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LJ for paper princess.
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| Wednesday, March 20th, 2002 |
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i post very infrequently, dont i? know why? cause i have a SOCIAL LIFE!!! and i'm not yelling...i'm being amazed! it's only happened in the past few days, so it's still new, and tenative. but i now have a new wonderful type friend. as i've explained to many people, the best friendships i have, have been forged in less than half an hour or so. thats what i'm working on now with the new one. within 15 minutes the first time we hung out outside of class, we were discussing our similar position in that neither of us is really with someone, but we aren't fully single either...its amusing! well now, he's calling me late at night for advice on poems and i visit him at work to show him drawings...its SOOOO nice having a good friend right here on the island!! speaking of here on the island...courtney!! yesss i have visitor number 2 in 2 days. see what i mean by sudden social life? it's just wacky. went out with billy the most wonderful gay man in the world on friday. took brian to a party saturday. had roy here sunday, and a festive dinner at applebee's for me, little brother, and courtney was in order for tonight. it's been a riot! i'm ready to slow down again, maybe take a few days off before i go out again over the weekend...but i'll be ok. err. speaking of being ok...when you have to watch the end of a movie 4 times because your drunk ass keeps falling off the couch and slipping into sleep on the floor...you might be a red-neck? i adore. unconditional means just that, everyone. NO CONDITIONS, NO EXCEPTIONS. now live it, learn it, love it. i'm dreaming now, maybe i should do that with my eyes closed. ina horizontal position. with blankets perhaps? what a novel idea. woooaaah. i'm calm and quiet and wishing, but wishing's fine. wishing's what a calm mind does best, it knows what it wants...and might possibly obtain someday. or i can rant about feelings that can find their way to the surface now because there's no logic in their way...thats what i get for staying up :) sweet dreams. i'm already there. |
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| Sunday, March 17th, 2002 |
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[[ Name ]] - alice margaret carolyn glass (yeeea all 4 names.) [[ Birthday ]] - 29 july 82 [[ Astrological sign? ]] - leo [[ Chinese zodiac sign? ]] - dog? [[ Location ]] - lawn guy land. [[ Sexual Preference ]] - i like sex. [[ Marital Status ]] - no. [[ Current Haircolor ]] - purple [[ Eyecolor ]] - blue but i've been told it appproaches grey at times [[ Height ]] - 5'6" [[ Parents still together? ]] - yessir [[ Siblings? ]] - two [[ Nieces/Nephews? ]] - i'm the oldest, that would be interesting. [[ Kids of your own? ]] - how do you like your eggs in the morning? unfertilized. [[ Grandkids? ]] - i'm my own grandpa [[ Pets? ]] - dog=daisy, cat=lily. eeevil kitty. [[ In school/graduated? ]] - scruffolk. [[ Rent, lease, or own your home? ]] - roooom. [[ What do you do for work? ]] - after school day program for mentaly retarded teens and adults. ie i play monopoly and basketball [[ How much do you make? ]] - sufficient [[ Have any credit cards? ]] - one [[ AmEx? ]] - nope! [[ Can I use em for a few days? ]] - if you can spin this straw into gold. [[ What do you drive? ]] - 1990 ford taurus...station waggon Preferences [[ Black and White/Color ]] - photos, art, black and white. comic books, hair, color. [[ Black/White ]] - Black [[ Red/Blue ]] - red [[ Dogs/Cats ]] - a cat who thinks she's a dog, or vice versa. [[ Roses/Daisies ]] - daisies, they taste better. [[ Beer/Liquor ]] - ...soda. [[ Boxers/Briefs ]] - neither? :) [[ Hair: Short/Long ]] - on me, long. i wouldnt know what to do otherwise. on boys, long enough to play with, or short and fuzzy [[ Boots/Shoes ]] - airwalks for life, with a side of docs. [[ Food: Mexican/Italian ]] - chinese. [[ Dark/Light ]] - dark. [[ Day/Night ]] - night. [[ City/Country ]] - i must have both [[ Sheets: Solid/Animal Prints ]] - solid. Favorites [[ Color ]] - dk green, dk purple, deep colors, etc. [[ Animal ]] - the ones that move [[ Vehicle ]] - i want the camry back...! dont you? [[ Flower ]] - jasmine or wisteria [[ Beer ]] - el presidente, if i must [[ Liquor ]] - jack. [[ Soda ]] - dr pepper, bawls. [[ Food ]] - pasta/lobster. [[ Bands ]] - yes. [[ Song ]] - currently, revelator by gillian welch [[ State ]] - co. gallway [[ City ]] - ny/boston. [[ School Subject ]] - philosophy [[ Movie genre ]] - yes. [[ Extracurricular Activity ]] - yes. Do you... [[ Color your hair? ]] - nope, this is natural. [[ Have tattoos? ]] - nope. [[ Piercings? ]] - one or two. [[ Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? ]] - um...? [[ Floss daily? ]] - eww. [[ Own a webcam? ]] - not that "cool". [[ Ever get off the damn computer? ]] - ...no [[ Sprechen Sie Deutcsh? ]] - nein [[ Hablar Espanol? ]] - mas que tu'. [[ Quack? Quack quack? ]] - wanna buy a duck... Have you... [[ Gotten a speeding ticket? ]] - yep [[ How fast? ]] - 90 inna 55 in MY car of all things! [[ DUI? ]] - i drive so OTHERS dont get those. [[ Been in a wreck? ]] - not a wreck, just a "bump" [[ Been arrested? ]] - no. [[ Stolen a car? ]] - no. [[ Stolen anything? ]] - i plead the fifth. [[ Smoke? ]] - shh. [[ Pot? ]] - not often...dont like it. [[ Crack? ]] - only selling now. [[ Drink? ]] - occasionally [[ Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ]] - once [[ Been so drunk you didn't care that you couldn't remember your name? ]] - twice...wait...heh. [[ Posed for nude pics? ]] - SHUT. UP. [[ Considered a life of crime? ]] - only after watching natural born killers. [[ Considered being a hooker? ]] - nope. [[ Maybe a pimp? ]] - i am. [[ Cheated on someone? ]] - never. [[ Been married? ]] - there was that one time, with elvis, and jimi hendrix...in vegas. remember baby? [[ Been divorced? ]] - no. and thats practically a record in my family. Are you psycho? [[ Split personalities? ]] - we're fine. [[ Schizophrenic? ]] not today. [[ Obsessive? ]] - no, not at all. never. i'm not like that. no. why would you say that? i'm not. no. noooooo. [[ Compulsive? ]] - yes. [[ Obsessive Compulsive? ]] - no. [[ Panic? ]] - only on every other wednesday. [[ Anxiety? ]] - ::twitch:: [[ Depressed? ]] - ... [[ Suicidal? ]] - not yet. [[ Homicidal? ]] - stupid stupid stupid... [[ Genocidal? ]] - do STUPID GIRLS count? [[ Pedophile? ]] - the little kids i work with in the summer are sooo cute... oh my, i mean... [[ Obsessed with hate? ]] - i wouldnt say OBSESSED. [[ Mutilate animals? ]] - only my cat. she started it. [[ Idolize infamous criminals? ]] - buddy holly. [[ Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? ]] - only when i'm sleeping next to someone...err... [[ Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? ]] - shh. Right now... [[ What are you listening to? ]] - prince via aim talk connection. [[ What are you watching? ]] - ...this. [[ What time is it? ]] - 5pm...(woah, me too...) [[ What are you wearing? ]] - pajamas :). [[ Wanna cyber? ]] - cybering is so 90's [[ Hey baby, nice shoes... ]] - wanna fuck? [[ What're you drinking? ]] - selzer. [[ Eating? ]] - no. [[ Got both hands on the keyboard? ]] - yup [[ You sure bout that? ]] - quite [[ Who are you talkin to? ]] - boy. [[ What other windows do you have open? ]] - 2 aim windows, my buddylist, rioplayer, my email, the talk...thing...snood. [[ How bored are you? haha ]] - not at all. |
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| Saturday, March 16th, 2002 |
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by the rivers of babylon... where he sat down... i didnt realize how much i missed mikey till i saw him last night :) that boy...that boy! he's just a great (illegal!) guy. i want to sit around and sing pretty sublime songs with him more often. it was so smooth, so gentle...and with him and anthony playing guitars, we were all smiling :) then anthony went on to some marylin manson...and things started getting weird....heh. i think i definately need to see them more often. thanks, mike :) |
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| Friday, March 15th, 2002 |
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women of my ::shape:: were NOT built to do yoga. at least, not the heavy duty stuff. i cant bend like that, there's STUFF in the way! (hi, do you have breasts? NO! they get in the way, silly video-instructor-lady.) so yeah, i'm insane. i went down to the beach today between class and work as usual. sat in the back of my car with the trunk open with a wild by nature protein/fruit smoothie and my giant sketch pad, drawing my boys. pat, bren, dad and phil. on various pages of course. i then decided to go for a walk...how simple, you think. never with me. i walked 20 minutes down the stretch of beach i was at...the harbor is beautiful this time of year :) i stopped at my favorite place to stop and did some stretching/strength yoga poses. then...i went fucking nuts. i decided "hey, wont it be fun to run back?" me...who stopped running (other than chasing small children, etc.) the day they took the mile run off the fitness tests. so yeah, i did. i briskly jogged (hey, dont ask TOO much of me) the distance it took me to walk 20 minutes (on sand mind you, damn my legs are sore) back to the car. i then colapsed for a comprable amount of time on one of the benches there. bright red, breathing heavy, flat on my back. oh wait...yea back to the story at hand. i eventually calmed down, and realized i should start a little smaller and work up to, and past, today's distance...because i'm damn out of shape. but it felt good afterwards, and if it werent for the fact that i still needed the strength for work i probably would've done some more! i also did a 45 minute "power yoga" tape just now. yeah...alice is gonna HURT tomorrow. but its a good hurt, right? ;) now i'm gonna go sleep on the floor, good for my back :) i'm picking jared up at the airport tomorrow!! and sarah!! yaaaaay! everybody clap your hands! ok how bout just me? ok...i should SO go to sleep now. night! |
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| Wednesday, March 13th, 2002 |
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i ::covet:: the blockbuster bunny. but not the guinnea pig, sorry. everyone go look up how damn good wheat grass juice is for you RIGHT NOW. its amazing. you'll be all ::falling on your ass:: damn, i didnt know it was that good! ok so its not the BEST taste, but its fargin amazing. i'll tell you later if you cant find it yourself. i had two ounces today :) i'm all ::boing:: |
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| Sunday, March 10th, 2002 |
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there's a new community afoot. it's called "facethewall" and is for political posts, disinfo, disenchantment, etc. things we all should be a little more organized about. it's a closed community, and just to kick it off i've added brokenwish, cybercoma, liquidlies, mistressjennie and whitelocust. anyone else who would like to be added to this feel free to let me know. and could any of those 5 people do me a favor and post so i can see if i did it right? ps, roy, this is what happened to the code you gave me :) i made it fun for EVERYONE! |
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| Saturday, March 9th, 2002 |
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i have fallen in LUST with two songs in the past few days. nick cave-into my arms radiohead-true love waits i hear them, and i get that whole deftones-no ordinary love kinda feeling. hehe... beyond that, not much going on. writing a HELLUVA lot, trashing half of it. but that still leaves me with a good chunk. maybe i'll share some of it some day... till then, go listen to those two songs!! NYC or bust tomorrow, its a day with the little fuzzy man. i love these days!! he's such a good museaum kid now, too. i'm quite proud of him! we're hitting a surrealism exhibit, then a walk through the park where we'll have lunch, a brief trip to FAO, then down to times square for dinner. we've got it ALL maped out :) we'll see how it all goes tomorrow, and i'm sure i'll post again. goodnight, and to every little creature that nods its head... |
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| Friday, March 8th, 2002 |
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| Wednesday, March 6th, 2002 |
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i wanted to post this in paperprncess but LJ says "nah, fuck off" right now, so i'll throw it here for now its short, so you wont have to read MUCH...hehe. he talks in phrase-like questions what kind of language is that? you're made angry by the words you shape mouth remembers words of hate the questioning mouth holds wonder and curiosity on its lips more to come later. ttfn. |
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| Monday, March 4th, 2002 |
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graveyard livejournal shift...i like that! well yes, i believe i AM part of that. always up and posting when everyone else is getting their well-needed beauty sleep. hm, maybe that explains something bout the cracked mirrors around here lately...nah. couldnt be. in pain but at peace, thats a fun one to maintain...heh. |
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i'm going to post the entire lyrics of dar's "in love, but not at peace" cause its so very right in every way. but later, cause i'm bored now. but for now... and i'll stay in my body and you'll stay in your own cause you know that we're born and we're dying alone |
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| Saturday, March 2nd, 2002 |
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i had a very...vidid...dream last night. about things that arent going to happen, etc. it involved a buddhist monistary, a beautiful house, a wonderful boy, an intriguing transportation department, a day care center, and a proposal. its amusing the way things happen when your mind is the only thing active. a paperweight serves its purpose. untill there's no papers left to hold... |
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i cant sleep now, cause i cant breathe. i cant breathe now, cause i have no lungs. and thats about it. they're gone. |
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| Friday, March 1st, 2002 |
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yeah, so. we had a power outage around 2 today. my computer shut down, which is VERY odd, casue...laptops have BATTERIES. but whatever. so it took its sweet ass time rebooting, as usual. once everything was up and running again, i noticed that AIM, livejournal and icq hadnt opened up. which means it wasnt detecting an internet connection. i looked at the connecting wire, and the two lights most to the left were lit up. which means there was power running to it and all sorts of other things like that. but the light on the left wasnt doing squat. thats the light that indicates that the connection is ACTIVE. so nothing. i unplugged the wire from the connector, and tried it with my father's laptop. ace, worked there. dad's computer worked just fine, so its not the connection, but either the adapter piece for my laptop or the computer its self. i'll try replacing the adapter tomorrow...but, well if that doesnt work i might have to go with drastic measures. i'm on DIAL UP RIGHT NOW FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!! any ideas?3r |
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| Wednesday, February 27th, 2002 |
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hey lucy, i'm home! real update soon. sleep now. wait...first, find tissue... |
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| Friday, February 22nd, 2002 |
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Poll #20458: OL/RL Open to: all, results viewable to: all are online relationships/friendships just as valid as rl relationships/friendships? View Answers Why? And do you have any experience with this? View Answers |
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| Thursday, February 21st, 2002 |
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 Which Trainspotting Character Are You? i know, i always say i hate these things. but i'm damn proud of being sick boy! just had to share that. why do old creepy people that i dont like think that i want to talk to them? old creepy EX BOYFRIENDS of my best friend...? old creepy ex boyfriends who hit on ME and ask me about HER?? ewwwwww. can everyone say that with me? ewwwwwwww. |
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my boy just got a sub...and you know what that means. watching all the excelent action sequences in wonderful movies. T2? hot stuff :) and all that. and he's all adorable excited geek about it :) silly boy (oh, and in his new jacket. hot stuff...dont even get me STARTED...hehe.) |
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| Wednesday, February 20th, 2002 |
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 Which Winona Are You? i hardly ever post these things, so i think its allowed. i'd rather be a little interrupted, or perhaps even a Heather, but this is just fine with me :) oh yeah, and: http://www.nohomers.net/multimedia/images/parodies/dali.gif |
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i have another journal now, just so everyone knows. i'll only be posting poetry/short stories etc in it. anything i write. i'd love it if people would go there and coment on my stuff. it would be a monstrous favor. and damn it all, be honest! :) paperprncessthanks :) |
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just fyi, this is my very first excursion into the world of html. aka "doing things your damn self." so go to my journal, and look at the comments bar. i'm kinda happy with that. thank you, thank you. hold the applause. |
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| Tuesday, February 19th, 2002 |
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i hate being the oversensitive one...why does that happen? "its all either roses or thorns. there's no stem." |
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| Sunday, February 17th, 2002 |
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i've had that line from that song running through my head all day, and the pop-ish beat that goes with it as well. went to two movies tonight, kickass stuff. started out with super troopers. ya, shut up, dont even say it. it was SO much more fun that expected, so that was definately a nice surprise. then we decided to "stick around" for a showing of john q. COULD have been amazing if they had just left the hollywood cheese out of it. good story, good characters, stupid "everyone wins" ending. now, its probably time to watch MORE movies, we're good at that :) oh yeah, by the way, i'm in idaho, good place ;) i'll probably give a brief storyline later, but i'm kinda occupied right now. miss LI? not at all baby. there's MOUNTAINS here!! ya, its definately a fun place. oh yeah, and my boy :) i get him too. works for me... ::runs away:: |
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| Friday, February 15th, 2002 |
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bah bah everyone and their black thursdays. isnt anyone having a NICE valentines day? i wont tell, i swear!! just whisper it to me, ok? no one gets hurt!!! cause, ya know, not to rub it in, but I'M smiling. and it doesnt hurt, for once :) dont get me wrong, valentines day is still shit. but i'm not MAD at it. just leave it be, it'll go away soon enough. look, its already gone :) ::mwah:: to everyone how was your valentines day, REALLY? i wanna hear it. |
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| Wednesday, February 13th, 2002 |
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i leave now, its trip time. i'll have a blast, dont you folks worry. now behave while i'm not here to supervise you!! psyanide, be nice to cybercoma...poor boy. (::hug::) and the rest of you, dont do anything i wouldnt do!! ::lick:: |
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LJ for paper princess.
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calm.
okay.
exhausted.
hyper.
pensive.
tired.
awake.
annoyed.
accomplished.
4 (40.0%)
silly.
hungry.
creative.