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T minus 2 hours 30 minutes [11 Feb 2002|11:32am] [ music | Assemblage 23 - Disappoint (Assemblage 23 - Gu ] The trick is to see how fast I can move :) post comment

6 hours, 57 minutes and counting [11 Feb 2002|08:16am] [ music | Assemblage 23 - Disappoint (Assemblage 23 - Gu ] Perhaps my last update...for anyone who wishes to contact me in BMT... leaving a comment with your name and address on it, I am working on having someone forward these to me. 1 comment|post comment

[10 Feb 2002|07:25pm] Goodbye and farewll, I wish the best for you all and I hope you take care of yourselfs Sincerely, David J. Ward Sunday, Febuary 10th, 2002 PS my email accounts on aol, excite, and softhome have been deleted... if you wish to reach me you must either already know my yahoo account name or my @hell.com name. Otherwise, good bye post comment

[08 Feb 2002|07:23pm] Enlistment officer to recruit: "And another advantage in making a career of the Army is that you avoid the constant worry of being called-up into the service." military post comment

[08 Feb 2002|06:31pm] United States Air Force: When it absolutely positively has to be destroyed overnight More flights from here to Iraq then all these major airlines You'll love the way we fly post comment

Disappoint - Assemblage 23 [08 Feb 2002|04:47pm] [ music | Assemblage 23 - Disappoint (Assemblage 23 - Gu ] Just one more time For the sake of sanity Tell me why Explain the gravity That drove you to this That brought you to this place That pushed you down Into the soil's embrace Give me the chance I was denied To sit and talk with you For one last time CHORUS Did I disappoint you? Did I let you down? Did I stand on the shore And watch you as you drowned? Can you forgive me? I never knew The pain you carried Deep inside of you. I can't forget Having to see The words that knocked the wind Right out of me It's not enough I've come undone Trying to find sense Where there is none Just give me peace You owe me that To help ward off the fears I must combat (CH) And so I ask For one more chance To understand This senseless circumstance Help me to see This through your eyes The reasons I've been trying To surmise Though you are gone I am still your son And while your pain is over Mine has just begun (CH) post comment

9 Types of Girls [07 Feb 2002|05:11pm] 1. Ms. Nice Gal - "Tickets to the boxing match? Oh darling, you shouldn't have." AKA: What a Girl, Precious, One of the Boys, Doormat Advantages: Cheerful, Agreeable, Kindly Disadvantages: May wise up someday. 2. Old Yeller - "You spineless good-for-nothing no-talent SOB! Can't you see you're making me miserable?" AKA: She-Devil, Sourpuss, The Nag, My Old Lady Advantages: Pays attention to you. Disadvantages: Screeches, Throws frying pans 3. Sickly - "Oh, my head. My head. My feet. My cramps." AKA: Whiner, Mewler, Grumpy Advantages: Predictable Disadvantages: Contagious 4. The Boss - "Stand up straight. Put on a different tie. Get a haircut. Change your job. Make some money." AKA: Whipcracker, Sergeant, Ms. Know-it-All, Ball and Chain Advantages: Often right Disadvantages: Often right, but so what? 5. Ms. Vaguely Dissatisfied - "I just can't decide. Should I switch my career, goals, home, or hair color?" AKA: The Fretter, Worrywart, Typical, Aw C'mon Honey Advantages: Easily soothed Disadvantages: Even more easily perturbed 6. Wild Woman - "I've got an idea. Let's get drunk and make love on the front lawn. I done it before. It's fun!" AKA: Fast Girl, Freewheeler, Unconscious Advantages: More fun than a barrel of monkeys. Disadvantages: Unreliable; drives off cliffs 7. Huffy - "I see nothing humorous in those silly cartoons you keep snickering at" AKA: No Fun, Humorless, Cold Fish, Iceberg, Snarly Advantages: Your friends will feel sorry for you. Disadvantages: You will have no friends. 8. Woman from Mars - "I believe this interpretive dance will explain how I feel about our relationship" AKA: The Babbler, Spooky Girl, Screwball, Loony, Bad News, Artistic Advantages: Entertaining, Unfathomable Disadvantages: Will read her poetry aloud. 9. Ms. Dreamgirl - "I am utterly content with you just the way you are, my handsome genius of a boyfriend. I want to make love to you like a crazed weasel." AKA: Ms. Right, Goddess, Knockout, Perfection, The One Advantages: Funny, Intelligent, Uninhibited Disadvantages: Will have nothing to do with you. 1 comment|post comment

[06 Feb 2002|05:50pm] [ music | LeAnn Rhimes (dido) - Can't Fight The Moonlight ] Hooray, I am the mightiest of all the Jesus types! I possess the amazing power of walking on water. I can tell people to eat me and they will listen! I deserve a pat on the back. 1 comment|post comment

I AM FUCKING MORE MAD THEN I WAS ON NOVEMBER 11th, 2000 [05 Feb 2002|04:32am] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | snake river conspiracy - Lovesong (Full Version) ] Putting It All Together (c) February 3, 2002 The Daily Brew I had to turn off the "O'Reilly Factor." I just couldn't take listening to O'Reilly's guest, Bernard Goldberg, sell his book "Bias" about the supposedly liberal media. So instead, I did a quick google search for the string "Enron Afghanistan Pipeline Taliban." This is what I learned in about 10 minutes of web surfing. The Motive For years, US oil interests have been trying to build a pipeline across Afghanistan to access the oil and gas around the Caspian Sea; efforts that have continued past the 9-11 attacks. Source: http://www.wluml.org/english/new-archives/wtc/at-stake/unocal.htm Enron was a key player in this game. Way back in 1996, Enron had cut a deal with the president of Uzbekistan for joint development of the nation's natural gas fields. Source: Houston Chronicle Date: TUE 06/25/96 Section: Business Page: 4 Edition: 3 STAR (sorry, no link) Enron had also done the feasibility study for the pipeline. Source http://globalresearch.ca/articles/MAD201A.html For a time, the Taliban appeared to be a potential partner. They had even visited Sugarland, Texas to talk things over. Source http://news6.thdo.bbc.co.uk/hi/english/world/west_asia/newsid_37000/37021.stm The Crime Unfortunately, the talks broke down, and by late last summer, the US Government was threatening to commence war against Afghanistan (an attack which would have violated every precept of international law). Sources http://news.bbc.co.uk/hi/english/world/south_asia/newsid_1550000/1550366.stm http://news.bbc.co.uk/hi/english/world/south_asia/newsid_1550000/1550366.stm At least twice, Bush conveyed the message to the Taliban that the United States would hold the regime responsible for an al Qaeda attack. But after concluding that bin Laden's group had carried out the October 2000 attack on the USS Cole, a conclusion stated without hedge in a Feb. 9 briefing for Vice President Cheney, the new administration did not choose to order armed forces into action. Source http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/articles/A8734-2002Jan19.html Simultaneous with making, but not following through on these threats, Bush took a number of actions to make the US decidedly more vulnerable to a terrorist attack. He ordered the Naval strike force, which Clinton placed in the Indian Ocean on 24 hour alert so he could hit Osama as soon as he had solid intelligence, to stand down. Bush threatened to veto the Defense Appropriations Bill after Democrats tried to move $600 million out of Star Wars and into anti-terror defense. Bush opposed Clinton's anti-money-laundering efforts, which were designed to stop al Qaeda's money. Bush abandoned Northern Alliance leader Ahmed Shah Massoud, or as the two star general Donald Kerrick told the Washington Post, reflecting on his service to both President Clinton and President Bush: Clinton's advisors met nearly weekly on how to stop bin Laden and al Qaeda. "I didn't detect that kind of focus" from the Bush Administration. Source http://democrats.com/view.cfm?id=5714 I don't have to tell you what happened next. The Cover Up Dick Cheney is openly breaking the law by defying GAO requests to turn over his records of meetings with Enron. Source http://writ.news.findlaw.com/dean/20020201.html At the same time that Cheney has refused to turn over his records, Enron and its accountants have shredded millions of pages of documents. Source http://www.nytimes.com/2002/01/30/business/30SHRE.html The Bush's themselves may have destroyed evidence. When the Justice Department instructed the Bush administration to preserve any documents related to Enron Corporation, a senior administration official said that until now, "the White House had not been making any formal effort to preserve or catalogue information about Enron contacts." Source http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/articles/A10918-2002Feb1.html While all of this law breaking, stalling, and destruction of evidence has gone on, Bush has asked Daschle to limit Congressional probes into Sept. 11. Source http://www.cnn.com/2002/ALLPOLITICS/01/29/inv.terror.probe/index.html Note that the supposedly "liberal press" has so far failed to put all of these pieces together. They are too busy giving Bernard Goldberg and Bill O'Reilly the airtime to sell a canard called "Bias." post comment

7 days [03 Feb 2002|11:53am] [ music | Theatre of Tragedy - Machine (VNV Nation Remix) ] So much to do, so much to do But so little time!!! I was in NYC the other night for six hours hanging out with some old friends, tonight I've got three super ball parties I feel obligated to roll through, and somehow SOMEHOW I got to finish packing all my shit. Life couldn't be better... though I wonder what I am getting myself. :) post comment

Behind Blue Eyes - The Who [02 Feb 2002|09:03am] No one knows what it's like To be the bad man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes No one knows what it's like To be hated To be fated To telling only lies But my dreams They aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free No one knows what it's like To feel these feelings Like I do And I blame you No one bites back as hard On their anger None of my pain and woe Can show through But my dreams They aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free When my fist clenches, crack it open Before I use it and lose my cool When I smile, tell me some bad news Before I laugh and act like a fool If I swallow anything evil Put your finger down my throat If I shiver, please give me a blanket Keep me warm, let me wear your coat No one knows what it's like To be the bad man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes post comment

A Instant message I recieved [02 Feb 2002|06:01am] o where o where has flip fop dave gone o where o where could he be is he organising a rave,or getting cigerettes o where o where could he be... post comment

Twelve days and counting [30 Jan 2002|06:14am] [ music | Did - All you want(almighty ] I feel so much better these days... I think between me cutting my cigarette intact down to zero then to ultra light pall mall cigarettes and then the shitloads of exercise I am actually rebuilding my body. I just got back from jogging and am slightly disturbed though... I can run 2 miles in only 20 minutes :( I need to be faster but I can feel if I push myself any harder something will break. In other avenues of thought, I've thinking about the last three years and half regretting them but also half appreciating what they've taught me. Money: I learned that money is evil in large quantities but is also damning in to small of amounts. Duh you might say, but when I mean money is evil... I mean watching the side-effects of it tear things appart. Example: Rave's They used to be really cool but then they became popular and now are havens were teenagers who are street-stupid end up overdosing, getting rapped by sick old men & jocks, or just generally fucked over. Then on the otherside is all the bums I met while I promoted in Philly. Funny people, but if you get to know them enough you find what their saying is like a broken record... the person is there but the light is gone. Relationships When someone tells you that no one else will ever love them like they love you.... now that no one shall ever love that person like you did once before things just went south. If the ship is sinking, even if it was a good ship... all hands aboard have the choice of either bailing ship or dying together - either mentally or physically. Sex is worthless, only fools will pay for it and only fools charge.... It is a foundation for trouble. Otherwise its fun, healthy, and to be shared with only one person (if only people could figure out who that person is). Talk is cheap and can't harm you in giving out your voice.... the question is, will you be willing to listen to other people's talk? Friendships never die, there either forgotten or they never really existed. Life At the heart of it, life is about having fun... period. If you accept this, then life gets really easy REALLY fucking fast. The goal of life is to make the game enjoyable for yourself and for others as well.... no one likes a smart ass who keeps kicking everyone elses ass and no one plays with people who suck at it. Keep that in mind. Shit that has no where else to go Probably the hardest thing for me to get over is that fact that crazy people exist and that other people take crazy people as not crazy people. Martha Stewart is a prime example... she's like the neo-nazi of home decorating. Seriously, if you every sit down and watch her... she's always got this fuhuer like smile to her plus a timed motion to her that just reacts of some pyschopath who would lead us all to a purgatory of gourmet food that tastes like crap because someone been touching it to much or.... fuck it I'm going to stop now. One LAST FUCKING THING Never take anything at face value....Including that last paragraph on neo-nazi's being sponsored by Martha Stewart. post comment

Yeah, this is good [29 Jan 2002|08:05pm] Ultimate Survivor 1 Ultimate Survivor 2 Ultimate Survivor 3 Ultimate Survivor 4 Ultimate Survivor 5 Ultimate Survivor 6 post comment

hehehe [29 Jan 2002|01:21am] [ music | Snake River Conspiracy - How Soon Is Now--Snake River Conspiracy ] I just talked to some motion promoters... They wanted to know why I left, gee if I only I could say post comment

Heh [24 Jan 2002|02:33pm] I am still in Florida. Not sure what to say though.... I've spent the last week now just having fun, relaxing, getting a sun tan, and just realizing that I could never ever live in florida. Its to freakin fun of a state. post comment

Blah [17 Jan 2002|01:36pm] Well I am back in Florida...again. Its a lovely 70 degree's outside, the sun is shining, the beach is nice and everything here is really nice. I don't know if there's anything to really complain about right now though. Everything is nice. Otherwise tonight a old girlfriend of mine is taking me out on a date (which is really really weird) to Miami, that should be estrangingly weird. Tomorrow were going to head upto Orlando for a family reunion this weekend, only the present and 2nd generation are going to be present for this one so it wont be to bad. Hmm in other news I bought a ps2 and the game Grand Theft Auto 3.... oh my god is that an amazing game. Yeah well, I don't really have much to say because of how nice everything is going so I am going to stop gloating now. post comment

Assemblage 23 > Divide [11 Jan 2002|08:24pm] [ music | Assemblage 23 - divide ] I lost myself in shapeless oceans Whose depths concealed more than they showed Beliefs obscured by mists around them A legacy they'd been bestowed Columns of ice paint awkward pictures Distorted forms that once seemed real Engulfed inside transparent textures Billowing curtains as hard as steel For all the noise filling the landscape Whispers & cries with no reply It's quiet here within these boundaries And thoughts collect like pools of light CHORUS My eyes divide the sky As sirens sound in heaven My will brings down the moon And shatters it to pieces The silence grew inconsequential The day became a paradigm A thousand years, a hundred decades An arbitrary slice of time I found myself with no companion Except the salty earth and sky And suddenly there came my focus The world around me clarified (Chorus) And so I walked in isolation Hoping solace would cross my path Ignored the road that lay behind me And stepped away from the aftermath I lost myself in shapeless oceans Whose waters turned from dark to clear I floated there, a tiny island With no more doubt, with no more fear (Chorus) post comment

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Fucker [11 Jan 2002|06:49pm] I want a cigarette.... Just one freaking cigarette but I know if I buy a pack I'll smoke all of them! post comment

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