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Friday, March 22nd, 2002
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6:10 pm
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Just when i thought I had enought journals to update. now i'm on deadjournal.com Click to find out stuff! Somethings have to change on this page because geocities isn't allowing ftp anymore. Next month. Along with taxes. I'm scared! Finished my reel, sent first one out today. r.e.l.e.a.f.
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2:38 am
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2:34 am
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THURSDAY NIGHT:
Ok, so tonight was solo night. R3 was working on some film thing at his house with boytoy eVo. Lace was passed out as soon as she walked through the door. Me? I was wired, frustrated with this damn computer and ready to get the fuck out of this solitary confinement. So I did, and only guess what that pict above is. Perversion wasn't that great. Usually I have a great time, but I went out in a very sour mood. Many things add to this stew, and it didn't help. Newcastle and Corona. Didn't help either. I did dance a lot. Didn't really see anyone I knew beside the Melis and Jake. And MOrg. BUt I wasn't feeling social and I ignored everything, wanting to escape this flesh, this world, this city, this life in general. Fuck I'm pissed at a lot of things. Yes I'm venting and its good.
Today had some good things happen. 2 possible jobs from an old friend. A medical site and after that another call for a natural geographic type page. I have all the resources just hope it or they come through.
Oh and FUCK YOU. YEah you. I feel like killing things. I'm not even drunk mind you. Obnoxious but not drunk.
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| Thursday, March 21st, 2002
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4:42 pm
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3:32 pm
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| Wednesday, March 20th, 2002
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5:22 pm
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Blogger is down. This is funny, I though LIvejournal sucked and now my main journal writer craps out for 2 days. Guess I have good timing. They also took the free spell check out.
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5:18 pm
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Wednesday
OK I think I have my schedule down. I sleep at 5-6 am until 1pm. Always. I asked a few friends and they live similar lives. Well maybe 12 noon. But with no alarm clock I wake up at 1pm and can't sleep. Same thing with falling asleep. Nighttime is best. My headaches are numb. (Which are not from coffee mind you because I stopped drinking coffee 2 weeks ago. Its my brain implant from Budapest.) Its quiet. The gang bangers are asleep. Dogs howl. Parrots sing. Helicopters can be heard bettter. There is no glare on my tv screen on the small chance Netflics sent me something. Lace is awake too, usually doing homework or watching that non-glaring tv with me. And the sun doesn't burn. Oh and NO FUCKING TraffIK! I can run to home depot or the hundreds of other 24 hours stores and and NO WAIT. groceries, candy, crap, I can get it all. anytime. some things of course are shutdown but most do not.
Bad? Going out for fun, usually brings me back toxicated, and not ready to do any thing productive. But then I cut that back a bit from the days of going out over and over with R3.
Doctor called yesterday and said my problems with my brain came out positive. Positive for what doc? Cancer? He wants to test me again. Like the little guinea pig I am. Or is it the implant? I still rub my head and the scar is there. Lace says not to worry. Oh but I fucking worrry. Headaches have become a way of life for me.
Peaches site is pretty funny.
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1:21 am - Running in the dark
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Just ran up my hill a few times, noticing everyone is asleep. Isn't this LA, th e land that never sleeps. No house lights besides ours. Its like this every night.
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| Tuesday, March 19th, 2002
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5:26 am - will this work?
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Did you see that UFO last night hovering above silverlake? Me neither. But sure did look like a corn-husk pipe.
MONDAY
Worked on my reel, ran, and worked on my reel.
MONDAY NIGHT
Bleeding and Dopey was the first stop. They were dosed up on something; it’s really hard to believe its just alcohol. Dopey's eyes were rolling up in his head at times, X? Other of the many medications they take? They are such the rockers living in the lifestyle.
* Well R3 wasn't going to go unless I bought him a pack of cigarettes. I told him no, I have no money, I'm unemployed, but he insisted for I have a credit card and he does not. Well I broke down, he is at least fun to be with and gave him $5, adding up his bill of OWE.
*Got to B&D;'s house and Bleeding bought a Titanium Mac laptop. Lame. 2,200 for it. I built my super computer for under $1000. Why waste this money? I'm no PC loyalist, but fucking it’s a rip off. Nice design though.
* R3 showed up and we headed to vice. It’s a clothing store that was having a free booze party with Djs, Artists, and of course selling their clothing. Well just as we got to the bar, they ran out of alcohol. It then became lame as nothing happened, and I stared at the degenerates. I'm one too mind you, but I did get bored with out the liquor. Yes I'm drinking again. Not as much though. Just beer. It fills you up and doesn't burn holes in your stomach like JACK.
*4011 down the street we had our first beer, and guess what? I paid for ole R3's beer. Sucker is I? I think so. At least he always pays back. Bleeding talked about picking up her head shots for her career before going to the Smog Cutter. Earlier DDarcy called about meeting up there and then going to a party. That’s exactly what we did.
* Next we left for the Cutter, the most fucking bizarre place in LA.
* Jonathan was there and said hi to his new girlfriend. Larvae was too. She could have an entire paragraph written attempting to write about how fucking bizarre she is. So I won't. Trust me she is out there.
* Karaoke night. Bizarre people sing, some can't, some can. Peaches, a singer of the same name who got big in the early 90's underground rap. She was a trip also. She was there singing pretty damn good.
* The barmaid was such a psycho. She would stare, mean, I think she is Thai. Her daughter insisted to pay tips after each song and would guilt you into buying another drink if you were empty. The owner took pictures of our weird dancers. Yes most of the girls danced and how fucked up is it go have some old master greybeard short asian guy singing about how good he can lay his women, while all these freaks dance around him like Britney spears. And the host girl even sung Britney spears while they danced. I just can't put this into words. DAvid Lynch would be proud.
*One guy sung as he collapsed to the floor and the host took the mike and sung for him.
*Larvae bounced about in her sweats.
*Cowboy girl exchanged hats with MMan's Skipper uniform. Now he was indeed dressed like a skipper. The hat, the corn-husk pipe from Ohio. A huge rubber eyeball on his shirt that said "looking good'.
* Lace showed up around 12:30, spying on me mad I didn't notice her.
*Should I stop?
*Outside we regrouped for the Church party. The Don girl's home is in an abandoned church downtown and is quite cool. She has a priest’s home. Joints were passed. We all had the caravan to the party.
*Dopey showed up without Bleeding, she was upset about the 'pictures'
* Arrived to be greeted by the downtown box people. I think we woke them up.
* Darcy greeted us and up we whisked our large group into the party. Very interesting peoples. DDarcy played Toro on the balcony.
* Victor drank his straight vodka.
* Both of them dance and sang their tight whitey song. Over and over. And over.
* The sesame street show was on.
* Budweiser or vodka or wine. I had a bud.
* Keanu Reeves look alike 'Whoooooooaaaa' guy was there.
* Lace talked to Dopey about Bleeding's world.
* R3 met young young girl and felt way too old to hit one her.
* Jesus baby was my highlight. I love Dr. Jesus baby.
* 4am went home.
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| Monday, March 18th, 2002
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1:45 pm
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Resident Evil
This movie is awesome! Its so fun to watch and was right along with the videos games. The only video games I ever bought for my playstation 1 was RE1 & 2. Still my favorites, this movie makes we want to play them again!!! So fucking cool, Milla Jokavich plays the lead, and does a great job at it. I hope they make another one. Do I sound like a fan boy yet? The operating scenes gave me chills for they are too close to what I have been dreaming about - ie being operated on and tested. Freaky. And the movie has a serious overtone throughout it. NO hoaky crap.
Saw this after we stoped by a bookstore in Glendale. Cleaned all day AGAIN.
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| Sunday, March 17th, 2002
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3:42 pm
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Saturday Back to drinking.
Cleaned office mostly. Well really that's all I did, and I'm still doing it today. Its damn grimy. The King wanted us to go to some rave party but never followed through so we picked up our gang of Bleeding, Dopey and R3. R3 was broke again, so Lace lent him money. He is good at paying back. I broke down and had a beer again at Club Zen. There we saw Alx, the guy in the band who looks like Pete Townseed from the Who. He once invited me to come see his band. Not really my thing but I stayed for a few songs while everyone else jonzed to leave. Lace and R3 got cigarettes as I heard Dopey vent on about the asian singer insulting him. Before this night started Dopey was doing this karate moves in his house. He was drugged or liquored up, never can tell, and acted like he was having sex with the door. I felt like I was in Lynch land. Bleeding just treated it like nothing as she continued to talk on her phone.
So next we went to the famous Tiki Ti's and I had a Skull and Bones. The pirate name did it for me so it was gone after that. They make really good drinks, even if they close at 1am and will be shut down until April. tax time? So drunk we all went to The Silverlake Lounge. Oh dear it was gay mexican night. Ever see mexicans in cowboy hats dance with each other? Dopey was in heaven. WE quickly left and went to Short Stop. Packed and found R3's roommate with some band bugged eye guy. HE was nice. Marla bought R3 and I a beer and added to my intoxication. I sure did miss drinking, although I still didn't get as blasted as I normally do, it was quite a break. I still am going to cut down or NOT drink, its only going to improve my health. Anyway, Lace was drunk and pushed a shopping cart into a car, but I stopped it. Then R3 was pushing Dopey into traffic on the cart, as cars dodged them, honked, and funny; a cop drove by and flashed his lights. Too busy for small time I guess. Dopey got stuck in the cart and couldn't get out, it was so fucking funny! Marla and Buggy new of a party and we all drove over. IT was around the same place another party took place decades ago. Went in and it was just a few people. Talked to Marla and watched the weirdness go on. Wasn't too long before some psycho roommate kicked everyone out. R3 did crystal meth in the bathroom (I didn't find this out until later) and I ran into Alx and he told us how he was born in germany, lived in amsterdam and somehow talked in a british accent. weird we saw him playing just earlier as things come to full circle.
Lace freaked out on me, to this minute I have no idea why and we all drove to Fred 62s. TUna melt and junk later we left full and ready for bed at 4:30. What a silverlake night!
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3:27 pm
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Friday - Satellite
Had a lot of fun dancing. Got there early for half price and had 1 beer. Oh yes I broke down, its rather difficult you see, in these social situations. Water was the rest of the night and I danced a lot. Dame and M-man came and didn't recognize me with my red hair (I dyed it before going out). I never had any color besides blonde so its quite a shock for me. But I love it. So we danced, MMan freaked and left Dame and I dancing. Lace finally showed up around 1am! I thought she wasn't coming, and we ended up talking and she didn't even really get to dance. The music was half and half, I hated most of it, very old stuff - ERasure. To damn cheery. Well at least I tried it.
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| Friday, March 15th, 2002
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5:52 pm
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Pedigree pediga! where art thou toenail!
Going to Satellite tonight, a VNV release party held at the best place for a club - Hollywood Athletic Club, its '20s style, old and many rooms to explore. I'm staining an old door and turning it into a magnificent dining room table. Oh yes, look what little money can do!
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| Thursday, March 14th, 2002
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6:11 pm
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Noise, noise, noise, my hood is the loudest fucking place in LA! If I had a bullet for every gangsta!
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2:09 pm
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Wednesday Night - The Parlour
Went here expecting some djs and dancing, yet it was dead. Met with Disco and Budgie, the place I assume is gay due to it being in west Hollywood and all guys. A block down Ghoul School was going on but my (non)goth friends didn't want to go. We talked, Disco talked about his trip (he just got back yesterday from London) and a plethora of other topics.
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| Wednesday, March 13th, 2002
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1:30 pm
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Ok, so this is easier. Lets see if Live Journal crashes like it used to. Then its back to my normal page. Lovecraftian eye, I have it nearly complete and for thoses of you who know where to see it, see it in a day or so...
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1:56 am
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HEYYYYYYYYY!!! I thought I'd write to this again, see if Live journal is working better. To see my REAL journal, the one one that I update every freakin day go to:
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1:52 am - What kind of shit are you?
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 I am A Shit Brick .
The Shit brick is usually the kinda person that doesn't like doing much. Turning down a nice romp in the park to his or her favorite television show and a nice big Mac or a box of chicken nuggets. Though shit bricks have their anti social flaws, what they lack in social values they make up for in laziness... But I guess that isn't a good thing either way.. Ok, shit bricks are just lazy fucks...
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| Thursday, November 29th, 2001
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3:47 pm - DAMN THEM
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Ok, so this journal rarely is 'up' and I'm investigating possible others. Jury today, sucks, no one agrees. I switched sides many times. FUCK THE JUDICAL SYSTEM, too damn slow. Now I know why so many people walk. And some should.
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| Wednesday, November 28th, 2001
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11:15 pm - Live Journal
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Alright, half the time I check my this site, the journal is down. Is LiveJournal ever going to get this right? Guess I will have to try another, like bloog. statye tuned.
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