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LoopZombie: hi
torn up laces x: hey
LoopZombie: how is everything
torn up laces x: not good
LoopZombie: care to talk about it?
LoopZombie: oh, and i did get you letter.
LoopZombie: so i kinda wanted to talk about that
torn up laces x: i was waiting for you to call about it
LoopZombie: i wasnt sure if you would want to talk or not.
LoopZombie: i can call tomorrow or we can talk online
torn up laces x: tomorrow i have to study
torn up laces x: taking the psat's saturday
LoopZombie: good luck.
LoopZombie: hope you do good
torn up laces x: thank you
LoopZombie: so then can you talk right now?
LoopZombie: online i mean
torn up laces x: yeah
LoopZombie: look, i know alot is going on now because of the accident, and you said that everything is going downhill. but how do you think i feel.
LoopZombie: everything is definetly going downhill for me.
LoopZombie: first of all, we are losing so much money because of this
LoopZombie: second, i will probably fail school because of this
LoopZombie: and i havent even seen you once since the accident
LoopZombie: dont you know how much i wanted to be there for you?
LoopZombie: but i couldnt, and i feel so bad that i couldnt be there for you.
LoopZombie: even though i wasnt able to be there in person to comfort you. you could have just called and i would have been more than happy to do anything i could have
LoopZombie: i didnt want to lose you. and i was afraid that it would happen, all because of this damn accident.
torn up laces x: you want to know what's gone wrong with me? the girl that told me she'd love me and i should trust and the only person i gave my trust to baisically told me she doesn't want to talk to me again. i know you're going through alot but i just want to be alone throughout all of this
torn up laces x: i don't want to make sure i do something that i most likely can't do
LoopZombie: well, i understand that. if you want to be alone, then thats ok with me. but remember, if you ever need anything, just please ask me and i'll do anything i can ok?
LoopZombie: what do you think you cant do?
torn up laces x: thats the thing. i don't want to be dependent on anyone
LoopZombie: ok, i understand.
torn up laces x: i told you i'm not a good person
torn up laces x: i never was i never will be
LoopZombie: no, don't say that. if i though you were a bad person, would i still like you?
LoopZombie: dont say that about yourself.
LoopZombie: everyone goes through bad times, and it always affects the way they act
LoopZombie: i know you dont want to be dependent on anyone, but im still going to like you ok.
torn up laces x: i didn't say you couldn't like me i just said that i don't want to rely on anyone to get rid of my problems
LoopZombie: ok. im fine with that.
LoopZombie: but i'll still be here for you.
LoopZombie: sorry if im annoying you.
torn up laces x: you're not
LoopZombie: but i do care about you
LoopZombie: and to tell you the truth, i was more worried about you than myself when the accident happened
torn up laces x: you shouldn't have been
LoopZombie: and why not?
torn up laces x: i'm not that special
LoopZombie: if i thought that, then i would'nt have worried about you. so obviously you are very special.
LoopZombie: so now do you know how i feel?
LoopZombie: hello?
torn up laces x: ...i don't know... it's not gunna go through my head till it's too late
LoopZombie: well please just keep it in mind, i really care about you ok? and im going to continue to no matter what.
LoopZombie: well, i gotta go to bed. i really want to talk more about this as soon as your available.
LoopZombie: so try to be online if you can tomorrow night ok?
torn up laces x: a\i'll try
LoopZombie: goodnight
torn up laces x: night
LoopZombie: and sweet dreams
torn up laces x: you too
LoopZombie signed off at 10:37:53 PM.
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