.

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Fri, July 15th

Mom told me to cancel the taxi order n drove me 2 campus herself. A.D.E.A.P.E ?
(@_@)? Hehehe tapi mayanlah menghemat $3. 00 AAAND i got there on time. Thanks mom!

Positively sure i flunked the exam, though. (^_^)v

Latian ma PSMUT buat kawinan besok. Ternyata kita nyanyi pas pemberkatan, jadi right next to the altar. They told us to wear sumtin formal, preferably black/white gown. I’ve never been on a –grand!- christian wedding ceremony before so this should be interesting.

Went home with Erry, Didot n her friend, forgot her name. And speaking bout forgetting names, on our way to the parking lot, somebody called me loud and clear, “Fenina!!” and i turned around, again with that stupid look on my face, squinting n trying to take a good look at each and every man that stood there, gave up after d squinting started to hurt my eyes n said “Huh??.. Sorry i cant see properly, forgot my glasses!!” and ran away.

One of these days, my poor memory capacity will surely kill my social life.

Writer’s note : last nite she crashed on her friend’s n left my present untouched. NOT a decent thing to do for a grown up person –i didnt say MATURE- who wants other people to look up to her and pay her sum gosh fukin darn respect she wanted soooo bad.

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Thu, July 14th

Bu Mieke pucet banget tadi pas ngajar Mechanical Engineering II. Kayanya vertigonya kumat. I felt bad 4 her. Tadi ngajar cuma 75mins n ngasi homework, and left us blinkin stupidly at the hw material she drew on d whiteboard.

I suck at this subject. Hate it hate it hate it.

Meet up with Secar after practice, ngobrol dibwh ged.C sambil mam glazed potato donuts n drinkin cappucino, dah kaya police on a stake-out mission. I am so gonna miz her..

Went home just to have massive arguments with my sistr. She went ballistic on me over a stupid, shallow reason thats not even worth mention here. I fukin hate that childish pig at the moment. That crazy barbaric mofo got no manner AT ALL. I wasnt gonna play along with her but she kept pushing me so shit happened.

Tried to i cool meself off by doing sum grocery-shopping with my auntie n i saw these really cute lunchbox, 1 was shaped like a pig, n 1 was a puppy. Bought 2 of them coz d pup looked damn cute n bought d pig coz i know how much she loves anything that comes in pig shapes. Also bought a lil card, wrote “I’m really sorry” n put em on her bed.

I’m trying to be the bigger person here so help me God. Open her eyes, her mind and her heart, and make her appreciate d effort i gave her. I was hurt real bad n if she pushes me even a teensy bit further than she did just now, i’d probably hurt her back SO FUKIN BAD i might not regret it.

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Wed, July 13th

I wasnt gonna find out bout my result on Programming at all, but this morning i arrived 30 mins earlier n got nothin to do, so i walked downstairs n checked out d scores anyway.

And there it was. A letter “C”, next to my name.

Yes, I got a C for programming, which i thought i’d fail.

I LOVE THIS DAY!!!!!!!!

Now all i gotta do is fill out sum forms n hand them b4 August 20th, and i’ll be off to 9th floor in no time! WOO HOO!!! (finally!!! Heh heh...)

Hmm.. went home just 2 find my house BERANTAKAN. Padahal baru sehari ditinggal yayah pulang kampung, n masih 5 hari lagi until she comes back. I’m not in d mood 2 do sum chores so i took a nap instead.

Woke up at 6pm, feelin dizzy n nauseated, went downstairs to eat but it didnt do much. I feel like i’m gonna throw up anytime soon. What is it with me this time?

Then i found out that its that time of d month again. Figures. (^_^!)

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Tue, July 12th

Went swimming with dad after class. i’m not much good of a swimmer, i cant even float properly. Look at dad, he floats effortlessly. Like a dead fish. He swims real well.. ngiri.. (-_-!)

Sorenya ketemuan ma Ken Egar Donny n Daisy di Wendys, baru jalan ke Semeru, which is a really fuked-up music studio. Thank God they got a nice, standard keyboard that works properly.

I like Egar’s song, sumtin bout burnin’ d wicked or sumtin. He sang real well.

Went to Dharmawangsa Square fer dinner @Sumpit. I thought they were talkin bout a restaurant called Chopstick, but it turned out d name of d place was actually “Sumpit”. Ordered Kwetiau. Again. I dont even like kwetiau of ANY KIND. Why do i keep ordering that stupid food over n over again?????? I ate d meat n thats it. Man, gotta put an end to this love-hate relationship with that annoying food.

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Things i love about my boifwend

1) i love his smile
2) i love d way he (k)
3) i love d way he loves me perfectly
4) i love his never ending passion, kindness n understanding
5) i admire his sense of tolerance
6) i love d way he appreciate those small things i did 4 him
7) i love being around him, knowing i can trust him with my heart
8) i love d way he eagerly replies my messages right away.. hehe... cute
9) i love d secure n comfortable feelings he gave me
10) i love everything he does that makes my feelings for him grows stronger and stronger each day

There. That should make it easier for all of us to move on, right?

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Mon, July 11th

Its only been a day since i last saw my boifwend n i miss him already.. heheheh doamu terkabul nak... dikangenin juga akhirnyaaa... hueheheheh..

Thankyew Avin n neng Vivi yg –tumben- ngga ngenyek pas gue pour ma heart outtt. I’ll try not to bug you that often.

My boifwend nginep di Movenpic hotel. Kaya nama resto.. Marche? Move-n-pick.. geddit? Hmm hope he’ll find whatever he’s lookin for, n get whatever he may ask. Amin.

“When will you be home?”, she asked, as we watched d planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead
She’s watched me as i crawled n stumbled
As a child she was my world
N now to let me go i know she bleeds
And yet she says to me :

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon d sky
I’ll be praying every step along d way
Eventhough it breaks my heart to know we’ll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

Autumn leaves fell into springtime and silver paint her hair
Daddy called one evening saying “we need you, please come back”
When i saw her laying in her bed, fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as i cry

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Sat, July 9th

Rifi being here in Jkt is one of d highlights of d month fer me. I’m real happy *no offense, dear bf* .. and i had a great time whenever he’s around. But there’s sumtin that slightly bothers me since i last saw him @bali last month. Dia kayanya lagi seneng nakal2an. Either towards other ppl (flirting every now n then) or towards himself (drink n smoke. he smokes. Biar apa? I dont get it. I’ve nothing against all u smokers out there, but i dont like d fact that he now smokes. Orang bengek kok ngerokok.)
4-yrs with me, he did neither of those things. N i looked up 2 him 4 that. Now... ga tau yah.. gue jadi sedih aja ngeliatnya... what is he trying to proove? Does it do him any good? Made his life better? He’s perfect just d way he was. I know we’re thru n i shouldnt complain nor bother bout d changes he made, but as dewi said, “you cant help but prevent someone you love from getting hurt”.

I should really, really learn to let go. Or at d very least, reduce my sense of belonging.

C’mon, focus on YOUR OWN boyf n 4get everything bout d past!

...
yeah, like that’ll EVER gonna happen.

Ps : to boyf, i really appreciate ur tolerance. Really. Thankyew (L)

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Fri, July 8th

Midtest MekTek2.. flunked, as predicted.

Nemenin Krishna ma Ivan ngurus mcm2, trus mkn di TA, balik kampus lg, br kermh K nunggu dimpol dtg ivan pulang, trus K ma Dimps took me home 4 a quick shower (JKT PANAS GILAAAK).

Balik ke rmh K bntar trus ke Lapten ma Alwin jg. Rame yeeey, ada tambahan Ken+Daysee+Egar, sama Karim (Skater from San Diego).

Balik ke K ma Aryo Medy n Yara, trus Rifi+Freddy jemput kesitu mau ke Ke’Kun ktemuan ma Andy+Mela. Oh oh oh pas dah dimobil dooong.. :

Rifi : Ani, Freddy got sumtin 2 tell u
Me : Apa fred?
Fred : ah nggaaaakkk
Me : (penasaran) APAAAAAAANNNNN????
Fred : ehhheheh.. kalo mau cium2 jgn depan pager. Gue bisa ngliat dari sini,
kena lampu, berbayang.. huahahahahhahahh (ketawa ngenyek ma rifi)
Me : AAAAHHH BODOOOOO SIALAAAANNNNN BIARRIIIIINNN!!!!!
HUOHUOHUOHUOHUOH (ketawa mokal)

Monyettt kalian berdua... huhuhuh..

Di Ke’Kun ngobrolin mostly masalah STARS.. RADJA.. ECLIPSE.. yahh pokonya dunia permusikan lahhh.. huhuhuh jadi kangen... maybe i’ll accept his job offer 2 play @EX for Sept’05...

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Thu, July 7th

TELAT BANGUN!!! AAAAARGGHHHH SHIIIIIEEETTTTTT!!!!!! Fugfugfug..

As to Ipi.. Welcome home =)

Went to his house n played with mochi n cookie, Meirsja’s rabbits. Ditinggal tidur ma ipi hampir 2jam-an. Siaaaalll... huh. Tp gpp, he really needed some sleep, he took d earliest flight.

Di PC, b****p2nya abang ma meirsja dimasukin ke file dgn nama dia.. hohohoh buang bodi.. ah tapi ga ada yg bagus akh.. hehe

Ke hoka2bento PI 4 lunch with ipi n mersa, trus pada mulangin ke rumah. Mersa minta apel fuji yg di parcel papa.. BUAT MAKANAN KELINCINYA. Dasar.

Mlmnya mereka ke midodareni @Anissa’s, trus rifi plgnya mampir rmh lagi mau ktemu mamapapa tapi he missed them, dah keburu bobo, soalnya bis terima tamu banyak sodara2 dirumah.

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Wed, July 6th

Quiz kemaren dapet 70! Yay! Trus bu Mieke mbawain home-made Macaroni Schotel. YUMM! Kita piknik dikelas deyh... hehe..

Mampir ke K lagi, helped him pack his stuff buat umroh. That kid doesnt know shit bout packing. Or how to fold clothes properly. Tsk tsk.

Mampir kermh, gave him a –misprinted- bali shirt.. hehe.. and d rest is history. Heheheh.. Ooh n i sprayed some Zwitsal baby cologne on him.. hehe.. my K jadi bau bayi.. enak..

Papa dah bole pulang! Yay!

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Tue, July 5th

SP bu Mieke, dateng2 langsung quiz. Thankyew Siska 4 giving me crash course. N i hope u’ll soon be ok. Hmmm another 1 of M.inc yang menjanda... *sigh

Pulang ke Krishna’s, darisana cabs ke RSPI. Mampir clubstore (dad minta dimsum. Kolokan.) trus nyampe2 ada tante Diana & Keshia, nggosip2.. gak lama Sheila n Adi nyusul.

Dad masih belom mendingan n he got all cranky. Me sneaked outta d room n went str8 home while he was asleep. Man i need some rest too!

Ps : ada yg nyebelin semalem. Huh.

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Mon, July 4th

YAKKKKK dad got hospitalized. Bandel siiiih. Huh. Minggu tengah malem kita berpanik-panik ria ke RSPI’s ER. Around 2am dad dipindah ke VIP 5323 n we all stayed there. Alhasil i missed my 1st class. Not a good start.

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Sun, July 3rd

Mama minta temenin ke rmh tante Sri, nggelar acara ntn bareng. Nonton apa cobaaaaaaaa????

WAYANG KULIT.

Yessiree, ppl, lengkap dengan dalang, sinden, n pemaen gamelannya.

For approximately 5 hrs non stop.

And i dont/cant understand a single word he (the dalang) said. Untung ada mama yg dikit2 translate ke bahasa.

Berhub masih gak mudeng juga, n got lost of interest on d 1st 30mins of d show, i ended up walkin around nyemil kanan kiri. Makanin bakwan, soto betawi, es cincau, lollipop, trus masih aja matigaya, i went to d side of d house n played with Sena, a beyooootiful 1yr old golden retriever. (Ada 1 lagi, herder, named Bima. Emang dasar wong jowo, asu dikasi nama Bima-Sena..)

Tadi ada Andrew, lg summer vacation here. Tadi dia lsg cabs ke S’pore fer 2 days, mau ketemuan ama agen klub sepakbola. Tau deh mau ngapain. Couple of summer ago sih dia dikirim ibunya ikut soccer club @some europe country, i 4got. Maybe they liked him. He was on JIS’ soccer team. Skrg kuliah di Oz. He’s on top of my list of Most Eligible Bachelor, krn not only talented, athletic, wealthy n smart, dia anak rumahan (!!!... HARRREEE GENNEEE??? LANGKAAA!!!!), and he loves his family so much n showed it all d time. A true family man. So, girls, if u’re interested....... OVER MY DEAD BODY!!!! hehehe.... kidding..

Tnyata acara wayangan tuh dalam rangka anak bungsunya si tante, Brandon, yg paginya sunatan. Cute kid. Dibius total loh bok. Heheheh.. and btw I heard his mom bought d wayang kulit for rp250jt.

Enough wit d story of that filthy rich family. Jadi pucing sendiri. Huhuhu...

Went home 2 find dad got asthma attack, thx 2 d flu yg ditularin mama kemaren. Poor dad.. i insist on taking him to RSPI’s ER, but dasar papa bandel, gak mau. Untung rite now kayanya papa dah bisa tidur.

Cepet sembuh ya daddykins... anina luv you...

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Sat, July 2nd

Woke up late n dashed 2 PS 2 meet Nana, we’re having our lil farewell lunch, she’s going 2 NZ nxt week 2 study on Ancient History. Best of luck, Nana, hope u like d CD n thx 4 those cute packs of Disney’s Princesses tissue. Cute (^o^)v

Krish pick me up n we went str8 2 ManggaDua, ngambil pesenan kacamata dia. Nice glasses, dear =) bole tu, pinjem... nyeheheheheh... bleh...

Dari MangDu ke Mall Kelapa Gading, ke Tarra Megastore, dia mau nyari DVD Cardigans. Dasar orang selatan, ga pernah ke MKG.. pake acara NYASAR! Geblek... trus abis dapet DVDnya, kita mau makan di LaPiazza.. GAK KETEMU-KETEMU JUGAAA!!! MAAASYA OLOOOOOO!!!!! Akhirnya kita makan di futkort jelek depan Diamonds, ground floor. Kasian deh. Mana liat anak kecil minum ‘es beruang’ alias ICEE, kita jadi pengen.. trus nyari2 GAAAK KTEMU2 JUGA!!! Bener2 dahh dikerjain ma mol sialan ituh....

Tapi saya seneng.. dapet a box of double CD, judul albumnya : “High Society ~Movie Magic”.. cost me 252.000 but its damn worth d price. Here r some tracks in it that i absolutely love :

From d 1st cd :
1) The Mission
Morricone –Gabriel’s Oboe
~Chloe sang it beyoootifully on her 2nd album.
2) Absolutely Fabulous
Handel –Lascia ch’io pianga
~I like Charl’s version better, but this 1’s ok.
3) Cinema Paradiso
Morricone –Cinema Paradiso Love Theme
~to really connect with d song, u absolutely MUST c d movie 1st. I did, n just listening to this song makes me wanna cry.
4) Shooting Fish
Holst –Jupiter, the Bringer of Jollity (The Planets)
~One word. Grand.
5) The 13th Warrior
Orff –O Fortuna
~Compliments to the composer.

And from d 2nd cd :
1) Romeo and Juliet
Craig Armstrong –Balcony Scene
~its d orchestral version of Desree’s Kissing You. Romantic as hell.
2) Schindler’s List
John Williams –Schindler’s List Theme
~MAAAAN, this tune’ll suck d life outta u. Cool.
3) Forrest Gump
Elgar –Pomp and Circumstance March No.1
~Also grand. Bravissimo.
4) The Deer Hunter
Myers –Cavatina
~I love d sound of double acoustic guitars.
5) Fantasia 2000
Gershwin –Rhapsody in Blue.
~masterpiece.

My faves are Holst’s n Orff’s. Those, are truly work of art.

Balik dari rmh krish jam 2. AGAIN. Fer reasons i cant tell ya here. Or anywhere. Heh heh heh.. blup blup blup..


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Friday, July 1st

D nite b4, Ian suddenly offered 2 help me with my ‘design schematics’. N he ended up nginep dirumah gw. Tiduran di lantai sementara gue ngetik. Dia balik jam 10an, gw kekampus ma frea.

Pake acara stress krn i’m outta paper (A4) , AAAAND printer gue error, sodara-sodara. Juarrra dahh juaraaaa!!!!

Ngeprint di kampus, udah abisnya stgh jam lebih, 1/3 paper gue halamannya ga ke print, n 1/3 lg keprint tapi nomernya ngacooo!!! Shiiieetttt!!!!

Tapi yang penting dah dikumpul. Telat sejam sih..huhuhu... tp diterima kok.. fiuh...

Balik ma pia n nala, trus anak kecil dateng kerumah gue. Andi-nya Ian. Kita makan ke Tamani PI trus cari DVD ke kemang. Quite amusing.. ‘twas fun =)

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Wed, June 30th

Pasukan dataaanggg!!! Ada Secar, Nippown, Bude Ik ik and MAS DANA (disogok apa ma budey bisa2nya nyampe ke ponpin??).. trus Boim n Phito nyusul. Thankyew vewwy much guys..

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Tue, june 29th

Secar came n helped me do my programming assignment. Then Nippown came. *enter awkward scene here*

I swear to God, hobbit, i didnt see it coming.

Anyway they helped me a lot, as usual. Nippown even bought each of us Bakmi GM (we have it delivered). Double thankee.

I just finished 70% of d concept of my design schematics. Way to go me!

Now i’m hungry, tired n i miss those ppl i love most. That goes to all of u guys n girls who went to Bali with me last month. And Adit. Dit.. cape gue lama2.. mau lo apasiiih??? *frown

And yes i miz u too dear boifwend.

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Mon, june 28th

No one came to help me do d assignment. Good thing, coz i havent done anything just yet n they might beat d sh*t outta me if they knew what i’m doing d whole day.

I was permanently attached to d sofa in front of d tv.

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Sun, june 27th

Those bloody hell barbaric savages i have as neighbors.. AAARGH...

Monday june 20th

Badan ga enak, otak ga jalan. Nippown dah ribut ngingetin suruh nyicil revisi. I know, n i will, soon as i figure out what to write. (what? THIS? This is just an exercise for my fingers. To memorize d alphabet settings on d keyboard. Not good enough reason? What did i just told u bout my brain? I cant make up anything fancy rite now so enough with that look already).

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Sunday june 19th

Survey ke ciracas w/ krishna, foto2.. a bit disappointing actually.. jadi ragu2 mau pake ciracas apa balik ke duren sawit..

Ke PIM for undergarments (bought 3. cant help it.) ketemu jalley n dandy *ehm ehm* .. makan di Hoka2 Bento (dah lama.. *sigh) trus ke rmh krishna, ganti baju n ke Aryo, brgkt ke kawinan Billy-Afdar dari sana. Pulangnya juga balik lagi ke Aryo, ganti baju lagi ke krishna, trus ke Parc (spelling?), cari makan @12, balik. Lagi-lagi jam 2. Wasted.

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Saturday june 18th

Got a creambath @a salon nxt to Toys-r-us. Bought Daily Bread while waited for Krishna 2 show up. Literally ‘jalan’ ke PIM, ntn Mr.and Mrs.Smith (kok biasa aja yah?) trus mom n dad nyusul, n we ended up dine out bareng di Niji, trus blanja di Metro (dapet that cute top @Chic Simple! Thx mom!)

Melanie called! Yes, my teenhood fwend @SMP1 : Melanie Amine eh Aminaharsi Harahap, si bule-batak geblek who had this on again-off again relationship with Hardin (also my childhood fwend who’s also bule-batak n also geblek... so... yasudahlah mel... huhuhuh) .. she’s here n wanted to c me. Same here! Mau ketemu sebelom dia balik ke bandung, latian n maen ma bandnya dia, “Boys are toys”. (Touche).

Oh yeah, dia sekarang ngeband, megang bass guitar. Padahal tadinya piano klasik ma gue, sama2 les di YPM, sama2 anak murid pak Paat yg bandel2 (ketangkep mau bolos n he dragged us back 2 class) cuma bedanya dia move on n tried sumtin new, while i... oh f*ck d rest of d story.

Band lo bukannya rock yah mel? Trus lo mau pinjem syllabus teori Western Music gue buat apaan? Isinya cuma pieces of repertoires buat di analyze. Gak penting. At least for me.

Thankyou Mr n Mrs u-know-who, for makin me hating what i used to love most.

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Friday june 17th

Dijemput nia, pake acara dandanin dia dulu biar mirip (bajunya dah sama, bedanya gue lagi pengen pake dasi, so i did), trus cabs ke Setiabudi Building. Anak2 dah nunggu di Starbucks, trus lsg ke Sushi Groove (which,btw, lebih enakan Sushi Tei/Sushi Nobu.. even Midori!) tapi berhub ditraktir neng Indyastari Wikan Ratih *happy bday budey shayang!* jadi gak bole protes!

Btw si budey sekalian launching Mr.Pradana Murti aka mas Dana, diimpor langsung dari Leeds,UK! Heheheh... nice 2 finally c u (^_^)

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Thursday june 16th

Happy 1st mth anniversary boifwend! Hope we’ll survive another month or two! Heheheh jk jk! Huhuhuh.. sorry if u find it hard to grab a hold of me.. ahh dont worry, u’ll get d hang of it! *wink wink*

No, seriously, i’ll try 2 keep up with u. U’re startin to get under my skin anyway. N thats not a bad thing, i assure u.

Ooh and we went to d cinema 2 celebrate it too! Cheap, mengingat itu tiket gratisan dari Donny *thx man.. heheheh* but ‘twas fun, kan yang penting sama sapa dulu dongs! *biar ge er dikit..*

Ok ok that wasnt exactly d reason why we went. From many2 weeks b4, d widdle hobbit in me insist on seeing Madagascar rather than that Pitt-Jolie movie yg krishna pengen ntn.

Now i cant get that “i like to move it move it/physically fit! physically fit!” tune/chant outta my head. Great.

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Wednesday june 15th

Sidang programming. “1 anak presentasi 10mnt, sesi tanya jwb 30mnt. Fenina duluan aja deh.”

N there i went, presentasi 5mnt trus di cut, langsung tanya jawab hampir 2jam sendiri, thankyou very much.

Mana pak Eka pake acara trespassing ke kelas orang trus moto2 segala. Untung cakep. Sapa cakep? Bukan anak arsitek yah?

Tried not to care bout d result, kept my mind focused to kesempatan revisi yg dikumpul July 1st.

Hidup rasanya enaaaaak banget tanpa dikejar2 programming. Jadi bisa concentrate to many other things. Salah satunya ya boifwend yg dah lama dianggurin.. heheheh maap yak (^_^) i’ll make it up 2 u. ‘til 2am. HOHOHO.

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Tuesday june 14th

Siska nginep tapi gak bantuin pemrog, dia sibuk bikin autocad buat studionya sendiri. Imas dateng though *thanks a bunch, dear!* n bantu bikin bahan presentasi sebisanya (bikin perspektif buat point “Use of materials”).

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Monday june 13th

Ga tidur lah. Bisa dihajar massa kalo dah dibantuin rame2 trus malem terakhir malah tidur. 0430am ian called n made sure gue gak tau2 menggila nekat lepas pemrog trus sleep my ass off.

Dijemput Bonny, ngumpulin paper+design schematics ke lt.8 trus cabs cari makan ke Paun. Ternyata absennya Bonny kurang banget, jadi ga boleh ikut ujian.. duh jadi ikut sedih..

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Approximately 2 weeks b4 sunday june 12th til..... june 12th (d’oh)

Dear sweet lufr, ur prescious gfwend has been transformed into zombie (from too many sleepless nights that explains those black circles round d eyes) with flat ass (from too many hours sitting in front of d pc, clickin like crazy, i began to sprout roots n became one with d rattan seat).

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Hey this is a good way to exercise my brain n upgrade my memory capacity!

my rabbit just died... the cute one. scroll down 4 her pic. yeah that's d 1.. whol looked like a puppy with extra long ears. dia kayanya sakit deh.. dari tadi malem ngga mau makan.. tadi pagi pas gue bangun, badannya dah yg lemes gituh.. dingin.. n her ears were cold too. pengen bawa ke dokter tapi gue mesti buru2 ke kantor om gue, dah janjian sama orang. tau2 mom called... ngasi tau si rex dah GA ADAAAAA!!!! huhuhuhuhuhuhuh .. gue jadi feelin guilty.. andai gue bawa ke dokter mungkin masih idup kali ya... huhuhuh..... maap ya rexie....... (^_^).....

hmm... tadi ke tatakota.. GANTI TAPAK LAGI.
i dont know how i'm gonna survive programming. there isn't a slightest chance.
tau ah. bodo.

i want my rabbit back..... thats all i want for now.

ps : bali trip was fun fun fun. too bad i cant post any pics here. tar deh kalo sempet.

few days ago neng vivi told me that things are lookin up for her n her masian.. i'm happy 2 hear that. she went thru many things for him n most of em aren't good ones. she deserves better than that. i hope she'll stay happy for good. tu anak kalo udah menggila bikin panik tauk... well i hope ntar our BALI holiday bakal menyenangkan deh.... *crossing ma fingers*

hmmm.. what else what else...

oiya.. deadline buat programming tuh GA NYAMPE SEBULAN LAGI!!!! dikumpul JUNE 13th!!! trus sidang paper end of JUNE.. trus daftar T.A (gue gak bisa ngebayangin... gue.. T.A???) trus THERE ARE SOOOO MUCH WORK TO BE DONE IN SUCH A SHORT TIME!!!! aduh guu bisa korslet nih saking stressnya..... help....

hmmm apalagi ya...

oya jangan lupa.. Banyanya&Siska's bday party tuh THIS FRIDAY! trus SATnya i got meself a date *cihuuuy!* trus minggunya menggila ngerjain programming... trus kamis 26th off 2 bali sampe minggu 29th.. trus pulang ambil 10pm flight *sigh* n pagi2 dah harus nyampe kampus lagi.. asistensi...

there's no other way.. i'm taking my papers to bali.

my active singlehood days only lasts fer umm lets c .. april 23rd to may 16th.. 3 weeks? (-_-!) huhuhuh but if u count d whole time i was ‘left hangin’ *wink wink to rifi*, u’ll get approximately 1 whole year.. so I kinda get d hang of it. kinda disappointing, coz turning single didn’t make any significant change in my life anyway.. at least not d way i imagined it to be *drama queen kecewa* hahahah…

just then, I was enjoying d reaction from d ppl who fell off their seats, shocked after reading my *fster* status when WHAM! i got meself a boifwend again! *sigh* (-_-!)

no, no, d proper reaction would be this : Woo hoo!!! \(^o^)/

*ehehehheheheh bcanda cayaaaang! Nyeheheheheh =”9

aaaalrighty then! This time I’ll keep my expectations lllooooow. Let’s just hope this lucky boi got what it takes to cope with zish flirty, spoiled-to-the-core lil brat. I’m so damn worth it, so work it boiiii ! hehehehheh

rifi : hey pumpkin..whoaa...! did u already made decision or not? Did u? did u?? Nyehehehehe… kalo udah, congratulation ya..! *with his super-annoying-minta-disambit teasing tone*
ani : err… ndak tau.. ehehhe.. *blush* kalo bilang “mau dicoba” tu apah? Ehehehe (-_-!)
rifi : ya udaah, make sure kali ini DAPET TANGGAL ya aniii! Hwahahah *ktawa ngenyek*
ani : syial luuu!! Hehehheh

[dia asyiiik aja ngeledek gara2 dulu pernah ‘bermasalah’ *baca:beybey rewel* tentang ‘kok kita ndak punya tgl jadian siiyh? Dulu maen nyosor aja sih lu! Huuuwh…’ –ngiri ama those couples who had their monthly anniversary celebrated-… ehehehheh]

yaah poko’e… makasih rifiiiiiii (^o^)v … and c u nxt week!

Ps : cayang, kamu dapet salam tuh dari rifi *wink wink*

Friday May 13th 2005

Ambil $ di CircleK, eh salah pencet jadi keluar 500! DAMMIT! Ini mah bisa dipastikan bakal abis dalam waktu dekat! Sial sial sial sial sial! Bisa jebol tabungan gue kalo gini! Duh gak bisa deket2 ATM nih.. ^_^

Ke rmh Krishna.. download games *lagi seneng2nya download games biar hp-nya gak cupu2 amat.. heheh* trus ke Lapten.. makin malem makin rame.. trus ada Donce pula, janjianlah buat besok. Dari Lapten nyangkut dirmh Krishna pula.. hadoh2.. pulang malem deh.. dan KENAPA SIH GUE LUPA MULU BAWA KUNCI RUMAH???? Kasian mbak Yayah kan! Huh!

Saturday May 14th 2005

Ngajar Nia (les terakhir), got my payment, n then off 2 Donny’s with Krishna, mau survey buat programming di Cibubur *thanks guys, you’re really helping me a lot!* trus dikasi tiket ntn gratis pula sama Donce.. eheheheh aciiikkk...

Pulang dari sana dah hampir jam 6, jadi ga bisa ikut gathering Mjayouz.inc *ampun.. maap..* AND ga jadi ntn ma Ihsan *maap.. hiks hiks..* n i ended up di rmh Krishna aja, downloading loads of games buat hp gue.. dan.. lagi2 pulang waaay after ma curfew. *maap dad.. huhuh ndak ada mama malah berkeliaran kemana2.. hehehe*

Sunday May 15th 2005

Ahhhhh rainy day.. enak banget!!!!!! I stayed in my bed, in my cold, cold room up til 2pm.. sangat sangat amat enak banget udara hari ini... sooo comfortable... hmmmmh.. *muka bahagia*

See how easily satisfied i am? ^_^

Thursday May 12th 2005

HAPPY BDAY MY DEAR DARLING BANYANYAAAAA !!!! oh and Andie too!!! Love you n best wishes 4 u guys.. hope you’ll soon find what you’ve been lookin for in life.

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Wednesday May 11th 2005

Ga kuliah .. sakit perut lagi.. tnyata beneran period gituh.. damn..

hmm seharian depan tv ditemenin ama Rex (one of my rabbits). She hurt her leg a couple of days ago n sekarang kasian gitu gak bisa bebas lari2an.. hiks..

Bosen do nothing all day.. untung krishna kerumah jadi ada temennya.. hihihi acik..

Banyanya called, anak2 dapet tiket plg SENIN May 30th, gue gak bisa krn besar kemungkinan itu jadwal asistensi sama bu Dedes *psycho theme :on*.. jadi dicariin tiket plg hari minggu malem, 10pm, sendirian. Sedihnyaaa... hiks hiks.. tapi gpp lah..

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Tuesday May 10th 2005

Transfer 750 ke atm Banyanya.. buat tiket pp jkt-denpasar-jkt.

Siang2 lagi enak2 leyeh2 dikamar sambil baca komik tau2 mual2 bgt, sampe yg pusing kliyengan gituh.. lama pula mual2nya.. akhirnya ke mum’s bathroom.. n i threw up.. trus yg makin kliyengan trus gue kekamar my auntie *gak lucu kalo gue pingsan dikamar mandi* trus dia nyuruh yayah ngerokin gue.

Gue baru sekali ini seumur idup dikerokin. Kayanya gak garuh yah selain punggung gue panas n perih2 dikit n merah2.. masih mual2 aja.. walopun malah pegelnya rada ilangan *lho? Hehehe* trus minum hot tea n tiduran lagi. Today sucks.

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Monday May 9th 2005

Kuliah ama nala (berangkat pagi beneeerr...) trus asistensi ma bu Wara. Ga sempet absen siang soalnya pulangnya nebeng nala.. hehehe.. he dropped me off at hang tuah.. disitu nunggu ktmuan ma secar (yg akhirnya gak jadi, ribet, mau di PS lah, Praline lah,, PS lagi, Praline lagi,, ahh....) akhirnya stuck dirmh krishna... trus ke RatuPlaza ama Ivan n Indah beli dvd Diana Krall n Jazz Masters. Dine out di PS *kesampean juga makan Chicken Maryland.. heheh*

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Sunday May 8th 2005

headache all day. Hobbit called for quite a long while. I guess she kinda miss me *walopun sampe matipun kayanya dia gak akan mau ngaku.. hehehe*

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Saturday May 7th 2005

Trisakti’s Graduation day. Nyampe kampus 6.15am, ngiringin anak PSMUT nyanyi, both sessions. Gokil cape bgt. Kaki lecet kelamaan jalan pake boots. Mau nebeng ian pake acara mampir ke pameran bursa mobil bekas disebelah JCC ama rizky ari n arko. Mampir rmh ari makan2 bday ade’nya (maya) trus gue pinjem selop, kirain mau pada lanjut ke citos, tp ga jadi, n now selopnya maya n wrist strap-nya ari ada di gue...hehehhe

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Friday May 6th 2005

Went to kawinan tamtam di Al Azhar, nyalon dulu di B’toe trus didrop krishna ke al azhar. Ktemu anak2 disana (nia nina ian dandy imas pito banana pepeng ditong mosa).

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Thursday May 5th 2005

Meirsja bday!!! Sms.. tapi belom beli kado.. bingung..

Ke siraman tamtam ama nipon n budey (dijemput budey, tumben, ihiiiy!!) di rumah secar. Makan2, ketemu ari n ade’nya, trus cabs ke PS ketemuan ama mia nia sotong di kofibin. Nemenin budey belanja hairdryer n contact lenses n ke hero bla bla bla.. trus aku didrop @krish

Tante datie ngajakin ntn Janji Joni di PS (again!!!) so we left, bertiga. Window shopping sambil nunggu film mulai.beliin kado banana n siska.. belanja bread talk, trus pulang drop si tante n krishna drove me home.

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Wednesday May 4th 2005

Pemrog asistensi sama bu etty bentar (paper belom diapa2in sama si ibu!) trus lanjut asistensi sama bu wara. Disuruh bikin rangkuman dari paper internet, n taro bahan2 dr internet di lampiran. Lupa bawa buku asistensi. Pulang sama frea (nunggu frea lama, untung ada Uli n cewenya nemenin makan di kopma) trus jemput uti ma eja di STC. Nitip McD ke Uti pake $ kevin dulu 30.. hehehhe

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Tuesday May 3rd 2005

... lupa...

rex the rabbit... nemenin aku seharian kemaren di livingroom sambil ntn tv.. she pooped all over d place! huhuhuh.. kacian kakinya lagi sakit.. 

i love this picture! love it love it love it ! (^o^)v 

indra.. eclipse's bassist. really good \(^o^)/ ..excellent musician.. miss u om botak ! ehehehe.. he's married to my vocalist.. Tia.