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Monday, August 20th, 2001
11:55 pm	summer is almost over, and i'm pissed because i didn't get to do some of the things that i had planned.. like camping and going to the beach etc. etc.. this always happens so i don't know why i'm always so pissed when fall starts to roll around and i'm planning shit like crazy and none of it ever goes through. i need friends that aren't lazy and who could motivate me instead of, "oh well, maybe next sunday.." and shit like that. THERE'S NOT ALWAYS GOING TO BE A NEXT SUNDAY. i don't know.. i think i'm just grumpy. i want another tattoo but i'm not sure exactly what i want to get done next. i kinda want to get a bagpipe with a banner across it that says "pops".. gotta keep it real with the scottish pride bitch. maybe i should just save my money for christmas shopping or something. i always run out of money to buy presents with and i have to settle with getting the person something i kinda wanted to get them because i'm all broke and shit. so i think if i start saving now, i shouldn't have that problem. god i'm bored!! xoxo. Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 12th, 2001
1:51 am	on thursday i passed the test and got my very own set of keys to the store. the past two nights i've closed.. it's all right i guess. there's way too much shit too remember and i always get home thinking that i forgot to do something. oh well. they can always figure that out in the morning and fix it. on the 22 i have to go to some manager meeting that i am not looking forward too. i'm just going to sit in the freezing back room for another six hours while all the head honchos fucking talk about shit that i don't care about. and i guess we're going to be doing so role-playing with interviewing people. what the fuck ever. me and justin are going camping tomorrow.. i hope. we keep planning it and it keeps not happening so i'm not going to get my hopes up too high. if it happens, i'll have fun.. and if it doesn't i guess we'll just sit around someone's house much like we do every night. no big deal. i got my ebay stuff the other day.. and olympia beer shirt and this rad marlboro lighter. i don't think the shirt is going to fit me.. my sister is wearing it right now and it's small on her, so i guess it's going to be hers now. whatever. xoxo. Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 8th, 2001
4:06 pm	oh man, did some fucking DRAMA go down last night.. so me and justin headed over to harris' because we were going to go fishing off of his dock. when we get there, everyone is standing outside and harris looks especially pissed. so as everyone starts trickling back inside, i ask harris what his deal is. i guess timmy had tried to get up on tara or some shit because they were all drunk, and tara flipped the fuck out and tried to kick his ass and kept telling him how much she hated him and all this shit. harris tells tara to leave because she was way too unmanageable, and as he's finishing up the story, tara pulls back up. come to find out, she had driven a little ways down the road, found out she was way too trashed to drive, pulled into someone's driveway to turn around, hit their mailbox and straight BROKE her mom's spoiler on the saturn. so harris and timmy walk up to her car and tara just starts yelling all this shit at tim.. how she hopes he's going to die and crazy shit like that.. and then she slaps him a good three or four times. at this point, timmy decides he's had enough so he slaps her back. everything was hectic after that, but one of the russians came and picked up tara's drunk ass and after awhile things kinda calmed down. it was insane though.. crazy kids. other than that, things have been pretty normal. i go back to work tomorrow after this nice, long four day break. and i think friday night i get to close by myself for the first time. it's going to take me fucking forever to get out of there. that sucks. we were supposed to go camping the other night but justin took way too long working on his truck, so we couldn't leave at like ten because i hate setting up tents in the dark. and that's what i've been up to. i should probably start cleaning the house.. my dad is coming back tonight for a few days and the house is trashed. it's quite horrible. but i'm too lazy.. xoxo. Current Mood: dorky (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 2nd, 2001
2:33 pm	i need to go run some errands, but i decided that i would write in here first.. this week has been nothing special.. i went up to fucking tacoma for training yesterday. i had to wake up at SEVEN IN THE MORNING. fuck, i don't even remember the last time i woke up that early. it was hell. the ride there was boring as hell.. i hate driving on the freeway by myself. when i got there, i sat in the freezing backroom for seven hours reading a stupid manual. there is no way i'm going to remember all that shit, but i still have to go back tomorrow and saturday so i'm pretty sure something will stick in my brain. it's like torture though.. i was so tired and my eyes kept drooping and i just kept looking at the clock calculating how much time i had left until i could go outside and see the sun and be warm. PATHETIC. speaking of warm.. my stupid car overheated the other day for no reason. fucking piece of shit. i really need a new car i think.. or i just need some money to fix up this one. i don't exactly know what's wrong with it, but i'm willing to make things work. baby, you and i have been through so much together.. do you really want to throw that all away now? c'mon now girl, we can do this. tootie just gave me a little kitten kissie.. and now she's chasing the cursor. justin thinks she may be inbred. it's understandable. well, errand time. xoxo. Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Friday, July 27th, 2001
1:05 am	this week has been so slow.. i'm really starting to wonder how efficiently i spend my time. my sister's birthday is coming up soon and i really do not know what to get her. i hate birthday shopping sometimes.. especially when you don't know exactly what you're getting, so you just kind of look around EVERYWHERE and then you get all frustrated because you can't find anything to get. i think i'll rest from shopping for a bit and then go in a couple days when my bank account is replenished.. hopefully by then i'll have some ideas. i was going to make justin dinner tonight but instead he ate some chinese food on the way home from shopping and then fell asleep on my couch for about six hours. i hate waking him up because it takes soooo long and he does nothing but resist. then he gets all pissed off. i really hate that. i was going to check out some auctions on ebay (i'm becoming an ebay junkie..) but the site is down so i don't know what to do now.. xoxo. Current Mood: crappy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, July 23rd, 2001
3:52 am	lakefair was about as fun as it is every year i guess. i went on a couple rides, ate an elephant ear, watched the fireworks and justin won me a wizard! i named him gargamel. i give him kissies. this one ride i went on made me extremely dizzy and i kinda didn't like it. but we went on the giant slide and that totally made up for it. justin thinks he won but really i did. i guess i'll let him think that he did just to make him feel better. he's a good guy. learning to be a manager does not kick ass. it's quite frustrating, and there's soooo much to remember. call to check voice mail, close registers, subtract this column from that column and then add them and then divide them.. blah blah blah. just give me my fucking raise already. shit. i don't care about merchandising or upping UPTs. jesus, i'm 18 for christ's sake.. i just wanna have fun! although pam is pretty good about giving me the days i want off. i like it. on sunday we're going to the zoo and i'm going to give the giraffes kissies. they have black tongues. we went to this party tonight that was pretty fun. harris is forever drinking too much and spilling beer and making out with girls. i don't understand him sometimes. i have laundry to do and i need to balance my checkbook. my night is set. xoxo. Current Mood: amused Current Music: some great 80s mix tape (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 19th, 2001
3:37 pm	i want new shoes. but i can't seem to find any that fit me and are decently priced. i guess sometimes you just can't win. just like i predicted, i have to close friday. i really didn't want to.. i KNEW this was going to happen and it really pisses me off. at least i don't have to work saturday now. pam hired someone else.. i think it may be the creepy guy i didn't want them to hire. if it is, i'm sure as fuck not closing by myself with that guy. he'll probably try to skull fuck me while spewing out D&D; terms. fucker. at least they're hiring dusty.. that way i won't be as bored at work anymore. i think in a weird way, i have pam in check.. we have no food in our house. my sister has been eating nothing but spaghetti for about a week straight now. i wish the grocery check would hurry up and get here.. we need food!! there's nothing good left. everything in our fridge right now is either a condiment or some kind of liquid. it really sucks. speaking of food, i think i'm going to go try and find something to nibble on. me so hungy. xoxo. Current Mood: hungry (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 18th, 2001
4:50 am	wowee, it's been awhile.. HAHA like that staind song.. get it?! man. i haven't been up to much.. just trying to understand pam at work when she explains the part time assistant thing to me. that woman needs to learn how to finish sentences. she'll be telling me something, and in the middle of that sentence, she'll switch to something completely different. rather confusing if you ask me. for the past five days i have eaten out somewhere really good and i've had gas like it ain't no thang. i keep pooting on justin and he gets mad.. and then he started pooting on me. it's funnier when he poots on me because i don't care.. he flips out when i do it. MAN last night i kept telling him i was a zombie, and then i started eating his hair and making chomping sounds and he got freaked out. i'd go, "but baby, i just wanna eat yo' brains *chomp chomp*.." and he'd yell and push me away like i was really going to do it. that's all right.. zombies like to surprise their victims anyways so maybe it's better if i catch him off guard.. like in his sleep. work work work.. i should go to bed. *chomp chomp* xoxo. Current Mood: brainy HAR HAR (Comment on this)
Friday, July 6th, 2001
5:08 pm	okay anyways.. warped tour was okay i suppose. i kinda think i wasted my money for what i got.. all the bands were good so i can't complain bouts that. i dunno. so i think i'm going to be getting the part time assistant manager's position. i really hope i do.. i could use the skrilla seeing as how i have to move out soon.. i don't know what else to say now! i'm going to watch simpsons and be lazy. xoxo. (Comment on this)
4:31 pm	sweet fucking christ.. i have had the most trying week. so we left to go to warped tour monday afternoon. i was getting so frustrated right before we left because all these last minute things kept popping up and PISSING me off. but eventually we got there.. fucking camping this year was $70 for two nights. isn't that fucking ricockulous?! last year it was $20 a night.. i guess they decided they wanted to try and make more money off of it this year BUT ANYWAYS the first night i think i got a half hour of sleep. harris and all them showed up a little bit after i laid down.. harris kept making fun of me for sleeping at FIVE IN THE MORNING because, you know, that doesn't make sense to sleep then.. and then he just ended up passing out in my tent.. so i couldn't sleep anymore because he smelled like crabs and stuff. fucking harris. then warped tour arrived the next morning.. i wake up about six because it was already 80+ outside and the tent was HOT. we tried to sit in the shade until about 1.30, when we just gave up and walked over to the concert. MY GOD WHAT A MISTAKE. i didn't have ANY fun for about four hours after that.. it was just way too hot to have fun. it was 110 outside, and we just sat on the hill and baked. i didn't even smoke because it was so humid that i felt like i couldn't breath. it was terrible. i got a gross sunburn. OH i also wouldn't mind dying without seeing another tribal, celtic or star tattoo because that's ALL there was at warped tour. talk about originality.. the night finally rolled around and it was safe once again to smoke. we were sitting in the tent and out of nowhere this fucking CROWD MANAGEMENT STAFF guy shines his big bad flashlight at us and our fifth of jim beam that justin had left out because he was about to mix a drink. the fucker asks justin if he's of age, justin says yes.. and the guy gives him this lecture about how he doesn't look of age, how he could get an mip blah blah blah.. anyways we get our fifth taken. i paid fucking $13 for ONE shot. ONE. and the guy was a fucking lush!! in the process of all the bullshit, the fifth gets shaken, so homedude asks if it's beer.. he unscrews the cap and takes ONE sniff of it and goes, "oh, whiskey.." which should have been followed by, "..my dear, dear friend. long it has been since i last tasted your sweet kiss upon my lips." i mean, whiskey has a distinct smell, but i don't think i could identify it with one little sniffle. so i get about a half hour of sleep that night, woke up at seven the next morning and then i got to drive all the way back. fun, fun, fun. OH and fucking then on the fourth, adam decides he wants to try killing himself along with the rest of us. he's blowing shit up in his tiny trailer park driveway and just being sooo reckless about it.. i mean, there's no safe way to blow shit up, but come on. he put this mortar shell underneath a butter container on the ground and lights it. the fucking thing exploded and shot everywhere, almost catching that trailer of his on fire. and then later he accidentally lit a mortar when it was upside down in the tube, and that sent six fireballs shooting every which way and lighting six grass fires.. it was dangerous times. but this is getting long! i'm going to check my mail and then write more in a second :) xoxo. Current Mood: talkative (Comment on this)
Friday, June 29th, 2001
5:01 pm	today has been a busy busy day! i got up around noon because i thought the old man was going to take us to costco.. but alas, he didn't. so we picked up harris' bitchass, got his paycheck, got my paycheck, cashed my check, cashed his check, ate at subway, took his bitchass to work and then i switched from my dad's insurance policy to my own. quite a complicated day, let me tell you. last night i went to gameworks because they have this thing now that every thursday night girls play free. it was okay i guess.. i didn't have much time to use my free card, so i just used justin's card and we played lots of skeeball. i <3 skeeball. with our tickets we got a gameworks shot glass and two matching temporary tattoos.. awww, aren't we the cutest?! andy and adam went with us and i think they were pissed most of the night because they wanted to play air hockey something fierce, and the air hockey table was NEVER open. actually, i wanted to play air hockey too :( next time i 'spose. SO FUCKING HARRIS.. last night i was talking to him on the phone and for the past TWO MONTHS i have been saying that we're leaving on monday for warped tour. MONDAY. i guess harris decided he wanted to ignore that comment until last night, because that's when he informed me that he has to FUCKING CLOSE on monday night. i got kinda mad and he said sorry and that he didn't know that i wanted to leave so early for warped tour.. JESUS CHRIST!! i don't understand the geddes'.. man, he better switch his shift with someone or a certain someone i know is getting an ass beatin'.. know what i'm sayin'? i have to do some laundry. xoxo. Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: modest mouse (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 26th, 2001
3:20 pm	fucking shit.. my house is a mess. i guess it was a mistake letting harris and george fucking sleep here. now i'm going to have to spend my day off cleaning and shit. motherfuckers. pam called this morning at like nine and left a message asking me if i want to come in tonight. nope, i sure don't pam! four straight days of the store.. and you're asking me to do FIVE.. come on, i hate that place. i'm going to clean my house today and have fun not being at work! bitch. we got a new kitten a couple weeks ago! kelsy's five cats all had kittens at the same time, so we had no choice but to get one.. but she is the cutest.. she's about three months old now and her name is tootie pants! justin claims that he doesn't like her, but when i'm not looking he gives her little kissies. and at night, i'll fall asleep and she'll be all cuddled with me, and i'll wake up an hour or so later and she'll be even more cuddled with justin. it's the cutest. warped tour is in a week! i'm so excited! i need to find our fucking tent.. xoxo. Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 17th, 2001
3:48 pm	i think this weekend was the best weekend i've had in quite awhile. friday we went downtown so justin could say hi to all his cool friends.. it was kinda lame. some guy that got his ass kicked on new year's tried to take his revenge and it was just fucking stupid.. so we left and went over to adam's house for a bit. jon was there and everyone made him sing this pretty song (awww it was so sweet) and i think after that jon started singing his book or some shit.. HA HA! yesterday was quite enjoyable. we went to super saturday and i ate way too much chinese food. OH i bought so many rad cd's at the kaos sale.. towards the end they said that however many cd's you could carry would be five bucks. so i grabbed a boxy-box and i think we ended up with about forty cd's.. some of which included one king down, mushmouth, run dmc and drowningman. fuckin' a man. last night was usc five.. my year anniversary of raving (i'm so rad). it was fun, but i was kind of disappointed with it. i noticed that the more parties i go to, the faster i get annoyed by people. just FUCKING drooling kandy kids and ugly gross sweaty shirtless guys and dumb etarded ho's that take it upon themselves to make out with as many random guys as possible (no names..) it's just kind of starting to make me sick. but MAN, the drum and bass last night was awesome.. andy c spun a really rad set.. i left right after ed rush started because i was just way too tired. my eyes were getting all droopy and i started to feel like i was going to eat someone's brain at any moment. i'm kind of upset with myself for not staying to see him but oh well.. sleep is good. and five hours of FUCKING ETARDS and "are you rollin'?" was quite enough. HA i love the way that some people are so bad at dancing! i mean, i'm not the greatest either, but SHIT some people need to just stop. my favorite is when people skank. it's like, what the fuck are you doing? or GOD, the fucking white girl dance. that's the worst dance in the world. god, i need to stop.. xoxo. Current Mood: amused Current Music: ed rush (Comment on this)
Friday, June 15th, 2001
2:09 am	man, did i have one shitty day. first, harris demolished this cute clay giraffe that justin made me. he says that he didn't do it on purpose because he thought it was one of those bendy animals, which i guess is true, but still.. that giraffe was so cute. he tried to fix it but it didn't work at all. it looks all wonky and fucking retarded now. then about an hour ago, we were at denny's and justin exploded this creamer all over my face. again, he said he did it on accident but he was messing around with this little jam thing not too long before that and i told him to knock it the fuck off because if he exploded it on me i was going to get pissed.. he should have fucking listened. those are only two incidents that i can name off, but i still had a bad fucking day. i thought i was going to have this whole weekend off, but pam tried to call me in today. i told her i was going to justin's sister's graduation (that i ended up not going to) so i didn't have to go in. but now i get to go in tomorrow.. whoop de fucking doo. sometimes when i'm at work, i wish someone would hand me a gun so i could shoot myself in the head. it's really that bad. i just get more and more bitter about that store everyday i work. it's fucking pathetic. my skulls itch really, really bad. it's annoying. xoxo. Current Mood: pissed off (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 12th, 2001
12:16 am	god i'm bored. last night i stayed up until four in the morning helping my sister finish this project that she had a MONTH to do so i don't fucking understand why it wasn't finished earlier.. but oh well. i slept most of the day so now i can't get to sleep. it sucks. saturday we had a party for vesna because this thursday she's going back to macedonia.. it was fun, but i was so fucking tired on sunday. everyone finally left at four and i had to get up at ten the next morning. god damn. i hope she's okay when she goes back.. that war doesn't look like it's going to be too much fun. i worry about that girl.. my skulls itch. xoxo. Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Friday, June 8th, 2001
3:15 pm	last night i went and got my skull tattoos.. they came out awesome. i think curtis was even surprised at how well they turned out. i look fucking tuff now plus i made tattoo book fame.. yay for me. i just can't wait to get more now.. i went and got my paycheck today and upon further inspection, i think i got ripped off. it's says that i only worked four and a half hours on memorial day but i do believe that i worked five and a half. fucking bastards. i wish the paperwork for my raise would hurry up and go through so i can start looking for a new job. i HATE pam.. that woman pisses me off so much sometimes.. GRR. i need to take a shower and wash my poor calves.. they're on fire! plus i don't want my tattoos to get all gross.. know what i'm sayin'? xoxo. Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Monday, June 4th, 2001
9:36 pm	ebay sure pisses me the fuck off. every auction i bid on fucking backfires on me.. like someone who didn't bid on it the whole time will bid a whole bunch on it about three seconds before it ends while i've been religiously bidding on it the whole time. it's like FUCK.. and the stuff i always lose is the stuff that would make perfect gifts for my friends.. sad :( i always want to write the person who wins and lay them this huge guilt trip.. i think i'll do it next time.. pam sure is a freakin' nazi about hours now. today the truck came early so she called me in two hours before i was supposed to be there. originally, i had to work a five hour shift from six to eleven but since i came early, i had to leave exactly five hours from the time i came in. boy, i hope her and tenino had a fun time closing that messy ass piece of shit store.. know what i'm sayin'. i'm going to go find something to get my snack on with. xoxo. Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 3rd, 2001
7:38 pm	i'm tired. after this, i'm taking a nap. my gramma came down the other day to look around the house. she told us that she was looking at things that needed to be fixed because she wants to move us out by august. she owns the house, so there's nothing that we can really say. i think it sucks. i like living here though.. it's kinda close to everyone, and it's just a cute house. so i guess we're going to have to go get one of those stupid apartment books or some shit. harris was saying something about how houses on the east side are kinda cheap, but i dunno. tracey still has to finish school, and that's kinda far away.. i guess we'll see in time. god i'm too tired to write anymore. xoxo. Current Mood: exhausted (Comment on this)
Friday, June 1st, 2001
12:08 pm	i'm tired.. i hate being up and dressed before noon. like yesterday, stupid harris decides to stop by my house at ELEVEN and then graces me with his presence all day. what an interesting day it was too. i don't think anyone talks about porn more than he does. he really likes his porn. i really do not want to go to work today.. daryl is going to be there, so pam is prolly just going to kiss his ass the whole time he's there, while he tells her everything that is wrong with the store. and then when he leaves, she's going to tell me to do everything that he told HER to fix. what the fuck woman. you get paid a whole hell of a lot more than i do, i think YOU should do some work once in awhile, know what i'm saying? but today is payday so that's a plus :) i went in and talked to dudeman about my skulls.. he drew an awesome sketch, so i'm pretty sure when i come back next time, the drawing he's going to have then is going to be even better. i hope they don't cost too much. hmm. mango = lunch. xoxo. Current Mood: awake Current Music: the get up kids (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 30th, 2001
5:22 pm	i went and got my tabs renewed and finally figured out my fucked up license plate situation. when i got my car about a year ago, my registration said i had different plates than the ones they sent me, and then a month later the ones that were listed on my registration were sent to me. so i've been switching back and forth from these two sets of plates because every time i talk to someone about it, they tell me i need to have the opposite plates on my car. well FINALLY today, when i went and got my tabs renewed, the lady told me which ones are the right ones (the ones that are listed in the computer.. i don't know why someone didn't just tell me in the first place, fuck) and she also told me i was a cute asian girl :) it feels so good to have that whole ordeal solved.. i want to order pizza but i don't have any money.. i think that may be a problem. xoxo. Current Mood: relieved (Comment on this)