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[21 Mar 2002|07:04pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | yolanda adams - never give up ] agh what a day. i feel half "ehh" already. so much hw n shizy!!!! i was talkin to this sb guy from Aa.. found his s/n today. we have the same b-days, interesting. he told me that its not so much the party school that everyone says.. so thats cool. and hmm whats nice is how he said he can practically hear the sound of waves crashing... sweet.. =) post comment

[20 Mar 2002|09:26pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | alex to - baby, i'm sorry ] man, i feel lightheaded. i had a big mug of cappuccinno and played approx. 15 minutes of bee-catching.. bubble games. ehhe. that game is soo addicting. =P anyways, man i am so lazy!! i finished my spanish hw, but i still have that math portfolio to do!! i also need to do my psych midterm.. man what a bum!! hehe. i really feel like sleeping right now, but i don't know.. i'll try to read some psych. i hope nora gets her scantrons already.. =X two tests on friday.. AGH!!... today lotsa band/orchestra ppl are gone.. awh i feel kinda lonely.. =( ... why'd yall have to go.. boo =( be with mee!! ahhaha.. im so selfish. O and i heard from... hmmm was it kathy or... someone else this morning.. about how bananas' first choice is la and... he got rejected... yeap.. poor bebe. welpz, i could care less about his going to sadies.. i don't really care nemore. he can do whatever he wants to. he is still good to look at, but.. furthermore, he's just another pretty face with no personality. he has brains, yes he does.. but oh my is he boring.... =P .. i got my multi shirt today!! its sooo booty.. hehehe. i just don't like how the neck is kinda small.. i should've gotten a large.. so that it would be roomy n comfy.. yeaps.. welps my brother is trying out for OH and he told me how he saw hung the other day, smoking away... man, i really wish he would cut down =/ im worried. well, hung has a nice new car now.. or smething.. i haven't talked to him in a week or so.. he also has a bummin stereo to go with it.. cost him 800 something... gawsh.. if i were him i'd save it for his college $$... o welpz.. o, and about sadies.. i really don't know!! hehehe... =) gimme suggestions post comment

[19 Mar 2002|08:00pm] im officially lost... irvine or santa barbara? post comment

[19 Mar 2002|06:36pm] AGHH i saw a guy with BEAUTIFUL eyes today... whoPpee... this is the beginning of my hunt for white guys =P make my mom proud! =D [oh, i didnt get to see his ankles] post comment

[18 Mar 2002|06:48pm] [ mood | shocked ] [ music | trin-i-tee 5:7 - if they only knew ] what a day!! i like how it was raining last night... it seems like the world has emotions too. [yeah im weird]. but this morning it was cold as heck, and although i wore 3 layers of clothes.. i was still cold. yep yep. my classes bore the freak out of me already. especially spanish. and today in physics, mr savin was like.. it's too early to be having senioritis.. i went.. oh really? *whisper*.. we only have 2-3 months of school left. gwash! its senioritis time! haha. dang.. after school went to post office to mail my uci financial aid thing.. bought a big envelope to mail nora's scantrons... head off to elac.. bought scantrons, mailed nora's scantrons... then went off to the elac transfer office to sign up for ucsb' tour.. they asked for a $10 deposit. agh.. no tengo money at the moment. so ima come back tomorrow... my ankles got blisters from walking back n forth .. haha.. btw, yeah, today a girl tried to ask bp to sadies. i dont know whassup. i dont know how i should react. i had a hard time getting over him as it was... now, whatever that just happened made me feel even worse.. i can't stop blaming myself for it. i don't know. well, at least i know that we're not meant to be =P haha... yeap.. and whatever he says to the girl who put up that banner,... ima try to not hold any grudge.. though i know you guys are gonna gang up on him if he said yeassh.. =X.. o wellps. thanks yallz. i love yooz. post comment

[18 Mar 2002|04:12am] [ mood | aggravated ] yesterday i was talking to my cousin online... and so i asked him bunches of questions about financial aid,.. since like that's the only thing that matters at the moment. and so,.. he called me by surprise. mom picked up. and then i got to talk to him. i just burst out crying. turned out that my cousin was using suzie's cell fone so its kinda free... its just nice how hes really close to suzie.. hehe.. i wanna meet her someday, shes been so cool to him. she also helped to fix my personal statement too. yupp.. post comment

[16 Mar 2002|11:20pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | wonderful tonight - kai/ damage ] i just got home from shirlee's bday and thought that i should update my journal..., .. well at least before tomorrow (40 mins from now). happy 18th bday shirlee and gappy!! your last birthday in high schooL.. whoPPEE.. how'd that feel? hehe. had lotsa fun just joking around with the girls... it's one of those moments that i will definitely miss from high school. yeap... sigh. anywho, im gonna recap to friday... when we went to the museum,.. ehhe. had lotsa fun,.. had interesting talk with the art history people,... had fun looking at the masterpieces.. bought a postcard of fragonard's.. lovers/couple or whatevers.. its just booty. yeups. cindy asked me whether i am still going to sadies or not... and about the date thing. oh mAN.. i really would love to go,.. with a date too... but yea.. im dateless.. not like it matters that much, but id love to... it will be nice to have one.. ya know? anyways,.. i feel really full right now.. shirlee gave us some really yummy food. thanks to shirlee's mommy n sis n sis' friend for cooking such yums... ima sleep man.. im tired.. o yEA, and i got a B on my psych test =D hehe... midterm is take home =D and... yea i hope to get a B+... hehe.. ;) bye byes post comment

[15 Mar 2002|06:30am] NOOOOOOOOOO!!! its friggn 6:30 am and i still need to do my art shiziE! AGH... post comment

[14 Mar 2002|07:58pm] [ mood | working ] [ music | glug glug.. ] today school was whatever. but, congrats to the biggest H.O.T. fan, annie, for being inducted to the NHS. im so proud of my annie ^_^. ... rege was absent. where is my rege? =( anyways, classes were boring. and i was just thinking about school the whole time. tomorrow we're going on that field trip. that reminds me of the art hw that i still need to do. .. and bleh, there is also a spanish test that i have to take first thing in the morning. GR~!!.. and then that long ass quote test. bleh! i think we should just have reading quizzes on joyluck, because GAWSh i love that book. but, too bad... were not gonna. speaking of english, today we went over the 2nd open before going to the assembly. im so happy to have improved. ms. wellenstein is tha bomb!! i learn, i actually learn! hahaha. welps, after school i went to the mall. i got the same color changing vans like all the peoples, cept that mine are yellow. its on sale too. whoPpee.. i gotta keep a tight budget ... b/c its college soon and boy, do i have to conserve money... neways.. im thirsty.. post comment

[13 Mar 2002|03:47pm] [ mood | relieved, happy ] [ music | nat king cole - when u wish upon a star ] thank God... post comment

[13 Mar 2002|06:01am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | UhhhhhHHhHHHHh HuHHhhhHhhHh - b2k ^_^ ] NOOOOOOOOO i woke up late! i have a crap load of hw that i have ta do.. [hence my being absent]... GRRRRRRR roar roar.. o wellps missing some hw wont kill. so, Good morning peeplos! peeplos? peplos kore?? hahaha ok what a geek i am. blah blah, have a nice day people! sorry im having a caffeine high right now.... ehehheheheh post comment

[12 Mar 2002|02:44pm] i was cleaning up my mailbox, when i came across an old link of a webpage that this gurl made in the past. i found this.. interesting poem... Men The nice men are ugly. The handsome men are not nice. The handsome and nice men are gay. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married. The men who are not so handsome but are nice men have no money. The men who are not so handsome but are nice men with money think we are only after their money. The handsome men without money are after our money. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual don't think we are beautiful enough. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money are cowards. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and, thank God, are heterosexual are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!! The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest on us when we take the initiative. NOW... WHO IN THE HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN? 1 comment|post comment

[12 Mar 2002|10:15am] [ mood | rejuvenated ] [ music | center stage soundtrack - dont get lost in the crowd ] ah yes, .. thanks rege for listening to my... whining and complaining.. i don't know wsup with me. anyways, yea im taking a day off today. i am not physically sick, but probably i am a little disturbed in the head at the moment. there's the college issues, well ... i guess i can finally say "oK, if all things go whatevers.. i will attend riverside" ... there's a part of me that continuously stresses the rather bad reputation of riverside. .. but yeah, i don't think it's all that bad. it ranks the lowest in the UC system, that's all.. and this led me to my blaming myself for not working hard enough last year. i lack self respect, i cant look back to my mistakes and laugh them off.. i can't forgive myself easily. hmmph.. so last night i was watching this new show, the american ambassador. its such a nice show. makes me wanna visit london someday.. maybe study abroad?? i don't know.. and then at the end of the show, there's this catchy phrase... "life is about making mistakes"... struck me deep right here.. xP .. O, and today is my baby boy's 18 b-day... ima proud momma... haha.. yea well, i've known hung 4 quite sometime now.. and its just nice how we both can talk just about anything and everything. hes reallie kewl. his parents are out of town starting from this weekend to the next or something... so he invited me over to kick it there or something.. if only i drive.. =T welpz, ne1 interested on meeting ahs guys..lesh go =X .. errs haha... no no..lisa gotta focus on school =X h ahah... okay ... i gotta relax some more.. latez all... o and albie, wha did u guys do in spanish? 1 comment|post comment

[11 Mar 2002|03:24am] [ mood | confused ] agh yes, i'm kinda lazy to do my essay right now... anyways, yesterday was an UGH day. i really don't know why i was so cranky... maybe my crankiness was the manifestation of my being tired that i tried not to think about,.. or maybe it was bp. i continuously snapped at people that i got scared of myself. maybe i was going nuts, who knows. i really did not feel like being social at the moment. told my folks i did not want to go to church, but i ended up going anyways... when i feel deppressed, i'd rather be an anti-social. i dunno... lately i've been having problems w/ myself. like, .. didion's essay from english.. ;it became so clear to me that i do not have self-respect. no, its not the kind of self-respect where i would "hoe-it-up" to not have any. but it's the kind where i look back at my mistakes and not being able to forgive myself for doing them. its just freaky how in that essay, she was saying about being awake in your bed, ... bla bla... cause i experienced that... =T hmm.. sorry if i snap at anyone okies? i don't know whats wrong with me. post comment

[11 Mar 2002|03:11am] gottta do essaayyy.... post comment

[10 Mar 2002|08:49am] [ mood | awake ] yesterday was tiring as heck, but it was fun as heck, too. =D my psych test was rather hard, i couldn't understand some of the terms that she gave us. This is a lesson for me to study hard and not get distracted by anything else. hehe. so anyways, i got 7 mistakes out of 27. but, she's curving it. so, i hope to get a B- or C+... hehe =D. after psych, nora took me home, and then i ate lunch. my mom cooked something and she puts chopped up green chili in it. i thought they were chopped up onion leaves. *bite* AAACCCKKKK... i can't eat hot food! i gulped down a bowl of ice cream and my ears started to hurt afterwards. an hour after that porno called and said that shirlz picking me up.. so we all went to puente, and Oh My... lil kiddos are so.. out there now. blah. 40 days/nights was funny, but it gave me bad images of guys.. well i gota take a shower ill continue laters post comment

[09 Mar 2002|03:35am] good morning to the yearbook people who are currently still at school. hope you guys can come home soon. take care. latez. i love yallz. hi annie, albie, vy, russel, shirley, .... and all those people =D 2 comments|post comment

[09 Mar 2002|03:17am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | my sighing.. ] so, he said he was busy. okay. yes, i am alright. thank you everyone. i've taken the chance and now realize that i've wasted some years for shiz. thats alright, people make mistakes right? sigh* so i guess i am bound to make some major mistakes in my life, too. but, everytime i look at it, ... Dang, it is so freakin' unacceptable... anyways, yesterday we finally finished our ad. i had to hardcore ghetto talk to conserve space and expand what i want to say. it was not working very well, i left out some people =( but yeah, i still love everyone. i took the last bus home at 6 pm and got home at 6:30 ish. it's pretty fast cause i guess no one else takes the last bus but me, hehe. so, after i got home, i tried to cope with my rather embarassing and.. pathetic day by eating a dinner the size of one-whole day meal. not the best way to relieve my shock, anger, embarassment, and etc,... but thats how i cope. i guess one day i will need to reverse my psychological system or what-nots. after eating, i tried to study for psych... i have a 3-chapter test in a few hours and i barely read a few pages while waiting at the yearbook room yesterday. but i couldn't stay in the living room, since my parents have opened our house to this church fellowship thing... and a few of them came last night. it's rude to stay outside and do my ish while they pray n share. so i couldn't stay in the kitchen either. my room? well, i share with my brother, and he just happened to had on some shows that he thought were necessary to lull him to sleep. i couldn't study with the tv on. i was hardcore stressing. this is the first college class which grade will show up on my future transcript. i got a B on the last test. bleh. i couldn't study at all, that is why i am awake now,... with a cup of cold cappuccinno.. welps, have a nice day people... 6 comments|post comment

[06 Mar 2002|04:30am] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | a girl can dream - pyt ] welps its early morning at the moment and im still kinda sleepy. i wanna sleep some more, but i gotta finish my art hw. anyways, id just like to say thanks sooo much to everyone who have support me .. *ahem ahem* sadies... *cough cough* bP.. yeah, but i think im having second thoughts. i dont know! he looks so .. full of himself.. so conceited.. and annie said... well he has the right to, when hes that Hot.. though she is right, i .. i ... i dont wanna feel *eh* cause then... ill feel all bleh. cant look him in the eyes.. xP aaanyyyyywayyyysss..... i dont know what would happen if, like nhi was saying... another unknown member of the bP fan club asks him. but that sure would make my dreams/thoughts or whatever you wanna call it... crumble in pieces.. =/ but yeah, im having 2nd thoughts. but then again, THANK YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUU....... I love yallz... heehe "look how many times he walked around here" haha... yeah.. and sorry jeremy i coudnt get online n stay up to help u with math.. i was knocked out before smallvile ended... =X aiigh pplz i gotta do some homeworks. bye byeeeee post comment

[04 Mar 2002|06:08pm] [ mood | contemplative ] should i ask BP to sadies? im afraid that if i take the chance, he might diss me when a better girl comes along. i've been thinking about it all weekend long. it was one of the reasons why i couldn't study peacefully. it was also the one reason why i couldn't sleep peacefully 4 comments|post comment

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