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i am bored [02 Nov 2001|10:38am]
I am doing my work, then robin is going to copy it... I am bored... we are going to watch movies today. on halloween we got drunk. it was funny. there is a girl in my class that is new and looks like liz. rosa threw stuff at me. i don't deserve that kind of shit. rosa is dumb. i used to like her as a friend, but that was the stupidest thing anyone has done to me recently, so i am pissed off. she is gay. krista is pretty with her new braces and stuff. yep. me and edgar hung out yesterday. i cleaned also. i am going now. bye. work needs to be done.
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everything sucks [09 Oct 2001|05:11pm]
Click here to find out what robot you really are

well... not to make her sound bad or anything, because she's not bad, but i don't think robin will ever go back out with me. I guess i should start moving on, i don't know what to do, I've been looking, there are no good girls at our school. it sucks. maybe i'll keep waiting, but i don't want to wait for something that will never be back... oh wellllllllllllllll.......... i don't know. if you are an nice smart attractive single girl who likes the same stuff as me and you are around my age and live in my area then you should go out with me. :) especially if your initials are RDB. ;) alright. yep. bye.
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you're gay. [07 Oct 2001|09:54pm]
if you are reading this that means you are gay.
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sometimes i wonder if you're wondering about me. [05 Oct 2001|04:35pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | kevin cate - mt. carmel road ]

My brother is home for the weekend, yeah... that's cool. hHe brought down kevin's cd. It is pretty cool, you should all go get it. I like it a lot. Tonight I am going to play basketball with robin and then go to taco bell with edgar krista and robin. It's going to be cool. I just cleaned so i will be able to go out. I need to get money from my dad I owe robin some money, I always owe robin some money... oh well. I always pay her back. She's nice to lend it to me. YEAH!!!!! I am updating more often now, but eveyone else seems to have stopped. oh well. I guess i just have no life. But I don't care. I think I'm going to go shower before i go play basketball and get sweaty... make sense? noooo. but oh well, i have nothing else to do while i wait to leave.

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blah blah [04 Oct 2001|09:32pm]
i just got back from edgar's, i am tired. I tried calling robin, but she is not answering. oh well, i guess she is busy, I'll call later, or she'll call me back. who knows, maybe she'll go online. I want her to go with me to howl o scream. i don't want to go alone. if she doesn't go i'll find someone to go. jeremy said he'd go. i am tired. i am going to wait up for a few more minutes. well. goodbye everyone. you're not fuckers... bye.
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ASDF!!!!!!!!!! [04 Oct 2001|10:43am]
I am bored. Robin is coloring a care bear... jeremy is being gay. it is almost lunch time. I am ready to go. I have to pee. I am done with all of my work still, i just had to make notes. I want more stuff to do, i am bored. thomas had cancer, so i can't fight him, i guess we are okay now. but you people should leave me alone or i will kick your ass. fags... haha. chris is gay, i hate him, I HATE CHRIS, he sucks major dicks... chris sucks dick... dicksucking chris is a dick... haha, just kidding. He thinks i hate him though, that is funny. I think I am going to go play basketball tomorrow, that will be fun, fun basketball, yep. I don't know though, maybe I wont. it depends on robin. well, I guess I better go now and get back to doing no work. I am just bored. BLARgh.
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grrrrrrrrrr [03 Oct 2001|10:21am]
I am bored. I am in class... 3rd period. It's usually not so boring. It is now though. Robin is off doing peer stuff... I am bored. I am done with all of my work. All of my work is done. I have nothing to do so I am typing here untin Robin gets back. She was with this boy, he seemed cool, kinda young. He had skating shoes and spikey hair, maybe I'll make him my new friend because I have no friends... bored bored bored... Jeremy is here, he is my friend. I am bored... bored.... I have no work to do, I am done with it alllllll!!!!!!!!!! all of it... Maybe I'll play the 'hand game'... well, I am going to go because I am so fucking bored. bye.
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blah blah blah [02 Oct 2001|05:46pm]
Thomas is a homo. He always calls me a 'dong huffer'. That is so stupid. Now he has everyone doing it. I think he's going to stop now, because he kicked me in the nuts and I was about to beat the fuck out of him but he wouldn't fight me. I made fun of him... he always talks about how emo is for fags, and hardcore is the 'shit'. I am into emo and hardcore, but i don't really care... I was about to fight him, and he's supposedly all 'hard-core' pshhh. I've seen more hardcore kittens than him. Little fucking faggot. He needs to stop talking shit if he's not going to back it up. Now I am Iming him and he wont reply, becuase he's a fucking P-U-S-S-Y. haha homo. Well, now I am pissed off because he wont fight me, so I don't know what to do. I think I'll take it out on someone else. Maybe I'll use my anger on basketball when I play with Robin tomorrow. I hope we can play, I want to do something with her. She's is my only real friend now. I am so pissed at all those people I used to hang out with because they were all holding me back and taking Thomas' side. FUCK THEM ALL!!!! FUCK YOU ALLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!(except robin)
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blah blah blah [02 Oct 2001|05:46pm]
[ mood | enraged ]

Thomas is a homo. He always calls me a 'dong huffer'. That is so stupid. Now he has everyone doing it. I think he's going to stop now, because he kicked me in the nuts and I was about to beat the fuck out of him but he wouldn't fight me. I made fun of him... he always talks about how emo is for fags, and hardcore is the 'shit'. I am into emo and hardcore, but i don't really care... I was about to fight him, and he's supposedly all 'hard-core' pshhh. I've seen more hardcore kittens than him. Little fucking faggot. He needs to stop talking shit if he's not going to back it up. Now I am Iming him and he wont reply, becuase he's a fucking P-U-S-S-Y. haha homo. Well, now I am pissed off because he wont fight me, so I don't know what to do. I think I'll take it out on someone else. Maybe I'll use my anger on basketball when I play with Robin tomorrow. I hope we can play, I want to do something with her. She's is my only real friend now. I am so pissed at all those people I used to hang out with because they were all holding me back and taking Thomas' side. FUCK THEM ALL!!!! FUCK YOU ALLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!(except robin)

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only three weeks, but still too long for me. [29 Sep 2001|01:52pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I am verrrry bored. I called Robin, but it's too early to talk......... boooooooored. her cousin is at her house. She is funny, she sounds really cute. oh well. I don't know what to do. I think I am going to play a video game in a minute. My brother wants on here anyways. soooooooooooooooo... Things aren't the same anymore. I wish they were. This really sucks. I feel like I'm missing something. I am missing something, but I don't know what it is. I get that feeling a lot. I will play video games and maybe I'll draw something. I don't know. I cleaned out my garage, and fixed up my weight bench so I can work out! because I am very out of shape. Maybe I'll be all sexy or something. Then people will want me. Hah, I think this one girl likes me, but I don't like her, one of my friends gets mad because I am 'making' her like me. He actually likes her and doesn't want me to be her friend because he thinks she'll like me more. It is confusing. I don't like that girl though. I dunno. my brother is gay and wants on now. bye.

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blaarrg [19 Sep 2001|09:33pm]
i am bored... I have a shitload of homework and it's already nine thirty, robin is calling at ten... i am going to have to stay up late... god this sucks. robin and selina are fighting. selina blames it on me, poor girl. my friend is mad at me because of some stupid nickname someone else gave him. you see, he supposedly has green testicles and so people call him pistachio... and that is a green nut... so yep. it is funny, but embarrasing, i shouldn't have had anything to do with it, but i kinda did, so yep. there is this one girl at school, i said hi to her a couple of times, now she always looks at me, she's kinda cute, but a little manly... i call her man-girl. HAHA! no one will know who it is... there is also a girl crystal... but i don't really like either one. so yep. I better go now... bye.
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crazay atateteaes [16 Sep 2001|08:00pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | none, all mp3s gone until i get the other hardrive back ]

I am one crazy mofo, you mess wit me I bust a cap in yo ass, nigga'. I pitty da foo... I am trying to write a paper, i havn't read all of what i am supposed to write it on.......... ach... oh well. anyways... let me be cool like everyone else...

Friday ~ I went to Brett's house and hung out with some friends, played some music, met some new people, watched Joe Dirt, "I like to see homos naked." ate pizza rolls.

Saturday ~ Woke up at Brett's went around town with Robin. She is cool. Then she took me to the store and my dad picked me up from there.

Sunday ~ Waited for my mom to fix the computer, and am finally back on it, trying to write a paper, but i can't concentrate... maybe I need orange juice, get it? concentrate??? HAHA!!!

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fuck everything [13 Sep 2001|04:58pm]
i hope everyone fucking dies, I don't fucking care. FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!
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latatee [13 Sep 2001|10:51am]
[ mood | bored ]

i am in class... it is boring, robin is sleeping, there is nothing to do... bored, bored, bored... I think she is in a bad mood because she isn't feeling well, I am sorry... I hope she feels well... I want to go to a gay coffee shop tomorrow... jeremy is gay... he likes men... anyways... yeah. wake up robin... dammit!!!. bye.

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somethings have to change i guess. [09 Sep 2001|11:50am]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | The Get Up Kids - Out of Reach ]

the painful realization that all has gone wrong and nobody cares at all


I still had hope before, but now i think it's over forever.

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yeep. [08 Sep 2001|07:28pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | The New Amsterdams - Make Me Change My Mind ]

I went to the mall with krista, jules, rosa, edgar and robin... It was ok. We jumped into bushes afterwards, that was fun.

I am bored. I wanted to go to the movies, but no one will go with me so I am not going to. I feel like a loser. everything sucks. bye.

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goodbye. [07 Sep 2001|10:31pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | New Amsterdams - Goodbye. ]

wait up for me. you're where i wanna be.
stop long enough to say goodbye... goodbye. goodbye.
it's all said and done.

keeps me at ease, sends us both to sleep.
don't have to say goodbye... goodbye. goodbye.
all said and done...
goodbye.
- The New Amsterdams

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robin sent me this survey. [07 Sep 2001|08:54pm]
1) The singular boring question: What is your name? Billy

(2) If you had been born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name have been? laquisha

(3) Would you name a child of yours after you? yes

(4) If you had to switch first names with a friend of yours, who would you switch with? adam

5) What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name? they don't really...

(6) If you were to become famous, would you drop your last name (like Madonna, Cher, Roseanne)? nope

DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
(7) Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? kinda

(8) Do you think God has a gender? yeah

(9) Do you think science counteracts religion? yes

(10) Do you believe in organized religion? kinda

(12) Do you feel a little funny thinking about the questions in this section? yes

HUMOR
(13) How easy is it to make you laugh? when i am in a good mood easy, if i am in a bad mood i never laugh.

(14) What person you know makes you laugh the most? robert

(15) Do you laugh at jokes you know you shouldn't? yes

(16) Do you tell jokes you know you shouldn't? yes

(17) What words instantly make you laugh or at least smile? testicles

(18) What funny thing/movie/joke do you just think is NOT funny? vince sometimes.

MUSIC
(19) Do you ever dance to music when nobody's watching? yeah, i skank in my room, it's fun

(20) What is/are the worst song(s) you have ever heard? i don't know

(21) What song(s) do you wish you could understand a little better? i don't know

(22) What song(s) are constantly in your head? mass pike, gsf, middle name

(23) What song(s) do you think describe your personality best? broken sound by nwe found glory...

(24) If you were to serenade the object of your affections, which song(s) would you use? do your feet hurt

(25) If the object of your affections were to serenade you, what song(s)would you hope they would use? san dimas high

FOOD
(31) When eating, are you more concerned with taste or healthiness? taste

(32) What's your favorite kind of cheese? swiss

(33) What do you think your answer to the previous question reveals about your personality? that i am outgoing

(34) If you knew exactly what went into Chinese food, hamburger meat, etc., would you still eat it? maybe, if i it was good stuff.

(35) Do you ever feel guilty eating meat? no, i am a murderer

COMPUTER
(36) Mac or PC? PC

(37) How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer, as long as it works? somewhat

(38) Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversation?all the time

(39) Do you find you're different talking through IMs than face-to-face or on the telephone? naah, i always ask how are you and stuff.

(40) Have you ever ended bid on something on eBay and regretted it later? yesp

THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES
(41) Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? yes

(42) What do you love most about the other gender? they are very nice and and can talk to you about emotions and stuff...

(43) What do you dislike most about the other gender? arguing, cold shoulder...

(44) What do you understand least about the other gender? uh... i seem to understand them... but i don't seem to do very well anyways.

CELEBRITIES
(45) Do you sometimes see a movie or watch a show just for a celebrity? i watched reverb because of green day and the bouncing souls, and vh1 behind the music for green day

(47) Have people ever said you looked like a celebrity, and if so, who? haha, tom and mark from blink

(48) If there was to be a movie about you, who do you think should play you (in personality, looks or both)? i don't know many celeb names, ben stiller...

(50) If you could enter any celebrity's mind like in "Being John Malkovich", whose would you enter? hmm... raylene

(51) Do you want to be John Malkovich? no

NUMBERS
(52) Do you laugh when you hear or read the number 69? no, it's old now

(53) Were you lying about your answer to the previous question? nope

54) Do you actually know your Social Insurance Number? no

(55) Do you actually know your IP address? no

56) Do you know what an IP address is? yes

(57) Do you know your postal code? duh, yes

(58) Ever thought there were too many numbers floating around in our lives? yes

59) Does your head begin to hurt when you think of infinity, imaginary numbers, irrational numbers, etc.? infinity sometimes i get confused, but not hurting my head

60) What do you think of pi? i think that it actually does end somewhere.

LOVE, SEX AND ALL THAT
(61) Did you get a little frightened or uncomfortable seeing this as a section title? not really

(62) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? kinda annoyed and flattered.

(63) Do you prefer getting to know someone first before dating them or going in "blind"? i'd rather get to know her

(64) Would you date someone with the same first name as a family member? yes

(65) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for girls to ask guys out? naah

(66) What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? sounds stupid.

(67) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? yes

(68) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good-looking? no

(69) Would you be willing to give up sex in exchange for an emotional commitment you knew would last? yes

(70) Do you think the number of the last question was a coincidence? yes

POSSESSIONS
(71) What is your favorite possession? the ninja turtle robin made for me

(72) What physical, tangible possession do you want most? a playstation 2, or the X box when it comes out, wait no! a new bass and PA and recording system

(73) What one possession could you not live without? food

(74) Have you ever seen `The Exorcist'? yes

(75) How long did it take you to understand why the last question is in this section? didn't cross my mind

HOLIDAYS
(76) Does Christmas music too far away from Christmas annoy you? no, i like it

(77) How old do you think you will be before you stop liking getting older? i don't like getting older now

(78) What was the best Halloween costume you ever had? ninja turtle

(79) What was the worst Halloween costume you ever had? super man... a superman shirt and jeans

(80) What holiday do you think has still managed to retain its original meaning? they have meaning?

(81) There are currently no federal holidays in the month of June. What should be there? summer fun day

MEMORIES
(82) How good is your short-term memory? not good

(83) How good is your long-term memory? good

(84) What is your earliest memory? my dad coming home from being off on the road for months and waking me up to say hi... or something else, but i think that's it... maybe puking at a concert when i was like 4.

(85) What is your happiest memory (other than receiving this survey)? the night me and robin first broke up and she kissed my goatee and i told her i didn't want it to be over.

(86) What is your strangest memory? a dream i had about cartoon sharks and an underwater malt shop.

(87) What song, movie, etc. do you wish you could memorize? that would be useless, but i guess... maybe if i could memorize a book i'd memorize romeo and juliet, i like quoting shakespear.
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...? [04 Sep 2001|10:25am]
asdf
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I begged you not to go... [01 Sep 2001|06:23pm]
"Saints and Sailors" - Dashboard Confessional

This is where I say I've had enough and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now. A walking open wound, a trophy display of bruises and I don't believe that I'm getting any better, any better.

Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring and I'm thinking awful things and I'm pretty sure that few would notice. And this apartment is starving for an argument. Anything at all to break the silence.Wandering this house like I've never wanted out and this is about as social as I get now. And I'm throwing away the letters that I am writing you 'cause they would never do, I would never do, never do.

Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring and I'm thinking awful things and I'm pretty sure that few would notice. And this apartment is starving for an argument. Anything at all to break the silence.

So don't be a liar don't say that "everything's working" when everything's broken. And you smile like a saint but you curse like a sailor and your eyes say the jokes on me. Well I'm not laughing, you're not leaving. But, who do I think I am kidding. When I'm the only one locked in this hell.

Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring and I'm thinking awful things and I'm pretty sure that few would notice. And this apartment is starving for an argument. Anything at all to break the silence.

So don't be a liar don't say that "everything's working" when everything's broken. And you smile like a saint but you curse like a sailor and your eyes say the jokes on me.
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