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Friday, February 22nd, 2002
5:35 pm - Guitar
Which one should I buy?
(Ibanez GRX20L)


Or this one...


(Epiphone Les Paul 100)

... By the way, if you know anything about guitars, I'd appreciate if you could tell me which one will be able to play rock and roll and punk rock better. Thanks. :)

current mood: energetic
current music: Blink182 - Agent Felix

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Sunday, February 17th, 2002
2:44 pm - Basketball game.
Once again I ball, almost get in a fight, and we advance in the tournament. What can I say...? I'm a baller, WHAT!?

current mood: hyped
current music: Zebrahead - Playmate of the Year(Dude Where's My Car)

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Thursday, February 14th, 2002
11:57 pm - Valentines Day
Well, I had a really good day today. I don't want anything to spoil it, so I think I'm just going to go to bed before something does. Night.

current mood: relaxed
current music: Blink182 - Reckless Abandon

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Monday, February 11th, 2002
1:24 am - Nikki and Basketball
Well, I haven't posted in awhile so I thought I would. Let's see... yesterday I took Nikki out for dinner and a movie. We went and saw slackers, which I thought was kind of gay. She seemed like she liked it though. Then we went to red lobster. I love seafood, so does she. I ate like 120 shrimp cuz they have like some all you can eat thing, so I ate like 120 shrimp scampi... that shit is so good. She got lobster and steak, it was like 20 bucks. I was like damn! Thanks for taking all my money bitch! jk, lol. I thought it would be something nice to do, because we had gotten into a big.. really bad fight awhile ago. I regret doing what I did, I feel really bad, but I can't really take it back. I'm pretty sure everything is ok now though. When we got back we watched tv for a little while over at my house, she ended up falling asleep on my legs, I was like ahhh. I didn't wanna wake her up cuz she looked so cute laying there sleeping. I finally got my legs out without her waking up, and I just let her sleep there, and went in my bed and went to sleep. I guess her dad got really mad that she slept over at my house the whole night, he thought we were doing something I guess, because he caught us once before back when I was in 8th grade. Which was like 2-3 years ago. Her dad can suck my dick though, he's an ass. But yeah... we talked a lot at dinner and worked a lot of shit out.

Then, today we lost our game by 3 points but it was cool though, like 3 of our players are suspended for our next game, haha, because of fighting. This is the 3rd time we've fought during a game, we're like the most ghetto team in the league. It's hilarious, we talk so much shit... and we back it up, word! lol :X

current mood: semi-happy
current music: Good Charlotte - Little Things

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Monday, February 4th, 2002
2:06 pm
Well the Rams blew it, played like fucking shit. I lost my game. I'm still sick. I'm pissed off. Life sucks. Fuck you. OK, bye.

current mood: sick, pissed, cold.
current music: Blink182 - You Fucked Up My Life.

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Saturday, February 2nd, 2002
10:40 am - Super Bowl


Rams or Patriots?

current mood: sick
current music: Good Charlotte - Clique(Undergrads Theme Song)

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Thursday, January 31st, 2002
11:14 am
Benji<3

current mood: cold
current music: Good Charlotte - Seasons

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Sunday, January 20th, 2002
4:23 pm
I just got back from my game. I was fuckin ballin, I lost track of how many points I had. I had like 3 or 4 steals, like 7 rebounds, a few three's. We lost though, but it always helps when you lose to do good yourself. I guess I'm not a team player, lol. Anyways I'm just waiting for Lisa and Josh to get here, we're gonna watch the Rams/Packers game. Then after that, I donno. I was going to go to Katie's to watch the game, but I guess she's sick... oooh well. Huckhuck. They should be here soon though, so I'm gonna go. I might update later or something, I donno. But yeah... Rams are going all the way. Marshall Faulk is the shit(besides me lol), wooOOoo! Laterrr :P

current mood: chipper
current music: Good Charlotte - Screamer

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Wednesday, January 16th, 2002
1:09 am
bleh :[

current mood: depressed
current music: Fuel - Hemorrhage (In My Hands)

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Friday, January 11th, 2002
2:49 am - Rambling on about nothing in particular.
Well, I haven't updated in more than a week. So I thought I would post. I don't really have much to say. I've been kind of busy lately I guess. Me and Nikki have been trying to make up, but then she just does something to piss me off again. All she is, is a jealous bitch. I don't think I'll ever be compatible with any woman. All most of them do is piss me off, or lie to me. Maybe I should turn gay or something. Maybe I will, who knows. Ashley lost her AOL, so I told her she could call me. She called, and I talked to her for like 4 hours, lol. I used to think she was this conceited, shallow, aol bitch... but now she seems pretty cool.

Basketball is pretty sweet now, we scrimmage almost every practice so that's cool. We lost our last game though, it was our first loss, we SHOULD have won but Nick is a fucking idiot and got a technical foul and screwed us over. People say it's not fair to put the blame on one player, but shit... we would have probably won if he didn't do that. They also rely on me to do all the scoring... all they do is shoot three's. It pisses me off sometimes because I have to do everything. None of them know how to play defense either. But oh well, it just makes me look better I guess. :)

I've been doing a lot more shit lately, hanging out with friends, going to movies, parties etc. Sitting on AOL all day is just isn't that appealing to me anymore. It's boring. Plus I can't deal with my mom's bitching 24/7. I have to get out of the house. I fucking hate her. I hate my whole family. They're just assholes and fucking disgusting. I can't wait til I can get my own place. I wanna get the hell out of this hellhole. Anyway, I'll quit bitching. I think that's enough for now anyhow. I need to get sleep. I'm tired as fuck. Later. d:P

current mood: moody
current music: Linkin Park - Hybrid Theory - 04 - Points of Authority

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Tuesday, January 1st, 2002
1:35 am - :O
HAPPY NEW YEAR FUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :THROWS AN EMPTY BEER CAN: :X

current mood: buzzing
current music: Weezer - Undone (The Sweater Song)

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Tuesday, December 25th, 2001
2:07 pm
MERRY CHRISTMAS :X
GIVE ME PRESENTS, NOW! d:P

current mood: excited
current music: New Found Glory - It Never Snows in Florida

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Friday, December 21st, 2001
4:37 am

Which SNL Loser are *YOU*?

current mood: pissed off
current music: Eric Clapton - Cocaine

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Tuesday, December 18th, 2001
11:53 pm - Basketball, etc.
Well we won our first game, even though I had an off day. We had a scrimmage today and I was draining 3's like it was nothin, I think I had like 6 or 7... like 3 blocked shots... I don't know how many rebounds or assists I had, I didn't keep track, and the coach doesn't keep track at scrimmages. The other teams coach was refereeing the game though and he was making bullshit calls for his team. He called me for a foul on a clean block I had... it was all ball. I'm such a showboat, every time I block someone I waive my finger like Mutombo and scream, lol. If you don't watch basketball or play it, you probably have no idea what I'm talking about, but ok, lol. I almost beat the shit out of one of their players after the game, me and my friend Nick waited for him outside but he like never came out. Pussy probably took a different exit so he didn't get the shit beat out of him. Haha.

Nick is sweet though. He looks like he's in the mafia... big built Italian guy. He's half mexican too. HAH! BEANER. :X That's ok though, he's a cool mexican. :P His family is so dysfunctional. He was telling me about how his dad used to beat the shit out of him with table chairs and everything as a kid, when he didn't even do anything wrong. He's in jail now I guess, lol. I feel kinda bad for him... he acts like it doesn't bother him, but I know deep down it hurts him. I guess his mom is having a kid with a nigger too. He doesn't live with her though, he lives with his aunt. Yeah, like I said, his family is really screwed up. Now his mom has to move back in with his Grandma, so she can support her. Fucked up shit. Other than that nothing has really happened. Except this girl called my house and said her name was Tiffany, and I only know one Tiffany and I know it wasn't her, she has one of those voices you can recognize. It sounded like this girl I went to junior high with... Brittany. But it came up as an unknown caller so I figured it was a person calling from a phone card, because *67 shows up as private number. Only other place that calls from unknown caller is like a business. So it could have only been like 1 out of like 3 people, because I don't really talk to anyone from aol on the phone. And I know it wasn't Jackie because I know her voice too well. They("Tiffany")were like "Ryan?"...
me: "yeeeah"
them: "hi"
me: "who the fuck is this?"
them: "who the what is this?"
them: "fuck? oh big tough guy"
me: "who the fuck is this"
them: "this is Tiffany"

Like I said I only know one Tiffany and this definitely was not her.

After saying a lot of gibberish they were like...
"Ryan you're so beautiful"
"I want to suck your dick"
"can I suck your dick" or something like that.
And they said it all sarcastically and shit, so I laughed and I was like.. yeah ok. It was kind of said like sarcastically but like they really meant it, one of those deals. So at this point I figure it's some ugly anti-social girl from aol who got my number some how and is afraid to tell me who they are. So I just hang up. 10 seconds later... the phone rings again.
me: "hello"
them: "omg I can't believe you hung up"
me: "LIKE OMG" (trying to act ditzy)
them: "you know Ryan, I used to have a crush on you, but now I donno"
me: "that's great, I have to go to basketball"

Then they start saying stupid gay shit... and I hear her saying something to her friend and laughing. At that point I'm already late for basketball, so I'm like "all right, I gotta go to basketball", then they say some stupid shit and I hang up again. 10 seconds later the phone rings again. Now I'm pissed. I pick it up and I'm like "GOD DAMN, GET A FUCKING LIFE, LOSER" and I hang up and walk out the door. Lol, some people are just gay. That's all for now. Later.

current mood: hot
current music: Prodigy - Smack My Bitch Up

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Thursday, December 13th, 2001
11:39 pm




take this quiz to see what character or personality you're most like!
by divachop


This test is so unaccurate. I hate being like everyone else. I'm definitely not a follower. I listen to the rolling stones and the doors. Come on now. This test sucks cock.


Another test


Are you a Bitter Hermit?
I AM 30% BITTER HERMIT.

We don’t know who you were trying to fool taking this test! Get away from us and get away from this test! You don’t belong! Go listen to some Brittney Spears or Nsuck, wear some glow sticks or something, but leave us alone!

Chance you would leave your home voluntarily: Who cares
Chance you would leave your computer voluntarily: Liars



current mood: cranky
current music: Def Lepard - Pour Some Sugar On Me

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Sunday, December 9th, 2001
4:22 pm - Wow, I'm ghetto. lol
I am 81-100% Ghetto



I am GHETTO FABULOUS.

current mood: awake
current music: Michael Jackson - Don't stop til you get enough

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Sunday, December 2nd, 2001
11:08 am - It's my birthday. :)
It's my 16th birthday today. I expect to get a lot of presents from all of you in the mail! :P lol. One thing sucks though... I thought I was getting a car for my 16th birthday, and now my parents say I have to wait to get my car because I don't even have my temps yet. Oh well... that's cool. It'd be nice if my dad would even call me on my birthday though. I donno, heh. Bye.

current mood: sleepy
current music: The Doors - L.A. Woman

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Saturday, December 1st, 2001
1:48 am - Goodbye George...
You'll be missed, and never forgotten.

The Beatles
(George on the far right) (IF THE GOD DAMN PICTURE WOULD WORK RIGHT)

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Saturday, November 24th, 2001
10:39 am
The new Mick Jagger CD is disappointing. Only because he doesn't sing rock n roll hardly at all in it. So far I only like "God gave me everything" and "Everybody getting high"... they're both really sweet. I thought it would be a lot better though. Oh well... the cd is worth it just because of the poster it has in the booklet. It's hilarious. Mick still owns me. I'd still say get it if you're a stones fan. It's pretty good, he just doesn't sing rock n roll enough.

MICK OWNS YOU!

current mood: wild
current music: Mick Jagger - God gave me everything

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Tuesday, November 13th, 2001
9:42 pm - Online test.


I got this from someone on my friends list.

current mood: hungry
current music: Pink Floyd - Another Brick In The Wall

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