Wednesday, November 14th, 2001
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10:26 pm - oooooo ya se.....pero no quiero
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Ironic204: yea
cuatromilcien: ha!
Ironic204: yep i told ya!
Ironic204: and i ment it
cuatromilcien: :-/ and yea....i can do dots too look....
Ironic204: yea..i can see... :)
cuatromilcien: mua?
Ironic204: muah!?!
cuatromilcien: shocked?
Ironic204: :-[ ...hehehe
cuatromilcien: big mua?
Ironic204: yay!! ..a girl can only feel so muahed :P
cuatromilcien: :-D
cuatromilcien: ya me voy...
Ironic204: aww sucker!....:P ...lol..
cuatromilcien: uhh take good care and yea...you know?
Ironic204: i do?
cuatromilcien: yea you do ;-)
Ironic204: :) ...g'night....
cuatromilcien: :-) g'night
yay!!!!!! look how cute!!! yay!!!!!
oki cause today sucked except for this little piece...and yea :D yea....lol
mmm ima go chat with other peoples toodles!!!..
words to think about : "toda la esperanza no esta perdida."
current mood:  busy
current music: jumbo : fotografia
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Tuesday, November 13th, 2001
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10:20 pm - por adentro y por afuera queria que me descubrieran.
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"making out with the drummer of the house band is wrong when the lead guitarist is your new boyfriend yep the one whom youve loved your whole life and recently found out that you two are dating because he asked you to go to his casa a oir sus discos viejos.and you gladly ecepted knowing you wouldnt actually be hearing the discos but rather sitting on his sofa talking about how mentira sounds better in B7 than in Em... yea you know the guy
regaurdless,the point is the man with with the sticks sweet talkes ya into sitting on his lap and so 2 hours later i realized that they both look the same anyhow...same shaggy bed hair, same buddy holly glasses, same grey all stars with black laces, same faded blue jeans...same old navy shirt a size too small..lol...same funny reactions when i say my lame jokes....
y llegue and la television estaba prendida y el viendo su reflejo me tomo de la mano en serie polaroid y oimos ella es mi disco de nina...
y ahora entiendo que quiere mas.....
but its not the same...cause somtimes making out with the drummer of the house band is better than being boyfriends with the lead guitarist whom you thought you loved..
a spur of the moment rules :D
current mood:  giddy
current music: la gusana ciega: salvame de mi
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Monday, November 12th, 2001
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9:47 pm - cada momento que no piso suelo piso cielo y me estremesco
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ahora no hice nada!
absolutamente nada pero me siento bien...me pase la manana entera en mis pijamas balilando y cantado everything from zurdok to paulina rubio...lol...for realies..yea it was a nice way to spend my day off :) a really nice way...i spent my mornin talking to people beto...luis...carlos...jerardo....it was cool...
i spent my afternoon doing light nomework for math and playing a lot of fletch...then more dancing and singing to pete yorn...julieta and la ley...and i found the new song i wanna play...mentira de la ley :) ...a nice little tune
parachutes sounds nice when i play it so im satisfied after half an hour of the little tune you start to feel proud when you can play along with the cd :D
y ya...cantando y bailando a synopsis of my day off all while in my jammies :)....lol
ay nos vemos ninos..adios...
words to think about : "espera atentamente a todos
menos a mi y sigo esperando y no llegara aqui no lo puedo olvidar lo que di por seguir..... algo no deseado hubiera querido mejor no venir."
current mood: satisfactory...lol
current music: morbo: hoy
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Sunday, November 11th, 2001
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9:33 pm - lo olvidado no siempre queda olvidado....
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a year ago today my doggy mike died....
i remembered cause it was veterans day and it was raining too...just like today... i was gonna go to the library that day and my mom woke me up and told me he had died...he had been sick for that whole week we had him since i was a toddler...i was so scared of him and then one day when i was off gaurd he licked me and then suddenly he wasnt so scary...he was the best dog a little girl could ever have...he was a tiny little terrier black with little brown eyes... :( ...yea he was the coolest
bueno if you guys pray or do something in rememberance yea include my doggy tonite....
bueno en otras noticias...i bought an angora sweater today...its blue...its nice...my mom wouldnt let me buy a coat...i guess its for the better...i finally finished my midterm...geesh thank god...and yea thats it for me..i really didnt do much today..im off laters.....
words to think about : "muestrame tus manos suelta los punos si te vas si piensas que algo es tuyo solo pidelo y sera."
current mood:  nostalgic
current music: zurdok: ...de llegar al final
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11:24 am - pots and pans are indestructable....
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hey....
oo yesterday was cool even though it was non-productive ina way but productive in another...i sent part of my afternoon like an hour playing pinball at school i went to campus to keep my sis company but got bored so i went to the game room...so yea i ruled pinball...i played like 20 minutes on like 50 cents it was awesome...later on renda told me she was looking for me so that we could go to see KROQ in hawthorn cause of the new calendar thinge...:( so i missed out on that but we're going bowling tomorrow so that should be cool
anyways...later on that night i just came home and played fletch for like the longets time...so noe i have the begining part of parachutes pretty down...and welp baby rota sounds like baby rota...lol..so ima pick a new song to practice to manana
ohh yea so i was playing and the phone rings so i pick it up and its arnoldo (nono) my texas friend!!...hehe and it was cute cause when he talked he had that little norteno accent :D and it was just soo adorable...in my head everytime he spoke spanish i was like "awwww que lindo!!!"...lol...hes a cutie too looky :
yuppers i have better pics of him but for some reject reason after i load em they say fatal error i unno this one survived :D..so yeap he sang pastilla for me i didnt think he would but he did so in return i played a piece of a song im working on :D...
so yea aver que mas...uhhh creo que eso todo..
cris and me are cool :)....lol and laters
ima go shopping for coats...lol...just to piss off my mom :)...lol..oki toodles
words to think about : "musica es musica compadre que tu que tocas puro rock? no no no lo que yo digo es que aqui uno mismo se aparta que eres colombiano has te para alla... ah eres norteno vete con ellos..y yo pienso que no debe de ser eso...musica es musica.."
current mood:  ditzy
current music: celso pina : aunque no sea conmigo
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Saturday, November 10th, 2001
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6:21 pm - oh love a new boy has come along singin an even better song
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yummers ...ive found some one new to stalk besides my usual chetes and clemente
its brett from the julianan theory...
p.s. brenda,sandra,oscar,lucy,cheli FYI -- they're having a show on the 16 all ages at the roxy...ajem...so yea...es un viernes..we have to go :) and its cool cause saturdays the sleepover o no?....lol...oki pues enjoy this lovely pic..and for more visit the juliana theory web page cause i already put in on my favorites.oki toodles...
current mood:  hyper
current music: julieta venegas: bueninvento
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5:41 pm - aunque no sea conmigo......
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a placer
puedes tomarte el tiempo necesario
que por mi parte yo estare esperando
el dia en que te decidas a volver
y ser feliz como antes fuimos
se muy bien que como yo estaras sufriendo a dario
la soledad de dos amantes que aldejarse
estan luchando cada quien por no encontrarse
y no es por eso
que halla dejado de quererte un solo dia
estoy contigo aunque estes lejos de mi vida
por tu felizidad a costa de la mia
pero si ahora tienes
tan solo la mitad del gran amor que aun te tengo
puedes jurar que al que te quiere lo bendigo
quiero que seas feliz aunque no sea conmigo...
current mood:  flirty
current music: cafe tacuba : avientame
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1:42 pm - bordom is such simple thing
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Friday, November 9th, 2001
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9:43 pm - im walking around my closet i want ya to say my name again
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ohh what a fine day it was....
"y me dijo te quiero...y ahora no se que pensar"
ayyy dios santo.....lol
but anyways...i had my math test today..the good part is i answered all the questions...whether or not they were right is a different story...lol..
the rest of my classes were really easy we did nothing in them....i have a quiz for my chemistry class next tuesday if anyone knows how to solve junk with kenetic energy in it help...please...IM me or somethin casue i really need the help!.PLEASE!...lol...awww
oh oh oh ....i saw my boy friend today after sooo long and he looks as gorgeous as ever god...i swear if i had a chance to meet josh id totally...yea...hmm...yea...lets not go there....but hes so cute and i got to see my other bf's cause they played a zurdok video..the one with the bunny...and i got to see my other hottie daniel...cause the tornasol video came out... :::sigh::: :D
que mas oh and i went to the mall and me and my sister were sitting outside b. daltons drinking smoothies...and this cute nerdy guy passed by...he was totally the kind of guy id like..and so i watched him roam around the book store and he finally migrated towards the magazine section and he picked up a copy of spin :D...god i swear i said it really loud and excited i remember saying "ohhh looky he's lookin' at spin!!....SPIN!!!"
anyways when he left the store we got up and follwed him...lol...but he walked really fast so were like...blah forget it!
so yea i bought more glass animals cause our aniversary is the 11th but i guess i'll give em their presents on the 13th unless we go out monday...which i doubt...
and yea i finished one of my midterm essaysthe one on immigration and i need two more pages to finish the one about comparing oral histories..yeap...oki well i guess thats all for me kids...ay nos vemos
words to think about : "and i never ment to do you wrong thats what i came here to say and if i was wrong then im sorry dont let t stand in our way cause my head just aches when i think of the things that i shouldnt have done but life is for living we all know and i dont wanna live it alone."
current mood:  intimidated
current music: coldplay: trouble
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7:42 am - sweetness, sweetness i was only joking when i said id like to...
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hi....ooooo i had a good night yesterday i was studying math and i understand a little more..and cris called me and we chatted a bit :)... but best of all .I can see JOSH KUN AGAIN!!!!!!!!
yeay yeay yeay...my simple little mind is once again happy and filled with cheer...i can bask in the glory of the best alternative videos once more...i have seen the light...lol
so yea i wont be online as much now that i have my precious videos back :D
in other news my trip to the pier was evily and maliciously cancelled cause my mom is acting all weird and yea i didnt wanna pick a fight with her so i just said oki i wont go which sucks but oh well....lol...the funny part is she thinks ii was gonna go meet cris...pff si supiera
oh yea and i got a hillarious email from beto and a "get well" card and im like "wtf?!?"...and it was funny because all it said was "breaking up is hard to do"....lol..i mean it was a sweet gesture even though i laughed my ass off he was actually serious so i thought it was cool...but the personaly email was funny cause he rambles on about penguins and carbohydrates and photosynthesis and all kinds of junk....lmao...muah!!!! thanks betito!!!
and yes it is nothing and everything :P
and yea so i guess i'll be home tonite finishing my midterm :P blah....lol..hey well its gotta get done somehow...y creo ya es todo... :)
toodles kids.
words to think about : " a placer puedes tomarte el tiempo necesario.."
current mood:  happy
current music: celso pina/king chango/control machete: cumbia sobre el rio
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Thursday, November 8th, 2001
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7:50 am - y ayer todo era como en tiempo lento..
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yesterday it seemed like i was taking and doing everything really slowly...sfter telling someone what really happened with cris i felt loserish like yea her i am again right where i started....he called me yyesterday and what bothered me the most was that ereything was the same...he even jooked about it and i of course had to give many a nervous giggle....ha!...after all of that you'd think he'd feel odd but acually i do...yea...and yes....damn pete yorn and his simonize song which is so great and now its making me feel horrible cause we talked about pete yorn and he said "hey you know what my favorite song is?" and in my head i was thinking please dont say simonize cause thats mine and if i hear it i'll associate it with you"....lol...pff and yea sure enough he said simonize. It tripps me out...
anyways we talked about a lot of stuff and how dioses del teimpo a local bad...asked then to tour with em...which is great casuse well hes a great guitar guy...so i felt kinda bad for feeling good that he was gonna go away...lol...oh well..umm so yea ima go now casue im kinda late for school....laters kids
words to think about : " no one ever told me that the world could change ina heartbeat. i wish i would have known"
current mood:  cold
current music: libido : hembra
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Wednesday, November 7th, 2001
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4:10 pm - good days will come to those who kick ass...
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ooo yea so lets delete last nights journal about me liking cris...cause yea...we talked and yea...im not gonna explain what happened but lets just say im tired of little boy s that like to play and mess with peoples heads...im just tired of looking for someone...ima just let someone look for me and well if it takes long well its gonna take long...y ay...ya me di por vencida...
creo si supieran todo me entenderian but yea..
lemme just enjoy guitar guy and hottie mcred shirt :::sigh:::...ya no quiero nada ahorita....hahaha i always say that and i end up eating my words but its true...
hmm anyways today was a good day nothing out of the ordinary it was good...i cant say i had fun cause i didnt but i cant say i was bored cause i wasn't...blah blah we all know how that works...ima see if i can ummm do my midterm today...its a 6 page essay on immigration and puerto ricans..... :( god i can feel the boredom..lol...oki pues ya me voy...laters...
words to think about : " mienteme dime lo que quiero oir deriteme los timpanos inventa para mi..
con tus manos tan diestras bajas pasiones que enjendras..has me olvidar las penas ..las angustias ..los dilemas..has me feliz"
current mood:  blank
current music: aterciopelados : maligno
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Tuesday, November 6th, 2001
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3:43 pm - dont sell your heart and break just anyone....
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hello hmm que dia tan regular nada nuevo...todo es muy muy igual que siempre...well that and i guess talking about stuff finally FIINALLY made me realize that oki...so yea i like cris...big deal ive liked the guy since i met him...problem is how to make it known now..lol..easy enough :)
he makes me giddy...more so than others...i was always jumbly about how i felt about him but yea...i reached the turning point..
lol...anyhoo i found out that me and sandra both like hottie Mcred shirt!...hehe whos name is officially jason...god hes like the definition of gorgeousness...not cute...but just utterly and completely gorgeous ... those guys are are far and inbetween..lol..
hmm so i got home and i had more mp3's :D...thanks luis...im mailing them to sergio so he can burn em for me...lol..or i think ima burn em on my own im not so sure yet...someone with a burner help :) i will give you one cookie and a lolipop :D
so yea i have to go do my math...blah...laters kids...
words to think about : "you have stayed a mile away from me and you will stay away a mile if you know whats good...you could have stayed until june..."
current mood:  cheerful
current music: zurdok : cuantos pasos
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Monday, November 5th, 2001
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5:45 pm - dont stop dont turn around.....
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i never saw you yesterday
if only i had walked a little faster
if only i would have stoped to tie my shoe
i would have seen you
the way you walk along
always humming your same little song
the steps in the road bring you comfort
you seem to brighten my day
words are never spoken
only faint glances on my behalf
and it seems yet another year will pass
and walking down the halls wont have the same effect
but i'll always remember
the harmony of songs
and the way you once played everlong
days are passing....
my time is ending
play your guitar one last time.....
current mood:  amused
current music: pete yorn: simonize
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5:07 pm - a music kinda, kick back, cloudy,i hate being lonely day ...
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oh what a life
was it a lie...
today was a music day for me..no se porque..i came home early cause i really didnt wanna stay for my last class...so yea i got home and i've just been playing fletch all day...which is great...and i was realizing that every song i have relates back to someone so yea here goes my list of songs that remind me of people( so if you really care scrool down and read it...yea i know t'was cause i was bo-red) :
turbo: perdon ---- arnoldo
los planetas : un buen dia --- luis
nina: arena azul ---- beto
cafe tacuba : como te extrano --- cris
coldplay : shiver --- lucy...lol
coldplay : yellow --- jerardo
radiohead : creep ---conor..lol...cause he sang it to me and now i just associate...lol
incubus: drive --- guitar guy
pastilla : lagrimas ---- cheli...cause shes always my chorus
system of the down: chop suey --brenda of course
los panchos : la barca --- oscar...lol
112 : peaches and cream ---hahaha sandra cause she has it on her comp and i laughed at her...
aleks syntec : the new little song i unno what its called --- gladys
zurdok : cuantos pasos ---victor
zurdok : luna --- carlos
incubus : stellar -- josey..i unno why...lol
coldplay :trouble --- sergio
la gusana ciega : venus en la arena --- eddie
jumbo : desaparecer -- cris
pete yorn : the hidden song --- :D
yea theres a lot more i just wrote a generalized version cause yea,i unno im bored remember
i have no home work and that scares me...haha its wierd..im so used to being occupied and when im not its like whoa...lol..
its really cloudy now and foggy like in the scary movies..hehe but its cool...
ooo i have plans friday how cool is that ... ima go to the pier with sandra and brenda and oscar and other peoples i think...im happy im regaining my social life.. :D
hmm so yesterday i was having wierd conversations with people like about monks and tootsie rolls ..and cows and milky pens...lol..and about how im "represing cris' feelings" ...lol...which made me doubt myself for a while but then i remembered junk..lol...so yea and i kept confusing peoples boxes which made it all the funnier...
I had a chem lab today and it went well i actually did a little piece i usually just watch...lol...it was cool...and it was nice cause sandra is starting to talk to us more..and that makes me happy...yea...lol...
ohhhh did i say i lost my ring...well yea i did i had it since like the 8th grade and now its gone :( it had so many memories,...good and bad...((sigh))
bueno ya me voy porque estoy notando que he escrito demasiado...laters :)
words to think about : its a little song actually
"someday i'll look into her green eyes
and know that she'll come with me
a girl like you
to many things i do not care for
but one thing that i adore
is a girl like you
ill always try to look you in the eye
its ok with a girl like you
tomorrow i think i'll tell you something
a thing that hasnt been said
to a girl like you
and even if i dont know
what the day will bring
still i can tell most anything
to a girl like you
i'll always try to look you in the eye
its ok with a girl like you...
its ok.......
geesh imagine if someone would sing that for ya...(((sigh)) :-/
current mood:  bored
current music: that little japanese rock song...lol
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Sunday, November 4th, 2001
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10:27 am - jobs....big yellow couches...a good saturday night :)
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hey....
i had one of the best times ever last night it was fun :)...sandra,me and oscar went to the mall...we were gonna watch a movie bu ended up just walking around the mall soliciting jobs which was cool..i applied at sam goddy and some little gift store called things remembered...the lady there seemed really nice..
anyhoo we just walked around and ate at jack in the box then we chilled on this big yellow couch at starbucks for like 2 hours just talking..
oh and i got my pete yorn cd :) ....ahh its soo to my liking :D yay!
so yea i had a blast yesterday...umm its raining today and i guess thats really good ... im kinda tired and sleepy but i dont know why...i was reading jerardos and gabs' journals and i noticed the color looks wierd on my friends page so im sad...lol...and i cant comment on journals...darn!..
welp i guess thats it for me...i'll see you kids around..toodles!
words to think about: "and when you said i could not stay with you thats not the way you'd want it to be.Convince yourself that everythings alright 'cause it already is ."
current mood:  relaxed
current music: pete yorn : for nancy
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Saturday, November 3rd, 2001
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1:06 pm - no se ni porque pienso si solo me alojo en ti al fin..
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do do di do...
hey kids...i woke up really late today no se porque...pero odio dormir mucho porque luego no me siento bien durante el dia no se porque pero bueno...hoy no tengo mucha tarea asi que voy a la mall with sandra, brenda and oscar...i think gladys is going too...so by tonite i'll have more reject pics that we take at the mall...i wanna go a little earlier than everyone else so i can go cd shopping in peace...i want that yorn guys cd!!!...aver que mas me hallo en el used section... still want ok computer but we'll see...
my hair isnt being nice today its like longer or something no se lo que paso...pero bueno here i am with fletch playing el duelo...hahaha..i can play it yay!!!!!!!!
and im eating a banana for breakfast..how nutritious jaja breakfast at 1 pm lunch que diga...
so brenda said to invite cris to the mall so she could meet him but i don't think i am, seeing as how it would be so super awkward..and plus i never introduce my friends to guys i talk to it mean if i do im allowing them to be a big chunk of my life...hehe and i dont think thats so cool right now...so yea anyhoo i hope today is funners
oki well my banana is all gone but im still kinda hungry so ima go see if i can get something else to munch on and then ima look for tabs for "thinking about you" :)
laters kiddo-s...
words to think about : " sin dolor no te haces feliz ..sin amor..ya no sufras mas..."
current mood:  hungry
current music: jumbo : rockstar
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Friday, November 2nd, 2001
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9:25 pm - si ves algo malo en mi......
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hi...
today was oki...we went to the theater and it was cool the movie was nice the bus ride was cool and the people kick ass....im happy
this week has been awesome..due to the fact that i discovered that some people deserve to be non-cool and that i should be cool-er with others :)...lol.yea yea
so today was club rush i joined...coffee house posse...beat club :D ...interact ..and mecha...
i was almost forced to join black student alliance....but uhhh yea im not black....lol...so yea im lookin forward to doing junk with my clubs ;)....especially beat club...it was funny cause i was talking to sandra and im like "yea i joined beat club! :D!!" and then i told her why...coughcoughguitarguycoughcough...haha and it turns out she joined it cause she likes that other little guy in the club too...so it amused me...so i wont be alone at the meetings
i played some little airplane game with chang today...then i played puzzle fighter on my own...then we went to some 03 meeting well lucy ..brenda...and cheli did....i went to go watch a foriegn film with serge in the class next door...and we were all intregued and then they stoped by to pick us up cause they said we would be late to the field trip..
so i had a trip with my mentor but she didnt show blah so for snacks we got power bars and water...god our school even has nerdy snacks..what ever happened to juice and chips...
hehe when we got back we had pizza though so it was cool...i love the people that go they rock...i have so much fun :)...
i got home like at 7 and my moms like te hablo un muchacho...and my sisters like "yea twice...it was that cris guy"...so i was mildly dissapointed cause well he WAS suppose to go out with me today but the punk dosent call on time...thats twice hes kinda stood me up...lol...geesh what a friend i tell ya..!
uhh yea so im submitting junk to the literary magazine at school....lucy is the editor i wanted to join but i think its to late..anyhoo i have three things in mind...each one written to a different person...i wonder which one she'll enjoy more...its wierd ima see cual and then i'll tell you what persons she picked just as a curiosity factor...lol...not like you guys care but yea...lol
oki and yea im leaving cause im kinda tired and im kinda sleepy and i need to finish playing with fletch...today i was tempted by Cains guitar and he even asked me if i wanted to play it but i refused id feel like i was cheating on fletch...lol..oki oki...laters
words to think about : dame una senal si aun exsiste mi voz en tu corazon...sentimiento de sal por ti...sentimiento de sal."
current mood:  drained
current music: incubus : mexico
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Thursday, November 1st, 2001
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10:50 pm - camino hacia el frente sin mirar hacia atraz
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gosh....i just got home from school....miren las horas que son..ive been there since 8am i went on a field trip to UCI it was pretty....they had DDr 5th mix which we tried to play but couldnt so we played puzzel fighter...the ride there was fun i took all the great cds and i was groovin the whole way there...it a cool campus it makes me wanna go there...
i meet a new sophmore guy his names sergio hes cool...uhh there was a lot of hottie guys from some valley high school....thus this proves my valley guy theory....most if not all are cute :)
so yea maya angelou was there and she was oki...the ride to and from was fun-er..lol..
im really tired now...i have another trip manana with my mentor so we'll see how that goes....
and yea school was oki....we taugh sandra to play pool.class was good nothin out of the ordinary...and yea thats it.... :)
toodles kids...
words to think about : " in life there are two words that will forever be instilled in your head..all you have to do is search for the words."
-- i dont get it :-/ ...lol.....awww
current mood:  listless
current music: plankton man : elemento N
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Wednesday, October 31st, 2001
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11:08 pm - writing about a night with words you dont have is hard...
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hmmmm
so its halloween and im freezin i dont have a sweater on i guess its my fault...
i learned how to play "baby rota" by la gusana lets hope it turns out well...
im listenin to the song just to get the rythem...its surprising how when i play em by ear i actually get em right...which is actually cool.... its easy just Em...C...D7...F#
blah...the combination is great...
i have a trip to UC Irvine tomorrow...i hope it goes well... :)
i dont know what i want right now....
thats all ima say....
i took a nap and dreamed...and which is the reason im learning baby rota cause i dreamed i could play it....lol
for some reason i feel drunk...."for some reason"...lol....i wish i were by the ocean right now...just cause...
beto broke up with angie....:::who never really liked me beto says:::....how sad...
no habra boda....
llora el novio debajo de la mesa.
botella en mano.
con la amiga al lado...
y todo sale mal
con las lagrimas que saben a sal
irony huh?.....lol...yea you can kick my ass later dude...lol...make the best of it...i hat how you can be so ugh about it....im jealous ...lol...
i dont really know what to say today...ima kida like ina whatevers phase...como un sentimineto de enfadada no se porque sera....but its cool...i wanna walk in water...i find that whole idea of feeling wet sand under my feet very soothing...lol...yes yes i know....ima dork
Q & A time:
can i paint?...i unno were gonna find out 'cause im droping french for art... :)
can i better myself at guitar?...yea i think so..so im talking guitar 15A ...hehe its the semi advanced class and i already fulfilled the requirement by taking the first one in the summer....
can i give good advice? ..oh jesus no...i feel like people have been coming to me alot and im at a loss for words..you can only tell people how great they are...and then if they dont believe you que mas puedes hacer...nada absolutamente nada...
after all im not cristina..or oprah..pff not even laura form laura en america...lol..inside joke i think....and finally
does my pinky hurt now? ..... yes..heck yes..
anyhoo i ate so much candy today...blah especially chocolate gosh que dia tan mas lindo....
im over everything and everyone...
how ironic when i typed that last line my cd skipped back to the shiver song
"i will always be waiting and its you i hear so loud and so clear......."
you have to know me to get the irony i suppose....lol...its a marcela joke...
anyways i saw dawsons creek...i had never seen it it never appealed to me but luis made me watch it last week so i did again this week and yea my gosh i cried a lot...it was good...lol...i feel like such a ditz
words to think about : "if i hadnt assembled myself ida fallen apart by now.."
current mood:  jealous
current music: aterciopelados: el estuche
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