Sunday, October 21st, 2001

Subject: *no subject* Time: 11:05 am. Mood: bored. Music: AFI-ever and a day.

hey!!sorry i havent written in liek, god knows how long.i forgot my password, to liek, everything, so i had to do all this shit.oh well, i really could give a shit less!!i dunno wat to write about!!!i am soooo bored!!!haha...last nite, i was at the hospital visting my dad, and he was having a cigarette, and i was standing there w/ him.i decided to go back in, and i got lost.*go me!!*but anyways, i walkd around for liek, 5 minutes, and i find my way back outside, and there are these *EXTREMELY* hot guys standing there.i go over to them and ask them how to get to the elevators, and how to get to floor 8, rom 818..soo, they lead me to the elevator, and ride w/ me up to floor 8.k, i was liek, melting in the elevator.i couldnt do n e thing, cuz there was a video camera in it, so the security was watching everything i did...damn that damn hospital...puttin fuckin camreas in their elevators..whats up w/ that?!but liek, wen they walked me to my dad's room, right before i walked in, they gave me a hug!!!! *sara i didnt tell you that part hehe*..i sat down, and i was liek, *ahhh.im gonna melt....ahhh..they hugged me....ahh....*so liek, ive been thinking about them 24/7 now, sooo, liek, i wish i wuld have talked to them more or something, or gotten their SNs, or telephone numbers or SOMETHING.but no, since im also smart shit liek sara is :-P, i didnt ask them!!! lol..go me...well..im going to go get ready so i can go back to the hostpital AGAIN today and see if theyre there, and if they are, *the rest is just history*..

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Subject: nothing to write about.... Time: 10:16 am. Mood: tired. Music: Pennywise- Fuck Authority.

i have nothing to write about...did you know, that my life is boring, and that it sucks!! somebody i kno told me to go live under a bridge with him...sounds fun to me :)...i say fuck autority..side of majority, raised by the system, now its time to run against them..were sick of the treason, sick of your lies..fuck no we wont listen..were gonna oopen ur eyes!!...but anyways...i have got SHIT, yes thats right SHIT, to right about, so im going to go now, byiez!!

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Subject: none Time: 7:08 pm. Mood: drained. Music: afi- drink drank punk.

fuck me...my life is boring..and the worst part is, thers shit that i can do about it

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Time: 11:29 pm. Mood: bored.

hi. gawd am i bored. k, theres this kid that lives in west virginia, and he REALLY wants to date me. i dont know wat to do, cuz i really really reallly really really really like him, but i dont want what happened to my friend happening to me. i know he would never hurt me, but i just dont feel safe. o well, i can never make up my mind. hehe. o well. life sucks, really badly. atleast im not depressed like i was before. boy, that was not good. i was literally on the edge, if u kno wat i mean. at the end of my rope, at the point where u cant take it anymore, and u just dont feel wanted. o well, that was kool being there. why does summer vacation have to be so boring most of the time? o well. atleast ill have something to do during the day. i have to go to work from 8 to 4 30 every day! yahoo! o well, atleast theyres puppies there. i think ill start naming the boys...hmm..lets see...kenneth, jason, paul, corey..hehehe love ya u guys!

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Subject: Life really does suck, espically when nobody likes you. Time: 1:17 pm. Mood: crushed. Music: limp bizkit- that fuck song...i dont know wat its really called!.

ok....i hate my life. no matter what anybody says, i will always hate my life. well, today, my last day of school, i asked out this kid i really really really like. ive liked him since third grade, and just my mother fucking luck, he turns me down. so, my best friend and i 3way him, and she asks him y he turned me down, and hes like "cuz i dont like her." and i was like breaking down wen he hung up. then wen i finally calm myself, i call good ol' (NOT) randy. since he like NEVER talks to me, im like, do u like me like u did at penn highlands, or like a friend, or not at all? and he says not at all. theres two ppl that im like totally obsessed down the drain. then theres corey s... i met him at my friends house, and we really like eachother. i just found out that he has a gf, and doesnt like me. and now my best 3 guy friends down the drain. gawd, my life sucks. i wish i had the perfect life. look perfect, act perfect, i wish i was just fucking perfect in evey mother fucking way. but no. wen i look in the mirror, i see all the faults, the imperfections. nothing is right with me. im just a fucked up girl in my fucked up world. no body likes me. well, i better go, or my dad will like kill me. bye bye *i fixed it*

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Subject: Life sucks Time: 1:20 pm. Mood: bitchy. Music: Serena Paris- baby look at us now.

hey all. sup? n2m here. i hate my friend. she asked out the guy her and i like, and he said yes :'(. o well, ill ask him out as soon as they break up, which will be very soon. N e ways...tomarrow is my last day of school!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait. im like gonna cuss my bus driver out cuz he his like freaking gay. he was checking this gurl out...ewwies!! he always bitches at me about the stupidest shit, like leaving an empty bottle on the bus. he is so gay! o well, life sucks. :'( i dont think randy and Corey S. like me n e more. randy is always making up shit to say that he has to go. corey s. asked me out and i said that i would get back to him, and wen i call him, hes never home. :'(. o well, life sucks. i hate my life. o well, it will be over with in about 80 years

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Time: 7:20 pm. Mood: sore. Music: social distortion- dont drag me down.

hey all. whats up? n2m...just got back taping my bro, his friend, and his other friend going off jumps and doing wheelies and shit like that. it was kool. i was riding too, but i didnt really go off n e jumps and shit like that. o well. my arm hurts from holding up a kx125 and a rm80 for like and hour straight...my arm hurts like fuck. hehehe, my bro was riding me up a hill, and we hit a bump, and he was like pushin 4th gear, and i like flew off the seat and was suspended in the air for like 20 seconds...boy was that fuckin freaky! o well...hehehe. my bro was the best of us. miles just fuckin sucked, matt was ok, and i didnt ride much, so i dont really count. miles messed his bike up bad. his chain got all fucked up in the chainguard and it like, isnt gonna come out in like forever. o well, his bike sucks n e way. adios

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Time: 5:13 pm. Mood: flirty. Music: sum 41- fat lip.

hey all. whats up? nothin. IM SO BORED!!!!! yet, im happy, excitied, and excited. im going to my grandparents house this weekend, and i might be able to see my friend i met camping (dont ask). the good thing is, i really miss him, and i might get to see him! it takes him 5 min to ride to buckaloons, and where my grandparents live, it would take him like 2 sec to ride there. OMG i miss him so much! k, next subject...o town came to my school...yadda yadda...and my friends got hugs from ashley angel....*sniffle* cry*...o well, they only got fallen on by him, and my one friend got him to sign her year book....life will go on! (no it wont)....

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Time: 3:13 pm. Mood: energetic. Music: Staind f/ fred durst- outside (live version).

Hey. Whats up? nothin here! hey guess what! i hate school! i wish it would just go die in a hole! im really hyper today! im pizzed tho....o well, lets not get into that...have you ever listened to a song so constantly that when u want to sing it, you dont know the words? i hate it when it that happens! i was trying to sing outside, and it ended up sounding like shit. hehehe. o well! im just telling you some random facts that might come handy someday. well, i am going to go call my friends....so bye!!!!!!

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Time: 5:22 pm. Mood: flirty. Music: Outside-aaron lewis and fred durst.

hey all. whats up? nothin. im just feelin a litttttttttle flirty today...*cough*jason*cough* sry, i have a cough too..hehehe. school was a breeze cuz i did squat. sat in first period for ten minutes, went to the nurses' and chilled with an ache. nine o clock, my dad came and got me and i slept at home till 12 30. my kinda life. my brother says i faked it, but he can just go screw off. :'(... i missed a concert by O-Town at my school. O well, im gonna buy some tickets to like O-Town, staind, nsync, and the offspring once i have enuf money. hehehe. then i'll be happy! i really miss randy. i know i sound like a slut, but i dont think i am. im not sure, cuz at times i can be. hehehe. well, i am going to go away, cuz i have to find SOMETHING better to do then just sit here typing my fingers off. well, byiez!

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Time: 1:42 pm. Mood: bored. Music: Sum 41- Fat Lip.

Hey. so..hows life? god, mine is boring. nobody is on IM and ICQ. my wrist still hurts, and people were like staring at it wen i was at church. LOL, ya im really suicidal! o well, they all can just go screw off. i could care less. lets see...one week, then monday and tuesday, and wedensday....omg....why does school have to take so long to end?!?!?! o well..life sux n e ways. dont u hate it wen ur parents lecture you about hanging out with people that arent ur own age? well, my parents yell at me about it all the time. just cuz he was 16 doesnt mean i cant hang out with him...my parents are so annoying. sry im skipping from one subject to the other...just trying to find something INTERESTING to talk about. im so happy!!! my brother's friend owns like 4 horses, and she said that she'd give me some free riding lessons!! im excited! my parents r like.."ya sure whatever. how do we get there? and when do u go over to her house?" it sounded like they were trying to get me out of the house...hehehehe. my brother said that he could ride me over on his dirtbike...its only a hop, skip and a jump away! o well, i have to go call randy. thy shalt see thou laterith. by!

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Time: 5:44 pm. Mood: okay. Music: lady marmalade.

hey. whats up? nothin. im just a little cold..for the fact that i just got out of a really warm pool into really cold rain...life sucks..huh? ya, and my wrist hurts cuz i was going down a waterslide backwards, and the edge of the slide cut my wrist. o well. gitchi gitchi ya ya zata..well i will write you tomarrow...byiez!!!!!

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Time: 3:11 pm. Mood: sore. Music: Unckle Kracker.

Hey. I just got home from school. It was a breeze. Math...we did intergers *snore*, reading..a test (not so good), sci..embryology, S.S.- i was at the nurse's, engish...adverbs and adjectives. hehehe...social studies was my favorite...more sleep!! whoo..i stink. i need a freakin shower! Let's see..agenda for tonight...shower, go to the dance, and sleep my freaking butt off. sounds like fun to me. Have you ever had that food craving for something so badly, you get off the bus and walk to sheetz? well, that happened to me today. i got off at my friend kim's stop and walked to sheetz and bought popcorn with the 2 dollars i had from lunch. sounds excitin...huh? well..i REALLY need a shower, so i will see you tomarrow! byes!~

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