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[23 Feb 2002|11:58pm]
HAPPY B-DAY DAD =)

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[23 Feb 2002|12:02am]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | Crawling in the Dark - Hoobastank ]

I just got home from the school musical. *yawn* I'm very sleepy. Today was a loong day. After school, Me, Nick, and MC chilled at Nick's place for an hour or so, and we went to pick up Jack after that, since we were supposed to hang out with him too. We stopped by his house, and we saw Jack chasing the birds.... what a great guy =-D Hilariousness. Then, we went to Aaron's apartment, and chilled there until the play. We played video games, watched some psycho movie that Connie was watching, and me and Aaron just "chilled" =) Then, we went to the school to see the musical. We met up w/Brian, Robert, and Amanda there. Brian and Robert left in the middle, sayin that it was so boring, and they want their money back :-D Yes, the play was boring, I thought too. BUT I heard it was funny! and i thought it was gonna be good! Sorry guys, but no, I'm not giving u ur money back. hehehe. We left during the intermission, went to Wendy's to get sum food (I was starving to death), and then went back to Nick's to play video games. It was a fun day, I like hangin out with them. Irina and AJ never showed up... hmm.. it's ok tho, they said the didn't knowi f they're gonna be there anyways =)

Since Aaron/Teddy's car's broken, and Aaron's license is suspended, me and Aaron is back to seeing each other once a week, or even two weeks. =P Yeah, it sux. massively. but I can't do anything about it. goo on me. goo on his car. Hopefully, that's not gonna affect anything.. hopefully.

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Power Tools [21 Feb 2002|07:31pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

ROUX's STORY
Everyone likes to holler with power tools. Some people think the noise is smelly, but I find it as dark as lightning bolts piercing. The best part is when you find shreds of the last shaving cream you crouched under your fingernails.
Of course, erasing with power tools is not all fun and games. Last year, my highlighter lost a balls after getting too close to the scissors. I'm careful to avoid any mention of windows around the family now.

ALLY's STORY
Everyone likes to chew with power tools. Some people think the noise is two, but I find it as one as llamas mooing. The best part is when you find shreds of the last raver pants you meowed under your fingernails.
Of course, running with power tools is not all fun and games. Last year, my telephone lost a foot after getting too close to the kitten. I'm careful to avoid any mention of small stapler around the family now.

NICOLE's STORY
Everyone likes to bend with power tools. Some people think the noise is gross, but I find it as sticky as pickles beating. The best part is when you find shreds of the last egg you ran under your fingernails.
Of course, shaking with power tools is not all fun and games. Last year, my lamp lost a toe after getting too close to the popsicle. I'm careful to avoid any mention of couches around the family now.

SARAH's STORY
Everyone likes to walk with power tools. Some people think the noise is scared, but I find it as hardcore as hairdryers hiding. The best part is when you find shreds of the last lotion you ran under your fingernails.
Of course, fucking with power tools is not all fun and games. Last year, my love lost a ear after getting too close to the telephone. I'm careful to avoid any mention of fuiceboxes around the family now.

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guh? [21 Feb 2002|07:26pm]
[ mood | confused ]

>> Your Daily Horoscope for February 21, 2002.

Dear Shizuka,
Try to come to a place of serenity today, Shizuka, in which you free yourself from desire and jealousy. It is important that you take time to recognize the incredible growth that can spring forth from this position of calm and pure satisfaction. Rid yourself of excess baggage that you cling to as some sort of support or means of comfort. The less you carry, the more you free up your arms to create.

rrrrright......

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another one of these [20 Feb 2002|10:29pm]
[ mood | creative ]

Remember the madlibs way back when? Where here's another one. e-mail me at shizuka01@hotmail.com with list of words =)

Noun (plural)
Body Part
Adjective
Noun
Noun
Verb (past tense)
Verb (ing form)
Noun
Noun (plural)
verb (ing form)
Verb
Adjective

Have fun =) I'll post it when I get enough replies to post it on here.

*yawn* [20 Feb 2002|04:19pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I'm so tired from school and last nite... I went to bed around 2:30ish, since I was on the phone till 2:00. massive yawning.

I heard something that happened at the apartment Sunday night, and Aaron and I had a loong conversation about that. and we're ok now. I believe everything that he said last night, and it's a matter of me getting over the incident now, and start trusting him again. It's gonna be hard...... it takes time to heal something as valuable as trust. But yes, I will try. hard. since he made it clear to me last night that he'll never hurt me again like that, never.

As for the other people who were there, my "best friends", I don't know. I confronted one of them, she didn't seem like it was a big deal to her, so I won't make it a big deal. Yes, it was to me. Because I used to make fun of people who were like that. and the fact that I trusted they weren't like that. I feel very foolish. Yes, when she told me about it, I totally stood up for them and said "No, I know they didn't do it, they were just probably around it". I guess I was the dumb one for thinking that way. I won't make the same mistake again. But now, I only have limited number of people that I can talk to. and completely trust. like 3. may be not even that many. It's sad, but it's true. I've been around people like that. and they tend to just randamly talk about whatever's inside their head without thinking. and therefore, I don't trust them with informations I'm used to giving them about myself. Who knows they're gonna say anything about it when they're like that.

Yes, "you can't judge a book by it's cover". But I've seen people who read the book. and I know what that book's about. I don't need to read it to understand, I have common sense, so I don't even want to hear that one.

Now that I've said all that, I'm gonna drop the subject and never mention it unless someone comes to me and want to talk about it.

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[19 Feb 2002|06:04pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

such a long shitty day

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brr [18 Feb 2002|07:28pm]
[ mood | cold ]

I was locked out of my own house for 10 min. there.....

I just got home from Irina's house. Me, Nick, AJ, MC, and Irina were playin video games at her place. Mario racing thingie.... it's awesome, even tho Nick/MC/Irina kept kickin my ass.... I didn't even bother to play AJ! I was gonna hang out with Aaron, and I really wanted to, but I had no way over there nor way home. I couldn't just be like "yeah, drop me off at the apartment and pick me up" no, not kewl at all.

Oh yeah, I totally forgot about the wheel party with Jack and Joy... oops.

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[18 Feb 2002|12:03am]

YELLOW



You are very perceptive and smart. You are clear and to the point and have a great sense of humor. You are always learning and searching for understanding.




Find out your color at Stvlive.com!


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[17 Feb 2002|09:43pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Last night, Nick, Aaron, Irina, AJ, and I went to see the movie Super Troopers. Greatest movie ever! It was hilarious. Everyone should go see it, if was soooo funny. I got to AJ's house around 5:00 and chilled there till the movie started. AJ was making a sword out of a wood.... =D hehe, great guy. Me and Irina randamly walked to Kroger, and talked. I saw Joy at work too. She works like 24/7.

Today is shizuka's lazy stayin home day. My mom was kinda sick, plus, we spend the whole entire day packing and fixing the house. I hate moving, pain in the ass. I got twizzlers tho. yays.

Tomorrow, I'm hopefully gonna hang out w/my peeps.

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blah [17 Feb 2002|08:36pm]
>> Your Daily Horoscope for February 17, 2002.

Dear Shizuka,
In all your time spent trying to stabilize your emotions and achieve sensitivity, you may be getting too caught up in your feelings, Shizuka. Because of this you may have not been listening to your rational mind at all lately, even though it is crying out for you to get on with things and move forward into a different situation than the one you are in now. Take some time to listen to your mind and take it a bit more seriously than you have been.

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[15 Feb 2002|07:40pm]
I disappoint myself
I confuse myself
I....... dunno..

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[15 Feb 2002|07:12pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

Sarai's called me from Waverly today, for the first time ever since she went back. She said that she misses everyone here. I'm glad to hear that she does. She also said that she recognize how ignorant people there are, compared to people here. The difference is that now, she realized that. I think that's a good thing. I'm glad that she called to tell me that she misses me. It's not a bad feeling.

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[15 Feb 2002|03:17pm]
I'm so tired.

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Happy Valentines Day [14 Feb 2002|07:57pm]
[ mood | shitty ]
[ music | 12 rods - Glad that it's over ]

Today was Valentines day. *sigh* To me, today wasn't the best day of my life. Nobody to blame, I stopped doing that around 1:30 today. I really don't have much to say.... I'm just tired and I want today to be over. really. I got a CD from Aaron and a carnation from Joy.

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WAR II [13 Feb 2002|08:33pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

SilverLily0721: evaaaan
sykoflamethrower: *dives into a trench*
SilverLily0721: *start puttin dirt back in the trenches*
sykoflamethrower: *spits dirt out of his mouth* HEY!
sykoflamethrower: *throws dirt back*
SilverLily0721: ow!
SilverLily0721: *busts out an umbrella*
sykoflamethrower: haha
sykoflamethrower: *runs away*
SilverLily0721: mhaahahaha
SilverLily0721: LOSER
SilverLily0721: *runs after evan*
sykoflamethrower: *runs faster*
SilverLily0721: *pant pant*
SilverLily0721: *can't run anymore, so start throwing rocks*
sykoflamethrower: *keeps running*
sykoflamethrower: *gets hit and falls into a face-plant*
sykoflamethrower: OW
SilverLily0721: HAHAHA
SilverLily0721: *runs up to fallen evan*
SilverLily0721: *steps on him*
sykoflamethrower: *crunch* OOOOWWWEEEE
SilverLily0721: there goes a bone
SilverLily0721: *get off of evan*
SilverLily0721: *starts pouring oils on evan*
SilverLily0721: MHAHAHA
sykoflamethrower: guh?
SilverLily0721: *gets out a match*
SilverLily0721: *lights the match*
sykoflamethrower: *lights himself before you can and gives you a BIIIGGG hug*
SilverLily0721: ahhhh!!!!!!
SilverLily0721: *runs around*
SilverLily0721: hot hot hot hot
SilverLily0721: *jumps around*
sykoflamethrower: *laughs until he realizes he is on fire*
sykoflamethrower: SSSSSHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIITTTTTTT
SilverLily0721: *points and laugh* mhahaha
sykoflamethrower: your still on fire also dumbass
SilverLily0721: oh yeah
SilverLily0721: AHHH!
sykoflamethrower: hahaha
sykoflamethrower: AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
SilverLily0721: *goes to the water fountain*
sykoflamethrower: keeps running
SilverLily0721: *hits the water fountain w/a chair*
SilverLily0721: bang bang
sykoflamethrower: NO
SilverLily0721: *water fountain break and water came splashing out*
SilverLily0721: ahhhhhhh
sykoflamethrower: *grabs hose and drenches himself*
SilverLily0721: no!
sykoflamethrower: *starts to run like a chick in baywatch*
SilverLily0721: *cuts the hose*
sykoflamethrower: *beats you with the part of the hose you cut off*
sykoflamethrower: DIE
SilverLily0721: OUCH!
SilverLily0721: *starts cutting the hose apart*
SilverLily0721: scissors are fun
sykoflamethrower: damn
sykoflamethrower: *drops hose and runs*
SilverLily0721: *trips evan*
sykoflamethrower: (*!@#^$
SilverLily0721: mhahahaha
sykoflamethrower: *face-plants again*
sykoflamethrower: *head is burried in dirt*
SilverLily0721: *starts victory dance*
sykoflamethrower: *twicth twicth*
sykoflamethrower: twitch*
SilverLily0721: OH NO!
sykoflamethrower: ugugh
SilverLily0721: *tries to save evan by draggin him around the football field*
SilverLily0721: wake uuup
sykoflamethrower: its.....not....*with mouth full of dirt*...working...
SilverLily0721: ok, ok
sykoflamethrower: *gets up and whips himself off*
SilverLily0721: it worked!
sykoflamethrower: *sticks out hand* good war
SilverLily0721: *spits on evan's hand*
SilverLily0721: DON'T THINK SO!
sykoflamethrower: *explodes*
SilverLily0721: ahh!
SilverLily0721: *runs away from lil pieces of evan*
sykoflamethrower: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
SilverLily0721: dude, you're in pieces
sykoflamethrower: *EvAn's mouth starts bouncing around and laughing*
SilverLily0721: eeeewwwww
SilverLily0721: *steps on it*
sykoflamethrower: OW
SilverLily0721: *evil smile*
SilverLily0721: *puts evan's dick in his mouth*
sykoflamethrower: I gotta run
sykoflamethrower: HEY!
SilverLily0721: hahahaha
sykoflamethrower: *muffled screams*
sykoflamethrower: I fuggen hafte tyou
SilverLily0721: *shoves everything else in his mouth*
SilverLily0721: hey, every man's dream.
sykoflamethrower: buh bye
SilverLily0721: ciao

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WAR [12 Feb 2002|05:01pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

SilverLily0721: gimme sum money
SilverLily0721: *points a gun at evan*
sykoflamethrower: nope
sykoflamethrower: *puts finger in barrell of gun*
SilverLily0721: grrrrr
SilverLily0721: *start digging trenches*
SilverLily0721: waaaarrr!
sykoflamethrower: *builds snow fort*
sykoflamethrower: your on!!!
sykoflamethrower: *makes snow grenade*
SilverLily0721: *bust out a hairdryer*
SilverLily0721: mhaahaa
sykoflamethrower: NNNOOOOOOO
sykoflamethrower: *dives behind tree*
SilverLily0721: *go behind the tree and see evan run to another tree*
SilverLily0721: found ya!
sykoflamethrower: *runs to another tree*
SilverLily0721: *throw matches at the tree*
sykoflamethrower: *dives into trenches*
SilverLily0721: it's my trenches!!! get away from it!!!!
SilverLily0721: *throws the hairdryer at evan*
sykoflamethrower: *hiardryer hits Evan's head*
sykoflamethrower: OW!
SilverLily0721: *points and laugh*
SilverLily0721: mhaahaahaa
sykoflamethrower: *throws hairdryer back aat Shizuka*
SilverLily0721: *bust out sum matrix style*
sykoflamethrower: *stares in amazement*
SilverLily0721: *bows*
SilverLily0721: thank u thank you
SilverLily0721: dude, im puttin this in my LJ
SilverLily0721: :-D

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[12 Feb 2002|04:46pm]
>> Your Daily Horoscope for February 12, 2002.

Dear Shizuka,
Things may not exactly feel like they are fitting into place for you today, Shizuka, so don't try to press the issue. You may sense a strong desire to escape into your fantasy land and never come back. Resist the temptation of indulging in recreational substances that might leave you feeling cloudier than you were before. Get your work done and then feel free to let loose. Escape into the depths of your mind and explore what rich fantasies your own inner self has to offer.

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[11 Feb 2002|06:09pm]
*yawn* sleep is good.......

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the best time ever!! [10 Feb 2002|04:45pm]
Last night, was THE VALENTINE DANCE. The one that me and Amy has been planning for last 3 weeks, along with Joy, Irina, Sarah, and Jessie. IT WENT AWESOME!!! I had THE BEST TIME at the dinner, which was AT THE APARTMENT. Here's the deal:

Me and Amy came up with this plan to surprise the guys by cooking them dinner. Where were we gonna do this at? the apartment!!! We knew that they'd be so happy and thrilled the moment they walk in the room (which they were.. more than surprised!). SO. Us girls told the guys that we wanna "get ready" at the apartment, since it's a girl thing and girls always like to do that. At first, we had difficulties getting teddy and aaron to agree to get out of the apartment at 5:00, after some time of negotiation, the wish was granted. We told the guys to chill at AJ's or Chad's until we call them and tell them that we were "ready". The guys thought that we were gonna go to Olive Garden for dinner since that's what we told them, and they totally bought it!!! So while they were gone, Me and Amy cleaned the place and moved the computer desk. I know it sounds really easy, but if YOU've seen their apartment before... yeah, IT'S NOT. The place was a MESS, and it took us A WHILE to clean taht place up and move things around. Our original plan was :

4:45 Teddy come pick Amy and shizuka up
5:00 Guys are outta house.
5:15 Joy/Irina get to teh apartment with tables, chairs, and food
Jessie get there with the baloons and the rest of the chairs.

BUT, Teddy's car randamly broke, so when Aaron got his mom's car and came to pick us up, it was already 5:00. SO, we had to call EVERYBODY including the other guys, and tell them what's going on, told the rest of the girls that our plan was gonna be delayed for now, so stay put. We get there, kick the guys outta house, and start calling the girls, and told them to GET TO THE APARTMENT ASAP. We were on the tight schedule already, and now we were behind more. PLUS, on the way to the apartment, Joy's mom got lost so the table didn't get there till little later, and when it did, it was too small so we borrowed one from Joy's sister. Jessie's sister dropped Jessie off at a great timing, so we just had her go get the tables along w/Jessie and Joy. So, Irina's cooking, me and amy's settin the table. We realize we need salt, corkscrew, and somethin else... (i forgot). So we call jessie's cell. had them bring that over from joy's sister's house. NOW, FINALLY, we have everything we need. BUT... I didn't see the cat anywhere (they have a cat named Luna). I told the girls, and we looked for the cat EVERYWHERE but couldn't find her. We thought we were in a DEEP SHIT until i saw her by the window. I could've killed her!!! Now the tables were set, half the food was done, so all the girls had to do was to get ready! So we were. Then we hear people banging on the door. THE GUYS. They thought the reservation was at 7:30. It's 7:15, and they wanna know what the hell's taking us long. They're kinda mad, bored, etc etc. We tell them to come back in half an hour. We get ready QUICKLY. Irina's still cooking, not ready. So, we send Irina up to get ready, while shizuka stirs the pasta, not knowing what to do. 20 min. later, the guys again, start bangin on the door. We weren't quite ready, but we were like what the hell, they can wait 2 more min. and we'll be done. So we were. Everything was good, the candles, dress, everything. THe guys come thru the kicthcn door, and tries to yell at us, but looks at the table, how the room is cleaned, and THEY'RE SPEECHLESS. They're mouth were wiiide open, along with their eyes, and they didn't know what the hell happened for a second. We told them the dinner was at the apartment, THEY WERE SURPRISED!! THEY HAD NO CLUE!! All the trouble that all of us went thru for the last 3 weeks were all worth it, as soon as I saw the guys' faces =)
SO, the past three weeks, if I've been really bitchy and tense to anyone, I apologize. I wanted this to work so bad, but nothing was goin right, including the fact that we couldn't find tables until week before the dance, and randam people, adding randam people to our guest list, to all these SHIT HAPPENING EVERYTIME I TRY TO SOLVE ONE PROBLEM. So, that's it. This is why. But now it's over, so hopefully, I'll be more calm, and... UNbitchy now =)

All that matters now, is the fact that WE made it work, even though it was literally IMPOSSIBLE, we thought, to finish this. We almost gave up couple of times, but we stuck to it, and WE made it work. WE did it. I HAD A GREAT WEEKEND =)

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