check out this dream i had this morning.
icarus and i were living in a house. not an apartment or loft, but a house. my dad had come to visit, which really is kinda weird, seeing as i've lived here for almost 6 years and he's visited me approximately once.
dad was sitting somewhere, holding my damascus kitty, cradling her like one would a baby. he said something to the effect of how we put too much energy into this kitty and that she needed to go outside for a while or something. i told him no, she's strictly an indoor cat. the few times she's gotten outside, she was terrified (this is true outside of the dream - i still have a scar from how freaked out she was when i tried to pull her out from underneath J&D;'s house).
so what does my dad do? he opens the door and tosses her outside. i shout NO! and run outside. of course, there are about 5 other cats out there too, all of them looking like damascus. but I Know My KittyGirl, and i instinctively knew when i looked at a cat that it was not my damascus.
i kept looking, and there she was, perched atop a telephone wire. she looked bigger, almost like a puma, but i new it was her. she saw me, left out a "aeiou", and started to tightrope-walk her way towards the house.
i was so nervous, saying "it's okay, sweetie... come on, you can do it." i was so upset that i was almost crying. she made her way to the roof of the house, and it being a slanted roof, she carefully worked her way down to the edge and then jumped. i was ready to catch her, but she got down all right on her own.
when she got to the ground, she had suddenly changed into a girl only slightly shorter than me. she had long blonde hair that came down to her waist. she smiled, hugged me, and said, "you didn't need to worry, i was fine. i knew what i was doing."
there the dream ended.
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