Friday, March 22nd, 2002
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10:07 pm
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9:47 pm
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Hows everyone doing tonight? I'm doing very well thank you. Not to much is new. Just chillin, ya know? This week was pretty good. No complaints. I could be out having fun right now but for some reason the quiet of my room just seemed appealing tonight. all well ::shrugs:: to each his own, right? not to much is new in my life. i'm in a good mood, i love dan, things are pretty ok. well i'm off to clean my room a little... gnight everyone!
I made a quiz all about me
current mood: content
current music: smashing pumkins: tonight, tonight
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(voices in the dark)
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Tuesday, March 19th, 2002
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10:19 pm - she shoplifts some christmas gifts, and a braclet for herself
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blah. so far this week sucks. school sucks i have all these tests and i'm not prepared for any of them. i'm exhausted... mentally and physically. i've been so stressed lately that i'm late and that just leads to prolonged pms... fun eh? i just want to curl up on the coffee shop couch with a cup of green tea, a good book, and dan.
things with dan are going very well. i'm very happy. hes wonderful and so fun and would fit in so well with my family. its great.
i wish i had more motivation. i really do.
well i wish i wasn't so tired so i'm going to go to sleep now... night night
current mood: tired
current music: radiohead: high and dry
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(4 silent screams | voices in the dark)
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Sunday, March 17th, 2002
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11:53 am - new york new york
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hey... i'm starting to plan my day in new york. it'll be saturday the 30th... we will probably hit a bunch of record stores and try to get discount play tickets... you would need to be able to pay for your own bus ticket up there... the play ticket if we see one... and money for whatever else we might be doing. if you are interesting in joining me, dan, dave, and cara- leave me a comment and let me know.
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(2 silent screams | voices in the dark)
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11:27 am
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11:15 am - we're on the top of the world
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hey ladies and gentlemen... whats shakin? Not to much here. had those damn SAT's yesterday... yeah they sucked. 3 hours of sitting in a room filling in little circles.. haha yeah that was no fun. but i'm just happy its over. i did fair i guess ::shrugs:: i won't really know until i get my score back.
dan and i went to see footloose last night. it was absolutely amazing. the best emmaus high school production i've seen yet. everyone did so well. megs, jon, and jeff were stars... i'm so proud of all of them. shannon girl your rocked skating around the stage and marcy and kat wonderful dancing. ::sigh:: it was great. i'm so proud of my friends. i told dan after the show was done that "i might not be friends with the star athletes.. but i still think my friends are some of the most talented people in this damn school" and i mean that too. dan even enjoyed the show so you know it had to have rocked the house! :)
now i'm off to go see "the dead" with megz and probably a million other people from my class.
hope everyone had a good weekend!
xoxoxoxo
Lex
 I taste like Peanut Butter.
I am one of the most blendable flavours; I go with sweet, I go with sour, I go with bland, I go with anything. I am practical and good company, but have something of a tendency to hang around when I'm not wanted, unaware that my presence is not welcome. What Flavour Are You?
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current mood: happy
current music: juliana theory: top of the world
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(1 silent scream | voices in the dark)
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Friday, March 15th, 2002
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10:27 pm - SAT's can kiss my ass
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so i had a mental breakdown today. i was trying to explain to my mom how i wanted to skip school to stay home and study and then i just snapped. i started sobbing hysterically and ugh it was terrible. so i spent from 10:30-2:15 trying to prepare myself for this damn test. so we'll see how tomorrow goes
went to the shop today. everyone was smoking cigars and shit and there is nothing that pisses me off more than seeing my friends who don't smoke, smoking. i don't care if its cloves, cigars, or cigs.. its fucking stupid. its a good way to slowly kill yourself and its so discusting. ugh.. weakness... i hate it. i wish humanity wasn't so weak.
this weather is so perfect. i can't wait until summer... this summer is going to rock. i'm so excited. just days spent laying by the pool and driving around and having fun. ::sigh:: its gonna be great
well i'm off to bed i need some sleep. night guys.. love you
current mood: content
current music: dead prez: hip hop
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Thursday, March 14th, 2002
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6:16 am
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You are just beginning to find your footing in this crazy world, but you are sure of how you feel for one thing. One thing that makes you most angry is the betrayl of women towards other women, a prominent issue in many peoples lives, but one that hinders you mind especially. Your sexual urges and annoyance at organised religion is obvious and you aren't afraid to let it be known either! You are headed for big things very soon - that of good and bad.
Which Era of Tori Amos are you? |
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Wednesday, March 13th, 2002
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11:16 pm
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the SAT's can kick my ass. grr stressed
everything else is good though
i'm offf to bed goodnight
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Sunday, March 10th, 2002
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10:52 pm - rome wasn't built in a day
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or at least so i've been told... twice.. in one day. today has been interesting. it was cold and windy this morning so i didn't go to the barn. i figured i'd give ben the day off after yesterdays awesome lesson. so i hung around the house for a while and then dan came over. we spent about 3 hours studying for the math portion of the SAT's (which.. i might add.. are on saturday!!!! eeeks!!! i'm so not prepared) i think i understand things a better... i at least i know what to work on. so yay dan for totally kicking ass and being willing to spend 3 hours of his sunday helping me (the math sped) study.
then i went to dinner at jules's house... mmm good grub. my family is so funny. we spend so much time laughing tonight.. it was great.
i did a lot of thinking tonight. about everything. i talked to andre for a while. i love that kid. even through all the shit we've been through, hes still able to be a super supportive friend. he rocks.
i said something today that i guess i never realized until now. i need to start living life more. i need to stop worrying about things and i need to have more fun. i dunno. just an idea. well i'm off... laterz
current mood: numb
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12:46 am - i never had a perfect day before
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today was perfect. i had a kick ass lesson on ben today.. my best ever. i feel like i'm finally getting somewhere. thats a great feeling. after that me and dan we to subway and ate lots of food. after that it was off to double decker to get me some pins and the weakerthans cd ::grins:: then went to his house and relaxed. we ended up spending the night playing pinball and listening to a mix of pink floyd and queen. it was just so awesome to relax and have fun.
mark called today. i miss him soooo much. that kid is so great. his roommate is the guy who dresses up as tigger at disney. i got to talk to him... he sounds so cool. so yay ryan.. errr... tigger :) well i'm off to bed.. g'night everyone
current mood: perfect
current music: the rain on my window... and weakerthans: everything must go
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Thursday, March 7th, 2002
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8:03 pm - yo she bitch... lets go
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yeah today was pretty damn good. didn't do to much in school, thats a good thing. got to see dan at the coffee shop... aww he makes me smile. then i had a kick ass riding lesson. mmmmm this warm weather rocks!!! :-) my mommy bought me a new cell phone.. yay no more ghetto phone... but just an FYI to everyone... i will be getting my pager deactivated very soon so just call me on my cell if i'm not home (ask me for the number...)-- for those who knew my old cell number, its the same.
well i think i'm going to go add to the fat thats been gathering at my waistline, and go make some cookies or something. have a good night!
hahah oh hell yeah baby!!!!!
You're a evil split image of Ash,And also head of a
army of the dead known as the deadites.
Your goals are to get back the book of the dead
known as the necronomicon! What Horror Movie Villian am I?
current mood: chillin
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Wednesday, March 6th, 2002
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10:34 pm - vampires...make...me...horny... ::drools::
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9:26 pm - If i had a punk band i'd name it "The Killer Tomatos"
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cuz thats just a damn cool name.
i'm better now. i was a rage of emotions last night. just really pissy then really sad. but things are ok now. i love dan. he is the most wonderfullest boyfriend in the world.
my day was pretty good. school was easy. lately school hasn't sucked all that much... its kinda nice. i suck at photo but i'm slowly getting better... its just gonna take some time. ::starts singing "the middle" by jimmy eat world:: burr my house is so cold.
i want to join a gym... but in order to do that i need time to work out.. and i just don't have that. hmmm all well. so yeah things are good my day was good work was busy but good and now i'm going to find sometime to do because i'm tired and bored lol yeah i just keep talking.. i know... hehe... night night
All ducks aren't sweet and innocent and you prove that. You have a nasty streak.
Find your inner rubber ducky.
current mood: cold
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Tuesday, March 5th, 2002
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10:43 pm
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6:58 pm - its quiz time
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5:47 am - i have so much to do......
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and look at me not doing it!! hahahah weeeeeee ok so yeah its tuesday morning and i'm really not that hyper or happy but yeah well i'll pretend.
yesterday was pretty good. school started out with eamon walking down the hallway smoking a cig. and not getting caught... why... i dunno... cuz the teachers are oblivious? who knows but it was damn funny.
I didn't do to much in any of my classes. and then at the end of the day there was a dead bird laying in the hallway. haha it was sick but so hillarious at the same time.
shannon made me this totally kick ass mixed tape that just makes me smile... yay spam!
after school i stopped by at the coffee shop and got to spend a little time with my dan. ::sigh:: hes so wonderful he makes me so happy.
then i went home and made these really nasty cookies for history class... yay 20 bonus pts.
i do my monologue in drama today... yay i'm not even ready for it. haha i have so much i should have done last night and instead i went to the coffee shop for 2 hours. ::sigh:: but it was soooo worth it. it was so much fun last night. a good number of people were there... but all were my friends. me, nate, and a few others just sat around plotting ways to get even with emmaus. tim proceeded to bitch about being miserable (looks like dan persuaded tim to quit smoking with him) hehe yay miserable men trying to get healthy and kick a nasty habit.
well i'm gonna go shower and try not to forget anything and well i hope everyone has a good day!
current mood: sleepy
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Sunday, March 3rd, 2002
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11:04 pm
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this weekend was interesting. some really amazing things happened and some shitty things happened. its weird how life works out. how things have a way of turning out ok but not before subjecting you to a wild rollercoaster ride.
went to the barn today. had a good ride on ben.
afterwards i took his dirty smelly blanket to ye olde rub-a-dub laundermat and proceeded to put that nastey blanket in the washer even though there was a sign clearly stating "we do not allow washing of horse blankets" hehe so me and dan danced around like idiots and proceeded to make fools of ourselves while breaking ye old rub-a-dub's no horse blanket rule... good fun
tonight i told my mom how old dan was. she was a little shocked but she said that she trusts me and that she just doesn't wanna end up being a grandmother.so i'm happy things are ok. i'm a little upset about the current situation with andre.. but hey... everything works out for the best, right?
well sweetdreams everyone
Which Rock Chick Are You?
current music: Fuel - Innocent
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11:18 am - theres to many traffic on rt22
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hehe know one else will get that but dan... yay inside jokes that make me laugh hysterically... even if i'm laughing at myself.
yesterday was wonderful. dan and i went up to the barn. he watched me ride ben. when i was done i let him sit on ben and i gave him a little "pony ride" it was adorible. i love him so much hes so wonderful
we then went and took some pictures at lochridge park... aww man what a neat place to go... got some cool pictures too. afterwards we went to hunan springs and had a really great time. we both got seasame chicken and attempted to eat it with chopsticks... i was pretty successful... anything to get food in my mouth i guess.
and then we just hung out and spent time together. we ended the night by falling asleep in each others arms (only to be awaken 15minutes later by the alarm telling me that it was time for me to go home). but it was still wonderful and perfect. i couldn't be happier.
in one day i have never loved so much nor laughed so much as i did yesterday. hehe yay being in love is so much fun :dances around the room:
hmm I want the weakerthans cd. yes yes... very much so... maybe i'll have to go buy that today.
ciao!
current mood: loved
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Thursday, February 28th, 2002
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8:09 pm - in a place where awkward belongs
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hello world
today was pretty boring. school was... well... school... booyah school! lol
after school i went to the coffee shop for a little bit. weigle wanted to steal me and run off to the south mall... i felt so bad... i really wanted to go... but i was just waiting at the coffee shop for dan and then i needed to go to the barn.
my riding lesson today went pretty well. i'm still weak. i lost some of my nerve (probably because i know that i'm alittle weak yet) but i got to jump! oooh it was so nice to actually be doing something up there and not just working on my flatwork cuz that gets so boring
blah i'm so bored right now. i feel like sleeping. just curling up in my bed and falling asleep.
so tonight was pretty cool. i decided to IM an old friend who i haven't seen/talked to in ages, matt o'brien. hes a really cool kid. i dunno... talking to him makes me long for the old days. back when him, me, mark, josh, ross, scott... all of us would go out street skating (i wouldn't skate... i'd just stand there and look cute and give a shoulder up when needed) but i dunno... it was so much fun. definately glad i IMed matt... maybe i'll even get to see him skate sometime. god... i miss watching everyone skate ::sigh:: all well
i'm gonna head off to bed
g'night everyone!!!
Take the "How immature are you?" Test
created by sami haha oh hell yes!! i coulda guessed that answer lol
current mood: bored
current music: tenacious d: Wonderboy
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