Thursday, November 28th, 2002
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4:35 pm
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my mom cooked dinner it was good i'm full and kinda happy for now my friends are comming to get me maybe we'll find something to do
current mood:  high
current music: Snoop Dogg (Wrong Idea)
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8:52 am
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The thanksgiving battle with my family has begun........i've only had and hour and a half sleep...should be fun..lies all lies... fuck it
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Wednesday, November 27th, 2002
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11:43 pm
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My mom was supposed to come over and stay the night so we could cook dinner tomorrow but she never came over so i went to her house to go get her and she's drunk so just told her i don't want to see her again and walk out the door as calm as can be i can't put on a damn good front when it's called for anyway i just ran off and jumped into the car as sonn as i do that my dad starts drilling me with questions about my mom which i don't feel like hearing then he's like i told you so i was like fuck you i get home call falisha who seems llike she doesn't give a fuck and then she calls back to say she's comming over so i guess iwas wrong about that at least i'm wrong about something every fuckin tear it never fails that one of my parents willl fuck up the holiday it like i know it's comming but i'm never sure how fuck it fuck the holidays fuck loving your parents fuck it all you what's hut the most is that that my mom tired to hide in the house from me she hid from her own daughter that fucked me up some people thinks it's worse to have parents that never cared about you but i know it's worse to have parents who did for years then just decide that they don't give a fuck about you anymore so cheers mom happy fuckin thanksgivin the only thing i have to be thanksful for is my friends and my cats and dogs everything else doesn't exsist to me anymore just when i think things are gettin better something get fucked up if there's any type-o's in this fuck it you get what i'm sayin
current mood:  pissed off
current music: the humming of my computer
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12:26 am - I dunno
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I feel like I haven't had too much much to say well actually I do I just don't want to say it things were starting to get kind ok but something had to fuck it up again my dad do course had to get drunk and pick a fight with me this was Friday I think I can't remember really the past few weeks have just been a blur like so much other shit in my life fuck it anyway me and my dad yeah well he was wasted and he was tryin to get me to fight him muthafuck is lucky I didn't he would have been sorry so I took off to my friend Lynn house for the weekend which was nice let's see what else my bowl to my bong broke which sucks thank god for supa glue let's hope I'm not inhaling it which my the way I'm typing prolly seems like I am.i dunno what to write about some I'm just writing the random things on my mind like how I want to go back to school but I have no clue what I want to do I want to do like 5 million things I just have to make up my mind if I don't like what I end up doing I can always do something else that what I keep telling myself well my hand are a bit tired but I feel a lot better
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Thursday, November 21st, 2002
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5:02 am - In joy or sorrow my home is in your arms........
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Fuck it i'll be honest... i'm lonely as hell everyone i know has someone except me everytime i love someone they leave all i have is broken promises and a fucked up heart that will never be fixed
current mood:  lonely
current music: The pixes (Where IS My Mind)
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Wednesday, November 20th, 2002
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9:39 pm
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I uploaded a new pic so you can see how fuckin charming i really am...hahah
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2:35 am
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1:44 am
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1:42 am - damn this is too much
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1:32 am - hahahhaah
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"are you a good fae or a bad fae" - Results:
you are a bad fae. you cause pain for people, or at least enjoy when other people hurt. you have a tendency to point out flaws in people or their dreams. you bastard.
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Tuesday, November 19th, 2002
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3:59 pm - this is my horrorscope on the emily the strange site.....
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Sagittarius.. Stop searching for happiness, you'll never find it.
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4:25 am
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4:02 am
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Monday, November 18th, 2002
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1:39 pm
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i haven't been up to much as usual. i'm tryin to update more yayism.. i guess.I just helped falisha babaysit last night what fun ..not really that child is too spoiled and pain in the ass. I looked in the paper yesterday i found a couple things need to get my flesh into gear....haha cky pun intened... jezzus .fin
current mood: high
current music: Jimmy Eat World (If You Don't,Don't)
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1:11 pm - Jess margera's poem
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?watching the liquidy @#%$ that MTV plays all day.. to turn the youth gay.. and the kids go to the store and say hey..i want to pay.. for a nickelback and linkin park record today..than the clerk says okay..then i feel like breaking bottles with day day.. over the head of everyone to my dismay..by the way..ride the ass of a midget. or you could ride the ass of the man in the mirror.. because nickelback cant any queerer.. and i cant be any sincerer..!?
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5:14 am
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5:04 am
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5:00 am - too funny
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4:56 am
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4:51 am
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