Thursday, March 21st, 2002
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9:34 am
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Woohoo..it's Thursday and I don't have to go to class tonight because it's Spring Break! I guess I should be disappointed because I'm not in Mexico or something, but I'll get over it. I have had such a right brain headache all week long but I think I am finally getting over it. I can slack for the rest of the week, I am even wearing jeans on a Thursday and then I will relax and probably do a load of laundry this weekend. Yea, laundry. Yikes, I have two pairs of clean underwear left and they are seriously unmentionable. I am honestly contemplating turning the current pair inside out for tomorrow! I never run out of underwear because I have about 40 pairs, but we are down to the wire. Maybe I'll just go buy some new ones at Target! I love Target. Oh, here comes the boss...gotta look busy! (Oh, I didn't mean Bruce)
False alarm.
My aunt had her baby last night and I think they are going to name him Frank. I bet he is really cute because Jack was so cute when he was little. I think maybe I will go visit them this weekend too 'cause they will come home on Friday. I love babies!
current mood:  happy
current music: The Cure
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(loan from the girl zone)
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Wednesday, March 20th, 2002
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1:25 pm
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Ho-hum. Today has been boring but important. I decided that I will write Eric a letter and tell him how I miss him before I am trapped in a Tori Amos lyric. Nothing too needy, but I think, maybe, if he ever cared about me at all he still does. Besides, what have I got to lose?
I went to the post office to mail a package full of goodies to my Dad and right there in the display were some lovely stamps with Langston Hughes on them! I was sad to have to plop one on my State Income Tax forms, but the envelope did look fab.
*ouch* I bit my cheek chewing on a carrot...I knew I should have gotten chocolate!
There is some pounding and drilling going on overhead and pieces of the ceiling keep falling down. One almost fell in my freshly opened Diet Coke! That would've been the end of it for this damn place. :-)
Now I will go upstairs and be the editor that I am not getting paid to be by scanning reprints and cleaning up the copies. Hurrah!
current mood:  discontent
current music: Joni
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(loan from the girl zone)
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Tuesday, March 19th, 2002
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11:09 am
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I am too broke to be alive. I hate money and money related things and the only reason I still kind of like quarters is because they are doing that new state thing on the back of it. I am tired of making big decisions and being the hold out and agreeing to things that I shouldn't. I wonder when I will start living my own life?
current mood:  angry
current music: depressing drivel
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(loan from the girl zone)
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Monday, March 18th, 2002
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11:31 am
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10:03 am
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I miss John!
Ugh. This weekend was car/financial trouble city! Yuck. Luckily my dad came through yet again and is not only borrowing me money but is making a million phone calls to get my messes taken care of. Go Dad! I am going to go buy him the Black Hawk Down soundtrack tonight as a thank-you. Yeah, I'll be using the money he borrowed me. What a loser! When I pay him back the money though it will turn into a gift right? Ohhhh.
This week I will be the picture of ultimate fitness.
I wonder how Mara is doing on her trip?? She better be having a good time or I will kick her ass when she comes back.
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(loan from the girl zone)
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Friday, March 15th, 2002
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10:30 am
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9:07 am
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Well in case you were on the edge of your seat I did in fact have class last night. We got out early so I went home and shoveled but a lot of good that did because there were 3 inches in it's place this morning again! My whole body is sore from shoveling and getting my roommate unstuck last night. Not to mention how my entire body tenses up when I drive over a giant snow bank that I shouldn't and hope I don't get stuck. I love winter!! I love how some people (queenie) are late for no reason because they are milking the weather. I had to dig my car out and take alternate routes because I couldn't get down some streets due to drifting and I got her 1/2 hour early. Sandy on the other hand, who doesn't have a sidewalk to shovel and parks in a garage and has a bus stop in her fucking yard was half an hour late!
I am so glad it is almost the weekend! I'm leaving at 4 today no matter what.
current mood:  tired
current music: still Dead Can Dance...I can't get enough!
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(loan from the girl zone)
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Thursday, March 14th, 2002
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3:37 pm - Most recent update
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Ok...the snow stopped for a bit, but now it is not only snowing again but it is blowing. Please, please, please................
I forgot my hat! :-( :-(
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(loan from the girl zone)
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1:18 pm
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What are the odds of my class getting canceled tonight?? Anyone. I was just thinking how it would suck to live somewhere where nothing got canceled for any reasons. What do you dream about as a child?
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(2 lipstick boosts | loan from the girl zone)
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10:49 am
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8:00 am
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Ugh. I wish this midterm was over already but no I have to wait until 6! We are supposed to get a mega snow storm today which doesn't have me excited because I have to be here until 9:00 tonight. No sign of that snow yet though. I am going to have to sit down with work people and tell them the truth...that I am not a robot, but rather just a human who can not do 5x the work of everyone else. I need a Becky-bot. I am going to buy some nice beads this weekend so that I can get back to the things I love doing. I think I am taking a trip to Northfield to discover beautiful things. I used to love this boy named Chris Bruum and he and his family moved away to Northfield. Years later I was there and I saw him skateboarding. He was still dreamy. I bet I wouldn't even recognize him now.
current mood:  busy
current music: Dead Can Dance
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(4 lipstick boosts | loan from the girl zone)
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Monday, March 11th, 2002
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12:57 pm
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HIM: Hey baby are you interested in 9 inches?
Her: Yea I'm interested in 9 inches but I'm not interested in fucking you 3 times to get it!
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(loan from the girl zone)
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10:18 am
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I only come here for your friends
he says
plucking my petals one by one
it's dark
no one has to know
it's dark
sugar you sugar
come closer
love to feel
petals
pulling
petals
sugar baby
you aren't the one
but you'll do
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Agh...must study for midterm and must look like I am busy and valuable member of working team. Queenie is out again today...makes 3 now plus late 2 days last week and she only worked 3 1/2 to begin with. Must be nice. I am better than that. Creepy noise in my air vent again last night, rat like scratching. I fell asleep at 2 to be awoken by that at 4:00 again! I must be on a high though because I'm not really tired. Mavis and I had a gigantic discussion last night about families and our families and messed up shit. Not that I didn't before but I respect her so much for the head she has after what she's been through. Good to know someone can be sane for me when I finally kick the crazy bucket!!
current mood: Wired
current music: Joni Mitchell
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(loan from the girl zone)
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Friday, March 8th, 2002
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9:24 am
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Wednesday, March 6th, 2002
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9:10 am - Taking Drunken Polaroids While Smoking
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you say
smoking
camel wide lights
is a nasty habit
which adds years
to my face
making it impossible
to meet/marry/screw
a man
or find a man
who wants to
meet/marry/screw
me
I guess I'll remember that
when I am lying comfortably
in the center of my bed
ashtray on chest
not thinking of you
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Girl Scout cookies came today and I ate way too many thin mints for breakfast!
Molly and I were discussing how we hated girl scouts and now we are bitter women. We are starting our own group with merit badges for things like drinking a lot of vodka shots and sleeping with hispanic guys. I think will design some badges today while I sit at my desk and wait for my dad to get off the phone so I can talk to him. It's gonna be a long day!
current mood: bored
current music: Incubus
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(loan from the girl zone)
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Monday, March 4th, 2002
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4:26 pm
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10:57 am
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I am so tired of getting blamed for EVERYTHING that happens around here. Just because I am the youngest doesn't mean that everything is my fault. Ugh. This job is not worth my time anymore. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
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(loan from the girl zone)
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9:25 am - Where's Your Head At??
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I am in such a bad mood. I need to get my shit together today or I will be fucked. No more coffee.........
Today I will be a responsible adult person doing adult things like vacuuming my room and going to the gym and balancing my checkbook. Hurrah for adultness.
Speaking of adultness..I am hereby recommending the book Delta of Venus by Anais Nin. Wow, she makes my teeth sweat! I am not especially recommending the movie 40 Days and 40 Nights with Josh Hartnett though. There were a couple funny parts, but it didn't live up to my expectations.
This feels good
( Read more... )
current mood:  listless
current music: Eurotrash
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(3 lipstick boosts | loan from the girl zone)
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Wednesday, February 27th, 2002
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10:13 am
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Oh, Apologies
no apologies
this apology
doesn't describe
the way
it feels
to feel
for you
He's gone to Tahiti...just like they always do.
( Read more... )
current mood:  weird
current music: Speedway
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(loan from the girl zone)
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Monday, February 25th, 2002
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2:46 pm
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OH! Christian got dumped by his black hearted girlfriend. I am trying to seem less excited and more sympathetic, but I am less sympathetic and more excited. I am a vulture. Guess a trip to New York is in order where I put to use my unpolished stalking skills.
Ho hum.
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(loan from the girl zone)
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