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Friday, March 22nd, 2002
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12:54 pm - Pong... the stuff deep thinkers are made of.
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I' been playing a little pong today and I was surprised to find how deep in thought I got while playing. I decided that I'm just going to give up on the dating and sex thing. It really just sucks. Who really needs sex anyway?
I also decided that Marlboro Ultra Lights suck as a help to quit smoking and they taste like ass. So no more of them. Just cold turkey from now on. That is after this pack runs out. :-P
Now,... what to get tattooed on my ass... any suggestions?
Oh well back to the Pong I guess.
current mood:  contemplative
current music: The Cure - Boys Don't Cry
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11:25 am - Quitting smoking sucks major ass.
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I want a cigarette so bad right now. ARGHHHH!!!
current mood:  frustrated
current music: The Clarks - Cigarette
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7:28 am - Rabbits, rabbits, rabbits... They're everywhere.
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I must have seen seen seven or eight rabbits last night. It's crazy. There's so many of them.
Rob and I filled our usual spots at the local Waffle House. I made the mistake of playing two of those songs that you just don't play. You know, the ones with memories attached to them that you don't want to remember because it hurts to even think about it. One of them was mine, Again by Lenny Cravits, and the other was Rob's, Strawberry Wine.
I guess I haven't really snapped out of it yet.
current mood:  depressed
current music: Suzanne Vega - In Liverpool
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| Thursday, March 21st, 2002
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11:17 pm - As usual I stole this from somebody. And that somebody is Rob.
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NAME 4 BAD HABITS YOU HAVE:
- smoking (trying to quit. ugh.)
- drink too much (don't want to quit)
- fingernail biting
- dose staying on my computer too much count?
NAME 4 PEOPLE CURRENTLY ON YOUR GOOD SIDE:
- Rob
- Eric
- my sister
- the little green man standing next to my bed.
NAME 4 SCENTS YOU LOVE:
- peppermint
- fresh peaches
- spring rain
- Charleston (I know that's weird but I do)
FAVORITE...
Food: Sushi
Drink: Peppermint Schnapps
Color: I like them all, but I lean towards black and dark blues.
Album: Right now... Howie Day's Australia
Shoes: My black, double buckling, boots
Candy: I don't have much of a sweet tooth.
Animal: Monkeys, Horses, Bunnies, Ferrets, Cats, ect.
TV Show: Southpark (I love a show that's not afraid to be politically correct
Movie: American Beauty, The Virgin Suicides, Interview with a Vampire, ect.
Dance: I'm white, I don't do that
Song: Howie Day, She Says (great breakup song)
Vegetable: This is making me hungry...
Fruit: Peaches :-)
ARE YOU...
Understanding: Always. More than I want to be sometimes.
Open-minded: All the time
Arrogant: sometimes
Insecure: " "
Interesting: I don't think so.
Hungry: Yes and very much so.
Friendly: yeah, most of the time
Smart: *L*
Moody: a little
Childish: Sometimes
Independent: I guess so. Never really thought about it.
Hard working: LOL
Organized: very little if any
Healthy: I guess
Emotionally Stable: normally or currently?
Shy: not really
Difficult: sometimes
Attractive: I don't think so but people tell me I am.
Bored Easily: no
Thirsty: yes
Responsible: no
Obsessed: yes
Angry: no
Sad: yeah, certain songs do strange thing to me.
Happy: A little
Trusting: Way too much.
Ill: no
Talkative: sometimes
Legal: for sex and cigarettes
Original: most of the time
Different: by far
Unique: yes
Reliable: yes
Content: no
Optimistic: most of the time but not right now
Deep thinker: yeah
Self-disciplined: *L* that's funny
Sleepy: yeah
Lonely: always
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
Kill: nobody
Slap: myself
Get Really Wasted With: anybody right now
Tickle: nobody
Look Like: Brad Pitt
Be Like: a bird, so I can fly far far away from here.
Talk To: nobody
Talk To Online: anybody?
current mood: discontent
current music: Howie Day - She Says
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1:13 am - I feel really strange right now.
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Maybe it's the sleep deprivation and maybe it's that 1/4 of a beer that I just had but I feel like I'm floating. This is so freaky.
current mood:  weird
current music: Radiohead - Morning Bell
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| Wednesday, March 20th, 2002
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11:46 pm - I see a connection. Do you?
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7:49 pm - and another thing...
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7:41 pm - Anime porn is so damn funny...
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I was looking for some new anime to make stuff with and I came across a henti page by accident. I had no idea that there was cartoon porn. Well anyway, I was linked to this site by accident and this video starts to download automatically. so I let it download to look at it later, being that I'd never seen anime porn, but I forgot about it. So, later on I was showing Eric a car video that I downloaded for him, because he's all about some car stuff, and I accidentally started the henti. That has to be the funniest thing I've seen go across my screen in a long time. I was laughing so hard I fell out of my chair. I knew cartoons could bend in funny ways but that's just ridiculous.
So, on a different note, I finally fixed my computer. I bought some more RAM and installed it today and it works great now. Yay for me.
current mood:  giggly
current music: smashing pumpkins - 1979 (acoustic)
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4:35 am - I know people read my LJ but nobody ever comments.
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I was just getting back from jogging, just now, when I see a rabbit eating some leaves off of a bush at the entrance to my dorm. I stopped and watched him for a while and decided to see if I could touch him. So, using my mad stealth skills I slowly walked towards it and reached out and touched it's ears. I didn't mean to but I scared him so bad that he left a few little presents behind before he bolted off into the bushes. The poor thing.
Well anyway, I get inside and turn on the computer and Rob IM's me.
Imitation Smile (04:01:50 AM): have i ever told you how much stupid gay boys annoy me?
bodyparts105 (04:01:58 AM): lmao
Imitation Smile (04:02:16 AM): i mean god damnit
Imitation Smile (04:02:22 AM): some of these boys really need social lives
bodyparts105 (04:02:25 AM): I can relate
bodyparts105 (04:02:38 AM): *smirk*
Can anyone see the irony in this? This is definitely one of those situations where the pot is calling the kettle black. :-)
current mood:  amused
current music: shhhh...
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| Tuesday, March 19th, 2002
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2:51 am
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| Monday, March 18th, 2002
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2:58 pm - Being that I go by two names this is sort-of pick and chose
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Your first name of Gene has given you a very practical, hard-working, systematic nature. Your interests are focused on technical, mechanical, and scientific things, to the exclusion of interests of an artistic, musical, or social nature. You have a rather skeptical outlook on life and rather materialistic standards. In reaching your goals, you are very independent and resourceful, patient and determined. You can be so very positive and definite in your own ideas and opinions that others sense a lack of tact and friendliness in your manner of expression. You are inclined to be rather demanding and self-centred in your personal wants, and your own desires can be so overriding that you fail to recognize or appreciate the feelings, opinions, or desires of others. As a consequence, difficulties in relations within the family or with close associates can arise. Weaknesses in the health centre in the head, and in the stomach and intestinal organs.
The name of Lloyd creates a quick, analytical, and clever mind; you are creative, versatile, original, and independent. You have large ambitions, and it is difficult for you to be tolerant and understanding of those who desire less in life or who are more slow and methodical by nature. Patience is not your forte. You do, however, have leadership ability and would never be happy in a subservient position. You are ambitious and aggressive by nature. You would be happiest in positions where you are free to express individually and creatively and where opportunities are not restricted; you desire freedom, and do not tolerate being possessed by others. You appreciate change and travel, and the opportunity to meet and mix with others, and to influence them with your creative ideas. You are very self-confident and feel you can accomplish anything you set out to do, and you can, although, this name does not allow proper completion of undertakings, and forced changes cause financial losses and bitter experiences. This name also creates caustic expression and moods which prevent harmony and happiness in close association. When under strain, tension could affect the stomach and solar plexus. There is a tendency for you to worry.
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2:26 pm
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2:25 pm - Bling blingin' yo
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W3rd up dawg. I be da flyest Jesus of them all. Sure, I may sing pop music in a group with a bunch of sissy white boys, but it brings in the bling-bling. And like any good savior, I get all the virgins I want for eternity.
Take the What Jesus Would You Be? Quiz
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2:18 pm
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1:56 pm - A few song quotes from the voices in my head...
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" Man, I feel like mould." Teenage Dirt Bag - Wheatus
" God thinks you're an idiot." God Thinks - Voltaire
" It's been so log since I've tried to fly." Body Crumbles - Dry Cell
" All I want is the world." All I Want - Guster
" The best things in life drive her to cry" Brackish - Kitty
" You looked behind you and smiled back at me." Comfortable - John Mayer
" Can't remember what went wrong last September." "-"
" It's like I don't care about nothing' man." Cuz I got High - Afro Man
" With my head in my hands I just sit and cry. Don't speak. I know just what you're saying. So please stop explaining. Don't tell me 'cause it hurts." Don't Speak - No Doubt
" Rain, rain on my face. Hasn't stopped raining for days. My world is a flood. Slowly I become one with the mud." Flood - Jars of Clay
" I feel like one of them gasping for air." Get You In - Better than Ezra
" I have a vision I can't control. I feel I've lost my spirit and sold my soul." Gets Me Through - Ozzy
" Lord,I pray for strength, 'cause I know what it means to walk alone through the lonely street of dreams." Here I Go Again On My Own - Whitesnake
" The boy in the belfrie is crazy. He's throwing himself from the tower. Like a hunch back in heaven he's been ringing the bells in the church for the last half an hour." In Liverpool - Suzanne Vega
" People they don't understand. Girl friends they don't understand. Your grandsons they won't understand. On top of this I ain't ever gonna understand." Last Night - The Strokes
" It's no surprise. I am my own worst enemy. 'Cause every now an then I kick the living shit out of me." My Own Worst Enemy - Lit
" I'm trapped in this world, lonely and fading, hart broke and waiting for something to come." Not Meant for Me - Wayne Static
" And I think it's gonna be a long long time 'till the touch down brings me 'round again to find I'm not the man they think I am at all. I'm a rocket man." Rocket Man - Elton John
" They've given you a number and taken away your name." Secret Agent Man - Blues Traveler
" Sweet is the sight of a room, window open, lit by candle light. How would you know." She Says - Howie Day
" How these little defenses can be so uncomforting." So Unsexy - Alanis Morissette
" My best friend took a weeks vacation to forget her. His girl took a weeks worth of valume and slept and now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his head on the floor." The Freshmen - The Verve Pipe ( If you've never heard this song, like who hasn't, download it. It's my theme song. )
" 17 without a purpose or direction." The Rock Show - Blink 182
" Today was gonna be the day but they'll never throw it back to you." Wonderwall - Oasis
By the way, this list of quotes have nothing to do with any said person. They're just quotes.
And now I will end this list with a very special song.
*Ahem*
" Why are there so many,
songs about rainbows,
and what's on the other side,
rainbows are visions,
but only illusions,
and rainbows have nothing to hide,
so we've been told,
and some chose to belive it,
I know they're wrong wait and see,
some day we'll find it,
the rainbow connection,
the lovers, the dreamers, and me,
who said that every wish,
would be heard and answered,
when wished on the morning star,
somebody thought of that,
and someone believed it,
look what it's done so far,
what's so amazing,
that keeps us star-gazing,
and what do we think we might see,
some day we'll find it,
the rainbow connection,
the lovers, the dreamers, and me,
all of us under it's bell,
we know that it's probably magic,
have you been half asleep,
and have you heard voices,
I've heard them calling my name,
is this the sweet sound,
that calls the young sailor,
the voice might be one in the same,
I've heard it too many times to ignore it,
it's something that I'm supposed to be,
some day we'll find it,
the rainbow connection,
the lovers, the dreamers, and me." Rainbow Connection - Kermit the Frog
current mood: nostalgic
current music: ummm... duh.
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10:44 am - Yeah, so...
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I decided to stop smoking a few days ago. Although my original reason for quitting is no longer existent I think I'm going to try to anyway. So, in the spirit of Kim and Loni I have compiled the top five reasons to keep smoking and the top five reasons to quit smoking.
The top five reasons to keep smoking:
1) the ability to start a fire anywhere i.e. lighter (pyromaniacs unite)
2) smoke rings rock
3) cloves are yummy (mmm... tastes like candy)
4) there's always something to stick in your mouth
5) cold turkey is a bitch
The top five reasons to quit smoking:
1) that whole cancer thing (who really needs lungs anyway)
2) potty mouth
3) smelling like you've been sitting on a barbecue
4) get your ass beat by a little asian girl
5) them bitches are $5 a pack
p.s. - Rob, you need to hear this song,dude. You'd like it. Trust me.
current mood:  numb
current music: God Thinks - Voltaire
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9:51 am
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 I am Vanilla Flavoured.
I am one of the most popular flavours in the world. Subtle and smooth, I go reasonably with anyone, and rarely do anything to offend. I can be expected to be blending in in society. What Flavour Are You?
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9:29 am
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I'm worth $1,267,500.00. Hey, it's more than I expected and atleast it's something.
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9:16 am
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 I taste like Nuclear Waste. Delicious.
Tasting like nuclear waste is a good thing - nothing bites me, nothing eats me, few things even touch me. But I don't appreciate the solitude my life brings. What Flavour Are You?
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| Thursday, March 14th, 2002
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5:03 am - D'oh
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awake
