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Friday, November 9th, 2001
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3:44 pm
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wow, havent listened to this in a long time.. havent seen this for a long time. many reasons, most shitty.. even more good. wow, weird. i remember when anthony 'borrowed' this cd, then when i couldnt go he threw that fit in the middle of the street, then i ran away. i didnt have this cd for a long time. but thanks to someone for making me a new one. those were the days.. ok, anyway. get over it. i am.
so jeff just took me on his bike. hahahaha, i was so scared. we have crazy ass speedbumps and turns and cars parked where they shouldnt be. im surprised we made it..
ok time to get my shot. ow. going to hurt.. i can already tell.. then im going to the cabin for the weekend. everything would be awesome only if -HE- wasnt going. well im still mad at a lot of you too, but.. ok. noone quite knew. did they?
feel like more. im going to miss this place. time to go.
current mood:  drained
current music: if you know me, you know
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| Wednesday, November 7th, 2001
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5:02 pm
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ok, my computer is going byebyes any second now... im just waiting for this thing to stop flashing.. im going to cry!! lol, ok not really...
so, this weekend. i wont be around. sunday-wednesday, staying at coles. ill get online of course!
tuesday, going to philly. dwr and reveille. fuck yea.
wednesday, leaving for cali.. shit. can i get a bigger fuck yea? i am too excited. maybe i should say stoked. get back into the spirit! i miss living there so much. going to live in san diego, then in about six months.. make the move back to w. holly. i think i need some peace and relaxness in my life right now..
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12:07 am
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me: well thanks i guess if thats some kind of compliment
him: it is---you live life by your own rules-and dont give a fuck about what anyone says/ thinks about you-- i admire you for that
me: awww, well thankyou... :-) it doesnt get you the most friends in the world.. but hey. i guess id rather only have the ones who love me for me.
ok, well i guess i should just take compliments as they come. and one day when i get rich.. ill give you a lot of money too.
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12:05 am
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him: your life totally reminds me of almost famous
me: hahah shush it
him: but in the good way
gee, you are the first person to ever tell me that.. no, really...
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| Tuesday, November 6th, 2001
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7:21 pm - so...
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i have this new thing going.. as fearless as i pretend i am, im actually pretty full of them. so im going to get over as many as i can.. and today i started on my first. scary movies. ack. i just dont like them. i have never watched a full one through.. well today i saw domestic disturbace.. and i sat alone. i hate sitting by people. i always put something in both chairs to the side of me. ok, anyway.. im not saying i didnt hold my ears or close my eyes more than once or anything.. but i didnt get up one time. never done that, and im rather impressed!
so h wants to go out tonight, but i just dont dig him like that anymore. i cant get into anyone anymore it seems..
im going to go to boston sunday.. im going away this weekend, its my new trend.. so who knows after this weekend when ill get online, but thats rad.
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12:11 am
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matt loves me. he tells me a lot... yeah..... wheeeeeee...
current mood:  sleepy
current music: theSTART......still
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| Monday, November 5th, 2001
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8:24 pm - funny... i think?
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its so funny how you can talk to the one that you got arrested over years from then like its a joke. and not once, but twice. i dont know.. and i get so worried about what has happened within three months. good things do come to those who wait. good things are friendships though. and with this, i want way much more then that. but we shall see. we are so fickle its disgusting. its probably much more my fault than his that we are not together, but that is ok. because everything about us is beautiful. ok, back to talking about jail. that was not much fun, so i think maybe ill end this part of our conversation and talk about much happier things... :) :)
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7:32 pm - O.M.G.
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her: hahahahaha is mikewearing short shorts?????
me: umm i dont know i doubt it? he never does.. but who knows,,,
me: no hes not i can see lol
her: no i swear it
her: whos leg is that then
her: that's his freakin' leg
her: all skinny and wimpy looking
hahahahhah on my god i will so laugh about this all freaking week long.,.... hahahah that was someones ARM haahahhaha oh my god.... my face is red and my eyes are watering, and im listening to thestart... life is so nice hahaha.. thankyou lorraine! :) :)
current mood:  hyper
current music: thestart..hangonme
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6:18 pm
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i need to lay off of the beer, really.. multiple postings all day long. pretty sad, thats ok. time to dance.
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6:14 pm
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wow, i havent listened to this forever. this is making me so happy. some beer, and wow.. so happy.
current mood: dancy
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6:14 pm
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wow, i havent listened to this forever. this is making me so happy. some beer, and wow.. so happy.
current mood: dancy
current music: theSTART....
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5:47 pm
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ended up getting a 30 pack of coors light, some jack, and a gallon of absolute.
yeah, that's what i had on halloween. well.. not a full 30 pack, and it was sky. but close enough.. eventhough sometimes i like to think i can comsume an entire 30 pack. right, you wont understand this. its ok. the only person who ever will, will never read this. and that makes me happy. my place away from him, i love it.
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3:20 pm
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ok, so i didnt see the one update for a while. and they say a little different, but mean exactly the same. so let it be.. let it be..
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2:43 pm - why
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can you hate some one, but love them so much more. want to hold the same person that you want to bash their face in. sound familiar? yea, im sure all too. why? i have no clue. i love tori amos.
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1:52 pm - why
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i hate you so much, and love you even more. i want to hold you, yet would be so happy if you'd just disappear from my life. sound familiar? yeah, thats ashame. but why? i wish i knew.
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| Sunday, November 4th, 2001
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8:43 pm
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come here.
sit dog sit? fuck you.
so the trip was cut short for obvious reasons.. though i would have really loved to stay. oh well, i guess it wouldnt be too much fun to get washed ashore cuba or something..
so have you ever seen someone that you thought was so beautiful, it made you feel weird? i dont know, i cant explain it. but it happened. watching the crazy guy do crazy things at the circle. i dont know, he looked like he was from another country. we made eye contact, but he was with four older guys. hes obviously living here, or somewhere.. or something? he was on a cell? and she said go talk to him! but of course i am so chicken shit. i dont know, whatever. i am so retarted.
oh, happy late halloween! i dressed up as a pumpkin whore, yeah it makes sense. someone took photos.. if i ever see them, ill scan them. i was so drunk, i dont remember much. but i grabbed billy. hahaha, i dont remember/regret that. he is really nice on the eyes. he was dressed as a girl, maybe thats a sign that i want to be gay. who knows?
philly? sure.
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| Sunday, October 28th, 2001
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11:06 pm
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him: the best part of the night was wacting stp next to you,, you looked soo good i jsut wanted to hug you or kiss you or something
me: no way i was such a dork i was in such awe
me: i love them
me: i wanted to watch the whole thing but i knew brian was leaving
him: me 2--thats what i liked about you then
him: brian ? me or your friend ?
me: that i was dancing like a retard? lol
me: ah my friend
him: i was dancing like the same retard
me: well not like youre not my friend haahah
me: but it was so much fun!
ok, get ready for a few more entries before i pass out.. lol.
current mood:  happy
current music: damnit dad go to bed.
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10:55 pm
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him: can i tell you something- but you totally gotta believe ne
him: me
me: ok maybe
me: i cant promise
me: ok tell me tell me
him: when linkin park was playing when we were in the seats and you were standing next to me( when you pointed out that someone was holding the flag upside down) --i turned around and couldnt believe how "hot" for a lack of a better term you were --but i thought you were with -- one of the dudes i was there with
awwwww, awwwwwwww..... awwwwwwwwww. my face is now red. i am a dork.
current mood:  dorky
current music: damnit dad go to bed.
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10:46 pm - yay
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im going to take a road trip.. with a hot boy.. one who doesnt listen to bullshit.. oh he is so nice.. ah, let me go on and on.. no ill keep it to myself.. smiling, so happy, awwww happy happy. i am a retard, i swear.
current mood: bouncy
current music: none, dad is watching a movie.
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7:11 pm - evil
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