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· [2 wAnNa Be BaD wIt Me i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · *oOh BaBi i DuN tHiNk U kNo jUsS, JuSs HoW mUcH i LoVe YeW* [13 Mar 2002|04:52pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Thank God I found You:Mariah Carey f/Joe & 98* ] hey!! im bak i had work saturday-tuesday.. umm.. ok weekend friday~> i forget haha o0 g my soph hop! wit keith, julia, alexa, nicole, bill. kristen, chris, jen, chris and kate. dan was gay n left kate to go by herself cuz they borke up. now they're bak together (as of last nite) to me i think its gay. he was a dik, he let her go to the dance by herself, to me that wudda been the end never wudda even gave him another chance. he got wit qanother girl an told her he cheated on her. he always has treated her lyk shyt and then he says he hates all her friends n they all her friends are ugly well u kno wut i cud give a shyt wut the fat sun of a mullet thinks. because i know i aint ugly and none of kates friends are and u kno wut else he has alot of room to talk about friends bien ugly, has he seen his lately, oops forgot he has lyk a whole 2. he was so controlling of her and i always feel lyk i was second in her life cuz dan was always number 1 and now i fee lyk 4th cuz its dan-jenn-chris cuz dan only lyks jenn and chris~> well heres 1 for ya dan. fuk you cuz u kno wut u shudnt b goin out wit sum1 whos friends u dont lyk becasue ur guna hafta put up wit her goddamn friends because we put up wit u. i dont lyk you at all either, since the day i met u i dint lyk u.. and u kno wut i dont lyk the way u treat kate i dont lyk the things u say to her and the way u make her feel. so dont say im ugly or u hate me cuz ur fat and i dont lyk u at all either. but i don't even bother to tell kate cuz she sees sumthin in u that no1 else does n u were gunna dump her? bullshyt. i dont kno wut u were tryin to prove because wuteer girl u can get that wud even give ur scumbag ass a second lo0k even confuses me. i kno kate really lyks u, i couldn't even begin to understand to. actually to tell u the truth i cud give a fvk cuz i dont wanan undrestand, all i kno is i wud never let sum1 treat me the way u do, even half as bad. i wud never let sum1 make me feel that bad or controll me lyk that. i cant make kate's decisions for her, nor do i want to. i just know that i'll only let her do wut she wants, it's not lyk i didnt warn her, i kno ill never get in a realtionship lyk that. god sorrie about hearin me bitch i just cant stand scummbagz!! saturday~> work.. i was supposed to go to rach's party but ny the time i was ready there was basically an hour left of the party n my dad wasntr about to drop me off n pik me up an hour later so i went to keith's wit Laur.. and thats really all my favorite song in the entire world *thank god i found you* by mariah carey, joe & 98* ~> i get chiLLz wen i hear it.. its gunna be my weddin song// its gunna b pLayin wen i meet my next boyfriend.. haha nah i wish.. it wud b perfect tho.. or if we were jus chiLLin and it came on, that wud def be a sign that its summin *speshuL* ~> ive been tryin to win britney spears tickets since monday nite.. i really wanna go~~ tikets go on sale saturday ni got work damn you ticketmaster!! ~> im really lovin the new l0ok its so0 cute i made it myself awe how fun~> fuCC YuU sCuMmBaGgZ WeN i LoOk iN yA EyEs ThEa nO sToPPiN mE i WaNt *YuU* oN ToP oF mE DuN WaNt yA sTaCkZ JuSs *bREaK Ma BaK* GoNa CuT YuU nO sLaCk CuZ iM oN iT LyK DaT .. cOmE oN nD pUt iT oN mExoxo,chrissy

· [i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · [09 Mar 2002|04:59pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | ] R You are restricted. Well done, you're now practically adult in nature, and plus, you get to see nudity - have fun. "Which Movie Classification Are You?" Test created by Jamie - take it here. iM sOo iN LoVe

· [i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · [05 Mar 2002|03:06pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | Ooh Ooh: willa ford ] hey.. i havent wrote in here in a long time !! friday i did nuthin.. saturday i had work 12-6 n then i went straight to Sarah's surprise party and the hottest kid was there Mike n i got wit him haha.. i felt lyk sucha loser i didnt kno any1 since sarah goes to ryan and i dont~> but i knwe sarah, sara, rachele, kristen, joe, mayt, lindsay, victor, noelle, n noelle. and then i met mike, mike, and anthony. but wow mike was incredible !! sunday i had to walk to work at 4:40 am lol cuz i had to be in from 5am til 1 !! and i went to this game wit sarah & noelle on sunday and mike was there he told me that he lyked me awe *so0 cute* !! well friday i have my dance i dont have a dress or nuthin yet.. im gettin one today i think.. at lyk 3:45 wit nicole, kate n julia.. im takin keith to it.. it's kinda weird cuz lyk we went out, broke up now we lyk eachother again.. i dunno.. we aint gunna go out or nuthin i dont think.. i wanted a boyfriend before but now i just dont care its fun just getin wit them boys!! o0oh my god ~> 89% addicted to Instant Messenger. How about you? iF u GoT hOeS hAtIn oN u.. ThEn u *KNO* uR RuNnIn DiS MuThAa FcUkAa *Ur wAy*xoxo, christie

· [1 wAnNa Be BaD wIt Me i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · [23 Feb 2002|10:44pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | blue jeans: Silvertide ] last nite i watched light it up and the sixth sense twice.. haha.. today i got a call at 6 am sayin *we're having elecetrical problems so0 you don't have to come into work today* haha fun ~> so i sign on around 12 and talk to Lauren and she says she needed sum1 to go to the *silvertide* concert wit.. so0 we went down to the tla on south street haha it was fun omg i seen nick there.. ha it was funny.. thats all.. pc <33 Which 80's tv toon are YOU? | made by kt of p-e.org. Why thats a bad thing i cudnt tell ya.. haha i lvoe britney..

· [i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · [23 Feb 2002|07:44pm] What is YOUR Highschool label? Which My Ruin song are you?

· [1 wAnNa Be BaD wIt Me i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · [22 Feb 2002|02:15pm] Which My Little Pony Are You?

· [1 wAnNa Be BaD wIt Me i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · [22 Feb 2002|01:52pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Donde Quieras Yo ire: Backstreet Boys ] Jessica Simpson: To fall in love again So faithfully Holding tight to every dream I thought our love would ever be As the scent of hope slips through my fingers, plain for me to see I can feel now in your eyes the changing way you look at me Where's the love we knew would last us eternally And will your arms still hold me And your eyes console me Baby, please don't turn your back and just pretend That your heart still needs me And your soul completes me Can we find a way to fall in love again It's hard for you When your heart has opened up to feelings that you never knew Never thinking that you'd doubt our love you don't know what to do I'd give anything, my heart, my soul if I could pull you through Just to find again my love we hold so true And will your arms still hold me And your eyes console me Baby, please don't turn your back and just pretend That your heart still needs me And your soul completes me Can we find a way to fall in love again And as every night goes by With every lonely tear I cry It's So clear to me I need you by my side And will your arms still hold me And your eyes console me Baby, please don't turn your back and just pretend Oh, that your heart still needs me And your soul completes me Can we find a way to fall in love again Can we find a way to fall in love again _________incubus: i miss you_____________ To see you, when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real. To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold utopian dream. You do something to me that I can't explain. So would I be out of line if I said, I miss you. I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine. You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wastin away. I know I'll see you again whether far or soon. But I need you to know that I care and I miss you.

· [i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · [12 Feb 2002|05:34pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Whats your fantacy[remix] : Ludacris & Lil Kim &Trina; ] i havent updated in a while.. well -friday: babysat -saturday: work with justin gRrR! n then i had a had a party and i went to kev's house <33 wit brendan, cj pat and jennai was lyk layin wit brendan the whole time.. even tho i lyk kev haha!! im so confusing wit boys.. haha i lyk brendan tho to0 haha.. and pat is hot n cj is my FAVORITE person!! -sunday: i had work.. justin confuses me Justin->"im not goin out wit debbie i never was" Me->"thats why it says takin by a special lady.. in your profile" Justin-> "i was talkin about you, i never took it out" Me->"nah, it sed yo wasup CHRISTIE" haha and then he sed that he lyks me to megan.. i dunno he lyks me one day n then the next day he has a girlfriend[thats not me!!] i guess he figures he can have me wenever he wants.. and i guess he's rite.. until i get a boyfriend !! then i got locked out after work so i went to jays and slept there haha.. then i came home n me and jess went to dunkin donuts for smoothies and then we cameto my house and watched *Bring It On* !! well that was my weekend.. as gay as it was.. i cant wayt ti;; friday.. cuz i have mid-winter break ALL next week!! yess!! haha and im workin on monday tuesday & wednesday so im gunna get alot of money haha yay!! [i LoVe SoS] LiViN iN a DrEaM oF yEw & Me iS NoT tHe WaY mY LiFe ShUd Be.. i DuNTeAr fOr YeW sO fOrGiVe Me iF i Do.. <33xoxo,chrissy *iD dO aNyThInG iD gIvE yEw My wOrLd iD wAyT fOrEvEr To Be YeR gUrL JuSt cAlL OuT mY NaMe AnD i WiLL bE tHeRe JuSt To ShOw YeW hOw MuCh i CaRe*

· [2 wAnNa Be BaD wIt Me i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · *StUfF* [05 Feb 2002|07:48pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | only hope: mandy moore ] YaY!! i love mountain dew!! Which Carbonated Beverage Are You? this is wut band am i.. Rankings: #1: Incubus #2: Linkin Park #3: Hanson #4: Blink 182 #5: Cold #6: New Found Glory #7: Garbage #8: Good Charlotte #9: Kittie #10: No Doubt Of Katie's favorite bands:

· [i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · *MuChLy NeEdEd UpDaTe* [05 Feb 2002|07:16pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | So What Does It All Mean: Average Jo ] HeY.. ok friday-->social.. me n justin broke up cuz he's gay and lyks ugly, psycho-sluts, his loss!! ;] i met melissa.. shes really not as ugly as people were sayin, she was pretty nice. I was talkin to Amanda, i was goin crazi n cudnt find any of my friends, she's actually extremely nice and we've been talkin n there some weird stuff goin on!! lol.. and then just gay stuff lyk justin happened.. saturday-->work. it was shady as hell!! justin calls me at 6:48 am [it sez on my caller id lol] and he goes "christie, it's justin, do u think u cna switch with me? i came in and thought i was workin 7-1 but im workin 12-6." and i wanted to say *no. you're stupid. kill yourself* but for 2 major reasons i didnt.. a. i'm a nice person, b. i was way tired anyway.. so that meant i cud sleep!! and then i went to the movies wit Rachele & Kristen P. we seen *A walk to remember*!! it was so0o go0d!! i cant even explain.. it was just... wow.. it was so0 go0d!! he's a great boyfriend!! and i already started cryin 10 minutes into the movie haha!! it was lykl my favorite movie!! i love it.. I downloaded three songs from it [besides cry] Mandy Moore-->its' gonna be love & only hope and Average Jo-->So what does it all mean.. average jo is shane west's band, he plays guitar.. wow i cud go all out on *Shane West* but all ill say is *incredible*!! i hate these damn porn site emails!! i feel sorry for the loser wit no life who sends them out ;x !! well i need a boyfriend!! sO WuT DoEs iT aLL mEaN.. To TrY So HaRd To GeT tHe RiTe WoRdS oUt. i WiSh i CuD CoMe cLeAn, iM GiViN iT aLL bUT i HaVe mY DoUbTs, tHaT oNe DaY wEn ShE iS gOnE iLL hAvE My cHaNcE tO AsK yEw OuTt<33 xoxo

· [4 wAnNa Be BaD wIt Me i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · [29 Jan 2002|02:29pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | baby its you: aaron carter ] yesterday was nick22 birthday!! awe he's growin up so0 fast.. i didnt go to sko0l todayi was to0 tired :( cuz on Saturday I had the snowball and i fell asleep around 4am, woke up at 6:30 for work.. ooooomg it was so0o0 awesum!! sunday was the best day of my life!! o0k on sunday justin asked me out!! and then.. the aaron carter concert!!! wow... i went wit Jess & Megan we were so0o0o close!! and we seen colleen & alyson there!! and everyone in front of us was sittin down so he cud def see us and i swear Aaron and Reds smiled at us!! [reds is aarons backup dancer.. we dont know his name so0 we just call him reds cuz he had the red hair it was hot!!] then after the concert we went behind the soveirgn bank arena and met Chris from dreamstreet!! it was amazing!! we got kissez, hugz, autographs and pictures! my picture wit him turned out so0 go0d.. well im goin to cheerleadin now!! pc hun <33 [i love justin]xoxo, chrissy

· [i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · i wanna be i wanan be i wanna be with you [25 Jan 2002|06:09pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | the way you like it/i wanna b with you :adema/mandy ] wow.. i dont even know wut to say.. i cant describe how i feel in words.. other than these.. *yew can call me selfish but all I want is yer love.. yew can call me hopeless cuz I'm hopelessly in love.. yew can call me unperfect, but who's perfect? tell me wut do I gotta do to prove that I'm the only one for you..* - selfish *nsync* *That I'd do anything in this world for yew. I would push it to the end of the Earth for yew, making every single wish come true. I would get to the edge of the universe givin' all I could Yew know I would.* - i would *aaron carter* It happens all the time, how you play me, play me, play me. Playin' with my mind You're makin' me go crazy and if you all that love, then all it was was a pocket full of nothing but a suicidal cause and if you call that love then love should be a ... crime. - love should be a crime *otown* Will I walk through fire just to be you, be with you baby. Would I cross an ocean just to hold you, yea. Would I give up all i have to see you smile, to see you smile. Would I walk through hell and not think twice.. Baby I wouldwill, Baby I'll do that gladly, Be all you need, Do anything, to make you happy - babi i would *otown* I sit locked inside my head Remembering everything you've said. This silence gets us nowhwere! Gets us nowhere way too fast! - for you *staind* I know I'll see you again whether far or soon. But I need you to know that I care and I miss you. - i miss you *incubus* I need you to hear, I need you to see that I have had all I can take and exploding seems like a definite possibility to me. So pardon me while I burst into flames. I've had enough of the world and it's people's mindless games. So pardon me while I burn and rise above the flame. Pardon me, pardon me....I'll never be the same. - Pardon me *incubus* How Could yew Just Walk Out The Door? How Could yew Not Love Me Anymore? I Thought We Had Forever. I Cant Understand..... * How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break My HeartHappy, Make Me Feel So Sad? Wont Somebody Tell Me? So I Can Understand. *If You Love Me, How Could You Hurt Me Like That?* - the one i gave my heart to *aaliyah* Realize that I've lost control. impulses keep flashing through my head. I'm on the outside.Take up all my life inside.......This pain inside i can't understand this hate in life that will not go away - pain inside *adema*

· [3 wAnNa Be BaD wIt Me i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · i need u lyk water, lyk breath, lyk rain [22 Jan 2002|07:31pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | I Need You: LeAnne Rimes ] heyy.. hmm my algebra 2 grade is a C+ yay!! hehe.. im watchin LeGaLLy bLoNdE.. hmm.. nuthin really go0d or anything lyk that happened today.. i cant go to the mountains cuz i have *work* ugh :( hmm o0o wellz.. today is Julia's bday.. and the 1 year anniversary of Kevin's death.. well im out pc <33 See what Care Bear you are. I need yew lyk water, lyk breath, lyk rain.. I need yew lyk mercy from Heaven's gate There's a freedom in yer arms, that carries me thru.. *I need yew*x0 -chrissy

· [2 wAnNa Be BaD wIt Me i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · ..ill b more than a woman, more than a lover, more than enuff 4 yew.. [21 Jan 2002|04:21pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Rock The Boat: Aaliyah ] heyyz.. ok last nite i was talkin to justin and i asked him if he asked the girl out, he did. she sed yes. and sumhow i managed to say *awe, im happie for yew*.. i don't know how, i mean i still reallie reallie lyk him, but i guess lyk im happy that he's with sum1 he lyks and wants to be with, i wish i cud have that.. [she's] luckie.. wow gina mascio's journal is goin crazi lolz.. theres lyk 34 comments on this 1 entry!! haha im lyk dyin.. wow i just found out i have a game tonite.. haha where is st. basil's?? lolz.. oh wayt aids project is do tomorrow!! hahh funny.. t0morr0w will be the 0ne year anniversary of *Kevin Weber* deah.. awe [RiP] ..<33 ChRiSsY *In pLaCeS No OnE wUd FiNd.. aLL yEr FeELiNgS So DeEp iNsiDE.. It WaS ThEN ThAT i ReALiZeD.. ThAt FoReVeR WaS In YeR EyEs*x0 ChRiSsY

· [i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · [20 Jan 2002|11:24pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Cry: Mandy Moore ] wow.. ok needs an update.. - not taking justin to formal - was taking matt - once again dateless because matt has a ski trip. - lovin ******* - i seen Orange County, Jimmy Neutron, Behind Enemy Lines & Black Hawk Down.. they were all really go0d.. especially BEL&BHD..; i have lyk this thing about war movies.. i wanna be in the army lol.. - Steve called me today.. wutever that was about lol.. <33 ChRiSsY

· [3 wAnNa Be BaD wIt Me i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · *yEw CaN bE mY hOtTiE, hOtTiE.. NoT jUsT aNyBoDy* [14 Jan 2002|11:12am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Ashley Ballard: Hottie ] o0k.. i havent updated in a long time.. let's see.. - i love work.. haha i lyk lo0k foward to it haha! - i still lyk kev lyk so0o0o much <33 :( - im takin justin to the formal! yay!! - the snowball is saturday! - i have exams this week. bLaH! - 13 dayz until Aaron Carter & Dreamstreet! <33 - i think im seein not another teen movie today!! yay! - tomorrow i have a game.. bLaH!! where is merion mercy? hehe i dun got a ride! i forgot to find 1 hehe! All i need is everything u r.. *complete* and if yew ever fall ill be here standin in the shadow of my heart.. <33 luviez, chrissy

· [i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · [14 Jan 2002|11:09am] [ mood | exanimate ] [ music | As long as you love me//If you stay: Backstreet Boys ] hahaha.. these r lyk the test result things... except theres no test haha.. i lyk the ben stiller 1.. 6% entertaining haha!! well this 1 was a quiz... Which WWF diva are you? so0 was this... hahah wut is a fur? You're probably no older than twelve, and man, are you confused about who you are. Nobody at school likes you, so you pretend to be goth, just so other people will fear you--though it never works. You joined the furry community to stand out even more, and you draw quite a lot, but none of your work is original, nor attractive. You steal from more talented artists, but do a bad job of it. You need to grow up. Literally. Click here to see what kind of furry YOU are. hahaha... I'm a...... Take Squiggle UK's 'Are you addicted to online tests' test [hahah i have no idea wut examniate means.. its just for me *fat*]

· [1 wAnNa Be BaD wIt Me i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · *dUn PlAyA HaTe* [06 Jan 2002|04:16pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Oochie Wally: Nas ] hahahaha... funnnieee! last nite i babysat my cousin kelli.. jess n marianne were there.. for a lil while anyway.. i burnt 2 cds one lyk club music mixx its h0tt!! and then just a mix of all songs.. mostly rap.. theres sum old sko0l stuff lyk LL COOL J haha.. me n kev broke up. im takin justin to the formal <33!! i went to work today. .thats funny cuz i didnt know.. lolz.. hmm im thinkin *i want a hot chocolate wit FLUFF!* yeahill make sum.. and no1 beleives me that i wrote this.. but i did!! lol in lyk october or november of ninth grade.. i cudnt tell u why no1 beleives me: I know that bad things happen with a mix of flesh and knife. I know thats why I did it, I tried to take my life. It's not like it really matters, or even that you care. It's really hard to try anymore, its just not any fair. I want to take my life, it's the only way, I tried and failed before, but will today will be the day? I like to cut myelf and then when I start to bleed, death is on my mind, maybe it will be today for me. The slits on my wrists, the ones you never see, I just dont let you see them so they won't be mad at me. The deepest ones are the ones I have to hide, I know they would upset you, so I keep it locked inside. You might say it's for attention then why didn't you ever know, that I cut myself so often theres no more blood left to flow? It's not the attention I'm after, it's all in the pain i feel. It's good to take the inside pain and make it something real. I wish I could say I'm sorry, but I would never take it back, Your face is fading now, my world is turning black. I'll try really hard not to hurt you, I promise you today But pain can come tomorrow, and tomorrow will be another day. <33christie

· [1 wAnNa Be BaD wIt Me i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · omg [03 Jan 2002|08:15pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | sugar high: empire records soundtrack ] how much do i love the movie empire records?!!? me and my cousin Liz watched it EVERYDAY in the summer.. even down the shore lolz.. definately lyk my favorite movie ever.. just about.. lyk its in the top 5 lolz.. and lo0k who i am!! haha my favorite!! *Warren* hes h0t.. wow.. did u ever see welcome to the dollhouse? me n liz loved that 1 to0 so0 did jessie lolz.. brendan sexton jr is in that 1 to0.. wow warren is hot... <33christie Take the Which Empire Records Character are You? Quiz.

· [i WaNnA bE bAd WiT yEw BaBi] · [03 Jan 2002|08:03pm] My anthem is "I Choose", by The Offspring. I live life like there were no tomorrow, but I know when to keep my nose out of serious trouble. I may seem pretty childish to some people, and I won't deny that I am. But that's why everyone loves me. Find out what YOUR anthem is HERE! I'm a gigantic, jumping bass player who's out for kicks. I'm Krist Novoselic! Click here to find out which Nirvana grunge rocker you are! What Color Underwear Are You?

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