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LiveJournal for beating myself up.
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| Monday, February 18th, 2002 |
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Okay today just keeps getting better. I just got off the phone with my sister. Yes my real life sister. this is like the first time i've talked to her in like a million years. I can believe how much we have in common. I feel like i might have the essence of a real family life goin on or something. Dude i feel like crying i'm soooo happy. Karina is great. Man i must be due for some bad luck soon cuz the last few days have been too good to be true. Having a sister is great. I'm gonna go to bed now, cuz today cannot get any better than it already has been. nite everyone and smile |
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Okay well it's been 2 hours since Sam left my house. So i guess it's time to recollect on the whole day. Okay i'll put in short terms. "Sam Rich is quite possibly one of the funnest girls i've met in quite a long time." I will definitely sound like a dork for the rest of this journal. She arrived at my house at roughly 12 pm. . A very rare thing happenned. I hung out with someone for 10 hours and wasn't bored for a single minute. Geez Sam Rich is absolutely wonderful. I still can't get her out of my head. Damn i definitely can say one thing. I've found a good friend for sure. I'm not gonna spend too much time writing about how great the day was i'm gonna sound like a total dork and i need sleep. But moral of the story was i had a great day. Sam Rich is amazing. I want her to come back lots and lots of times. Anyone who lives in Buffalo that reads my journal should become friends with her because she's grrrrreat. alrigth i'm out |
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| Saturday, February 16th, 2002 |
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Okay so i had a whole lot of shit planned that i HAD to do today. However something must not've liked the idea of me getting things accomplished so well. To make a long story short i work from 10 AM- 3 am. that adds up to 17 consecutive hours of work. Some may say "isn't that illegal" Well possibly if i didn't get paid under the table but i am dumb and work for cash. So nontheless i'm not in such a good mood now. Sam comes to visit in 2 days and i'm gonna have to totally kick ass tomorrow to get everything done i want to. God i'm definitely getting nervous about this little visit. I'm probably way overextending myself. But i guess for a girl that is as cool as Sam it's worth it. I'm in the holiday spirit anyways so why not be as nice as possible. Being nice is just really fun and uplifting. I love it when i can finally meet people who are happy and don't let little insignificant problems ruin their days. and she is definitely one of those people. So blah blah blah Damon shutup cuz you're making yourself sound stupid. Well whatever i'm talking about Sunday is soon approaching and i'm so so excited. Damn must go make little presents and clean. I really really hope everything is fun. I can't exactly expect the girl to have alot of fun in a town like this. Jamestown= (insert random word to descibe shitty town) But oh well i'm off to bed now. p.s. Anyone from my city wanna go see Dashboard Confessional and the anniversery on Apr 1. If you drive i will sooo buy your ticket and pay for gas and all that good stuff. later |
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| Wednesday, February 13th, 2002 |
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i think i've lost my mind. I have very odd acting emotions. I got into an argument with one of my friends today and it just completely changed my mood. I wish Sam was online. She's the ultimate anti-depressant |
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| Okay had to work till 1 AM last night. I am not a happy camper. Sorry Sam for not being here if you called at all | ||||
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| Tuesday, February 12th, 2002 |
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 that cat is the shit |
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| Monday, February 11th, 2002 |
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| I realized tonight that i have the worlds funniest fake drama ever. I don't care to explain because i don't wanna get in trouble, but tonight makes me laugh in so many ways. My list of people to hug has grown | ||||
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| Sunday, February 10th, 2002 |
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Tonight i learned some really really really good news. I guess Sam from buffalo will be coming to see me in one week. This has to be the greatest news i've heard in quite some time. I'm smiling so much it's ridiculous. in other news i saw Stigma tonight. Not too much else to say about that. Have you guys ever the heard that old saying "if you don't have anything nice to say to say, don't say anything at all" Thats explains my review of the show. Well i guess it's more inspiration to make my band the shit. Oh well this day has been made 1000 times better by the aforementioned news. okay gotta go |
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| Tuesday, February 5th, 2002 |
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I need to move to buffalo badly. Or meet some fucking people that think on the same level as i do about things. Today was supposed to be another little session for me and my guitar player to get together and write shit. However it appears as he ain't gonna be here. So i'm just chilling waitin patiently and poof nobody. So i call the kid 45 mintues after he was supposed to be here and the conversation goes a little something like this BOne=nope guess i won't be able to make it down, i don't have any clean clothes. Damon=so were you planning on possibly telling me about this so i don't sit here wondering Bone=well ugh Damon= well i kinda got outta work early so we could get together today. The least you could've done is called me or something and told me you couldn't make it Bone=ugh Damon=alright bye (click) One thing that really irratates me is a lack of communication. Everyone i ever try to start a band with seems all gung ho about it in the beginning but then there is always these little things that get in the way. "I don't have any clothes", "i'm at my girlfriends", "i overslept", blah blah blah. I guess i'm just a fucked up musician. Cuz when i make a fuckin plan for something i keep it. No matter how important any of the other stuff is. The band will always take priority with me. Maybe it'll pay off someday maybe not, but i'm fucking sick of being around people that always seem to have a fuckin thousand things holding them back from being dedicated. If it was my choice i'd have a fucking band practice 7 days a week and still want more. People can have all the fucking money and equipment and support in the world but when it comes down to it dedication is gonna be the most important thing. I want this band thing so fucking badly that's one of two things are going to happen. Either i'm gonna kill myself trying or make it. Most likely the first one but fuck i'd like to at least get a taste of the second. FUCK i'm gonna punch some walls and be depressed until work again. BYe |
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| Saturday, February 2nd, 2002 |
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k two really good things happenned in the last two days. Actually three. #1.) there is a new mindless self indulgence song available for download at www.bratshatemusic.com #2.) i got the bad religion cd. God i love this band more than sliced bread. THe Cd isn't a letdown at all. Please buy it everyone you won't be dissapointed #3.) Me and bone made a pretty good fucking song today. I mean it sounds REALLY good. I think it could actually stick for a while in this band. oh well i guess i'd just boast for a minute about how good the last two days have been. i got bounce to work now. bye everyone remember feb 11th |
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| Thursday, January 31st, 2002 |
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So we spent about 4 hours working on a song today. It's starting to come together alright. It's definitely a pretty hard song. Such things make me happy, cuz i really fuckin like playing hard music. Nonetheless i guess the Aldo's beast might be sucking me in soon so i'll be gone for a while. P.S. Rumor has it that i'll be making an appearance in Buffalo on February 11. So anyone who wants to see me tell me now so i can make arrangements. i want more Evan and Christine gosh darnit. |
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You know after talking to Sam tonight my mood is in complete high spirits. She was by far the highlight of my day. It's 3 am and i'm too happy to want to go to bed. Oh well guess i'll go listen to emo and pass out. Hey Bohdan let's go to that Dashboard show for real. I'm determined to have license and car before it happens. |
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| Wednesday, January 30th, 2002 |
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God i love showers. I especially love a new soap and new shampoo. It feels so wonderful to have the fresh and clean new soap scent. Otherwise my day has sucked but the 2nd shower was absolutely wonderful. Dude i should do Herbal Essence commercials. |
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| Tuesday, January 29th, 2002 |
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FAIL FAIL FAIL dammit no love for the licensing of Damon to drive |
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Heidgod: ppl cant really controll who they are attracted to antidorkaura1: this is true Heidgod: indeed antidorkaura1: but then again i'm into somebody different on a weekly basis Heidgod: lol antidorkaura1: my life is confusing Heidgod: im sorry antidorkaura1: nah it's fun Heidgod: ok good :) antidorkaura1: but i kinda wish i could stay into a girl for longer than a week so i could actually go after her Heidgod: lol i have the opposite problem Heidgod: i have on and off again crushes that last years antidorkaura1: i don't know i need a brain transplant with you then Heidgod: i think that would be weird Heidgod: youd like guys for years then Heidgod: and id like girls for a week at a time |
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| Monday, January 28th, 2002 |
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| well yesterday was interesting. Band practice went pretty damn good i thought. We've got 4 songs completely nailed down. I'm gettin pretty excited about this band. When we actually get together and focus we sound pretty good together. Hopefully me and Bone can get together tomorrow and start writing original material. That would fresh as hell. I don't think anyone in the band wants to stick with this cover shit for too long. So nonetheless overall a good day. I feel bad for Heidi cuz she was supposed to come over yesterday but then had some kind of weird accident thing at Walmart. Feel better. Nothing much else going. I've been talking to this very cool girl i met from Buffalo lately. She's definitely fun and interesting. I'm dumb. oh well i'm leaving now. Gotta get to work so quickly it's sad. . | ||||
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| Sunday, January 27th, 2002 |
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| Just got a call from Elsbeth. THat was kinda weird but it was good. I hadn't really talked to her in a while but she just randomly called me. She seems to be doing alright. Wow now i'm in a quite good mood. Although it's probably not healthy because i'll most likely be thinking about her for a majority of the day. But overall good conversation. Maybe now we could finally be friends like it should be. Damn now if Heidi would just call my day would be complete. Sunday is starting out to be much better than Saturday. Damon smiles | ||||
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Damon ---------------------------------------- Your first name of Damon makes you a quick thinker, both philosophical and creative. You appreciate music, art, and drama and, if given training, could excel in those fields. Self-consciousness may prevent you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu expression. Desiring to be free from detail and monotony, you find it difficult to finish what you start if it does not hold your interest. You enjoy reading and the beauties of nature, experiencing peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. With acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reticent and reserved. Your friends never know whether they will find you friendly and charming or lost in introspection. When unhappy or disappointed, you can be moody and temperamental, feeling misunderstood and unappreciated. You will go out of your way to help others, and find it difficult to say "no" and mean it. Others impose on your generosity at times. You enjoy sweets and starchy foods. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. ---------------------------------------- . |
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| Saturday, January 26th, 2002 |
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| Anyone know any drummer's cuz it appears as though ours doesn't like to show up. Nothing sux worse than get all excited about a band practice than having it get fucked up because one person don't show up. So another words me, Bone, and George need help with this drummer situation cuz apparently Adam don't wanna be in it. | ||||
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LiveJournal for beating myself up.
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