Birthday Wish List

As my birthday is approaching, I'm finding myself more and more in a state of light-heartedness, happiness, friendship, flirting and respect also a bit depression. I still remember in year 1998 when I received an envelope during my birthday eve, which was stuck in my fence. The envelope was white and the writing was in pink. 'Pink is the lucky colour for the year of 2005 for taurians' . I opened to find a letter from someone and my mind was racing with thoughts. Then I started to read the letter for word and paragraph by paragraph. The letter ended just like that. There was no name on it nor an address to find who sent to me and now I was confused. Until now, I still haven’t noticed the sender; and “xxxx” was in my mind.

I’m waiting on my day again and really luv to hear words and wishes from the one that I really care and friends. As year by year I’ll keep my friends noticed on my day thru sms, friendster and emails huhu…. no matter what others will says, as for me, I will still maintaining to ring a bell on my bday as such a reminder 2 others ;)
This coming saturday I’m XX years old. How did that happen? Where did the time go? I’ve woken up to a life that is completely different than I’d ever imagined, in almost all ways a magical and enchanted life that is richly blessed with friends.

But of course these early midlife years make for some deep and often too dark nights of the soul. My 2005 & 2006 year was frankly the most terrible year of my life. However, looking back at all the loss and self-abuse and depression and human failure I realize it was also are years in which I learned some incredibly important lessons about how I will live and how I want to be in the future. I suppose that’s what the rough times are all about.
Of course, I am only human, and fundamentally egocentric. So here are my birthday wishes.

· Escada /lacoste touch of pink / d&g light blue
· 80gb of laptop external hard drive or 320gb hard drive

:D at least 512mb or 1gb of reduced mmc for my phone
· creative travel sounds 200 (available at your fave gadget store :D)

· Sony Ericsson w880i or p990
· Philips micro system

and....

To find my life’s love and settle in my growing older years (which have already started, fellas) into a quiet, loving relationship with a companion to care for and be cared for by. Now, that might seem rather romantic or simplistic or what have you, but that’s really all I ever wanted out of life. Funny how it’s the one thing that’s always eluded me. Sure, I’ve had love and in fact experienced many great relationships over the years.

So that’s where I’m at today, thinking of life as I enter my new year of birth. It cannot go without saying that every person who has touched my life, my work and so forth has enriched it and helped me not just survive, but thrive, even on those days when I simply didn’t want to. So thank you all so very much for saving me, valuing me and caring for me as I make my way through this journey called life.

Birthday
by D' Sound

I wish it was my birthday

Small change, I can’t find my shoes

Credit-card‘s just not a lot of use

On a broke day

And its more than that time of the month

Hands are cold and a heart that jumps

It’s like a replay of yesterday

I wish it was my birthday

And not a rainy

Wednesday I wish I was not lonely

Laying by your Side

I wish it was a good day

And not an awful-truth-day

I wish it was my birthday

And everything was cool

Fat chance it will disappear

How I want to get away from here

From the greyness

So long to the carefree days

Try pretending in so many ways that we’re ok like yesterday..

Buy me a cake Light the candles,

I’ll blow ‘em out

I know what I what I wish for

I wish it was my birthday

KekWa PUO

Kelab Kebudayaan & Warisan (KekWa PUO)

Dancers from Selendang Maya, Politeknik Ungku Omar
Maya Illusi, band group under my supervision for this year. Lots of coming event and show to perform. Maya and Shafawee as vocalist, zafran as group leader as well as lead guitar, amirul played guitar, mohamad on base and fadhil the drummer and finally wadi on keyboard. They are great!

Ada lagi group under this club which i dont really involve; kompang, gemelan (I'll b the person in-charge by next year kot, yet to find the trainers and students, all equipments semua ada) and others... but to mentioned here every group under KekWa PUO will have their group name as follow:

Selendang Maya (Dancers)

Maya Illusi (Band Group)

Warisan Maya (Kompang)

Maya Bakti (donno...)

u may c "MAYA" will be a part of the wording... selendang maya lah... maya illusi lah... and some more... ada gossip for this but... juz let it b!

Fatima Az-Zahra

strawberry weekenders

Weekender travellers... huhu last weekend weols 2gether2 mari "umrah" ke cameron. A great place 2 go since ipoh are damn HOT!!! gila panas siot! 2 day 1 nite event huhu, ada cerita lucu but very "XxXxXx" donno m i suppose to explain or just kept it for myself, if it stated here, sure uols semua akan terperanjat since all this while this is the only secret that ppl out there doesn't noticed it, u'll think its such a cruel n weird!!!! hahahaha

a great day with a great pleasure, that is the only statement on our umrah for this time... I probably luv to repeat once again, s its apperead on the earliest post for this year...

"remember to say "I luv u" at least once a day ya ppl!"

today's event

A day with Zainal Abidin show on Lagu Rakyat @ Taman Budaya, Jabatan Kebudayaan & Kesenian Negeri Perak (KeKWA). ikan kekek, burung kakak tua, oh bulan, suriram, enjit semut2 etc, you must remebered this songs during budak2 time and masa didodoi/ uols yang timang budak2, quite nice the arrangement of music.