| [ |
mood |
| |
 pissed off |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
things you say - sleater kinney |
] |
*why do good things never wanna stay? some things you lose some things you give away*
the fact that all good things go rotten pisses me off.
i really need to fucking vent.
about a week and a half ago my best fucking friend got into a major car accident. he was sorta speeding or whatever in a parking lot during a huge storm, and an electric/telephone pole thingy fell on his car. his brain was bleeding and he was having seizures. he broke his hip. after like 5 days he got SO much better and was getting ready to leave until the fucking HOSPTIAAL FUCKED UP.
he was moved down from the ICU to a normal room, and the drs fucked up his medication to stop his brain swelling so he had a seizure for 45 FUCKING MINUTES! his jaw completely broke and he had to have it wired shut. because of the medication that he is on for his brain swelling, the couldn't give him anaesthetics to numb his mouth. so he had to take the pain. how fucking horrible is that?
i guess i should be happy that i didn't lose toby PHYSICALLY. but, hey, i probably fucking lost him mentally/emotionally. it's just so fucking sad to go into the hospital and see this kid who like i knew i was gonna marry one day, in so much pain. he goes to fucking columbia, and i hope he still has his brain.
he was supposed to make a full recovery, but who knows now?
i thought the hospital was supposed to help you.. fuck that.
|