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| Monday, November 12th, 2001 | |
| 1:42 pm | i don't know who i am or what to do, i am lost spining out of control, can you stop me from falling off, existance? this place i don't wanna be, i feel the pain leaving as it pushes back inside of me, do you, know what i mean? can you even begin to see me? i don't know who i am or what to do, all i know is what i've felt, but do i really understand it, do i have any thing left to say, "i do" can you really answer this for you? do you know what i speak? is it true or do i not understand just like you, i don't know who i am or what to do, this doesn't make any sense to you, does it? do you know what i mean? or do you not have a clue? do you? i do not understand or do i really know what i mean? maybe you can answer this, for you. |
| Monday, August 6th, 2001 | |
| 10:47 am | evol eurt eno 2 when you love her, she's the only thing that matters |
| Friday, June 1st, 2001 | |
| 9:30 am | System destroyed. Exposed and unployed. The fruit Of intention cry for their dead, but turning their head to Ignore reality's claw. Knife to your wrist, syringe in your Arm is your ounce of prevention. Give what you made, And under your name on your grave, is salvation. A big Fucking joke. Slaughter the pig, the self rightous king for your own Restoration. For your God is in your chest, and faith kills What is precious, for death is unanswered. Slaughtered! |
| Thursday, May 31st, 2001 | |
| 1:23 pm | There is nothing. No education. No family life to open my Arms to. You'd say that my job is today, yet gone tomorrow. I'll be broke in a gutter. I know the opinion. A broken record. Fuck you and your College dream. Fact is, we're stronger than all. You're working for perfect bodies, perfect minds and perfect Neighbors. But I'm helping to legalize dope on Your pristine streets and I'm making a fortune. You're muscle and gall. Naive at best. I'm bone, brain and Cock. Deep down stronger than all. A sad state of affairs. A crippled America. A pipe dream Buttfucked. Immune. Stronger than all. A lament for a rookie officer, punk ass weak little lamb. For the mob, truly, does rule at this particular time. We've grown into a monster. An arrogant, explosive motherfuck. Hard as a rock. Shut like a lock. Finally, the president in submission. He holds out his hand on Your television and draws back a stump. It's too late for some. Far too late. No more holdbacks. No more paying a cops paycheck. Let him Bust his own child. The son that heeds my word and smokes my dope. The daughter that sucks me off and snorts cheap anything. Hail Kings. The new Kings. Stronger than all. A simple process to legalize. There would not be a choice but to Take our side. Be there no question of certain strengths. Know This intention. Forever stronger than all. Stronger Than All! Current Music: pantera |
| Friday, May 25th, 2001 | |
| 11:14 am | My skin is cold, my life is dull, I have no future, I have no more, I can't hide, from my life, I want to run, I can't see, I can't be, With these tears That I've cried, You hate me. |
| Thursday, May 24th, 2001 | |
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| Tuesday, May 22nd, 2001 | |
| 1:20 pm | Step right up march push Crawl right up on your knees Please greed feed (no time to hesitate) I want a little bit I want a piece of it I think he's losing it I want to watch it come down Don't like the look of it don't like the taste of it don't like the smell of it I want to watch it come down All the pigs are all lined up I give you all that you want Take the skin and peel it back Now doesn't that make you feel better? Shove it up inside surprise! Lies Stains like the blood on your teeth Bite chew suck away the tender parts I want to break it up I want to smash it up I want to fuck it up I want to watch it come down Maybe afraid of it let's discredit it let's pick away at it I want to watch it come down Now doesn't that make you feel better? The pigs have won tonight Now they can all sleep soundly And everything is all right Current Mood:  blahCurrent Music: nin |
| Wednesday, May 16th, 2001 | |
| 1:24 pm | BURN This world rejects me This world threw me away This world never gave me a chance This world's gonna have to pay I don't believe in your institutions I did what you wanted me to Like cancer in the system I've got a little surprise for you Something inside of me has opened up its eyes Why did you put it there did you not realize This thing inside of me it screams the loudest sound Sometimes I think I could Burn I look down there where you're standing Flock of sheep out on display Saw your lives burned up around you I can take it all away Something inside of me has opened up its eyes Why did you put it there did you not realize This thing inside of me it screams the loudest sound Sometimes I think I could I'm gonna burn this whole world down I never was a part of you burn I am your savior (I never was a part of you burn) I am corruption (I never was a part of you burn) I am the angel (I never was a part of you burn) Of your destruction (I never was a part of you burn) I am perversion (I never was a part of you burn) Secret desire (I never was a part of you burn) I am your future (I never was a part of you burn) Swallowed up in fire Current Mood: i have a headach Current Music: nine inch nails |
| 12:49 pm | Need you Dream you Find you Taste you Fuck you Use you Scar you Break you Lose me Hate me Smash me Erase me |
| Friday, May 11th, 2001 | |
| 10:50 am | The end will crush the light And sends a message and it won't please The naked eye Without the end there is no light To foretell, or to blind you The law of the claw reigns on and after still When I die, I'll cast a shadow And I'll rise, I'll cast a shadow I'm leaving more eyes open when I close up both of mine For the ones that chase my life They're looking over their shoulders Let paranoia in Spontaneously rule them When I die, I'll cast a shadow And I'll rise, I'll cast a shadow When I die, I'll cast a shadow And I'll rise, I'll cast a shadow I'll cast a shadow, I'll cast a shadow, I'll cast a shadow! Current Mood: blahCurrent Music: pantera |
| 10:10 am | avoid the light modern day plague stronger than any and every virus, disease or sickness full eclipse of body emity anti-christian, and nocturnally alive (undead) buried underneath 2000 years (of histories) yet able to rise instinctively arise avoid the light the sun's in sight the undead should be sleeping avoid the light that cross so bright my fledglings dropping, weeping avoid the light overt your sight go underground discreetly avoid the light, avoid the light, avoid the light, avoid the light true and purely hollow man's ultimate enemy and predator wrapped into one spread like wings of damnated then falling into shaping mortal man (nonslaved) plasma cover will override (your true emotions) the pure inversion to guard my countless graves avoid the light the sun's in sight the undead should be sleeping avoid the light that cross of light my fledglings dropping, weeping avoid the light overt your sight go underground discreetly alone, unseen, reborn, receieve it's a battle of wills (it's a battle of wills) in glory he'll sneak in (he shall devour) avoid the light the sun's in sight the undead should be sleeping avoid the light that cross of light my fledglings dropping, weeping avoid the light overt your sight go underground discreetly avoid the light avoid the light avoid the light avoid the light Current Mood:  predatoryCurrent Music: pantera |
| Tuesday, May 8th, 2001 | |
| 11:10 am | A bout of deep depression can't seem to move it forward my lying eyes lie awake I'm not sure what I'm after I never died before can't live what happened yesterday I never stoned the crow No matter how I try no matter what I say I'm blamed, I'm shamed I'm judged unfairly So now I've died before It feels as bad as yesterday I never stoned the crow Current Mood:  depressedCurrent Music: nin |
| Friday, May 4th, 2001 | |
| 11:14 am | to anyone that reads this, how do you want to spend the rest of your life? |
| 11:06 am | i'm broken I wonder if we'll smile in our coffins while loved ones Mourn the day, the absence of our faces, living, laughing, Eyes awake. Is this too much for them to take? Look at me now. I'm broken. Inherit my life. One day we all will die, a cliched fact of life. Force fed To make us heed. Inbred to sponge our bleed. Every Warning, a leaking rubber, a poison apple for mingled Blood. Look at me now. I'm broken. Inherit my life. I'm broken. I'm broken. I'm broke. I'm broken. Current Mood: ??? Current Music: pantera |
| Wednesday, May 2nd, 2001 | |
| 11:02 am | i am the voice inside your head, and i control you i am the lover in your bed, and i control you i am the sex that you provide, and i control you i am the hate you try to hide, and i control you i take you where you want to go i give you all you need to know i drag you down i use you up mr self destruct i speak religion's message clear, and i control you i am denial guilt and fear, and i control you i am the prayers of the naive, and i control you i am the lie that you believe, and i control you i take you where you want to go i give you all you need to know i drag you down i use you up mr self destruct i am the needle in your vein, and i control you i am the high you can't sustain, and i control you i am the pusher i'm a whore, and i control you i am the need you have for more, and i control you i am the bullet in the gun, and i control you i am the truth from which you run, and i control you i am the silencing machine, and i control you i am the end of all your dreams, and i control you i take you where you want to go i give you all you need to know i drag you down i use you up mr self destruct Current Mood: lonelyCurrent Music: nin |
| Wednesday, April 25th, 2001 | |
| 12:58 pm | night I Am The Night I am the lightning and the storm all hell broke loose on the night I was born a child of fire and burning flames look to the east and you'll see hence I came Might throw you into the darkness or save you by the light of the moon and stars ever shining celestial bodies burning bright burning bright I, I AM THE NIGHT I, I AM THE NIGHT I am the terror the beast at large heed my warning sound the alarm an endless shadow for daylight you pray lock your doors but you cannot get away Tender angels of mercy how they run from my sight eclipsed into darkness searching only for the light for the light for the light I, I AM THE NIGHT I, I AM THE NIGHT Current Mood: okayCurrent Music: stairway to heaven |
| Friday, April 20th, 2001 | |
| 10:54 am | I've been waiting all my life for the moment to be right You and me tonite could be the night a love fantasy my heart keeps cryin' I wanna feel you in my arms I wanna love you till the emptiness is gone Take my hand Tonite could be the nite understand my heart is cryin' Tonite may never come again don't want to let this feelin' ever ever end You and me tonite could be the nite fall in love my heart keeps cryin' Current Mood:  lovedCurrent Music: pantera |
| Tuesday, April 10th, 2001 | |
| 11:01 am | Don't take it away from me I need you to hold on to Don't take it away from me I need someone to hold on to Don't take it away from me I need you to hold on to Don't take it away from me I need someone to hold on to Don't take it away from me I need you to hold on to Don't take it away from me I need someone to hold on to Don't take it away from me I need you to hold on to Don't take it away from me I need someone to hold on to Don't take it away from me I need you to hold on to Don't take it away from me I need someone to hold on to Don't take it away from me I need you to hold on to Don't take it away from me I need someone to hold on to Current Music: nin- terrible lie |
| Friday, April 6th, 2001 | |
| 10:59 am | Would you look at me now? Can you tell I'm a man? With these scars on my wrists To prove I'll try again Try to die again, try to live through this night Try to die again..... Current Mood: depressedCurrent Music: none |
| Tuesday, April 3rd, 2001 | |
| 2:52 pm | Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Forever stronger than all. Current Music: pantera |