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Fred Karp's LiveJournal:
| Wednesday, February 20th, 2002 | |||
| 1:53 am | Not a bad nite.... well stressful day, ended up cleaning my room to burn some energy, and went to wal-mart....its just a long week i guess...i didnt get cast in any of the senior thesis shows, but iwasn't really going for those...tommorow i have auditions for the one-acts and monologues from 6:30-9pm thats really what i was looking forward too... I've been more hi & lo then usual the past few days....im really happy one minute and the next minute im a totally different person...i haven't been sleeping well at all...i have alot of difficulty falling asleep and then staying asleep...to much on my mind...to much to think of...I've realized that i just dont like anna alot but im really crazy about her...ill be sitting in class and randomly start thinking 'i wonder what she is doing right now'....i lay awake late at nite thinking about her, and about my family, and my friends...and the people who question all my actions and ideas, and so on... I guess i miss having the feeling that i know there's someone out there who understands me, and who knows what im going through, and who cares enough to brighten up my day...the little things that someone you are with would do...things that seem so silly, but really are just whati need... i don't know what im saying...i don't make any sense...i never make sense...im gonna stop babbling now Current Mood:  discontentCurrent Music: Disco Biscuits-Home Again | ||
| Tuesday, February 19th, 2002 | |||
| 4:42 am | Feeling good as mentioned in my earlier post...yet again i go to sleep without anyone...no matter how good i feel the only line in my head is "Why does my heart? why does my heart feel so all alone?" *sigh* yet a smile remains on my face.... Current Mood: Thinking about her.... Current Music: Lillywhite Sessions (good music for that) | ||
| 4:18 am | It was gettin to be around midnite and i realized there wasn't a wild amount of people in my dorm...i figured i would be in bed by 2 at the latest and wake up by 10:45 so i can do work til my 2:00 class..but here its 4:15 ...yea there was a larger then average crowd tonite...weed was lent to me by appleton, but the favor is always returned...anna came down, after gail, and we smoked out of the mini stieam roller...Me, anna, adam, ali, coop, appleton, and pat and tom from next door....we smoked...and smoked some more....and we just hung out and chilled.... wow i didnt have any weed, it ws provided by someone...i thought i would have to go afew days without it... hey life ain't bad...it ain't fantastic, but really it aint so bad at all Current Mood:  content | ||
| Monday, February 18th, 2002 | |||
| 9:42 pm | Just got in from auditions...dont really know how they went...one person seemed fairly interested...but i wasn't really there for anything, more on a whim...im trying out for the smaller shows on Wed. too, we'll see how that goes.... on another note: i feel sorta icky....im not sick, i justfeel icky...and im lonely... *sigh* Current Mood:  blahCurrent Music: Moby | ||
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| 5:42 pm |
hmm, must look into that one...  I am Sir Didymus! Loyal and stubborn to no end, I'll charge into battle to defend my honor. I may talk too much, but I'm a good friend to have anyway. My sense of smell, sadly, is not keen.
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| Sunday, February 17th, 2002 | |||
| 2:27 pm | If anyone has an extra livejournal access code please send it to me so i can pass it on to my friend.... PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE | ||
| 5:51 am | more quiz-fun  What is YOUR Highschool label? thats a little to obvious and this one here is def. true i think:  i LOVE trainspotting:  Which Trainspotting Character Are You? WELL TIME FOR BED FOR ME... | ||
| 5:37 am | after taking the marvel test again i've gotten:  Which Star-Crossed Marvel Lover Are You? and all the answers seem to make sense...bah, im a dork | ||
| 5:36 am |  beats and bohemians...i love it, im now re-reading dharma bums and on the road for the 5th time | ||
| 5:34 am | |||
| 5:17 am | What's Your Party Style? Pig If party-going was an Olympic sport, you'd have a lock on the gold medal. An enthusiastic, happy-go-lucky Pig, you're king of the party animals. You don't mind getting a little muddy in the name of fun, and you're always up for a good time. You take center stage at tailgates and crowded apartment parties — the rowdier the better. But whatever the occasion, you're first in line when the keg gets tapped, and you're delighted to toast everyone who walks through the door. Your enthusiasm and good nature are infectious — people love to cheer on your jokes and antics. You may occasionally regret your festive nature the next morning, but not for very long. As long as you're enjoying yourself, why not live it up? thats from this http://www.emode.com/emode/tests/party_animal_switch.jsp it had acute lil pig icon lol...go try it out Current Mood:  highCurrent Music: me tapping on the keys | ||
| 4:58 am |  Which Star-Crossed Marvel Lover Are You? or  Which Star-Crossed Marvel Lover Are You? i took this quiz twice the answers were similar, but different enough to be me....im not sure which one is...maybe its a combo... any ideas? | ||
| Friday, February 15th, 2002 | |||
| 2:54 pm | I woke up somewhere between 2 and 2:45 ...anna and gail came down and so thoughtfully returned my lighter(THANKS SO MUCH)...now i recover....and clean....and recover....AND WATCH HOCKEY TIL 1AM | ||
| 6:17 am | somehow over the course of the evening's hectic turn of events i managed to loose my cream/offwhite lighter....i REALLY dug that lighter...i hope i find it!!! | ||
| 6:05 am | A breakdown of the nite let me try and recap the nights activities...bear with me...im a wee bit fucked up( drunk AND stoned) 7:20ish...adam and i return from the 2ndwine run...in our possession are 7 bottles of wine... 7:30 Adam and I each individually pop open our own bottle of semi-dry white wine 7:40 lisa comes to get a bottle of red, followed by pete doing the same thing.... 7:50-9ish adam and i each kill our own bottle of wine and watch curling... 9ish...Coop (dave) comes over and smokes a bowl with adam and i MORE CURLING FOR A LONG TIME Jenn, Tom, and Appleton (dave) show up at somepoint and we drink and smoke...they then leave to go to Jenn's room to get more beer.... Anna, Gail and Jess come down, drunk of their asses..we split pretty much a bottle and a half of wine between us....adam and i had taken down the half bottle.....Anna get's sick...passes out in my bed...oh and pukes in my trash can (there specifially for puke) so she puke's and then passes out....we then proceed to smoke after Tom, Appleton, and Jenn return...wow was that a blast..then Anna (passed out) Myself, Jess, Adam, Gail , and later Ali proceed to stay up and jsut hang out telling stories and talking about stoner things....and 5:36 rolls around and FIRE DRILL!!!!!! Anna and Gail walk up back to their building and we stand outside for the fire drill....and now its 6:03 am...i haven't been sober since 7:30 pm....the girl of my dreams was sleeping in my bed....BUT IWASN'T IN IT....yet im still happy...i just wish one day it happens when she is sober....this valentine's day wasn't too bad aside from me blowing up at lisa which i feel bad about... *drip drip* there goes the last small amount of white wine down my throat... Current Mood: VERY high & QUITE drunk Current Music: the thoughts in my mind... | ||
| Thursday, February 14th, 2002 | |||
| 10:37 pm | drunken quiz time... hooray for the drunken quiz....  Take the What Color Dragon Should You Ride? Quiz Made By:  myway and teza
 Take the Which Powerpuff Girl Are You? Test.  I am OSCAR. I'm a wild and crazy guy! Which Sesame Street Character Are You? | ||
| 10:06 pm | Quick Update: 1 bottle of wine killed by myself..... 1 more to go...so im gonna take a slight break b4 i start up the second bottle... Current Mood: getting drunk Current Music: Lillywhite Sessions-Bartender | ||
| 11:34 am | THE DAY IS UPON US.... It's Valentine's Day....yuck All i can think about is how much i want to be with Anna, how happy she makes me, how crappy i feel right now... Yesterday she noticed i was looking a wee-bit miserable in class so when she came down to hang out later that night she brought down tigger and left him here... Sometimes i wish i could just take hold of her hand and let out all those things that im thinking...but i don't even think i could come up with the words to explain my thoughts.. Last nite was a good nite, we got incredibly stoned and watched Olympic Curling...it was a blast... Tonite: 1 bottle of bully hill white wine for me.....1 bottle of bully hill white wine for my roomie.... It's getting drunk time...and ithink i need it.... "People don't seem to see the scars, but the burn marks are always noticeable" Current Mood:  pessimisticCurrent Music: The Doors- The End | ||
| Wednesday, February 13th, 2002 | |||
| 4:17 am | My logic text book came with some access code to a website so we can do the homework online...and then just print it out...but the damn site takes forever cause of our crappy connection i got my religions work done, and sorta did the logic work...still no proof of htat cause of how fucked up the site is or our network is....bah.... To Do tommorow before sociology: 60 pages of various artilces about the media oh, and HAPPY 4:20 Current Mood:  sleepyCurrent Music: Silence...AT LAST | ||
