2:28 pm |
Work Work sucks the soul out of everyone, if they even have one to begin with. Here I am doing completely meaningless crap to fuel this loveless system, to make money to spend money to keep everyone else in the money. It's sick. It keeps me too tired to spend time on the things that actually give my life meaning. I get home, feed the cats and collapse. No second wind for me. once im down, thats it. I work weekends to pay back the student loans that got me this soul sucking meaningless job..........when will the madness end? Somehow i do find the time to ocassionally get published and learn enough about my bass to sound acceptable, but I imagine a world where I could work 20 hrs a week, pay my bills and spend the rest of my time writing, reading, and playing music. GRRRRR...........i'm getting paid 12.25 and hour to sit in front of a computer and surf the net. So boring. |