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LiveJournal for m0rgasmic.
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| Wednesday, November 14th, 2001 |
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i never work a day in my life... i just lay back and let the big beat lead me happy "winds"day, as piglet would say ;) ... it hasnt been to horribly happy for me yet. i got a 61 on my govt exam ((lovely, an F...shame on me))sooo the next test im gonna study uber hard for and pray that i make an A... that would bring me out of the semester with a C+ or B- ... which i would be grateful for... even though its still gonna fawk up my GPA.. what happened? i made straight A's my first year.. then i got all confident.. slacked off, made a few bad grades.. and just couldnt get shit back into gear again... not quite the same at least.. but i study allllllll the time... this journal is a witness to that... so i dont see what the problem is *shrugz* oh well, no worries... next semester im gonna take a bunch of easy classes and pump my avg back up *im ready to pump you up!!* ((sorry hehe reminded me of that old snl skit)) anywayyyy my dads home and im supposed to go shopping for my mom with him... so im out *m0* |
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wooooOooooooOooooo... hehe mandy bought me this scary hair extension pony tail thing and she really thinks i ought to wear it in public lol definitely scary *dont be skerd* i look fifty million times better in short hair  errRr  hehe soo uhmm yah... i went a little camera crazy tonight... i was bored lennon: sorry i didnt send u any pics... hope this dorkiness will suffice ;) anywayyyyyyy todayyy was a normal tuesday... yadda yadda yadda... anddd tomorrow i will be purchasing a birthday gift for my mom ((and i still have no fawkin clue what to get her)):P im horrible at buying gifts... i always get paranoid that the person wont like it.. *shrugz* on a much sadder note sucks.. kesey rawked... hopefully he's on that big day-glo bus in the sky though ;) welp i must stop writing... now is the timeeeee *m0* i liked this quote: “When you don’t know where you’re going, you have to stick together just in case someone gets there” Ken Kesey |
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| Tuesday, November 13th, 2001 |
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philosophy paper: conquered!!! thats one major grade down... 5 to go *whew* manggg im in a post overstudying haze right now.. having weird conversations: vansnmyhed: wut do u cook? M0rGaSMiC: things with directions lol vansnmyhed: ummmm vansnmyhed: wuts ur special dish vansnmyhed: ? M0rGaSMiC: haha larry... i dont cook M0rGaSMiC: unless im starving or something vansnmyhed: haha morgan..i know M0rGaSMiC: im sure i could if i had a recipe M0rGaSMiC: i can read :P M0rGaSMiC: but i dont cook per se vansnmyhed: u could teach a monkey to cook if u really wanted to M0rGaSMiC: welp then i suppose i ought to buy a monkey vansnmyhed: a helper monkey>? M0rGaSMiC: a monkey chef M0rGaSMiC: itd have to be a girl monkey though... i dont want it humping my turkeys or nothing vansnmyhed: haha..u dont have any turkeys M0rGaSMiC: i mean like at thanksgiving or something M0rGaSMiC: i wouldnt want to invite all of my family over for dinner only to find that it had humped the turkey M0rGaSMiC: male animals hump anything M0rGaSMiC: males in general hump anything vansnmyhed: um...maybe if they were drunk vansnmyhed: but if u get a monkey drunk, then u gotta deal wit it M0rGaSMiC: yah i suppose M0rGaSMiC: i dont know what a drunk monkey is like vansnmyhed: drunk monkeys r awesome M0rGaSMiC: haha youve seen a drunk a monkey? vansnmyhed: ive gotten them drunk b4 vansnmyhed: and high vansnmyhed: they r funny M0rGaSMiC: haha oh yah? where did you do this? M0rGaSMiC: the zoo? vansnmyhed: nah vansnmyhed: theyre friends of mine vansnmyhed: they drink off the keggerator nothing like a little twisted late night chat.... i need something a little less serious right now though... im always too caught up in memorizing facts and concepts. my imagintation seems relatively non-existent... its sad... something i need to work on i suppose. today was a regular monday... took my govt exam... smoked some... wrote a paper... then plopped my happy ass *like its large or something :P* right in front of this damn computer.. and here i sit.. twiddlingggggggggg i think its finally time for bed *yawns* time to relaXxx ;) *m0* |
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| Monday, November 12th, 2001 |
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i have been so chill lately... i havent gotten out and rowdy much... which im beginning to think is much needed... dont get me wrong, this mellow funk is kind of nice, buttt... i need some damn chaos in my life... something uncertain.. something corruptive!! unF! today i slept until 4 in the afternoon...lawd, i must have needed it though... ive been such an insomniac lately. anyway... i managed to procrastinate studying for govt all the way up until tonight, then crammed... i feel sorry for larry, he just found out about 15 mins ago that we have an exam tomorrow :( ... so i guess things could be worse..... eric called me last night from his mom's house too :) he was out all day with her looking for a new car *one that will be able to make it to houston hopefully :P* yah yah yah.. we all know i miss him TONS... im thinking ill go up there thanksgiving night and stay until that sunday morning or so... ive got a lot of exams and papers coming up though *end of the semester and all* so we'll see how it goes... he's been uber busy with his own problems and things of the sort too... *sighs* no worries though.. whatever will be will be hrmmmmmm sooo yah... nothing drastic has changed in my life within the past month or so... everything has been pretty constant and predictable.. like i said... kind of lame :P humm dee hummm im not complaining, im just a little bored with things and i know i know its within me to change these things :PP anywayyyyyyyy today i didnt do much but study... watched the simpsons, malcolm in the middle and southpark... took a longgggg bath *which was really nice*..... and studied some more. sundays are meant for laziness... i was semi-productive at least ;) yah, well i hope i didnt bore people to sleep with this hehe *m0* "nothing seems to break me no matter how hard i fall nothing to break me at all no one for giving up, though not invicible i know" |
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| Sunday, November 11th, 2001 |
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mang... i never go to the movies, and ive been twice this weekend already... i had a couple of free passes, so mandy and i went and saw riding in cars with boys ((hehe yesh, it was a girly night))it was really cute though :) we fawkin stuffed our faces in tha theatre too *holds stomach* hah sooo yah we've had a lot of girly, sit around on your ass sort of nights lately... we went back to her place afterwards and smoked some and reminisced... manggg we've known eachother forever... and its funny the sorts of things that we remember hehe we got quite high and got the "gigglies".... we saw the strangesttt show in the whole wide world tonight... it was called tribu or something like that, and it had these metal robot/ant looking things walking around in this primitive tribe setting... and this big rhinocerous ran through the place and killed this one robot dude... and the next thing you know, theyre entire little village was destroyed... and they were all throwing rocks at each others heads.... i didnt understand it...*shrugz* maybe it was metaphorical and it just went over my head... it was on PBS though, weird omg... hehe when mandy and i got back from the movie theatre, we found these fliers all over her neighborhood that read "LOST: Hunchback.. answers to "hunchie" and "shaniqua", reward $5, approach with caution.. yadda yadda" w/ this horrible picture of this poor chick with rollers in her hair (and some fake hunchback) dancing around like a dork... and a phone number to call.. sooooo mandy called the number of course and talked to one of the chicks who did it... anywayyyyyyy i thought it was funny (in a highschool prank sort of way)... hah i just wish i had thought of it ;) so yah im lame haha... i get a kick out of the simplest things anymore either that or im just too jaded to have a good time anywhere else either way *shrugz* i mustttttt go to bed i havent even started studying govt yet *sighs* ... im fawkin sick of exams :/ meh *m0* |
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| Saturday, November 10th, 2001 |
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what a lonnngggggg day...woke up, went to school, didnt have class, turned in my paper and headed back out to katy... i washed the *m0* mobile today :) washed her and waxed her... cleaned her from inside out.... lawd... did that car need it too.. after all that i was in cleaning mode and ended up cleaning just about everything i own... it feels good to have things clean though... :) anywayy mandy came over after work and we ended up going to a movie with her little brother... we saw "from hell"... which was alright.. it dragged on a little and the ending was lame... but it wasnt a waste of money or anything *shrugz* sooooo uhmmm yah... im sitting at mandys now taking a few bong hits and thinking about a xanbar and bed she got a sugar glider today :) theyre marsupials *heh i like that word* soooo she decided it would be fun to let it out of the cage.... those damn things can put up quite a chase... they can climb just about everything... i swear this house is a zoo.... theres animals all over the place... hah like im any better with 5 cats >^..^< damn animal lovin people hrmmmmmmm welp im gonna go occupy mandy *m0* |
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| Thursday, November 8th, 2001 |
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lawd, i feel like im becoming antisocial again or something... not by choice though... id like to go out, ive just been soo fawkin busy with school lately... its a persistent cycle of exams and papers and studying.. everytime someone calls me and asks me to go out with them and do something, i have to tell em im busy... ick it sucks.. all work and no play makes *m0* a dull girl im counting down the weeks until the end of this semester though, theres not that much left to go... i can make it ;) i just hope i dont go nuts in the meanwhile i miss my friends :( i miss eric too damnit... this really sucks not being able to talk to him. hehe i act like i have it soo horrible... its not that bad though overall... im quite content with where i am right now :) sooo no worries anyway... i should hit tha books again *sigh* *m0* this song has been stuck in my head alllllll day: Tenderly "The evening breeze caressed the trees, tenderly The trembling trees embraced the breeze tenderly Then you and I came wandering by and lost in a sigh were we The shore was kissed by sea and mist tenderly I can't forget how two hearts met breathlessly Your arms opened wide And closed me inside You took my lips you took my love so tenderly" the soulstice version of it rawks my fawkin socks :) its really pretty |
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| Wednesday, November 7th, 2001 |
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I AM DONE WRITING MY DAMN PAPER!!!!!!! whoop!@# well, basically done, give or take a few alterations in the editing process... but from here on out, its all gravy.. *grins* it only took about 6 hours to write.. heh, but the sense of accomplishment was well worth it *rolls eyes* M0rGaSMiC: hows the paper coming along? dr gabbo: fuck... dr gabbo: not so good. heh... sucks... and this, my friends, is why procrastination is no good :PPPPP *drools* ok im stealing this from chris (it looked like fun to fill out): a word that has hurt you: ordinary a word that makes you giggle: gobbledygook a word you would like to have whispered to you: i cant pick a single word.. i have a couple of phrases in mind though ;) a word you enjoy shouting: unF! a word that you still don't know the meaning of: Mafic/Felsic... *ive been in geol this long and i still havent bothered to learn these damn words* a word you use far too much: fawker a word you don't allow yourself to say: niggah in its full context =X a word that describes your first kiss, or what you would like your first kiss to be like: sloppy a word from a high school vocabulary lesson you still use frequently: defenestrate a word you have made fun of someone for saying:none really.. i do make fun of mandy for saying fustrated rather than frustrated though :PP a word that has intimidated you intellectually: im not intimidated by words necessarily... if i dont know what one means, then i look it up... deRr a word you take as a sign of ignorance when used: plur *heh* a word that describes you: busy a word that you're in love with: pilo-erection heh ok that wasnt much fun to fill out... i lied anywayy.... my eyes hurt from sitting in front of this computer all day... imma find something else to do :P *m0* |
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im sad =( *cries* mandy wanted me to go to austin with her for the night and i cant bc i have to write this damn paper *gRaRRRRRR* sucks for me... i miss eric A LOT!! i dont ever get to talk to him anymore... our schedules are busy as fawk and completely conflict .... he has practically no way online... and long distance charges are ridiculous.... sooo here i am ... ericless and pouty... ickkkkkkkk this sucks this sucks this sucks *throws a tantrum* hrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm so yah... im bummed =/ today wasnt so great...larry didnt come to my govt class yet again, but he paged me.. which makes me think he just wants my notes.... i feel used :PPP mehh anyway im gonna go write my paper... try and get my mind off of disappointing things... get some things out of the way so that maybe soon i will be able to bring my happy ass back up to austin... VIVA AUSTIN for it is tha shit and houston sucks my left tit *m0* |
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I AM 18% GEEK.
Take the GEEK Test at Fuali.com! ok... i know for a fact that im a bigger geek than that... come on!! *crosses eyes* :PPPPPPPP I AM 41% GOTH. 
Take the GOTH Test at Fuali.com! ok there is definitely something wrong here =X |
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 gotta <3love<3 bad hair days hehe sooo i survived sitting up at school forever... went to class, the usual... came home and did some studying but once again never got around to writing my paper *shame on me*... i guess thats what tomorrow is for though i just hope i can get to sleep at a decent time tonight... my circadian rhythms have been all out of wack lately... i must stop this insomnia crap!!!!!! maybe im just a night person *sigh* mang... all my life consists of is school anymore... it sucks... i need some action or drama..hah, well maybe not drama... but something .. *looks around for some entertainment* hrmmm anywayyyy im out... i dont feel like writing in this damn thing anymore *m0* |
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| Tuesday, November 6th, 2001 |
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sitting at school again with nothing to do... damn me for forgetting my books... sooooooo now i must sit here and figure out something to do with myself... ick ... i should have just stayed home today *yah right, ive missed too many classes as it is*... so i got my geol exam back, i got a 70... which is better than the majority of the class... so im not too worried doobie doobie doo ... soo uhm yah.... this is lame. tonight im gonna be uber busy though, which sucks.. i need to start writing my paper still *eek*, and study some for geol as well :PPP ... much fun hrmmm larry wants me to come to his "hot tub" party tonight, but i dont think i will.... u know its just gonna be a bunch of h00kers over there anyway... and ive got too much shit too do... although sitting in a hot tub does sound tempting... i just wish i had my own smells like hot glue in this library *holds nose* i think its the printers though :PPPP meh anyway... im done *m0* I MISS ERIC *cries* |
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what a nice looongg nap *stretches* ick... but now im gonna be up half of the night, i should have probably started writing my paper... i just didnt feel up to it though... its been a lazy monday... and ive been lazy a lot lately it seems ... hmmm sooo uhmmm yah... i didnt do much today but bum around the house ... it was much needed though... gettin high & listenin to good music is always much needed ;) la la la la la la i talked to eric sunday night *cheesy grin* ... i fawkin miss talking to that boy... manggg we didnt even recognize each other's voice though, how crappy is that? long distance sucks gRaR! *flexes* but.. he's having hard times right now.. im kind of worried about him ((i know everything will be ok, i just dont like seeing him stress)) so he shouldnt be in houston any time soon... whichhh means i must get my ass back up to austin this month... but i dont know if i can with all these damn exams and papers goen on.... only 5 more weeks... thank gawd mehh oh yah... check out the pimp new icon dylan made me :D way to go dyldo and tha GIMP *hah, thats what the programs called, right?* ... so yah, he's tha shit as always ;) *mwa* anywayyyyyyy k bye *m0* YIP YIP YAY YAY ((hehe thats for lennon ;)) |
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| Sunday, November 4th, 2001 |
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*stretches* sundays were made for doing absolutely nothing i slept until 3 this afternoon... got up... and i havent done a damn thing since then i should probably start writing my paper... i went to the MFAH yesterday... it was actually a lot of fun.. the tunnel between audrey beck and weiss had one of those light exhibits by james turrell.... he arranges light sources so that they form these huge cubes made of light..  you had to walk between two of them to get through the tunnel yesterday.... it was really kind of disorienting... how cool would that be to see on acid? hah anywayyyyyyyyyy i should go do something with myself *bah* oh yah lol.. check out this evil kitty >^..^< *m0* |
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| Saturday, November 3rd, 2001 |
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hi :D *waves* ... tonight was rather pleasant mandy came over and we drove out to katy mills to look for some cds... but ended up getting sidetracked at a carnival in the parking lot...it had a gravitron!!!#@ i couldnt resist ;) anywayy so we rode a few rides there... ((damn place cost 3 bux per ride))... oh yah... and they had this little doofy coaster called the himalaya there... which i had seen on tv before bc i guess they are prone to fall off their tracks and kill people or something *shrugz*... i rode it anyway... to scare myself some i suppose... thinking back, that was really kind of stupid of me :/ yah... so we had fun at the carnival.. and mandy won me a generic hello kitty doll :D haha whoop after that we hit the mall... bought a couple of small things... i bought a new key chain bc i lost my chococat somewhere in foleys :( ..s'ok though.. i discovered Nemukko Nyago >^..^<.  how cute is he?? hehe anywayyyy soo then we rolled by dairy queen *i have a new passion for yukon crunch blizzards* and came home and sat around...gee, ice cream, a carnival and a new stuffed animal... i feel like a kid again hah yah welp im sleepy now... soo g'night *m0* |
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| Friday, November 2nd, 2001 |
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did you know... that the world's nothernmost capital city is Reykjavik iceland?? heh... you learn something new everyday ;) |
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ick.... im fawking exhausted!! wake up *m0*!! *smack smack*... i think im gonna skip goen to the art museum today and just do it tomorrow... i need a nap instead :P sooo uhmmm yahh today is blahhhhh its all grey and gloomy outside... dead silent in my house.. and im running on like 4 hours of sleep... mang... you know what i dont understand? paintings with a couple of rectangles and lines on them that are considered great pieces of art... what the hell is so special about them? i could paint a couple of circles and squiggles in primary colors and call it art, but you dont see any of my shit hanging up in art galleries... for example: today in my class we looked at a painting by Malevich entitled "aeroplane flying"... check this out and tell me if you see this fawking aeroplane... its there zig zagging around, i see it... but how crappy is that?  i dont know... just my opinion i suppose *shrugz* sooooo yah im sleepy... and my brains slightly mushy and out of it.....  mehhhhhhh imma go eat some lunch and take a nap i think *m0* |
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wheewwwww! what a night =) and no, eminem was not there *cries* it was still a lot of fun though so i got off school around 7.. rolled by the house and smoked some, then went up to #'s with mandy... we stood around the damn place for like 3 hours until D12 came on... they had some crappy limp biscuit wanna be band with jock straps on there heads open for them... eh, at least i thought they sucked *shrugz* anyway... so D12 finally comes on... and im all pitter-pattering waiting for eminem to get his white ass on stage... and the motha fawker never comes out =( it was still a bad ass show ... i amost got in a fight with this d00d though... he was pushing me off of this step i was standing on so that he could get an autograph... but none of the d00ds from D12 would give him one... and he kept pushing on me and shit... so me and mandy knocked his ass off... and he starts pointing his pen at me.... i dared him to do it.. and he did... motha fawker wrote on my neck when i was turned around.... so i turned around and got in his face and told him i was gonna beat his ass... some d00d broke us up though... i was ready to wail into him gRaRRrr *huffs and puffs* anywayy so the show fawking rawked... such happy times hehe... except they inevitably cut out eminems lines in each song... or just stood there like morons when it was playing... other than that it was cool though... i was right up front the entire show =D when we were leaving the venue mandy almost got in a fight with this bitch though... some d00d in front of me rear ended this other d00d... and then panicked and backed up and ran into me... mandy stepped out of my car and yelled "wtf!?" and this ghettolicious bitch jumps out of the car and starts getting in mandys face... didnt last long... but it was still funny ... i should have jumped in... we both could have taken her *flexes* ((mang im all sorts of pumping with adrenaline tonight, i really felt like kicking someones ass))but yah... nothings wrong with the *m0* mobile... my big hunk of metal was made to get banged up some oh yah... and mosh pits are a fawking mean way to dance.... i dont get em... and i dont like em... :P soo uhmm yah... that was my night... it was fun though =) im glad i went... no major complaints here....  someday i will see eminem, oh yes.. someday *m0* |
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| Thursday, November 1st, 2001 |
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hrmmm im sitting at school right now... wishing time would hurry up and pass so that i could go to my last class and get out of this damn place..... D12 is tonight *whoop whoop whoop* i took my Geol exam... it seemed kind of easier than the past couple of exams... but lawd knows if i actually made a decent grade this time *shrugz* i sat around and caught up some in govt before this... ick... i hate sitting around campus with nothing to do... it wouldnt be so bad if it werent towards the evening already and people were still on campus... around this time its a bunch of overworkers and old fogies though... mehhh makes me really wish i were high right now to keep myself occupied in some sort of manner... anywayyyyyyyyyy i dont really have much to say... just passing the time and stuff... i think im gonna go hit up the UC and get a smoothie *mmmmmm* =) smoothies always make everything better *m0* |
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just got done taking this test... i am an idealist =D The Idealist Portrait All Idealists (NFs) share the following core characteristics: -Idealists are enthusiastic, they trust their intuition, yearn for romance, seek their true self, prize meaningful relationships, and dream of attaining wisdom. -Idealists pride themselves on being loving, kindhearted, and authentic. -Idealists tend to be giving, trusting, spiritual, and they are focused on personal journeys and human potentials. -Idealists make intense mates, nurturing parents, and inspirational leaders. Idealists, as a temperament, are passionately concerned with personal growth and development. Idealists strive to discover who they are and how they can become their best possible self--always this quest for self-knowledge and self-improvement drives their imagination. And they want to help others make the journey. Idealists are naturally drawn to working with people, and whether in education or counseling, in social services or personnel work, in journalism or the ministry, they are gifted at helping others find their way in life, often inspiring them to grow as individuals and to fulfill their potentials. Idealists are rare, making up no more than 8 to 10 percent of the population. But their ability to inspire people with their enthusiasm and their idealism has given them influence far beyond their numbers. |
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LiveJournal for m0rgasmic.
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hungry.
amused.
silly.
weird.
giggly.
mellow.
drained.
accomplished.
disappointed.
geeky.
listless.
blah.
high.
energetic.
exhausted.
predatory.
bouncy.