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I haven't really written too much lately. Life gets busy and I am good at making excuses. I seem to think if I wait long enough and wish hard enough things will just get done. For example, the dishes. I am convinced that if I wait long enough, I will come home one day and they will just be done. Dishes and laundry and dusting and cleaning are just never ending, so I am trying to change my attitude about housework. So far it has not worked, but hey tomorrow I have another chance to change my attitude. Although I need to be better about changing and doing things today and not later. Boy, my to do list keeps growing. Sometimes- OK all the time- it is hard to for me to change and admit I need to change and be better. We are trying to do the right thing and not eat out so much as it is not so healthy and a little expensive-but with eating out, you don't have to make or it clean up after. I do like the feeling of accomplishment when I do make dinner and Kim likes it. I just have to get used to cooking healthy again. Well-I started this on Sunday, but it is Monday now... I went to bed and wow-today I am doing better. My dishes are caught up and that makes me happy! Yeah!! Sometimes for me it is hard to do it one day at a time when you also try to make long term goals too. But all you can do is all you can do! I just have to keep telling myself and not get discouraged. Oh, and it snowed today. I had to drive over to pick Kim up after work. I did not drive fast, but went nice and slow. Some people were not too happy, but the roads were pretty bad and I made it to Kim's work safe-then he drove us home. I have started working out again and I feel great. I don't understand why it is so hard to get started and so easy to stop. I just have to remember this feeling so early in the morning when the bed is so warm and cozy. Speaking of nice and cozy, it is time to cuddle and watch a Jazz game.

Oh Well

Well, most of you probably know by now that our IVF cycle did not work. The embryos did not grow very well so we actually transferred three on day 5, but none of them wanted to grow in me. It's pretty hard, I'm not gonna lie. So-I haven't blogged lately cause I've been kinda sad and trying to keep busy and not eat too many chocolate things. So now we are just trying to get back "to normal" and see what we want to do next. We are gonna take a break and put away the needles and all the super expensive drugs for now and decide which direction to go next. And I am working hard at not being mad at Heavenly Father for not letting us have a baby. Anyhow enough sad...We are still working on our home and right now we are still working our bathroom downstairs. It is so nice to have 2 even if there are only 2 people in your house. When you gotta go you gotta go. And I have been busy making things with my cutter. I am posting some pics on my vinyl blog until my little bro can build me my website...so my blog link is to the right, but it is sayingitwithvinyl.blogspot.com and my website one day will be www.sayingitwithvinyl.com. Hope you like all my hard work!

Vinyl Lettering!!!!

My birthday is not until Friday but, I know what I am getting and I am really excited!

Kim is getting me a Vinyl letter cutter! I am so excited I can hardly stand it! So, I can make all the crafts I want!! So, if you want anything too or your friends want anything you can let me know and I can hook you up! Yeah!! I'll let you know when I get it and post the things I make.

Happy New Year!!!