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LiveJournal for Melanie.
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| Sunday, February 24th, 2002 |
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I drove on the interstate and survived. I am now in great pain due to my poor brain being overloaded by chemistry. owwiee... Now I'm being ignored again and in need of sleep, so I'll vanish. |
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| Saturday, February 23rd, 2002 |
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Goofing off with little sister all night. Pamela getting toothbrush bracelet stuck to her face/in her mouth TWICE = entertaining. Matt was supposed to call, but Pamela was probably online.. he left, I don't know where he is. We were supposed to do something, but now I suppose not. In-car tomorrow. Getting nervous. Bored. Tired. I'll go do some Chemistry or something. |
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| Went to see Great Aim play last night. Was bored for a lot of the time (and alone, grr), but they were actually really good. :) I didn't know what to expect. They started a LOT later than they were supposed to, so Pamela and I got home later than expected. Shawn's mom had to take us home due to complications with car arrangements and the fact that Shawn let the other band borrow his strap.. ::sigh:: Anyway, fun was had as well as boredom, and now I'm home for the day. I have no idea what I'm doing tonight, but I know that I'm supposed to go to a tack sale with my mom tomorrow and I have in-car scheduled for 4 hours in the afternoon. EEK! | ||||
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| Thursday, February 21st, 2002 |
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4-H meeting tonight. Whoo! Small children running around the room, me trying to take notes.. ack. I think I'll take some advil. |
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"hi, i'm Pamela, and i am melanie cole's sister. and i like boyz. hehe" "i also don't know how to use the shift key properly" "lol" "or use punctuation (like chelsEE)... punctuation is for sissies" "BOOBS ARE FOR LOSERS" Words from Ronny-----"If there's more than a handful, there's no point." |
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| Wednesday, February 20th, 2002 |
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I am now the Reporter for the Edgewood/BCJVSD FFA Chapter! Whoo! I'm the only female to be voted into office! Whoo! (if you can't tell, there is extreme excitement on my part) |
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Early dismissal! Whoo! Went to mall with Matt.. he tried killing me multiple times, but I lived to tell about it. Ha. Academic team = blah. No JV, so we had to play against each other. If I would have known that, I wouldn't have bothered going. Grr. FFA officer elections tonight, so I'm crossing my fingers. I want to kick some people out of their offices so darn bad.. grr! |
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| Sunday, February 17th, 2002 |
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I have about 7 pages in my short story so far, and I have no idea where I want to go with it. Bleh, I think I'll just end it here. Pretty picture, Mattie. :) Too bad all of the pretty colors don't show up.. but that's okay. I only know they're there because I admired that thing for hours on end whenever I found it. I have to get up early (6:30) tomorrow to go to the dentist and dermatologist.. ick. The thought of getting up early makes me fear going to sleep, since I know my slumber will be cut short. Gah. Oh well. My day will be busy, so I better finish my story now while I have the chance. |
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Whoo! My favorite color, too. :) |
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Had fun last night. Whoo! Reading, writing, and horse judging in store for today. Joy. |
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| Friday, February 15th, 2002 |
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Fell asleep on the computer room floor for a while. My ear hurts from the floor. I think I'll go to bed. |
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So I haven't written in here for a while--so what? Not like anyone really cares about me anymore.. those who do actually talk to me. Spent Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday evening at Driver's Ed. Spent Tuesday afternoon with Matt. :) Yesterday was also spent with Matt, and enjoyed very much. I like being able to have good conversations with someone I feel very peaceful around. I feel very happy whenever I'm around him. Today was spent at home with my mother and sister. (after getting my hair cut) Cleaned up, took care of my poor doggie (Shadow's limping and won't eat much.. poor girl) and horses, then headed into Hamilton. My mother finally let me drive into town (of course, she would pick rush hour to do it.. nerdo), and yelled at me so many times that she kept breaking my concentration. Not good when I have control of the car. Heh. Went to eat with my dad at LaRosa's, then went on to Meijer. Bought random items, including the Smashing Pumpkins Greatest Hits CD. Whoo! Now at home, trying to find out how Matt is feeling and where he could be. Also trying to come up with a plot for my story in english, finish reading Sylvia Plath (which is taking FOREVER), and find some time to sleep. I'm really tired, I just don't feel like going to bed yet. I need to know if Matt's feeling any better before I can let myself sleep. My sister just made me a balloon poodle. Whoo! She popped the green one, though. Poor doggie. I think I'm going to go play some solitaire. Hopefully he'll get online. |
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| Monday, February 11th, 2002 |
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Typing my cheesy little short story for english (my handwriting in my journal.. blah..and my conjugations for spanish hurt my hands.. owwie), then to eat and on toward the scary thing called "Drivers Ed" where I will have to be surrounded by idiots, dying for food, and wanting to sleep. Whoo! I think I have to get there a wee bit earlier than 5:30, so I should probably call Matt... Yeah, good idea. |
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| Sunday, February 10th, 2002 |
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Went to the tack sale.. made $28 off of random stuff. Whoo! Had a visitor.. left with my visitor and went to see "A Beautiful Mind". Good movie. "I'm terrified. Petrified. Mortified. Stupified by YOU." Whoo! The supporting actor is from "A Knight's Tale".. I remembered him! Yay! I feel so smart. Then went to see Sean.. so I now know he exists. Heh. :) Then went home, fed horses, and got cold. Whoo! Since then, I have done my spanish homework and taken a bath. Warm water + bubbles = good. :) Now I'm being yelled at for the 50th time today, and I need to go to sleep. "I'm dreaming of your failing green eyes..." |
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| Saturday, February 9th, 2002 |
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My mother is evil. I cannot see my Matt tonight because I'm "too sick". ::sniffle:: She also doesn't want me to do drivers ed. now, because there's "no rush". She's the one who was pushing it in the first place, and now she's claiming I was the one who kept whining about it. I rarely brought it up. Oh well. I just hope I get it done, since Pamela wants to do track and I'd like to be able to go places occasionally. Bleh, I have to sell food at the 4-H tack sale at the Fairgrounds tomorrow. I'll be bored for the majority of the time that I'm there, so I think I'll actually take the book I need to read for English. Then shopping, which will also be boring. Blah. Shaping up to be a bad day. Ooh, and it just got worse. My mom likes to read things over my shoulder, so now she's pissed off at me some more. Oh well. Rant and rave some more, I don't really care. I'm sick of it already. I've been feeling extremely isolated lately. Like everyone's watching me from afar, except for a few choice people. ::sigh:: Why can't I ever make the choice that will make everyone (including me) happy? Why can't that choice ever exist? At least I can say (truthfully) that I am happy with the outcome of this decision. More happy than I have been in a long time. I'm going to go sit and sulk and probably read now. I'm feeling unhappy, and my "wonder drug" is nowhere to be found at the moment... |
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I feel girlie. Heehee. :) Got to spend the evening with Matt, Megs, and Tyler. We watched SLC Punk and just goofed off for the majority of the time. Matt is so cute... hee hee. ;) ::girlie vibes:: Loaded hay this morning... got $50 of my $70 so far.. whoo! Rich-ness! Gotta get all of "stuff" together that we want to sell at the tack sale tomorrow.. hopefully my mom will take me shopping in Hamilton later. I really need to get a couple of things... Coughing madly every once in a while.. I think I need to go to the doctor. Damn. I hate being sick. |
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| Friday, February 8th, 2002 |
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whoo hoo! I got a cute present. Hee hee. I feel so special.. I just have to figure out what I want to put in it. :) Thank you Matt! Took a nap... actually, I kind of zonked out on the floor after playing with my cat.. my eyes just closed and I fell on my face and went to sleep with the cat on my back. Pamela woke me up to ask me something, so I just grabbed a pillow and zonked back out on the floor. Floor is more comfy than my bed, hmmph. I think Pamela woke me up a second time by putting popcorn or something up my nose and laughing at me, but I'm not sure. It could have been a dream... Going to feed horses, shower, get changed, eat, and then go to the basketball game to get my straight-A plaque. Then onto Meagan's house to hang out with Matt, Tyler, and Meagan. Whoo! Yay for friends! I have to deliver 35 bales of hay in the morning. That's a lot of work, but also $70.. heh heh heh. |
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| Thursday, February 7th, 2002 |
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Got to spend some time goofing off and just sitting around with Matt.. 'twas fun. "What's with this chick? Has she got beer flavored nipples or something?" Still cannot locate my Spanish and American Studies folders. Which really sucks, because they have important papers in them. Grr. If anyone sees a light blue or silver/gray folder with my name on it, give it back to me! I really don't feel like having to re-do all of those assignments.. grr. I wish my cough would go away. I dislike pain that I don't choose to accept... |
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| Wednesday, February 6th, 2002 |
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So.. I have a boyfriend. I'm sure you can all guess who it is, so I'm not even going to go there. Just plan on me being incredibly bouncy and happy tomorrow. Please don't punch me in the face for being happy--that would hurt! (oh, Chandler.. you can't beat me with the large stick now! I'm happy!) |
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I am happy with the comments on my last entry. I at least know I have friends in all of this. However, I do not have a friend at school. Someone (I believe it might be "anonymous") stole half of my books out of my locker this morning before I got to school. Considering I do all of my work and would like to NOT buy the fucking textbooks again, I would like them back. My math folder showed back up.. woo hoo! But still, whoever did that is heartless. If you have a problem with me, tell me. Don't just go sneaking around to try to sabotage me. And if it is "anonymous", then you're not following the ten commandments.. "Thou shalt not steal" IS in there, you know... That's part of the reason I'm at home. I'm sick, I'm sick of people, and I just feel like I wouldn't be able to get through the day. Sure, I have some friends to support me.. but very few of them are in my classes. I just feel like crap. I'm going to go sleep for a few hours and see if I feel better. Unfortunately, by being home, I'm missing Academic Team and hanging out with Matt. And I didn't even get to tell him that I was leaving.. crap! I hope he doesn't wait for me after school, because I won't be there... ::sniffle:: |
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LiveJournal for Melanie.
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melancholy.
blah.
ecstatic.
hopeful.
tired.
sore.
sleepy.
pessimistic.
pleased.
stressed.