| Saturday - February 23rd, 2002 |
| 3:22 pm |
easily amused... yes
this always cracks me up for some reason..
when a person has the little bears for their mood icon and you see
mood:  awake
he's so happy to be awake that he's humping his damn clock he he |
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| 2:59 pm |
ok nevermind...
when you put an extra special tape in the hidden zipper of one of your millions of tape holders for safe keeping... remember to remind yourself where the hell you put it :p
~*Mood at the moment*~  relieved
~*Music at the moment*~ wait only for my boot heels to be wanderin... |
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| 2:46 pm |
crap... I had this tape that I cherished so much because I was 4 and we had just moved to California and my parents were still together... I had this little tape player (that I always tormented everyone with going "say something" lol) and I was in my dad's room umm yeah basically asking him to say something! But he was telling me "go tell your mom she can come in here and read if she wants to" and I said ok and he said "ok so what are you going to tell her?" and it took me like 20 times to get it coz I was playing around he he
Anyway I can't FIND THE DAMN THING now!!! The last time I played it for someone was a year and a half ago or so... so its here somewhere... but its not in its normal place and you have no idea how much shit I have... little stuff everywhere
If I lost it though, I'd die.. now if I find it I'm gonna make like 10 copies
~*Music at the moment*~ my hands can't feel to grip... my toes too numb to step... |
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| 1:55 pm |
yes I had to.. its Trent!
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~*Music at the moment*~ my senses have been stripped... |
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| 1:03 pm |
its sooo warm outside all the sudden... I can't believe it!
Its perfect for the beach... we're gonna go to my beach tonight I think :)
I want to go shoot some IR because its so sunny but I didn't wanna go driving all over the place today... especially since I don't know what time he's coming over yet :)
My internship class is so damn easy... our class was online again today... we only actually meet one saturday a month I think! So today I had assignments but I just wrote them up and sent them through the online class email system thingee..
That Sam guy emailed me and asked about putting a word in for him at Broadcom... I will but its soooo hard to get in there...
God today is so perfect for being in the pool or at the beach damnit... I wish I wasn't sitting here inside... but the pool would take too long to heat up and we aren't going to the beach til later....
I could always heat up the jacuzzi though! Hmmmmmm
Its actually the perfect day for sailing too... its too bad you have to put in to charter one so far ahead :p
~*Mood at the moment*~  content
~*Music at the moment*~ take me on a trip upon your magic, swirling ship... |
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| Friday - February 22nd, 2002 |
| 8:25 pm |
I'm patiently waiting for Ricky... and Brad is cracking me up
He has people worshipping his penis and all
(Oh no..... I'm one of those people who are posting IM conversations now... eeeek!)
But I think I'm just hungry and dizzy or something
That shall be my excuse!
Me: when what all happens? :)
Me: I just typed happenis
Me: he he man
Brad: hehe
Me: it must be your penis power
Brad: yes... it has influenced you
Me: ha ha
Brad: Let go of your feelings, follow your true thoughts... turn to the dark side, young Jedi. Learn the ways of The Penis
Me: thought insertion baby
Brad: thought inserstion baby?
Me: yeah you put the word penis in my happens!!!!!!!
Brad: freudian slip, more like it.
Me: I do not think of penises *gasp*
Me: peni
Brad: Now we all know what's on Girky's mind, ay???? lol
Me: NOT penis!! he he
Me: ok nevermind.... I'm seeing penises everywhere
Brad: guilty as charged! heh
Me: my penis speakers are making penis noises
Me: ha ha whatever penis noises are!
Brad: Well that sucks (no pun intended)
Me: I dunno... I kinda liked it there for a minute or two
Brad: <--- no comment
Me: them nice penis noises
Me: ok nevermind I'm scaring the poor Brad...
Brad: *sqeek* *squeek*.. that's the only thing that came to my mind as far as what a penis would sound like
Me: squeeek???
Me: really?
Me: I'm thinking a "squirt" with a twist of "gurgle"
Me: that *is* gurgle and *NOT* gargle by the way
Brad: Aaaaaahhahahaha
Brad: What about.... "Eeeeeeehhhaaaaaawwww!!!!!!!!!"
Me: yeah your penis would say yeehawww wouldn't it? Especially when you're playing that Trisha Yearwood :)
Brad: you mean, playing *wth* Trisha Yearwood hehe
Me: uh oh... I can hear it singing "if you wanna be my lover... you gotta get with my friends" he he |
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| 4:35 pm |
No, this code isn't making more sense... I don't know what to do though... its hard but I have to do it anyway because working here is hard ya know? So if I want to freakin work here I have to figure this out.. but I can't! Its literally over 100 pages and all over the place... and he didn't plan on anyone else messing with it so the names are all cryptic and I don't know what its doing :p
I don't know what to doooooo
Maybe I should know... but listen here motherfellow, RlyFunMod didn't look to *me* like relay function module! It was supposed to be a really fun... something |
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| 11:43 am |
ooooh that was a 5.2 earthquake
I knew it was kinda big... |
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| 10:09 am |
ok so I might actually attempt to work today... I mean I've been attempting it but this project is so complicated that I've just kinda stared at it for days and days... I can't just keep doing that though... I feel guilty now when Gene or Austin ask "how's the project coming along?" he he
Smiling and nodding only get me so far in this damn industry!
I can't believe its already the end of February... I can't even keep up anymore
This whole month has been sooooooo great though! I was wondering if maybe its the best one I've *ever* had so far? :) Its quite possible...
Someone emailed me yesterday that I hadn't talked to much in about 5 months (besides a quick hello at Xmas time or whatever) and asked how I was doing and everything... and I realized that the last time I saw him my life was so screwy and I had even told him how screwy it was and he must have thought I was screwy for sure because I never even told him details and I still remember him saying "I think you're just lost" and "I think you're really in denial" and questioned me about everything and went off about how I had gotten this weird view of love along the way and how I should be in psychology if that's what I love and thought I was nuts for doing something else and blah blah blah... he looked me in the eye and got all serious and made me promise I'd at least try a few things I wanted but was scared of... and I promised him just to shut him up... but it still stuck with me
and all that came back to me and I realized that right now everything is so completely different... I mean of course that happens when you're in your early 20's or whatever.. everything changes more often... but it still amazes me how everything can be so much better so quickly
I didn't even explain it though... I just said "I'm actually doing great... its amazing how much can change in a few months!"
~*Mood at the moment*~ lucky |
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| Thursday - February 21st, 2002 |
| 4:56 pm |
I'm sitting at school because I got out of my last class so damn early.. that should be good but then after I think "hell yeah" I start to think "ah shit now what am I supposed to do for 30 minutes?"
Its not long enough to do anything but not short enough to go sit by my next class! I should go in the little store by admissions and buy a couple of those Sobe Adrenaline drinks...
I just took my first test of the semester... it was just my social psych class... how hard can that be? And how can I be afraid of an instructor that looks exactly like Melinda ha ha |
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| 12:30 pm |
awww just as soon as I thought I might get over last week being over, I saw Ricky's post about it and now I want to go back again!
Ya know what's weird... when we got back over the border we were going to have dinner in San Diego and we just *had* to have Mexican food lol
I mean we parked and walked allllllllll over the little part of town looking for Mexican food! We actually finally found a place that was (of course) right accross from the car but if we hadn't we were going to go to another city to find Mexican food!
Anyway... I've actually had Mexican food every day since Valentine's Day too... I don't even mean to but it just happened that way... and just when I was going to break that damn cycle my cousin brought me Taco Bell he he
Ok so that's not real Mexican food but its close enough ;) |
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| Wednesday - February 20th, 2002 |
| 11:27 pm |
Here are some of the pictures I took in Mexico from our little beach house :)
I might post more later....
This was taken right from up on our patio so you can see we were right on the water
I *love* this picture of him :) Its in infrared...
but it wasn't very sunny at all... so the IR was really weak in this one..
I'd better ask him before I post the other ones with him in it he he
I had to do it in infrared too...
This was from our patio too so I couldn't get around to the right any further... |
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| 3:32 pm |
Its nice to come home and be done with the day by 3:30!
Wednesdays are the best... well I usually get to see Ricky on Wed and I'm seeing him tomorrow instead so they're usually better but I actually get to just stay home and not be busy tonight with school and work and crap!
Dawson better be on tonight too... I think it is though? :)
This morning sucked... I was trying to get up early and get out on time but I ended up being soooo late! I was running late already and just as I thought I might barely make it, the fucking ramp for my freeway change was closed off so I had to go the really long way :p Then the parking lot was all full so I had to go to the one that's a mile away from my building... There is this shuttle thing now that picks you up there and takes you to places on campus but I never took it because I like walking... but today I saw it and it was right at the stop so I figured it'd be faster than walking so I jumped in... but I didn't know there were two seperate routes so I got on the wrong one and it took me to the Visual Arts center which is like wayyy further away than I already was to start with LOL So I was completely screwed.... I ended up being like almost 20 minutes late but whatever I didn't miss much :p
I just kept wondering what ELSE could have gone wrong!
My mom looked up my credit because we were thinking of how I can buy a condo in a few months and she said my FICO score is 766 and made a big deal about how that was good but I don't even know what the hell to compare it to? I'll just take her word for it he he |
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| Tuesday - February 19th, 2002 |
| 10:04 pm |
today was bittersweet... that's for sure
so much to worry about but still so much to be happy about
I must have been pulled back and forth between those two things at least 20 times today
I still haven't unpacked all the way... my stuff is on my bed waiting to be put away and I have a little homework thing to do... its just one page and it'll take like 20 minutes but all I want to do right now is go to sleep |
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| 1:26 pm |
ahh godddddd
I finally had my stomach ache go away and all... but for the last freakin hour Dan was torturing me with the most disgusting conversation ever... so now I'm all sick again ughhh... somehow he went from black widows to dead bodies and how they rot in all these different ways and then Scott brought up the guy in Georgia who's been stacking up hundreds of dead bodies because his incinerator thingee stopped working and even had pictures on the internet... then Dan started talking about exactly how a person eats monkey brains and then got on beef jerky not being beef at the swap meet... then he asked if I saw the donkey show in Mexico and just as I was thinking next time I go I should ask where the donkey show is he told me its a show where all the girls fuck donkeys... good thing he told me before I asked hmm? And he and his wife used to live in SF so he knows all these places where people do animals and all this shit (and this is coming from like a 40 something year old korean man) and told me about this fruit stand (he called it fast fruit stand ha ha) full of flies and maggots and I think I could hurl right about now :p
And I thought he was such a nice quiet distinguished man before... |
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| 10:29 am |
I had the best time in Mexico with Ricky... I was in heaven pretty much
And the place he got us was perfect! You can't get closer to the water than this place... if you went out on the patio or even just sat anywhere in the house, all you see is water... it was gorgeous
But mostly I just loved getting to spend 5 days with him... doing whatever we wanted
He's gotta be the coolest, sweetest guy I've ever known and I know I spent most of the time wondering how I got so lucky...
I only wish it didn't go by so fast... I was so sad when I woke up this morning without him there with me...
Mexico was really cool though... I had never been past TJ before so I had no idea what to expect but we went to Ensenada and a few other places... I loved how different it was and everything (and of course I loved the mexican food and margaritas)
We had so much fun :) |
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| Thursday - February 14th, 2002 |
| 1:44 pm |
ok its almost time to go to school... less than an hour anyway... I hate sitting at work watching the clock
I know my classes are going to lag too because I can't wait to leave...
I'm always more impatient when I'm all ready to go early and then I just have to wait for it to be time to actually go... that's how I always am about trips and stuff :)
I'll probably be gone until Monday... at least I hope :)
On Saturday, Brent and Zayda are gonna come down and have dinner with us... they say they usually like to go for the day and have lobster so that's probably what we'll do... that'll be cool coz Brent hasn't met Ricky yet... and they were asking me about him at the Super Bowl thing coz I told them I finally found a keeper ;)
(which is usually highly unlikely for me so yes, they asked about him after they passed out in the french onion dip)
Ahh the Fun Love Virus is all over our servers :p
Not that it matters but I thought it would be in like one file but the scanner is finding it in all these other people's stuff too...
Well... its time for me to get ready to get the hell out of here...
I'll be back online on Monday or so... you better be telling me you missed me!!
Or at least say Happy Birthday to Cupid!!? :)
~*Mood at the moment*~  excited |
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| 12:44 pm |
I can't believe I actually *like* Diet Coke now.. they must have changed it?
I don't know... I love it out of the can but when I go to like Mc Donalds and order it, its always nasty tasting... what's up with that?
I'm not as lost at work now.... I realized the huge code needs to be changed so that I take just the SmartBits parts out and put in the smaller code he gave me.. well I have to know how to replace each function where it needs to go which I can't do yet but at least I know what the hell these are for :) |
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| 11:52 am |
grrr
they set me up a lab station and I'm sure that's great and all if I knew what the hell to *do* with it!!
I'm so lost :p Don't they know I've never done anything like this? |
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| 9:39 am |
Happy Valentine's Day :)
And if you hate Valentine's Day, then its Cupid's BDAY! he he
Hence... the name... :p
(Most people don't know why the hell I named him that)
Anyway.. I was late to work today so I was driving like a madwoman on the toll road
It took me longer than I thought to pack the stuff I had to use this morning and then pack my car up.. and of course like *always* I had to hear Danny say "Damn, girl... are you going for 2 months?" lol
I'm so excited though... I know work and school are going to go by soooo slow |
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| Wednesday - February 13th, 2002 |
| 9:07 pm |
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ahhh whyyyyyyyyyyyy do that to Dawson's Creek... I mean it was good but it had nothing to do with the show and it was just depressing! Oh well.. the next one does look good though :) |
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| 7:54 pm |
holy crap... I *did* just stretch my cartilage to a 14g!
I thought even the 16g started feeling a little bit loose and it made me curious he he
The 14g didn't really want to fit... so I kept putting hot water on my ear to soften it up... its not bleeding or anything at all and it was a couple months ago so it must be ok
I know it heals a lot better the bigger the barbell so I'm sooo glad I was finally able to get the damn 14g one through... it hurts like a bitch right now though
But when I first got it pierced it was a tiny 22g starter earring and everyone told me I'd never get it to stretch to a 14g and blah blah blah... but if you get it before it heals all the way then it works... so :p
Anyway.... its Dawson's Creek time...
Then I have to pack!
My work and school are going to go by so slow tomorrow I bet... I can't wait to leave to Mexico :)
I swear... Ricky is the best! |
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| 4:15 pm |
ok I got brave all the sudden and I stuck a 16g barbell in my cartilage finally
I knew if I was going to get it to a 16g I had to do it before it healed too much around the 18g one so I just went for it... I doubt I'll stretch it to 14g but that'd be nice... all the good stuff comes in 14g! |
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| 3:39 pm |
when the lotto is like 130 million... isn't it kinda hard NOT to buy a ticket?
I've never bought one personally but I do have the one Mai gave me yesterday... and if she hadn't given me one I might have thought about buying one? I don't know... |
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