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Wednesday, June 25th, 2003
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Saturday, May 31st, 2003
4:00 pm	mrnvisible 78% How compatible with me are YOU? (Comment on this)
Friday, March 21st, 2003
11:06 pm	to quote a passage by SGT Curtis R. Frantz, US Army, in a letter to his parents: I fought to protect all the people back home that think freedom is a right. But freedom is not a right, it is a privilege, paid for in blood by millions of Americans ever since 1776 and we must fight to keep that right of being a free country. “For those who fought for it, freedom has a taste the protected will never know.” SGT Frantz died on November 21st, 1969 in Pleiku Province, Vietnam, for an ideal in which he strongly believed. At the time of his death Curtis was 21 years of age. He hailed from Palmyra, Pennsylvania, and was the only son of Mr. and Mrs. Russell R Frantz. Curtis is honored on the Vietnam Veterans Memorial at Panel 16W, Line 105. (Comment on this)
10:54 pm	please...sigh i would like to say GROW UP that is all (Comment on this)
Monday, February 17th, 2003
10:44 pm	for mungprout (crystal) I jut wanted to point out that i am jason adams' sister that will only be relevant to one of you YOu being someone i hope will read this and not be freaked out jason gave me the url i forgot to tell you who i was but i think jason likes you a lot cause you know ive heard rumos yeah hi nice to meet you see you in march (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 21st, 2003
9:42 am	sheep go to heaven im avoiding taking a sghower right now.. ahh the hassle of hygiene.. ew that sounds so wrong.. i have clas at 11 ,, its 938 now .. then i have the whole day free for the sims.. or at least until 5 then i have to go to work.. and do my physics and calculus homework.. isnt this just the most exciting update ever! btw luke rules. he bought me a book.. its the sequel to a book i just finished and couldnt find the sequel to.. good stuff long weekends rule i dont know why mac hasnt figured that out yet i did however spend upwards of 12 hours playing maximum capacity but thats okay it was a long weekend i saw chicago over the weekend best movie ever i am avoiding the elephant in the room i am going to go shower (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 20th, 2002
10:03 am	ahhh morning time melissa got a job...everyone rejoice...i am so HAPPY for her...life is good on that front actuay lie is pretty good on every front...or at least quite im watching my sexy naked boyfriend sleep...awww..how cute...hes naked...its so little ...hehehe i really really really want to spend time with meissa matt kelly melissa diana ...am i missing anyone, im not sure, this weekend just chill...wtch a movie...not get to dressed up and outlaw the wearing of make up...and then the next day put on layers of mak up and go to a party..woo hoo! i am so hungry for real fod by the way....its ridiculous...by real i mean mcdonalds or chilis...some one (i dont care who) needs to get some money and take meout to cicis or something..im such a brat..hehehe so im caling the health center and making a doctorsappointment..i need to get on the pil...and with the pill comes the end of my smoking days ....i wont iss them if itmeansnever having to decide between having a baby with fetal alcohol syndrome orhaving an abortion....not somehting i want to do...not my cup of tea...but if it works for you go right ahead my nails are getting super long and its causing me to miss keys...weird you know who i miss the most? dave george and matt gay that is all (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 11th, 2001
8:03 am	I hurt: accidently I love: science I hate: silence I cry: in movies I fear: very little I hope: for some time alone I sadden: my mom I feel alone: in a crowd I kill: alot cause i have bad ass computer games I talk: a lot I listen: when i feel like it I break: dance I see: not so wel I smell: air freshener I taste: chips I work: for class but not for money damnit I remember: to never forget I hold: my arutro I hide: but im uusally found I pray: more often then you think I walk: to class I drive: HA! I read: biology I burn: not at all I breathe: not very well I play: don't have time I miss: everything and nothing I touch: i have nothing to touch I learn: thank god I feel: sigh, good question I know: what i know I said: too much. I dream: rarely I have: a good life. I want: you I fall: on my face, and get up I wait: not enough I need: too much. I live: in denton I die: not yet kiddos thee..and in livejournal..who knew Current Music: the paper chase- when and if the big one hits i'll just meet (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 9th, 2001
9:41 pm	ha...surprised you didnt i?..lol..there is no you..no one reads this... just wanted a change bye kristin (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 1st, 2001
8:09 am	i got a dead journal..forthose who would like to take the time i am runswthpigtails...no i mispeled with on purpose...i am in a horrible mood..that is where my horrible mood entries shall go...which eventually may be al of them who knows... Current Mood: angry Current Music: none..im tired (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, July 27th, 2001
8:52 pm	alrite thats it..joseph and me are over....damnit..he totaly flaked on me today...hes always hangng out with fuckinglauren..i dont need that crap...fuck it im going to a pary and im going to get drunk the end Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: dont care (Comment on this)
1:15 am	wel i havent heard from joseph at all today sooo..well maybe we arent going out tomorrow..that sucks with both hapen to have the day off work and i fifnished his mix cd...sigh..maybe hell call... tonite was really odd..but really cool too... like my entire old I.T.S. troupe met up at dennys and i had to serve them..hahahha...it was great though..i love those zany guys with a passion and have missed them...i think crystal cathy and i are going to become onine buddies..wish me luck...hehehe\ on the downside vejay and alysia fought all day and i eneded up getting royally screwed..in their efforts to steal tables from each other they ended up taking them all from me..sigh.im a push over...i only made like 30 bucks tonite..that is not enuf..i need to go get new work pants tomorrow... you know what..no ne ever comments on my journal...i dont think anyone even reads it anymore...thats okay...im really glad my friedns have them though..sometimes its hard to keep up in person..isnt that sad..that in this society we are relying more and more hevily on computers to bring us together..i meani never use the phone anymore...it totally freaks joseph out that im online soo much..he signs on and says "im going to call you" and signs off...odd...guys we need to get together in person more...part of the reason why we all get along so well i think is because of each others reactions..our funny phases or mis spoken phrases...come on lets unite against the menace of technology..and then we can all go home get online and tlak about it hehehehe love you al Current Mood: devious Current Music: johnny cash- folsom prison blues (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 24th, 2001
12:11 am	"seems like every time i try to make it right it all comes down on me..please say honestly you wont give up on me and i shall believe..." well i tried..i tried to love chuck again and it just didnt happen....i wish i could ..hes devoted and in love..it would be nice... i .uhh..closed the deal with joseph the other nite..it was alrite...i guess i sorta wish i had stronger feelings for him or he for me or whatever but its okay..i like him and he likes me and we both have the same goals for where this is going and thats good...im just really focused on my family and work and friedns all building up to school...i have five weeks until everything changes...i dont know what i will do with out melissa ...im going to have a moment of wekness now.. i dont know what im going to do with out all of my friends..ive been lucky enuf to have a safety blanket of sorts...now im going to be on my own...you know what though..im very glad of it..im ready to go out there and take care of bussiness and what not... i dont know..its not going to be fun end of moment of wekaness... i emailed karin last nite and she hasnt emailed me back..oh well shell get around to it im sure... hung out with matt and courtney and mlissa and chris tonite...t was weird but im notupset about it..i still view it as a good time..i was just off on my game tonite..nothing really clicked... you know what i really miss?...girly nites at dianas or where ever..me kel missa and diana...we need to get some wine coolers and chill..get perspective be friends again..its not long til everyhting ends ...seriously i mean it..my mom is going out of town..we are going to have a girly get together... i really want it to be august now and i really want it not to be,...well here is to the coming weeks and to those beyond....nite nite well not really...im sure ill be up a bit linger dsince i DONT HAVE TO WORK TOORROW DAMIT..i NEED to work..i need tips argh!!!..oh well..by by Current Mood: okay Current Music: wally pleasant - dennys at four am (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 19th, 2001
12:58 am	uestionduck: what does "pay a litle visit " mean? aphiox: come see you questionduck: at work? aphiox: no at your house before work questionduck: oh good questionduck: what time? questionduck: so ill getup aphiox: I don't know yet aphiox: I just thought of it questionduck: hmm..then i may not be awake when you get here aphiox: it's ok..I like waking you up aphiox: it's fun questionduck: so youll have to climb in bed with me and sing to me to wake me up questionduck: good idea aphiox: you are my sunshine! aphiox: My only sunshine! aphiox: YOU make me happy! aphiox: when skies are grey! aphiox: You'll never know dear! aphiox: How much I love you!!! aphiox: please don't take my sunshine away!!!!!!!!!!! questionduck: BRAVO BRAVO! aphiox: thank you thank you questionduck: ENCORE! aphiox: to all the girls I've loved before.... questionduck: lol questionduck: oh god no so ive got these two guys right,,,one is in "love" with me...the other i totally dig...do i take the chance and give up someone who loves me?..hes hurt me so many times...and yet..we have these great times together...then again joseph is great hes nice and hes new..fresh..a brand new start with a guy who is passionate and though he may not love me he does dig me right back damn...i feel like aliar when i talk to them..like im cheating..im not.there is yet to be any relationship but still...argh! (Comment on this)
12:48 am	sigh...my job isnt bad...paul is a nightmare...he threatened to "get me fired" if i dont date him..later he played it of as a joke ....just goes to show that being straight with a guy and saying "no" doesnt get you anywhere..on to plan b..joseph...everything else is going alrite..im going to se fianl fantasy again tomorrow with chuck after work..itll be nice to hang out with uim in a normal nonstressed or akward situaion got to talk to joseph online..hes soo great! Evil1thirtyeight: always tierd now adays Evil1thirtyeight: no good questionduck: ive noticed...next i se you though ill give you a back rub and put you to sleep okay..go eat Evil1thirtyeight: by i will see you soon questionduck: YAY...bye Evil1thirtyeight: goodnight beutiful questionduck: nite nite pony boy Current Mood: complacent Current Music: none..comp sound died AGAIN (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 18th, 2001
1:14 am	questionduck: hey! Evil1thirtyeight: whatup questionduck: argh!!! questionduck: just got off work questionduck: i want to shoot this guy thats training me Evil1thirtyeight: oh yeah questionduck: i think im going ti talk to the manager about sexual harassment really, candice says shell back me Evil1thirtyeight: oh yeah questionduck: yeah im soo mad Evil1thirtyeight: punch him in the face questionduck: almost did questionduck: i was going to slap him but thee were people around Evil1thirtyeight: kick him in the cockell questionduck: hehehe questionduck: im going to...candice told him i had a boyfriend to get him to leave me alone so he corbnred me in dry storage and was like "its too bad you have a boyfriedn or youd give me our number" Evil1thirtyeight: :-D questionduck: and i was like "yep too bad" questionduck: an he was like "oyu shouod give it to me anyway" questionduck: and i was like "nope questionduck: si then when i got off work he came and sat with me whike i was eating and was like "too bad you have a boyfriend" questionduck: and i was like whatever questionduck: and he was like" other wise i would pursue you" questionduck: and then he looks at me and is like "i think i will anyway" questionduck: thats when i almost slapped him Evil1thirtyeight: you want me and shawn to take care of it Evil1thirtyeight: tell him if he dont shut his mouth he is going to fell the floor. Auto response from questionduck: peeeeeeeeing questionduck: i cant do that!!!!! questionduck: seriously like the whole time im sitting htere trying to be nice questionduck: and everyones like "why are you bing nice?" questionduck: and i just cant be mean to people Evil1thirtyeight: why questionduck: i dont know..like i get walked on A LOT but id rather be nice and get walked on then be mean i guess questionduck: oh and get this! questionduck: he caleld me BLODIE all day long questionduck: i begged him to fucking stop questionduck: and i had to get the manager to tell him to stop Evil1thirtyeight: I CAN BE MEAN FOR YOU questionduck: would you? questionduck: would you really? questionduck: wanna come to dennys and play the part of my super tough super sexy boyfriend? Evil1thirtyeight: Yeah questionduck: sweet! questionduck: so how was your day? Evil1thirtyeight: Me and shawn can roll up questionduck: NO SHAWN! Evil1thirtyeight: Tell him he better fukin lay off or else questionduck: i cant do that! questionduck: i told him i have a boyfriedn and melissa told him my oyfriend s big and jealous questionduck: isnt that enuf? Evil1thirtyeight: no shawn is good he will just look at the guy and scare the shit out of him Evil1thirtyeight: no you have to tell him or he wont listen questionduck: but shawn could totally do something to get me fired questionduck: ive heard stories Evil1thirtyeight: what Evil1thirtyeight: no he is lo key questionduck: well no one gets to hit anyone Evil1thirtyeight: he hardly ever has to use his fist. Evil1thirtyeight: lets just say he has a way with words questionduck: lol..cool..i feel better..this guy was seriously making me sick.he owuldnt leave me alone..i almost threw up at work questionduck: and then he made me do all his fucking work questionduck: and wouldnt show me how to use the computers questionduck: it was awful Evil1thirtyeight: Look you need to tell him yourself or he wont leave you alone. questionduck: i know..i just hate lyng and sit...hes my trainer you know..like hes my boss..if i piss him off itll be worse then today..i mean he worked me fucking hard today and he was trying to get my number...melissas trainer was way cool..let melissa have breaks and shit..i had to bus all the tnles and do all the side work and seat everyone and take orders and run food questionduck: im sooo tired Evil1thirtyeight: after training it willbe ok questionduck: i hope so Evil1thirtyeight: i got a new desing want to see questionduck: it does not help that i have to wear rediculously tight black pants questionduck: totaly questionduck: lets see it Evil1thirtyeight: ok hod on a sec Evil1thirtyeight: its comin Evil1thirtyeight: some things wrong any wat im tierd questionduck: sorry questionduck: finally was able to check my god damned email questionduck: got distracted questionduck: hows work? questionduck: why are you soo tired? Evil1thirtyeight: rockin Evil1thirtyeight: went in at eight Evil1thirtyeight: didnt sleep well last night questionduck: rockin?..no details? questionduck: why havent you been sleeping pony boy? Evil1thirtyeight: another day another dollar questionduck: hehehe..hey i got 5 bucks today Evil1thirtyeight: sleep pattern is all fucked up questionduck: same here but i work the graveyrd so its a good thing...sunday is going to be hell though..argh! Evil1thirtyeight: mellissa got my money questionduck: lo...not yet..no tips for her questionduck: she willthough questionduck: when we get payed..if not ill pay for it and steakl it from her questionduck: dont worry ill get it for you Evil1thirtyeight: ok dont want to have to break kneecaps Evil1thirtyeight: ha ha questionduck: i was waiting on this family from africa questionduck: and they were speaking french questionduck: so i spoke french to the little kids right Evil1thirtyeight: oh yeah questionduck: so when they went to pay the kids like pooled there money to tip "the pretty white girl" Evil1thirtyeight: word questionduck: and paul the fucker TOOK IT! questionduck: but later he put a five in my pocket (shudder) so i guess its okay Evil1thirtyeight: dude you gotta tell him to fuck off questionduck: ill wait and see if it gets worse Evil1thirtyeight: ok questionduck: but you should stil come and put in an appearence i bet it woul help Evil1thirtyeight: ok questionduck: ill be like "hey paul see that sexy guy over there?" questionduck: and hell look and see you becasue youll be the sexiest guy there and easy to spot Evil1thirtyeight: shutup questionduck: and hell be so intimidated and in awe of you and your sexiness that hell leave me lone..in fact he may even hit on you questionduck: i man come on you are damned sexy Evil1thirtyeight: ono no no questionduck: lol questionduck: well maybe he wont hit on you but i bet he'll leave me laone Evil1thirtyeight: ok Evil1thirtyeight: must sleep now tierd have to work at 8 questionduck: okay cave man Evil1thirtyeight: what ever questionduck: sweet dreams questionduck: and i want to se the new design Evil1thirtyeight: nightynite questionduck: event ually questionduck: nite nite Evil1thirtyeight: ok Evil1thirtyeight: bye Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: alkaline trio- radio (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 17th, 2001
2:27 pm	i think i am only updating to avoid calling work..i had a great nite last nite with kelly and melissa...i really miss kel..she is rad!....i realised that i know A LOT of embarassing things about her from way back in the old school ( cause im an old fool who's so cool) jason miller was really freaking me out last nite..i feel bad..he said he felt kind of drugged (chuck and i are convinced the keaton the slime of the earth drugged him saturday nite so as to have his way with him) and then he just started going off on weird tangents wich made no sense...had he been saying SOMETHING it would have been cool but it was just random quotes from moivies and such....anyway i hope he is feeling better and hi sfeeelings arent hurt by my not tlaking to him....besides i was kinda busy talking to chuck about....what was i talking about ...oh yeah he apparently loves me...who knew?..so i told him that he doesnt ..he just wants what he cant have...its not a good thing..him loving me....it doesnt really change anything..we still arent going to be together..hes hurt me too much and he is too commitment phobic.... argh!..i want to see joseph more often..i just want to talto him and snuggle with him..why does he have to live so far away? i think a huge cheesy waiter is going to be training me tonite...he was hiting on me last nite and now i see it as inevitable that we will come in contact....blah..it was flatering though we ended up ,making lists last nite of how many peps weve "kissed/made out with/ whatever" in the past year last nite..i think m and diana almost tied..i guess hers was longer...melissa came in third and kelly fourth..as embarassing as it was it was a bit of an ego mood booster...although there were too many "guy at party", guy who i bruoght home, lived in oink house" "guy who wanted to ck for me" entries...i need to remember to ask for names.... You know my life doesnt really revolve around guys..im really glad of that..i dont really need joseph or chuck or any guy....im super excited about work and school..(mostly school) and hapy about life...i want to see more of my friend matt because i read that he is geting sad and lonely and that just isnt right..and if i could turn my self into a gay man to make him haoy i would ..it just isnt fair that people cant do that..be what other people want...oh well...later kidos by the way..my cat now sleps on my mouse pad..cute?..sure why not..but it is beconing a problem Current Mood: awake Current Music: that gorillaz song is stuck in my head..thanks missa (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, July 16th, 2001
6:36 pm	dont know how much of an update this will be...this weekend was wild..fought with chuck made up with chuck fought wth chuck and now friday is kristin and chcuk day..melissa is right...hes angry because he has lost my attention..i figure i can fford ro give him some of my time and prove i really do want him in my life... I spent practicly al day saturday with joseph it was great..i really like him and im pretty ure he likes me...sugh....i gave him a mammoth back rub..it was great..we snuggled and naped and talked and messed around in purvis' bed..hahaha... had a complete mental break down friday nite..lots of panc attacks and crying and the fetal position ..dont know what i would have done with out chuck friday nite... Oh and HEKLLL YEAH! i saw final fantasy last nite...SWEET!.it was great..the plot was very final fantasy the dialoue very simple but come on what do you expect..the computer bussiness was exceent not much else to say i dont think..i think im going go tgo call joseph..bye bye....oh yeah and im going to a good will store..yy1 Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: ash- kungfu (Comment on this)
Friday, July 13th, 2001
1:21 pm	i am now off icially registered for the fall..YAY!!!..im kinda upset cause sign language and criminal psych ewre full but oh well...my ealiest class is at 11....illlet you see for yurself ADAMS's Class Schedule for Fall 2001 Flags Course ID Credit Days Times Location Fees HIST2610.027 03.0 M 06:30P-09:20P WH 222 $14.12 MATH1100.012 03.0 MW 05:00P-06:20P GAB 317 $23.50 PSYC3620.002 03.0 TR 12:30P-01:50P GAB 105 $8.00 BIOL1710.002 03.0 MWF 11:00A-11:50A BIOL 117 $47.07 BIOL1710.202 00.0 M 04:00P-04:50P BIOL 106 $47.07 BIOL1730.515 01.0 T 06:00P-07:50P BIOL 113 $74.32 SMHM1450.003 03.0 TR 02:00P-03:20P ESSC 255 $20.00 & - Course is Pass/Fail * - Course conflicts with another in your schedule yep thats my schedule..wish me luck..im sooo happy ogh and i may have a job..that would just make everytihign perfect i hope the same goes for you Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: tom petty- you dontknow how it feels (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, July 9th, 2001
2:24 pm	"the world has turned and left us here..." well i just read everyones journal and i would like to say that we should screw this whole "someone to love me" bussiness...well i dont know..even as i typed that i goit a feeling in my stomach like "NO NO NO , dont give up!" oh well we shall see, but i do feel your pain kids...things with me and joseph arent working ...hes much better in my head...so i may go back to "not being home" when he calls. last nite was interesting to say the least..a few things were revealed , facts and character traits mostly...im still behind my girl melissa because i just amn....some people need to grow up..somepeople need to commmunicate...i feel extremely lucky to not actually be invovled in any of this and thus will say nothing more for fear of geting sucked in..i did however get to hng out with jason last nite which is great..he and i are going to see final fantasy wednesday...im so fucking excited.... well i want al of you guys to know and realise that through all of this shit with other people we al astill have each other..remember that next time this happenes to you...friends are more important "BROS BEFORE HOS!!!" and oh yeah if i never saw chuck again i coiuld die happy "and in your place an empty space..." Current Mood: awake Current Music: sicko- little star (again) (3 Comments |Comment on this)