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Subject:	A small update in my life...
Time:	2:13 pm.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	Doesn't Really Matter - Janet Jackson - All for You.

Work is going good, I cant wait to get my manager training over with. I will be working from 5:30am to 2pm. I guess I can't complain. On my diet, if you want to call it that, more like normalcy, I have lost 35lbs. One thing I am coming to find is that my weight doesn't intimidate me anymore, I feel like a normal person. I went to Legends last night. It was a lot of fun, Alan did a great job, I was really impressed. YAY Jeanie Alan! I got to hang out with Ajay last night, I haven't had a chance to speak to him in a long while. I also got to speak to Lorenzo about herbalife, I am so convinced he will do great on it. I think I might have saw my ex in passing while at the bar. Today I want to go to Belk, I want a sweater. OH!, I forgot, Drag is on hold now, I can't do it anymore, my corset is to big, I find the benefits of it to beneficial to do without. Thats okay when I find one I like I will get it. Basil has become really attached to me, Mark told me he bit him last night when I left. Anyone know doggy psychology? Okay Im going to get cute to face the day, bye livejournal

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Time:	12:28 am.
Mood:	productive.
Music:	Trust a Try - Janet Jackson - All for You.

Well I walked into work tonight, I had to buy some cigs, everyone was standing up at the front, they all looked at me and thier jaw's dropped. I had walked in the middle of the night guys plus a pharmacy chick stealing anything they could get thier hands on. They freaked out and Chero grabs me to show me what she was working on. Well this leaves me in a mess, I can tell on everyone and look like crap, or i can not say anything and feel like a chicken. I really dont understand why they want to rob thier store blind, I mean hell the girl from the pharmacy had a whole cart of shit. Its really quite depressing the company gives us a discount on almost all our purchases there. I think I might actually think of handling this without my stores knowledge. I might go straight to corporate. That would probably keep me anonymous, therefore saving some friendships that I have, I dont know why though, I will be leaving the store soon to move up into management. This shit sucks. I went ahead and did drag to put up the flyers, I had to stop I got so disgusted with my brother that I was going to barf. Gene had some pot, and offered my brother some, my brother being really big into almost any drug of course took it. Well after I was done putting in hips, tits, and lips, I came out to see my brother begging for more, it was truly disgusting. What gets me is that I see myself as a positive influence on my brother, so why doesn't my abstinence from drugs do nothing for him. I really want my brother to get help, he needs it so bad, I hate to say it but I can't have him move in, I've seen times where he would give up things like food for drugs. I just wish I could snap my fingers and fix things.. it would be so much simpler. On a brighter note I think I have reached a phase where I am just going to cut bullshit from my life, I want to surround myself with good quality people, I want to make new friends, not people who will use me for a ride or a meal. I want friends who can uphold intelligent conversation. anyways, its bed time...

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Subject:	my next project
Time:	11:07 pm.
Mood:	stressed.

Mark wants me to get in drag and go and put herbalife signs in women's restrooms. I am kinda nervous about that, I wonder if I can pass as woman enough in drag to not get fussed at or shot at for that matter. I am nervous about my promotion with work, I will be leaving my store to go to another one. I am going to miss my friends, I hope if things dont workout I can return to my home store. I should be fine though. I have so much going on with my brother, I love my brother a lot but he is so careless and the thing is that I feel like my emotions are caught and toyed with in his wake. right now I just say my prayers...

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Subject:	yeah yeah, I'm still alive.
Time:	10:11 pm.
Mood:	tired.
Music:	Mark sampling songs from his playlist.

yeah its been a while since I have made a real post. I have been working my ass off. So much is going on at work, the managers have been fighting, the reason is that my boss Dean is being a real jerk about the scheduling. He has his assistant manager working 12 more hours than him, she is working 72 a week. He has me opening the store on sunday and monday and then closing. I wont be able to spend the holidays with Mark and his family like I had planned. I will have to drive down there by myself on christmas eve and spend the night. Then on christmas day I will have to spend the day driving myself, my brother, his exboyfriend, and gene all over eastern northcarolina so we can all see our families. Paul and Jimmy broke up, my brother has decided to move in with us on the first of Jan. Money is going to be tight this christmas, but I hope I can get everyone something nice. I haven't been sleeping like I have supposed to that is a major reason on why I haven't been up to much lately. I plan on going to bed in a little while that way I can get 9 hours of sleep, I should be a normal person by then. mark is going to make me a new cd for my car, he has found some hot remixes of great songs, I can't wait to get it. I have decided to search for a new job, I really should be getting paid more for the work I do, plus I really should be in an office or accounting position. I am deciding what to do for my entertainer of the year show, I think I will do some sewing on my dance constume, to make it a rip away. Does anyone know how to make a really big cute collar and make it sit on the costume right? anywho, my dog has really become a lap dog, and he is listening to Mark and I much better. Maybe I can teach him some cute tricks or get him to wear a hat or something. Anyways, if I dont post again before the holidays, Happy Holidays!

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Time:

12:44 am.

I went shopping tonight with Mark, Bronson, and Suzanne. I bought 2 pairs of pants, a sweater, a dress shirt, and a tie! Mark bought a shitload of clothes, and we both found a couch that we liked, it will be delivered the 24! The awesome thing about this was that JCPennies was having thier normal holiday sale, plus associates night where I had 30% off! I love hanging out with Bronson and Suzanne. They are both my buddies.

raptor82nc is Bronson. I am going to with Marks parents and help them get an new recliner tomorrow. Then Bronson, Suzanne, and I are going to look new jobs. It should be a blast, we will be dressed so hot!

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