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Wednesday, November 7th, 2001
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11:11 am - so much for that nap i was gonna take......
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i woke up this morning at 6am to make my schedule. sitting in front of my computer at 6:58 driving myself nuts because the registration thing doesnt turn on until 7. so im sitting there going "come on... geez... can minutes get ANY slower... holy crap..." typing my passwords over and over until BAM... i FINALLY get in... i had to beat the crowds, ya know ;)
ANYWAYS
its already 11am and i normally wake up from my nap around 1130 or 12... so yeah, no sleep for me. i came home from my first 2 classes and fixed my schedule again. im not sure that you really care what im taking when, but just for you to know. im gonna give you my schedule.
Drawing Lecture (M) 2-250pm
Design Lecture (W) 2-250pm
Drawing Lab (MW) 12-150pm
Design Lab (MW) 4-550pm
Anthropology (TR) 11am-1220pm
Nutrition (TR) 1230-150pm
its a lot cleaner than it was before. im glad that i didnt just leave it the way that i made it this morning because it was a mess this morning. i figured that it wasnt really important for me to put math in my schedule for 2 reasons. 1- im planning on taking the test for the class and PLANNING on passing it :) and 2- it was putting this weird awkward hole in my schedule where i was going to have to do nutrition in a 3 hour block 1 time a week. therefore, by eliminating my math class, i was able to move my nutrition into the block where my math class used to be. im thinking tuesdays and thursdays are gonna be the blow off days :) so this leaves me going to class on Mondays and Wednesdays from noon to 6, with a 1 hour break from 3-4. 5 hours.Then going to class on Tuesdays and Thursdays from 11am-2pm. 3 hours. but the BEST part of my schedule... I HAVE NOOOO CLASSES ON FRIDAYS!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... so thats the exciting part. geez. long weekends ALL THE TIME :):):) anyways. im gonna run now.. gotta hop in the shower and get ready for my next class.. WOOHOO :):):)
later gator
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| Friday, October 12th, 2001
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9:01 pm
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| Wednesday, October 10th, 2001
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9:49 pm
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Personality Disorder Test Results
Please remember that this test isn't meant to diagnose you. Only a professional can do that. Below are your test results, broken down for the ten different personality disorders. You are rated "low," "moderate," "high," or "very high" probability for each disorder. Low or moderate ratings mean that you are unlikely to have the disorder. High or very high means you are more likely to have the disorder. Only a professional can diagnose a disorder, however.
Disorder Rating Information
Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Very High
Narcissistic: Very High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High
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9:09 pm
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i just got back from tanning so im all like burning up... man, its hot in here... hehe. its been kindof cold here, its crazy. im not used to it at all. everybody is always like "oh, its so nice" and im the one bundled up wearing long pants, 3 shirts, a sweater and boots... they think im crazy. oh well. its not so bad. i just dont know what im gonna do when it REALLY gets cold around here. my classes have been ok. i got a 76 on my art history test which sucks. but considering that the class average was a 64, i think i did alright. but i definitly could have done better. besides that my life is boring as crap. go to class, do work, sleep (sometimes)... i took a 3 hour nap today. 2-5pm. it was so nice. i woke up feeling the best ive felt in a long time. maybe i should take more naps. seeing as i only get around 4-5 hours of sleep a night. which is like NOTHING for me. sometimes it feels like i might as well not sleep. i talked to teddy today for a while. i really want him to come to houston. i miss him so much. he was singing to me. from moulin rouge. it made me so sad. i really hope he can come. i got an email from daren today. ill just put it in here so that i dont have to tell you what its about.
Hey baby,
Well just saying hello again. Sorry I can't really tell you where I am or
what I am doing, but as long as you know that I am ok, then that is good.
So how are you, tell me what you have been up to, and most of all how much
you miss me. I like to hear those kinda of things. You know the how much
you love, and miss me kinda stuff. Anyway I have been pretty much keeping
myself really busy so, life has been pretty hectec here working some long
hours. That is about it. Well baby write me back and tell me what you are
up to. HOpe you get this.
LOVE AND MISS YA ALWAYS
D
i love him. i know he's busy so it sucks.
im gonna go.
bye.
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9:00 pm
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i just got back from tanning so im all like burning up... man, its hot in here... hehe. its been kindof cold here, its crazy. im not used to it at all. everybody is always like "oh, its so nice" and im the one bundled up wearing long pants, 3 shirts, a sweater and boots... they think im crazy. oh well. its not so bad. i just dont know what im gonna do when it REALLY gets cold around here. my classes have been ok. i got a 76 on my art history test which sucks. but considering that the class average was a 64, i think i did alright. but i definitly could have done better. besides that my life is boring as crap. go to class, do work, sleep (sometimes)... i took a 3 hour nap today. 2-5pm. it was so nice. i woke up feeling the best ive felt in a long time. maybe i should take more naps. seeing as i only get around 4-5 hours of sleep a night. which is like NOTHING for me. sometimes it feels like i might as well not sleep. i talked to teddy today for a while. i really want him to come to houston. i miss him so much. he was singing to me. from moulin rouge. it made me so sad. i really hope he can come. i got an email from daren today. ill just put it in here so that i dont have to tell you what its about.
Hey baby,
Well just saying hello again. Sorry I can't really tell you where I am or
what I am doing, but as long as you know that I am ok, then that is good.
So how are you, tell me what you have been up to, and most of all how much
you miss me. I like to hear those kinda of things. You know the how much
you love, and miss me kinda stuff. Anyway I have been pretty much keeping
myself really busy so, life has been pretty hectec here working some long
hours. That is about it. Well baby write me back and tell me what you are
up to. HOpe you get this.
LOVE AND MISS YA ALWAYS
D
i love him. i know he's busy so it sucks.
im gonna go.
bye.
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| Tuesday, October 9th, 2001
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9:48 am - morning world
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got an 8am wake up call this morning from tye.. cuz i asked him to. i needed to get my drawing work done because its due today. im glad that i got it done. i just hope what i did was what i was supposed to do... argh. thats something that im never really sure about. anyways. i just took a quiz to find out who my inner rock star is... and this is what i got:
Bjork
Wow, your inner rock star is Bjork. You've charmed the world with your beautiful, zany, personal style. To say you're a member of the alternative set would be a gross understatement. You and Bjork define alternative in its purest form. You've got nothing to prove, it's your remarkably creative point of view that lets you make art from anything?art, music, politics?whatever makes you passionate. It's just who you are. You've got the courage to experiment with your style and career, and all the while remaining positively sweet and humble. You are as much a free spirit as they come. Celebrate your inner Bjork.
ok. well i think im gonna go take some more quizes... or something. i dont think thats how you spell the plural of quiz. oh well... anyways... later gaterz....
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| Monday, October 8th, 2001
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11:54 am - its just a start
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im just a kid in college. dont blame me.
today, october 8th, 2001 at 11:33am central time i start this journal.
i used to have a journal on here. i wrote in it quite a bit, but it was always so fake. i mean, everyonce in a while i would actually say something that i felt, not because somebody i knew would be reading it.
i want to be able to do that here. that is why ive started a new one.
i dont want to write in my old journal. i dont want to be that person that i used to be. i want to be me. i want to be free.
the last time i wrote in my journal was sometime in may. that was a long time ago. a lot has changed since then.
i wrote about daren, and how in love with him i was. im still so in love with him. but now im just scared. i know that he is in afghanistan because even though he wasnt supposed to tell me that he was leaving, he kindof did. im scared because the last time i heard from him was on october 5th. i know its only been 3 days. but under the circumstances... thats such a long time. i just want him to email me. even if i just got a simple hello. that would make my day. im so scared.
i probably shouldnt be sitting here typing. alice is trying to sleep. alice. she's my roommate. she's really cool. she's a sophomore and is from san antonio. she has a boyfriend and listens to punk. she doesnt wear makeup.
i have class in an hour and 20 minutes. that means that i need to leave in about an hour.
i wish that the post office was open. its columbus day or something like that. why do we have to celebrate columbus day anyways? its not like he discovered america or anything. geez.
tye keeps telling me that he loves me. the bad thing is... i tell him that i love him back. i dont think that i really do though. he is a great guy. really nice and everything. i just... i dunno. feel like i have to say that. tye. please dont read this.
alice's alarm just went off. she doesnt want to go to class. i told her not to. she said ok. she has biology. she doesnt have to go.
alicia is coming this weekend which means that i probably will stay up here this weekend. i was going to go back to see my parents this coming weekend but i think that ill just stay up here now. i really want to see alicia. she is coming to look at the school. i hope she comes to school here. it would be good for her. im worried about her.
i havent talked to kim in a while. i wonder what she's up to. we were such good friends when school started and now we hardly ever talk. i hope she isnt hanging out with that slut abby.
i think teddy is coming to see me for christmas. my parents are going to pay for his ticket because he doesnt have enough money. i cant wait. i love teddy so much. he is the best. i just hope it all works out.
i met this guy named derek on hot or not. he is really cool and i talk to him all the time on the internet. i met him for real last weekend. not this past one. but the one before that. i drove to his apartment at 2am. it took me about 45 minutes. he is so awesome. we stayed up until 6am and talked. then i slept over. if your wondering, we didnt sleep together. its not like that at all. just friends.
i need to put up my 2 new posters that i bought this weekend. i got a ferris bueller's day off poster and a moulin rouge poster. moulin rouge is my favorite movie of all time. i wish that i was in it. and ferris bueller. its just an awesome movie. i want to get a breakfast club poster. i saw some on ebay. but im afraid to use ebay. i dont know why. i think im the only person in the world that i afraid of ebay.
im going to go take a nap. i feel tired all the time. maybe i have mono. i hope not.
but then again. maybe it would be a good thing.
michelle
current mood:  tired
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