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livejournal is overloaded. [22 Aug 2001|03:23pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | some tennis commercial ] can't read friends list. don't yet know if i can even update. um. i don't have much to say. i'm just passing the time (2 hours) before i leave for work. hhmm..markwalberg is damn sexy bitch. he's creepy in "fear" though..i've never seen it, but as we type i am watching it...pobably missed half of it though, and i doubt i'll see the end. "now i've popped both your cherries" says the note on the pretty red car. ha. oh no. the suspense is building. oh dear...creepy. obsession. boggles the mind. commercials. damn. i wanna rent hannibal. but i'm broke, and can't get up the patience to sit and watch it... i should have company and a movie sometime again before school starts... hhmm... making plans....maybe.. movie night... eh, we'll see. um. i'm bored. the girl in summer catch with freddie prinze junior isn't very pretty. i am disappointed..haha i want a cookie. ah...my mommy bought oreos!!!!!!!!!! sweet ass. ---------------------------------------------------- ERICK you wanna go see jay and silent bob strike back this weekend..maybe like sunday.. yes? i thought so. um..yeah. if not it's cool ------------------------------------------------------ i'm gonna go get an oreo...shit bitch. 1 comment|post comment

tomorrow i register officially [20 Aug 2001|10:04pm] for school... pay some fees, get a schedule, buy a senior calendar... charli and nikki are coming with me. my head hurts like a mother. i'm tired. i am in the 2 dollar club. post comment

half hour later.... [20 Aug 2001|10:02pm] still at home. where is charli. where is nikkeh. why am i still here.. they be slow. eh. what can ya do. post comment

[20 Aug 2001|04:48pm] incubus. salem armory. fastixx(not ticketmaster) 23.50 november 15... tickets on sale ????????????????????????????? post comment

lubricants, zoloft and birth control. [20 Aug 2001|04:25pm] another fun visit to the doctor. i think i will call nic. then again, maybe not. tomorrow will be fun. night with the girls at kirby's. woo. i'm bored you guys. very bored. the gas tank is on E. i have 2 dollars. i want something sweet..i want some chocolate. freddie prinze jr and sarah michelle gellar... they're all cute on the trl... "i love you" "i love you too" ha. travis is fuckin hot. like. wow. damn sexy bitch. (sorry nikki) 1 comment|post comment

thanks jessie...woo [19 Aug 2001|10:28am] 1. Song that reminds you of waking up in the morning: any cartoon theme... 2. Song that's best to drive to work/school to: zebrahead, someday 3. Song that's best to drive home from work/school to: deftones, dai the flu 4. Song that's best on Sunday afternoon: blink 182 (oldschool) waggy 5. Song that's best to listen to at night driving:mirwais, disco sience 6. Song that's best to listen to at night at home:janet jackson, any damn song 7. Song that reminds you of your childhood: early 90's dance music, and marky mark, good vibrations 8. Song that is best for sex, or reminds you of sex: linkin park, papercut (don't ask)and deeelite..hahaha 9. Song that's best for when it is raining: eurithmics? here comes the rain again. 10. Song that reminds you that you're in love: i've got a girl(even though i'm not gay) or whatever song that guy likes... 11. Song that reminds you of traveling: sugar ray, speed home californa 12. Song that reminds you that everything is wonderful: zebrahead ,wasted 13. Song that makes you cry: janet, again...and back in the day, like before it was released, the first time i heard it...time of your life (the original one, without the orchestra) Music Groups 1. Favorite music group: i have many..deftones,green day, zebrahead,linkin park, mudvayne, i like slayer too lately 2. Favorite music group when you were 13: proly still green day 4. Music group that you still like after years and years: green day, early 90s dance (crystal waters, ace of base, marky mark..etc) 5. Music group that you are embarrassed that you like:green day Singers 1. Sexiest male voice: uh, singer? chino, or maynard (tool) 2. Sexiest female voice:uh.... 3. Most annoying female voice: your mom..haha, mariah carey 4. Most annoying male voice:michael bolton 5. Male singer's voice that makes you cry: eh... 6. Female singer's voice that makes you cry:mariah carey (haha) Your current top ten albums 1.deftones-around the fur 2. snatch soundtrack 3. zebrahead-waste of mind 4. tool-aenima 5. green day-dookie 6.matrix soundtrack 7.charli-ass 3 8.emily-various 8 9. incubus-make yourself 10.green day-warning *all answers subject to suddenly change very often post comment

woo [18 Aug 2001|10:44pm] [ mood | lame ] [ music | the man show ] i bought a new celly. same number.. call me um, yeah, i lost all my phone numbers, so if you know i had yours, let me know, and i'll put you in the phone book.. um... work today. it sucked. alan might get fired. everytime i make a new frined at work, they quit or get fired. why do i befriend stupid people. um. i called him. someone not his mom answered and took a message...he was busy, working on his car. he wont call back tonigh, it's getting late anyhoo.. i'm tired. um. i can't download ringtones. suck. the whole reason i wanted a nokia phone and i can't do it... eh..it was cheaper than the other one. um...yeahy..i work tomorrow again... i'm cold. tomorrow, i'll call kirby and we will get dexter's claws trimmed..exciting. my neck and back hurt... woo. talkin to cody...it's been a while. 1 comment|post comment

*cough* [18 Aug 2001|10:07am] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | diary of p. diddy ] you know how sometimes, you have something to say to someone, but you jsut can't say it. you want them to understand how you feel, but you can't convey it. you want to tell him he's an asshole, and could've been more honest in the beginning and said he didn't like you like that (if he really didn't) and you could've moved on, but no, he said he liked you but didn't want a girlfriend, then twice now he's had a girlfriend despite him still saying he likes and cares about you, and you know it's bull shit and you're only there to replace the girlfriend he will most likely soon be over with, only to be tossed aside again when a new girl comes along. and it isn't even like he chose to have a girlfriend, she just started calling him her boyfriend...cause she fucking gave him head. you sleptwith the bastard, and still, were just friends. his best friend even thinks that was cold. but you like him. and you keep liking him. and you can't bring yourself up to enough courage to say these things. inside, you pretty much dead, you feel useless... you feel like you can't do any better, because you never have.... you probably never will. so you stay friends, you still have feelings... you don't want them. you know you shouldn't have them. but no matter how long you try, when you think you're over him, you aren't. all it takes is a smile, and a few words, and baam...back into the liking you go. you refuse to fall in love. good choice. but you like him, and also refuse to hate him. on a lighter note, i'm going to look at new cellies. oh wait.. that's gonna cost me a lot of money. 1 comment|post comment

canada, and things that make little sense. [18 Aug 2001|12:36am] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | comedy central, singing, comedy..good ] chalri and nikki are going to canadia. i'm jealous, but hope they have fun..miss them i will, yes. um...allan, despite being a suspected member of the KKK acctually, is a great guy..i will pretend it is a lie, as i know it not to be a truth..i refuse to ask...everyone is is joking i think. um..yeah. there was a bit of an incident today, as i hung out with nic. not what you're thinking, i swear. me, him and jarrad were kickin it, things were said...confusion...clarification.. jarrad told nic "that was cold." i told nic he was an asshole. ride home. me and nic..long silence...traffic.we started singing. then talking. then we went to taco bell, his house to eat, and ended fine. how can such an asshole give the best hugs in the whole world... a hug says a lot about someone i think...like the style in which the hug... it makes sense to me. point is, he's a great hugger, it it makes me really said to be so, frustrated or upset with him, and then when he gives me a hug to say good bye....it fixes it. just, bam..badness gone. for the most part. my plan was working fine. but if it was working so well, why did i get so..not upset, but ... distraught/ frustrated kinda i hate this post comment

ha [17 Aug 2001|03:21am] i thinks it's funny when guys think i should have cyber sex with them. virtual rape..ha. no i say. click. blocked. shabaam. interent is fun. useful. and damn scarey sometimes. post comment

urgh. [17 Aug 2001|01:20am] movie night with kandi and charli. original sin. go see it. nic called, i called bac...talked to jarrad. they wanted to hango ut with me "sorry, i have plans" we decided i would call them when i got home...at 12:30... yes i called, no one answered, so i left a message, i'll jsut call him tomorrow... ha.. go me for not giving in and hanging out with them AND charli and kandi...jsut charles and kandi..ha. charli did my hair..i have yet to for an opinion..but everyone else liked it, and that is really all that matters. i have decided that what i like doesn't matter ,as long as i am excepted... i'm not kidding, really. it makes perfect sense. um.i'm bored, i'll probably go to bed soon.. i got an im.. dareguy55...asl he asks... to lie, or not to lie.. 17 year old girl, 20 year old girl, or uh...52 year old man from kentucky. so many choices. post comment

too much information. yes. [16 Aug 2001|01:02am] thank jessie 1. Had sex in three or more positions in one session? Yes. 2. Had sex continuously for 1 hour or more?er....yeah 3. Devoted an entire day to sex and sexual activity (with breaks for eating,etc)?nah 4. Been so loud having sex that people complained? no one has complained, but i've been told i can be loud (i try not to be) 5. Had your sexual technique/style/skill openly praised by someone? yeah...wether it was true or not i don't know... 6. Brought your partner to orgasm using only your hands? yeah..a few times..with this one guy.... 7. Had sex while both fully dressed (unzip fly, hike up skirt)?nope... 8. Had sex while both standing up? no 9. Performed oral sex on a man (fellatio)? yeah 10. Performed oral sex on a woman (cunnilingus)? nope 11. Received oral sex from a man? uh huh 12. Received oral sex from a woman? nope 13. Used position number 69? no....wow... 14. Intentionally swallowed semen (your own counts)? i don't believe so 15. Had heterosexual intercourse using no birth control? never.... 16. Had sex during menstruation? ...sorta...(the early days where it isn't really but it is... 17. Used whipped cream, chocolate syrup, for sexual purposes? choc syrup is fun 18. Used ice for sexual purposes? nope, cold is no good 19. Completely shaved off your pubic hair? yeah, it does not ich... 20. Purchased a sex toy? a friend bought me dirty dice once... 21. Inserted your finger into someone's anus, or had this done to you? nope 22. Licked someone's anus? nope 23. Performed anal intercourse on someone (on the giving end, toys count)? no 24. Received anal intercourse (receiving end, toys count)? no 25. Used a vibrator or dildo on your partner, or had your partner use one on you? nope. 26. Been involved in use of a cock-ring? nope 27. Been involved in use of a strap-on? nah 28. Participated in fist-fucking? No 29. Contracted a venereal disease or STD? no...you would think so, but no. 30. Given a sympathy fuck? um, not really...but i wasn't that into it, jsut..i wanted him to quit buggin me about it. 31. Forced or coerced someone having sex with you? no..i've only really even sorta brought up the idea once...(after prolonged makingout/foolin around) 32. Had sex with a virgin? nope..i want to though 33. Paid for sex with a prostitute? nope. 34. Been involved in adultery? not really... 35. Had sex with your boss or teacher? no 36. Had sex with someone the same day you met them? no...well..sorta, not same day, but i barely new him..like...a few days kinda thing i guess 37. Had sex with someone whose name you did not know? never 38. Been openly homosexual or bisexual? nah 39. Had more than 10 sex partners? nope 40. Been in a threesome? yes, sorta.... 41. Engaged in group sex (more than three people)? nope 42. Had sex in a public place? yeah, leveridge park parking lot....if that counts as public place 43. Had sex in a car (moving or stationary)? yup 44. Become a member of the mile high club?i don't think so 45. Had sex in the water (hot tub, shower, pool, etc)? no 46. Been walked in on while having sex? yeah, sorta 47. Had sex while you knew someone else was watching? no 48. Engaged in bondage? nope 49. Engaged in "golden showers" (urinating)? nope 50. Have body piercings to enhance sexual pleasure? no..people seem to really like the belly button ring though...whatever************************ 2 comments|post comment

shabaam [16 Aug 2001|12:39am] [ mood | unsure ] [ music | south park ] so, i did it all. it's kinda neat acctually, you know...how some of my hair is so dead, it wont absob any more color... purple with some reddish brownish streak like hightlights.... terribley uneven color... i like it... hhmm.... i love charli and kandi and kirby. i really love them. like, if they were guys, or i were a guy...there would be a relationship..(hehe, charli) yeah, um...we looked for boys undies, and they do no make husky boys underwear in any cute prints... we gound some, that would fit us...an XL of a certain brand...they were beautiful.... but they had no XL.... stupid kirby and her L...she is as little as a little boy...why can't i be too damn it... stupid fat me. atleast i have fun hair...dead, damged, but fun. i really want a peanut butter cup. yummy, reeses...peanut buttery cup....uuurrrrrgggghhhhh. i'm hungry...i didn't eat dinner tonight....nothing good to eat. hhmm... maybe i hsould just go to bed. but i'm not tired. ----------------------------------------------------------- today, i wanted to call him. i don't know why...jsut...i was sitting around, waiting for charli to call me back... and i thought hey...i could call him, see if he's home, wants to go do something... but no i said to myself. no. instead, i cleaned my room and bought my guinea pig some presents... and food, and bedding. and a venus fly trap. and hair dye. and gloves. and a tint brush. i wanted to buy a new pair of pants. replace boy with shopping. this weekend, i will buy a new celly. $150. i ahve $196. i get paid friday...a whole $40 or so. broke ho much? i'm scared. of what? i do not know. something feels wrong. just...odd in a way. i'm afraid of the future. that was a wierd thought. don't know where that came from. charli and i are changing our speech pattern. any suggestions? 1 comment|post comment

ultra violet.. [15 Aug 2001|07:17pm] first it was chunks, now streaky chunky highlightsish... soon.... it could be the whole dam thing. i don't know... we'll see. i liek it this way. 1 comment|post comment

testing, testing, 1,2,3.... [15 Aug 2001|01:10am] did i do it right? am i writing big post comment

[15 Aug 2001|12:54am] it's better to have some around to treat you like shit then it is to be alone. right? i thought so. post comment

bleh [14 Aug 2001|11:12am] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | the hum of the imac ] i am up too damn early.....again. charli is a sleepin in somewhere else...she moved early ths morning..i was lonely. i think she is in here mam's room. well...the plan has thus far worked, i didn't call him yeserday. ha....i am so in conrol... i hate that. last nigt was fun. we bonded over the boones, and h....got pretty drunk. then we just passed out on the bed...hmmmm....sleep. sounds like someone is knocking at the door, probably just a neighbor hammering or something..i'm not gonna get up and g check.. it might be the momons she is always tellling me about. nothing agains mormons, but they needn't come to the door. *yawn* i work tonight...if you're cool, you will visit me. 5-9 in the PM. be tere or be square. i have a feeling all of you will be square, cause no one visits me anymore. charli, greg, kirby and kand do sometimes. but erick doesn't aymore. nic doesn't none of the girls do.. the guys i never see anymore anyhoo... whatev.. come see me. hhmm...i kinda want to go home... but charli is sleeping... eh, whatev. i'll just go back to sleep, or go watc the tele. post comment

i-i wanna be bad [13 Aug 2001|11:34pm] [ mood | drunk ] [ music | pink-you make me sick.311-you wouldnt believ ] i am at the willa for par and i fell....pretty damn good me and chalres, at the willa ford party...ii wanna be bad, make it look so good... yeah. i finish my drinky already and it hit me when i stood up and whoa.. we hide it in taco bell cups...soda is what we drink *wink wink* god times. damnf willa ford parties should happem all the damn time. i love charli emily bonding party...with willa ford and shit.. boones... hjmmm.. i wish nic had livejournal, i would share a joke with him.... but i'll say it anyhoo....here i go.. "the greatest quote of all time" "eh, only when i'm drunk" the quote will not be repeated, but nic and i know what is up with that shit, dawgs.... post comment

i-i wanna be bad [13 Aug 2001|11:29pm] [ music | pink-you make me sick.311-you wouldnt believ ] i am at the willa for par and i fell....pretty damn good me and chalres, at the willa ford party...ii wanna be bad, make it look so good... yeah. i finish my drinky already and it hit me when i stood up and whoa.. we hide it in taco bell cups...soda is what we drink *wink wink* god times. damnf willa ford parties should happem all the damn time. i love charli emily bonding party...with willa ford and shit.. boones... hjmmm.. i wish nic had livejournal, i would share a joke with him.... but i'll say it anyhoo....here i go.. "the greatest quote of all time" "eh, only when i'm drunk" the quote will not be repeated, but nic and i know what is up with that shit, dawgs.... post comment

friends [13 Aug 2001|08:31pm] i can't read my fuckin friends list. out with charli tonight? maybe... i ate carls junior i bought 2 pairs of old man pants... why is it a pair of pants..it's only one..but yet a pair...anyhoo... also bought some shirts...neat ones. um. um, not to promote school violence, but we need to have an armed robber in our school, how exciting would that be... of course his/her gun can be unloaded, for safety's sake, but point is...nothing exciting goes on in my life. i'm watching tv..of course... a school, someone with a gun...classes are all just hangin out..no school workness... yeah..violence is bad, but uh.... i don't mind witnessing it... hold up. that sounded really messed up. yeah. nevermind. i hate this. maybe i need something new. i need a change. one more year... jsut one... then i can do whatever i want.. i'll move out, get a fun job...and do my own thing... I WANNA READ MY FRIENDS LIST post comment

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