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Thursday, March 7th, 2002
10:46 pm - Wooooooo
Fun with old entrys!
Everybody remember this?
It was exactly 2 months ago today!
weeeeee!!!!!!
Hehehe...
About an hour ago, I was replaying that whole night over in my head....Something I'll remember forever...That night...That faithful night..


current mood: nerdy
current music: Oasis - "Wonderwall"

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Wednesday, March 6th, 2002
9:40 pm
Fuck
Off
And
Die


current mood: pissed off
current music: Kittie - "Oracle"

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Wednesday, February 27th, 2002
6:45 am - Oooohhh!
Ok, new icon!! Weeeeee!!!!!
I think I had a little too much fun with this icon...
lol...Hope you enjoy!!!


current mood: cold
current music: Smashing Pumpkins - "Eye"

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Friday, February 22nd, 2002
6:42 pm - hmm..time for a clean out?
ok...i think its about that time to clean out my friends list...

Please comment on weither or not you want to stay on. the clean out will take place sometime next week. so yah. get yer comments in yo...otherwise, psshh, your gone...

bye bye...

current mood: sick
current music: New Kids On The Block - "Step By Step"

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Thursday, February 14th, 2002
5:40 pm - forever...
Je vous aime, Frank.
Jour Heureux De Valentines!
Mon amour est....Forever vrai...


current mood: okay
current music: New Kids On The Block - "Valentine Girl"

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Saturday, February 9th, 2002
5:28 pm - weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i saved my mommy's puppy! hehe..
he fell behind my parents bed and cuz mom's nails weren't dry, she called me in screaiming "EMERGENCY!!!" so i got him out for her. and he was all cold and stuff...poor thing!!! *tear*
he's here with me now...hehe...so cute..so soft...so adorible!!! hehe...

current mood: accomplished
current music: The Rentals - "Friends Of P"

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Thursday, February 7th, 2002
7:06 am - new lj picture
Isn't it pretty? I made it muh-self! hehe.
*bows her head*
Just 12 more days....


current mood: optimistic
current music: Serial Joe - "Deinal"

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Saturday, January 26th, 2002
4:15 pm
my new friend!lauren!! hehe, she rawks!!!!!!! hehe WELCOME!!!!!!!

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Sunday, December 23rd, 2001
7:52 pm - *borrowed* this from my shay!!! hehe
1. Who was the last person you yelled at?: *shrugs* prolly my sister or someone..
2. Who was the last person you kissed?: i think.......i dunno, lol. prolly either dave, frank, or mike..lol...
3. What was the last memorable book you read?: umm..."Demon In My View" its a great book...but right now i'm reading the first Harry Potter book...lol...
4. When did you last dance?: umm...i dunno. either homecoming, or with my odd friends when we joke around
5. What's the last thing you want to hear from your parents?: "We're taking away your c/ds, radio, and guitar."
6. When did you last go for a walk?: *shrugs* prolly just when i wandered around my skool aimlessly. or when i walked with scott through the mall...
7. When did you last do your ironing?: *shrugs* back in the day
8. When was the last time you smiled all day?: *shrugs* prolly friday. friday rawked...
9. What color of socks do you normally wear?: *shrugs* i dunno, i never match my socks....
10. Did you ever attend a private school?: nope
11. Do you like stuffed animals?: hell yes! lol
12. Have you ever smashed pumpkins?: no
14. Can you quote shakespeare?: "To be, or not to be..." *glances around...shrugs*
15. Do you like playing baseball?: its nifty, only when i'm playing up north with chris and dan though. lol they kick ass and don't care if you play good or not
16. Are you a neat freak?: hell no
17. What is the worst injury you have ever given someone?: prolly a sprained wrist or something...lol
18. Do you ever eat lemons plain?: no...
19. Have you ever fired a gun?: yes
20. Do you own any knee-high boots?: not yet...
21. Do you have a crush on somebody?: yah
22. Do you like swimming in lakes?: no
23. Have you ever streaked at a football game or any other public event?: no
24. What is you favorite gemstone?: *shrugs*
25. Have you gone on many blind dates?: nope
26. Has someone done something extra nice for you?: yah...
27. Did you have a crush on any of your teachers?: hell yes! MR.MATTISON!!!!!! hell fucking yes!!!
28. Have you ever been lost in a bad part of a city?: no, thank god...
29. Would you rather have a mint or fruit flavored gum?: mint
30. Do you have road rage?: yes...lol
32. Do you ever eat food right out of cans or jars?: pickels! lol
33. Has your mind ever gone blank?: yup...does it a lot...lol
34. Have you ever met anyone interesting at the laundry mat?: no...
36. Are you kind?: only if i like you (as a friend)...
37. Would you give a needy person the shirt off your back?: yes...i prolly would...
38. Do you have any beanie babies?: yup
39. Would you rather be hot or cold?: cold
40. Is the glass half full, or empty?: half empty
41. Do you exercise or work out regularly?: not regularly
42. Could you kill if your life was threatened?: maybe...



ok, i'm done...lol...

current mood: productive

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Monday, December 17th, 2001
8:41 pm - *roflmao*
this picture reminds me of (in order of picture) Me, Chantal, and Lisa...roflmao!! look!





doesn't it lis? roflmao!!!!!

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8:29 pm - ahhh!
scary ass dolls...but kick ass as hell!!! Lol

(aww!!!!!!)


roflmao!!!!!! Scary eh? lol...i love the crow one! he's so damn sexy!!!! hehe

(living dead dolls kick ass!!!)

current mood: scared
current music: Current 93 - "A Gothic Love Song"

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Friday, November 23rd, 2001
6:07 pm
Miss you Trish




Hopefully James calls me before he goes to church...cuz i want him to tell Aaron why i'm not there..and that i'm going to E-Team tomorrow....i think i need to talk to Aaron.....maybe....maybe....maybe.......

current mood: depressed
current music: Creed - "Lullaby"

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Monday, October 8th, 2001
6:54 am - New Picture!!!
Cna you guess? Thats right kiddies!!! Its me and James!!! hehe...This was taken in my living room about ummm...maybe a month ago i think...but yah...I'll be getting a new one from either his or my homecoming pictures once i get them developed and onto a c/d...*smiles* which should be sometime this week...yay! hehe...so yah, going now! byeeeeee!!!!! I LOVE YOU JAMES!!!

current mood: loved
current music: "Control", Puddle Of Mudd

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Wednesday, September 12th, 2001
9:41 pm - man...
i should write a poem.....pshh..write in here....i dont' know what to write now.....i just wrote in here private so that don't help....but...it helped to get them crazy ass thoughts outta my head...anybody wanna trade brains? i can't stand the thoughts mine gives me....*sigh*

put it this way...i love james..and do practicly anything for him....

current mood: depressed
current music: "Clint Eastwood", Gorilaz

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Saturday, September 8th, 2001
6:21 pm - wow...
right now, i only want to kill 2 people from skool...

Jessica (the preppy cheerleader bitch in my 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 5th, and 6th hours)

and Anissa Prendi



wow....thats one small ass (as some call it) "hit list".....*sigh*...yet i know i coudlnt' kill anybody.....yet i wish i could........

current mood: giddy
current music: "Christmas Celebration", Weezer

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Monday, July 30th, 2001
7:25 pm - *ahem*
katie has become one of the unlucky ones to be on my friends list now....you rawk katie!!! lol....

current mood: accomplished
current music: "Demon Away", Flybanger

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Thursday, July 26th, 2001
5:07 pm - taken from deadmaker....you rawk!!!
1. I hurt: everyone i love...
2. I love: music....friends...family
3. I hate: most people in general...
4. I cry: too much
5. I fear: love...hate....being sad....death...
6. I hope: to be happier soon...
7. I sadden: too damn easly
8. I feel alone: almost all the time..even when i'm with people i love...
9. I kill: when i feel the need to....(this mainly includes killing skin cells -n- such)
10. I talk: in my sleep sometimes....
11. I listen: to peoples problems (only if i care about them...otherwise, they're just a waste of my time...)
12. I break: myself
13. I see: hell breaking loose
14. I smell: creamy coconut..yummie....
15. I taste: *licks lips* mt. dew mixed with sponge bob cheese nips..hehe
16. I work: for money
17. I remember: little things
18. I hold: the pieces to myself
19. I hide: from the sun
20. I pray: when i feel the need to
21. I walk: anywere i feel like it
22. I drive: into parked veicles
23. I read: christopher pike mostly...
24. I burn: anything and everything....
25. I breathe: toxic fumes
26. I play: around too much
27. I miss: ...................
28. I touch: many things....
29: I learn: notyhing at all....
30. I feel: like shit
31. I know: nothing
32. I said: nothing...instead.....i cried....
33. I dream: too much...
34. I have: ..........................................
35. I want: to be loved
36. I fall: all the time
37. I wait: too damn long....
38. I need: to be hugged....
39. I live: to die
40. I die: when i die.......

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Monday, July 16th, 2001
2:58 pm - hahha...talking to eddie on aim...hehehehhe
BBSP520: i figured out way john smells so bad
InsideEmotions: yup
InsideEmotions: oh yah, btw, we found sponge bob's eyeball
BBSP520: sorry, i'll clean it up the next time i go over there
InsideEmotions: lol, no, i got it tookencare of already
BBSP520: sorry
BBSP520: since john eats nothing but cheese he gets constipatied and his execretory system backs up on him
BBSP520: thats way he stinks so bad
InsideEmotions: EDDIE!
BBSP520: what
InsideEmotions: i did NOT want to hear that!
BBSP520: sorry, but its the truth
BBSP520: it had to come out (no pun intended)
InsideEmotions: lol
BBSP520: i discovered way john stinks soooooo bad
BBSP520: now your house can have protection
InsideEmotions: why?
BBSP520: just keep alll cheese products away from john
InsideEmotions: lol
BBSP520: do you want your house to smell like burnt chicken?
InsideEmotions: NO!
BBSP520: keep ALL cheesy, chili products AWAY from john
BBSP520: its your only salvation
InsideEmotions: lmao, ok
BBSP520: i have to eat so i'll talk to you later, sorry about spngebobs eye
InsideEmotions: lol, okies..lterz!
BBSP520: i'll pay you back later, with another spongebob ice cream
InsideEmotions: yay! hehe
BBSP520 signed off at 2:57:27 PM.

current mood: amused
current music: "Say It Ain't So", Weezer

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Saturday, July 14th, 2001
4:14 pm - yay me....woopdy-friggin' do..
i copyed what katie put in my xratedangel4986 journaly to make my comment thingys say "Skank with me" and put it this journaly...but i changed it...isnt' it cool? and its the same for my friends, except one thing....when someone leaves a comment, it doesn't say "blood drops" or anything...it says "dead bodys"...meaning if you try to cut my friends, your dead!!! you harm then in any way, shap, or form, your dead...hehe...

current mood: artistic
current music: "Silently Screaming", Serial Joe

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Wednesday, July 4th, 2001
12:54 am
new lj picy for me!!!!!!!!!!!! its me and my scott..........yay!!!!!!!!!!!!

yah, btw, i broke up with jim....forgot to publicise that.......

current mood: artistic
current music: "Change", Deftones

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