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[19 Feb 2002|11:35pm] I Am A: Neutral Good Human Ranger Bard Alignment: Neutral Good characters believe in the power of good above all else. They will work to make the world a better place, and will do whatever is necessary to bring that about, whether it goes for or against whatever is considered 'normal'. Race: Humans are the 'average' race. They have the shortest life spans, and because of this, they tend to avoid the racial prejudices that other races are known for. They are also very curious and tend to live 'for the moment'. Primary Class: Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy. Secondary Class: Bards are the entertainers. They sing, dance, and play instruments to make other people happy, and, frequently, make money. They also tend to dabble in magic a bit. Find out What D&D; Character Are You?, courtesy of NeppyMan! Avada Kedavra

[19 Feb 2002|07:27pm] Man, I was suppose to go to my Dad's house today and spend the night, but I sooo don't feel like it. I'm tired, my tummy hurts, and I feel bleh. I hope he understands. Perhaps I can have Mom drop me off in the morning when she goes into work? I think that that would work out good. On another note, Jimmy didn't call all day. I wonder what's up? Avada Kedavra

[19 Feb 2002|05:32pm] I miss not being in love. Could you love me for just a little while? Didn't think so. Avada Kedavra

[19 Feb 2002|05:08pm] I just finished watching "Saving Private Ryan" and damn is that movie ever sad. I feel so depressed now lol I hope there's something good on TV cuz I hate being sad/depressed/lonely. And I do feel lonely. I've felt lonely all day.. Well, not all day, but most of it. Bleh. I'm such a mess. Avada Kedavra

[19 Feb 2002|03:58pm] You are a LORD VOLDEMORT to Harry! Oh man, you BADASS you ;D You enjoy torturing little kittens and kicking people. You are bossy, even MORE condecending than Snape, and overall the jerk of the group. No one likes you except your little minion men and even THEY'RE afraid of what you'll do to them next. Which adult in Harrys life are YOU? heehee i rool Avada Kedavra

[19 Feb 2002|03:19pm] I was on Yahell messenger and there was an old friend of mine on there that's REEEEEEEALLY annoying so I told them that I was going to brb cuz I was gunna wash clothes and I got offline. Heh. Going to go wash clothes and neeeeeever come back. LOL Avada Kedavra

Mmm survey! [19 Feb 2002|01:26pm] [ mood | thankful ] FULL NAME: Gabrielle Deborah Burdzinski B-DAY: 08.07.85 HEIGHT: 5'3" EYE COLOR: Stagnet water BLU HAIR COLOUR: Black with pink DYED: Yes NICKNAMES: Mao, Hailey, Lolli WEIGHT: 100 Lbs. SCREEN NAME: That's for me to know, muthafukkah HOMETOWN: Clarkston, MI PETS: Tucats, Wuun pup CAR: 95 Plymouth Neon FAVORITE PHRASE: PENIS. PIERCINGS: Double in ears TATTOOS: I want a rainbow with two clouds on my lumbar*region, and a pinkstarthing somewhere. GET ALONG WITH PARENTS: With my Mom BED TIME: When I'm tired which is usually 10 WHO HAVE YOU BEEN FRIENDS WITH THE LONGEST: Emmie! WHAT IS ON THE WALL OF YOUR ROOM: Paintings, drawings from friends, and .. paint. WHAT'S YOUR BIGGEST WISH AT THE MOMENT: To.. erm..can't say (it's my SECRET!! *cough*) WHAT ARE YOU THINKING RIGHT NOW: Read above WHAT'S THE BACKGROUND ON YOUR COMPUTER: Turquoise Windows98 stuff IF YOU COULD CHANGE ONE THING ABOUT YOUR APPEARANCE, WHAT WOULD IT BE: My boobs CAN YOU SING: Do you need to ask? Heh. ~~~~~THE FUTURE~~~~~ SCHOOL / OCCUPATION: Oakland Community College (for FREE!!) and then the College of Creative Studies PLACE TO LIVE: Pottsboro, Tx (Gee, I wonder why.. Hi Ken!!) CAR: My Neon, always and forever <3 KIDS: Oh god, no NAMES OF KIDS: Shit I dunno. Whatever muh man wants XD ~~~~~HAVE YOU EVER~~~~~ KISSED YOUR COUSIN: ICK NO! PICTURED YOUR CRUSH NAKED: *grins wildly* Heh.. Saw the boi half nekkid once.. yummm ACTUALLY SEEN YOUR CRUSH NAKED: HALF nekkid. Good enough, eh? BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART: Hell yes, sadly. BEEN IN LOVE: ...yes. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: Yes.. *sniffs* Babels.. WANTED SOMEONE YOU KNEW YOU COULDN'T HAVE: Oh yes. Right now dammit. BROKEN A BONE: Knock on wood I haven't DRANK ALCOHOL: Yup.. White Zinfandel *drools* LIED: Yah. Sadly. Lies = No good CRIED IN SCHOOL: Last year--a whole lot--thanks to BRANDON. ~~~~~DO YOU BELIEVE IN~~~~~ LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: No. Probably love at first AIM conversation. KISSES ON THE FIRST DATE: I haven't, but that wouldn't stop me from doing so. Especially if the guy was --- nevermind. MONSTERS: Yes and no. What is defined as a monster? Trolls or goblins or Nature spirits? I believe, yes, but I do not fear. HOROSCOPES: Mine are usually right on target. ALIENS: *cowers* Yeah.. GHOSTS: I prefer to call them spirits HEAVEN: Summerland HELL: No, I think where we are currently is Hell. CHEATING: Cheating on a g/f or b/f? Hell fucking NO ~~~~~WHICH IS BETTER~~~~~ COKE OR PEPSI: Pepsi SPRITE OR 7UP: Sprite OBESE OR ANOREXIC: Obese GIRLS OR GUYS: Guys FLOWERS OR CANDY: CaNdY SCRUFF OR CLEAN SHAVEN: CLEAN SHAVEN!!! PLEASE!!! QUIET OR LOUD: quiet POOLS OR HOT TUBS?: hot tubs BLONDES OR BRUNETTES: Brunettes cuz I am one! BITCHY OR SLUTTY: Bitchy all the way TALL OR SHORT: Tall, and please be taller than me!! ONE PILLOW OR TWO: Neither. I sleep on three, and have one pooie on my tummy with a leopard print fuzzy one on my right*hand side. HeeEeE PANTS OR SHORTS: Pants GAP, AMERICAN EAGLE, COLUMBIA: Kikwears ~~~~~THE PREFERRED SEX~~~~~ WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: Eyes and hands. Complexion is cool, too. Nice smooth face.. good skin.. healthy lookings.. mmm yeah. MUST- HAVE PERSONALITY TRAIT: MaKe Me LaUgH and you gotta be outgoing and BEST THING TO DO: Sex and cuddlin LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH?: Mike O. WORST THING TO DO: Be sick with tummy cramps and PuKe BEST PLACE YOU KNOW OF TO GO: My warm cozy bed SHORT OR LONG HAIR: Short, shaved up the sides perhaps and kinda spikey on the top PIERCINGS OR NONE: Nipples are cool LOL but definately ears. EXPECT FROM THEM: 100% Trust, share common views, love USUALLY WANT FROM THEM: Compassion and trust ~~~~~THE LAST TIME~~~~~ SHOWERED: Today HAD SEX: July or August. Fuck I need some. HAVE BEEN TO A PARTY: Bah I need to get out more HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX: Last night with Adam and Tom HAVE BEEN TO A DANCE: 9th grade ~~~~~WHAT IS~~~~~ YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM: I don't have anything lucky PERSON YOU HATE MOST: Brandon THE WORST SONG YOU'VE EVER HEARD: Shit I dunno. Lots suck. THE NICEST THING ANYONE HAS EVER DONE FOR YOU: Tom bought me a lot of really nice stuff for Valentine's Day ^_^ THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY: Nothing so far. ~~~~~FAVORITES~~~~~ COLOR: Pink and rAiNbOwS MOVIE: Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone, Fight Club SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: Drawing ON-LINE BUD(S): PoOkA*JeSsIe, Hi*C JUICE: Strawberry PLACE TO GO WHEN YOU HAVE NOWHERE ELSE TO GO: Livejournal LOL TYPE OF MUSIC: Rave/techno/HHC and muh good ol' metal CARS: Neonz FOOD: King crab legs ICE CREAM: Carmel and Vanilla or Mint chocolate chip.. Fuck being lactose intolerant sucks balls. SOFT DRINK: Root Beer SPORTS TO WATCH: Quidditch =P HOLIDAY: Ostara, Midsummer, and Samhain SEASON: Spring OBSESSION: Music, my art, Harry Potter, Mario oldskool games BREAKFAST FOOD: Pancakes or strawberry waffles PLACE TO GO WITH YOUR HONEY: Waldenburg Park in the happy pretty spring time *WINK* PLACE TO GO WITH YOUR FRIENDS: Raves ~~~~~WHO~~~~~ MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: Em MAKES YOU SMILE: Em GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM: Wouldn't you like to know? HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: Tom WHO DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: Like I'd say GIVES YOU KISSES: My Mum DO YOU LIKE TO KISS: Yes, the more tongue, the better. HAS IT EASIER GUYS OR GIRLS: GUYS! I wish *I* could piss out of my doorwall!! *cough Matt cough* ~~~~~DO YOU EVER~~~~~ SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT: Used to SAVE AOL CONVERSATIONS: Naw SAVE E-MAILS: Yes, but only the good ones WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE: No. I <3 me WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: That'd be so fun! But I'd never want a permanat change WANTED TO LOOK DIFFERENTLY: Not really. I just need a hair cut CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS: Yeah. I'm sucha baby!! *sniffs* ~~~~~BEST~~~~~ SONG LYRICS: Anything with depth SCENT: Cotton Candy by J00ze Bar ROMANTIC MEMORY: The wanna*be romantic moment last night. ADVICE YOU'VE GIVEN: Do what you feel in your heart is the right thing, and fuck what everyone else thinks about you. Avada Kedavra

[19 Feb 2002|12:58pm] *sniff* I missed muh bluuuu! Avada Kedavra

[19 Feb 2002|12:20pm] Oh my god, last night was so much fun!! I went over to Adam's house and met up with Tom so we could tape some "Real Morons" stuff (they do dumb things and get it on camera), and that was funny as hell. We, first, did some stuff in the front yard, and then after Adam ate, we had Matt drive us over to Waldenburg Park so we could shoot stuff there. It was so funny b/c there was this little kid at the park and when Tom slid down this slide on a scooter, the little kid was like, "Do it again! Do it again!!". LOL it was so funny!! There was this kid, Mike (I think o.O;) that was all high n shit, and he kept following us around. It pissed us all off, so I threatened him with calling the cops b/c he ran away from home and such, so he finally got the gist and left. Right before we were going to leave, however, all the kids on the play equpiment had gone home, so Adam and I ran over to the slides and had races n such. Tom eventually joined us and we did one of those 3 person train things down the slides! It was so bad ass. When we got back to Adam's, we watched some of the Morons video and then "American History X" (good movie, btw). Then Matt, accompanied by Tony Miller, came back home and we all decided that we should go bowling b/c Anthony had called Tom's and invited him to come along. Mom actually let me go, and just before we were getting ready to leave, I got bombarded with hardcore stomach cramps (DIE PERIOD, DIE!!!!). We made it over to Anthony's, and met up with Sarah, Andrea, Brian (funny guy!), Brandon Cat, Ryan, Laura, Matt, Carrie, Tom, myself, and Brandon's girlfriend, all went up to Kingswood Lanes to bowl. Unfortuneately, my stomach didn't get any better, so Matt was kind enough to take me over to my Mom's house. He was very kind and understanding about all of it, which made me feel a little bit better about dragging him away from the crew. We're all going to try and get together later in the week and do something else, because Anthony and Sarah wanted to get together with Tom and myself so we could all chill. Fuck, man, I totally hate my period because it always fucking causes problems like this!! The first time in a long time in which I actually get to hang out with my friends, my fucking stomach decides to act like a cock! Grr... Well, at least everyone was really understanding about it, so I'm very grateful for all that! Thanks, guys, for being so nice about it!! Today I'm going to write lyrics with Jimmy Cock, so that should take up a good percentage of my day (which is cool). Tomorrow and Thursday I babysit, but I can do something after I'm dont babysitting on those days!! So just gimme a call. ^_^ Eh, lesse, that's about all for now.. Hope everyone had a fun Monday like I did! Avada Kedavra

FOR EM [17 Feb 2002|11:24pm] One quick final thought before I go to bed tonight. I had Em call me because we wanted to talk -n- stuff, and then when she called, I let her go because I'm tired and I wanna sleep. I just wanted to let her know that I'm really sorry for always doing that. I feel so bad because I get her hopes up, and then smash them. I was really looking forward for us to get together tomorrow, and I hope that doesn't falter otherwise I'm goint to feel *really* shitty. I'm so sorry, hun. No matter how many times I call you and let you go, I'll always love you. No matter what. I just hope that you still love me, too, and that you're not mad. Thank you so much for understanding. ^_^ 7 deaths | Avada Kedavra

[17 Feb 2002|10:36pm] Had band practice today. All went good! I met Marshall and holy fuck is he funny as hell! LOL Yeah, so I did sum singing and shiz and they all said that I would be perfect in the band so, as Mr. Nowak says, "you're IN." Heh. So it looks like I am! I've skimmed through some of my friends entries and I just want to say that I HATE not reading my journal for a couple days because it seems as if I miss so much! To Sarah: Glad you had an awesome time at the show! I <3 Static*X!! To Em: That's cool that you had fun at your friends b*day party ~ Yeah, I suck at bowling, too! To Jess: Thank GOD you're ok!! *hugs* To Rachel: Hell, I never understand your LJ entries but I hope all is going well LOL Tom and Jimmy came over after Marshall had to go to his Dad's, so it was all good there. We watched parts of "The Crow" before Jimmy had to leave, but I really like that movie so far. It's really cracked out but good. Jimmy also gave me a couple of CDs to borrow and listen to so I can get an idea of what our music is going to sound like. It's a mixture between Lacuna Coil and Cradel of Filth - both of which are *really* good bands. I think it's cool that my friends have so much diversity music*wise. I listen to all this RaVe*sTyLe music, and yet I sing for a band that plays goth metal! I like it tho, I'm not complaining or anything, I just think it's really cool - on my own part - that I'm so open to various types of music. It's childish to like only one type just because you dress a certain way, or go to Raves or something. My brother is very conservative and "proper" (as my Mom puts it) and he listens to stuff like the Rat Pack and then turns around and listens to Pantera! Jeffy's my total inspiration for hooking me onto other music styles. I luff me. =P For once, I'm finally... happy. Anyway, so my Mom and John are bitching hardcore about the Olympics. The Canadian couple that got the gold medal (along with the Russians) and she thinks that it's not fair that there are two gold medals and she thinks that the Canadian chick is a baby for whining about not getting the medal and that she's a poor sportsman. John is yelling - yes, literally b/c his voice is growing hardcore loud - because he doesn't agree with my Mom and --- ERGH!! "Yer talkin like a dummy again." DON'T FUCKING INSULT MY MOTHER YOU DAMN ROTTEN BASTARD!! ...I hate to have to say it, but John has a good point. They deserved that medal because they worked hard for it. The judge was fucked up in the head because she/he was easily convinced otherwise. So yeah, my bladder is full, and my tummy is empty. I go to bed! 2 deaths | Avada Kedavra

[16 Feb 2002|11:28pm] Tom's in a band called Circle of Hate and when I was online with Tom, he asked me if it would be ok that he give my AIM sn to Jimmy, the lead singer of their band. So I was like sure ok. So Jim and I got to talking and I happened to mention that I've always wanted to sing in a band and write lyrics, blah blah. To my very surprise, he asked me if I'd like to sing for them and I said ok. Jim also told me that they wanted to have a female singer for the band and I was like MOLDY FUCK! I thought that was bad ass that he told me that because I was real anxious to be all like, "I WANNA JOIN! I WANNA JOIN!" But I didn't say that because to my very surprise, he cristened me officially in the band! Him and I are going to be writing the lyrics, which I think will be a good thing for me. I have a lot of pain inside that I normally don't release so I think that this will be a very good therapy. As I said a while ago, I'm always doing something different and I'm always changing, so I think that this is going to be a big change for me. It's always good to have a change, and I like the music that they're getting together... What a good experience this will be for me! Avada Kedavra

[16 Feb 2002|09:28pm] What is YOUR Highschool label? Avada Kedavra

[16 Feb 2002|09:07pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | Jordy's incessant meowing =P ] Went to the opening of the McNamara airport thingie with my Dad and brother, Jeff, and that was cool. There was this trippy*assed tunnel type thing that was filled with bright flashing colors, and it was really pretty! They were playing soft music and such, so it was really relaxing. My jewelry was glowin and it was all rave*wannabe. I liked it! ^_^ When I got home, I called Tom (cuz he had called twice) and so I found out that the wonderful ex*boyfriend of 9 stressful months came over to his buddy's house when they were having band practice. He offered to take photos of the band for them, and they said ok. That's cool, and I don't care, but it fucking pisses me off because Tom told me that he was flashing these rather - ahem - half*naked pictures of myself to everyone there! Brandon bragged about them, and I don't think that's right that he still flashes them about. I don't think that's fair. I don't think that's right. It feels like I'm a slut or something. What the fuck is that guys damage anyway? And yet all these people like him? What the fuck? If they knew what he was *really* like, then they wouldn't be friends with him. Especially when he's responsible for making certain bets with certain people to see if they can sleep with a certain someone *cough myself cough*. What a fucking loser. Now, I'm not bitter, and I don't care if he has an assload of friends, but if one is going to be friends with him, then BE CAREFUL. He cannot be trusted. He will act one way and quickly flip around and act another. Please, just be careful ~ especially the ladies. So anyway, today has been pretty cool. I'm kinda sleepy and wut not, but it's all good. I'm feelin otay! Sunday I hope to do something with Tom, Monday I hope to do something with Em, and then during the week I hope to do something with Sarah, as well as Jessica sometime, too. Shit! Looks like I'm gunna be one busy mofo! Avada Kedavra

[15 Feb 2002|02:41pm] Boring day, as usual. I was so very tired in Business Foundations, I almost fell asleep! I'm going to write only a little bit and then I'm taking a nap so no one call me, ok? I hope to spend the night over at my mom's house today. That'd be really nice. I love her ^.^ Anyway, so I didn't get a chance to talk to "the guy" at lunch (my little "friends only" entry explains EVERYTHING =P), but I'm going to do it if he calls me. Damn that gets me boiling!! GRRRR!! My head hurts, I'm sleepy and I forgot to thank Anthony about my Harry Potter defending thing XD So if he ever reads muh LJ, THANK YOU!! =D Avada Kedavra

[14 Feb 2002|09:23pm] He knows every TRICK in the book "You like em old, and if Gandalf is any example, you like em gray. All over. As you well know, geezers have their pros in the bedroom, especially a guy who knows every magic trick in the book and carries a big fat staff. Let those fireworks fly! " Avada Kedavra

[14 Feb 2002|08:52pm] Ooo oo oo! Awesome, awesome Valentine's Day! I didn't think that it would be so coolie, but I gave out me Harry Potter valentines n stuff and everyone was really happy/shocked/pleased with their gift. I feel like such a great person! Not like I'm conceided or anything, but it really makes people feel good about themselves when you do something nice for someone. I can't understand how some people can go throughout their life and not do anything nice for people, or be a "school bully" or something. I guess that's just the way they are, but I still won't understand it. Nothing makes me happier than doing something nice for people. I gave out Valentine's to my very most specialest (if that's a word =P) friends, and now they know that I'm always there. Whoever said, "nothing says more than something simple" totally had the right idea ~ less is sometimes more, and all those other cliched quotes =P All in all, I had an awesome day! I went over to Tom's after school and OMG we watched the Real Morons Vol. 2 video with Tom and it was sooooo funny! XD Matt, Adam, and Tom are three freakin crazy guys! It's so funny how both of the Myers brothers scream and laugh like girls!!! I'm not bashin them or anything, I just think it's cute! Luv ya, guys!! ^_^ OOOO! Another good piece of news: Tomorrow is Friday .. our last and final day before break! YEAH!! Sleeping in RULES. Speaking of sleep, I'm calling Emily and then going off to dream land. 'Night! Avada Kedavra

[12 Feb 2002|06:21pm] I got a very nice packet from the College of Creative Studies today. They gave me a very compreshensive book about all of their art programs, individually, and also an admissions packet that I have to fill out and mail back to them to see if I can get accepted! I'm going to work on that stuff this summer, because I'm going to take a few art classes at my Dad's college, as well as get a job, so I'll have an assload of more skills. I really, really hope that I enjoy photography as much as I do now (without even doing any of it) because I think that, as a career, I'd really love to do Forensic Photography for the FBI. Yes, I have high goals, but I can reach them if I work hard enough! I just hope I make big money =P Avada Kedavra

[11 Feb 2002|09:35pm] [ mood | rushed ] [ music | "I shot the sheriff (AGAIN!!!)" - Bob Mar*lee ] I'm really, really different. I take a look at myself and I see how much I've changed in the last week, month, year. Last year, at this time, I was in a 4 month relationship with my dreded ex, and my style was totally different. I liked different clothes, jewelry, music, and even people. Some of the people that I like this year, I didn't last year and vice versa. I've gone through so much even since I've been in High School! Definately, above all, would be my looks. I'm always changing something. Whether it be my jeans, my bracelet designs, my hair style (or color =P) there's always something a little bit different today that wasn't there yesterday. So keep a look out!! ^_^ 2 deaths | Avada Kedavra

[11 Feb 2002|08:42pm] Wowie! You are Lumos! You're a lot of fun and pretty damn cool, and you do things your own way. You may often be in a fantasy world, but that's just fine with you! Most likely you're also a big Harry Potter fan (who isn't, right?). Avada Kedavra

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