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[15 Jun 2002|12:52am] |
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i'm looking for someone with a truck to help me move my queen sized mattress and boxspring (and possibly a few other pieces of furniture) from west linn to nw portland. compensation negotiable.
my room is open now, but i am not packed yet. but soon david is coming over, and so i have to get some stuff ready. unfortunately, david does not have a truck.
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| lesson.two |
[13 Jun 2002|03:30am] |
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only once we can learn to recognize and accept not merely our strengths but our weaknesses will we truly move forward.
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| stupid.quiz.alert |
[11 Jun 2002|09:20pm] |
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garage door |
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damn, i can't wait for jeremiah to get home.
( oh, baby... )
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| roller/coaster |
[11 Jun 2002|04:16pm] |
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running around like a chicken |
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with it's head cut off |
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things that have happened since yesterday:
got officially accepted to move into the temple in a week or so
got my passenger side window smashed in
got my discman stolen
found some vitamins
had a bad dream in which geoff told me i was selfish
and jeremiah arrives in 23 days!
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| phoenix.festival |
[09 Jun 2002|08:50pm] |
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planning |
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excited |
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tell me what i'm forgetting!
( list )
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| my.tongue.ith.pierthed |
[09 Jun 2002|02:41pm] |
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so i got my tongue pierced on friday as planned. day three into this fiasco. i have woken up the last two days with my tongue all swollen and unmovable inside my mouth, but ibuprofen makes that go right away. and i love to play with it. but that's all boring.
today i got my email and jeremiah has finally gotten his ticket for phoenix festival. he's arriving in seattle at 12:47am on july 4th. phew! that was starting to stress me out a little. he'll be here through the 9th. he says he'll stay if he can find a job while he's here. i'm not expecting anything, but who knows. it's a possibility.
and i am so not looking forward to going to work today. i need to get out of that mindset before i get there. and get some caffeine.
blah, i got all addicted to sxc again, and i'm sad my soul isn't gaining as much as i want it to. :(
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| ack! |
[06 Jun 2002|11:07pm] |
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anxiety attack! |
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the very cheap (like 105 roundtrip orlando to portland) plane ticket that jeremiah was going to purchase for phoenix festival ended up being sold out, so now we're scrounging around for good fares.
please help! thanks.
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| bling-bling |
[06 Jun 2002|04:11pm] |
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my dearest |
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i just turned in three applications for serving positions at the olive garden, stanford's, and applebee's in lake oswego, and i have two more for chevy's and chili's to turn in on monday. all of them sounded pretty promising, but it makes me sad that if i got a job at any of these places, i would have to put off my body mods even longer. i want to get some facial piercings, but corporate restaurants aren't cool with that.
i am most likely getting my tongue pierced on friday at black hole sometime in the early afternoon, most likely. if you would like to join me, i could use the support. zeke may come with me and get his lip pierced.
ooh, and people are getting me all excited about phoenix festival. must plan! :)
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| [chill.time] |
[05 Jun 2002|03:36am] |
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this weekend was pretty chill. at first it was a rollercoaster, because geoff and i kept thinking we were going to get to go to usc6, and then something would come up, and then we'd think we couldn't. this happened 2 or 3 times just friday night.
in the end we didn't get to go. but i decided we should go to seattle anyway, so we did, and got to spend some nice chill time with kit and some time with  orangecatninja which was fun. apparently kit might be working for honda in the next year, and kevin just got a job with zombie ent. doing a game for xbox and pc... crazy artist types... i am jealous though... :)
it was crazy beautiful this weekend.
the other thing i found out this weekend is that jeremiah is coming back in september for good, but he's also coming out in july for phoenix festival! wHOOT! perhaps i will be living in the temple by then.
i can't wait to see him. i think about him all the time, but because most of the time he's in my head, i can't wait to see what things i've forgotten.
woo happy times. :) :) :)
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| o0adventure0o |
[01 Jun 2002|05:29pm] |
i'm going to seattle today! i don't have a cellie, so you can't exactly call me, but if you want to kick it, leave a comment or an e-mail.
especially you, brenx0r!
:)
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| and here. |
[29 May 2002|05:04am] |
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:)
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| another icon |
[29 May 2002|05:02am] |
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here
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| long.time.no.internet? |
[29 May 2002|05:01am] |
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wait a minute mr postman in my head |
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well, i'm partially doing this entry to show off the new icons that bjorkdoll made for me. but i might as well update on what my life has been like lately.
my quest for more platonic love in my life is going along smashingly. i may soon be moving in with a group of beautiful intelligent people, and i've been spending mass amounts of time with these people.
i went to jedeye nights on saturday and had a better time than i've had at a party in a while. i realized how much i discovered true love when i discovered house music.
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| beautiful.life,tangerine.dream |
[11 May 2002|05:24am] |
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trance in my head |
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i just got back from the sasha and digweed afterparty. the temple did the upstairs, and damn. it was exactly what the temple should be doing every time they do such things. beautiful music, good intentions, and bringing the spiritual to an event.
it was crazy seeing landis and tim up there spinning records and having people everywhere dancing. i couldn't stop dancing there for a while.
anyway, it was wonderful.
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| organization/insanity |
[09 May 2002|02:53am] |
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cibo mato - sugar water (in my head) |
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i got myself a spiffy new planner from powell's. and i will use it, dammit!
i read today on cnn.com that the planets are doing cool things in their orbits today. the 5 planets that were in sync on ky's birthday, mars and venus will be the closest to earth the longest. on friday, they should be within 1/3 of a degree of eachother, whatever that means. and then on tuesday, venus and the moon will look neat. woo for beautiful and magical things in the sky.
spent some time at the temple tonight. are you surprised? i didn't think so...
kitty was the second person to tell me that i am at the temple possibly more often than some of the residents, and then taylor proceeded to tell me my rent was due, and it was a beer to him.... heh.
i'm going to try to do more things that are productive.
which probably means i should go to sleep soon.
i am still mighty addicted to soulxchange. i hit 11.5k in points tonight.
what else? i don't know. (enter cibo matto into my head)
next week will be interesting.
wednesday : my little brother's birthday
thursday: geoff's birthday
friday: temple party
saturday: dancesafe fundraiser
sunday: liquid dreams @ the dollhouse
crazy world, man. and i'm calling jeremiah tomorrow. it's a done deal.
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| oh.honey |
[29 Apr 2002|11:36am] |
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peggy sue got married on the tv in the next room |
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i'm trying to break some old habits this month. my goal is to get up before 11, monday thru friday, and do some basic chores and things on a regular basis, instead of sleeping all day and never getting anything done.
i've been spending a lot of time with landis and jasmine lately, and it's proving to be mostly fulfilling.
last night i witnessed some minor drama with a friend of mine, and it was a situation where i felt pretty much helpless. he's so angry at the world, and he doesn't realize that he is the one making him unhappy. he doesn't get that people aren't picking on him, but that it's his own expectations of those around him that are upsetting him. i only wish i could help him to understand his own insanity, because he is genuinely a good person, but i know he's got to figure things out himself.
i went to the beach this weekend for ky's birthday and it was spectacular. i think i really needed the vacation from my life. she was so happy to be there too.
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| oh.no! |
[22 Apr 2002|06:22am] |
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so many souls, so little time |
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microwave the mo-fo |
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it seems i have a sXc addiction.
:)
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| my.eyes.are.wack |
[17 Apr 2002|09:00am] |
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raindrops keep falling on my head. |
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today i went to the optometrist, kind of sheepishly, because i have been too broke to get an exam for at least a year longer than i should have waited, and in the process, i got down to the last contact.
as in, one contact. i've been wearing one contact in my right eye for a couple months. i know this is bad, but i needed to be able to drive, etc, and for the time being it seemed like the best idea.
i was kind of worried that my optometrist would say that my right eye had gotten a lot worse, especially as it was definitely not the same prescrip as the left anymore.
but no.
my left eye actually became less near-sighted. how very odd. i'm so tempted now to wear one contact in my left eye and see what happens.
in other news, virus was fun. i danced quite a bit, got a teensy bit sloshed, and then hung out with my favorite drinking buddies of late, angie and jessica.
as a result, i've had 4 hours of sleep. no work today, so i'm going back to sleep. good night!
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| quiet.storm |
[16 Apr 2002|03:46am] |
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fuck you and you and you |
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the 'i love jeremiah' song |
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whatever was going on today seems to have subsided.
tonight i figured some things out with josh, and then went to the temple and had food at cheers with matthew. i needed some time with the boys in my life who aren't entirely crazy.
it seems like lately i attract all these guys who just can't take no for an answer, and/or who don't understand my subtle brush-offs when they try to hit on me. is this what changed because i turned twenty-one? i hope not. i love interacting with the boys in my life, but i wish it didn't always have to turn into some sort of sexual attraction on their part. there are a few notable exceptions, and i'm thankful for that. i'm also wonderfully grateful that i have a man in my life who seems to surpass all the silliness and drama. too bad he's still in orlando.
right now, i would love to be snuggling up to jeremiah, watching a movie, drinking beer, and smoking cigarettes.
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