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LiveJournal for Liz A Beth.
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| Thursday, July 18th, 2002 |
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| please disregard everything in my last post...it was all a huge misunderstanding...and i am an asshole for writing about it...and now talking about it..to her. my "roomie" (or kristle) never said anything that i heard that she said...i dont know the exact circumstances of what went down between her and matt except that 1) he either misunderstood her (my guess) or 2) he wanted me to dislike them so that he wouldnt be dislike....i really dont want to think this one...cause i cant understand why he would do this...oh jeez...everything is so mixed up...so mixed up..and Kristle read my last posting...and she's pretty pissed (or was)..and i am so mixed up...cause now i dont know what to think...i feel so horrible for just assuming what he said was true and doubting her...and i feel bad that i am almost upset with him for saying it to me...when i think all he was trng to do is help...i dunno, i have no idea what to do....i just dont... | ||
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| Tuesday, July 16th, 2002 |
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so my "roomate" for next year and i havent hung out in a while...or talked...and we basicly arent friends anymore, more like....we just know each other...cause we never talk....we never hang out, and we just dont get along anymore...and im alright with it cause i mean i would rahter not be friends with her than have someone always complain aboutme and lie to my face! so im set with just living with her and living seperate lives....just like you would in school im not saying anyhign to her about this...cause i know she is just using me to live with cause she got kicked out..and i would back out but i dont want to cause a huge problem...nor do i want to live at home, and part of me would feel bad if i did that.. i told her that i would live with her a long time ago and we have talked about it ever since...but i have every right to change my mind. just like if i am living there and i hate it...i have every right to move out. and i know she will flip out...and thats what i am avoiding but im not pretending to still be friends with her..i never talk to her nor do i particuarly care to. and i really am only living with her for the school year..and i dont plan on being with her ever..like hanging out...i mean it will happen cause we will live together...but i have been treated like crap by too many people to sit around and let her do it too but i dont think she knows that i am on to her....with the lying and what not. and i would like to keep it that way and let the friendship fizzle out...cause she has no idea that i know that she did that shit i just hope she can find someone to replace me next summer and year or whatever though im not too concerned with it...oh well.. its all crap...so can someone help me figure out why she complains when i call....or told matt not to tell me where they were all going? please? cause...i dunno people that are your friends....well they dont normally do that... i just am sick of all this shit with her maybe i should talk to her but i really have no time tomorrow so it will have to be another day and she will again accuse me of wanting to back out and ill tell her that i would...cept i am somewhat obligated and then living with her will be hell but i guess thats the only way it goes... as my cosin says..... KEEP UP THE FIGHT |
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| Saturday, July 13th, 2002 |
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matt and i broke up it was horrible im alright now (sorta) im still friends with him...cause he is too great to let go of so then here is the rest of my story i went to his house he came out with my stuff we drove to the ballpark...cause its away and we talked and everything is okay-ish now but whilewe were talking the subject of none of m,y friends caring came up and he was like they never cared about anything anyways and went on to tell me that the night he and i broke up they went clubbing (which i knew) but they had told him not to tell me where they were going and when i asked them why they didnt call me they said they thought that i was with matt then he said that everytime i call !@*%&$( she complains that im calling and she is who i am supposed to live with next year which is who i got in a HUGE fight with a while ago and tonight she came over looked at the paper with me...and then left to go out with ^*$&#(%&...totally ditching me okay more bad things so last night this kid kissed me totally unexpected but whatever...i think it was mostly a joke so anyways....i told %$$&$(% that today...and she goes "and whos fault is that" like it was all my fault that he did that then she didnt understand why i was pissed at her and! they always have to critique my selection of boys its so annoying im so pissed but ya know what im gonna talk to them have it all out and then move on cause if any of this is true...it is so not worth it and if i end up not moving out...so be it ya know when he said that to me, i almost threw up ya know that horrible feeling anyways...ill be sure to...well i doubt ill update but...maybe |
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| Thursday, July 11th, 2002 |
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Me: so ive decided to just be a slut now Him: ha Him: bad call Me: why? Him: not worth it Me: eh Me: i dunno about that Him: y Me: i dunno why not just fool around with people Him: if you want to, ill support you all the way Me: haha Him: lol Me: whats that...and offer? Me: lol Him: oh youknow it Him: itll be on VH1 Him: BIGGEST SLUT EVER Me: haha Me: you loser Me: im too old for you Me: but i do like you alot...lol Him: then like "The Man behind the woman . .. . literally" Him: lol Me: "why liz, why do you like me so much" Him: hahaha Him: so funny |
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| Monday, June 24th, 2002 |
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Okay the first time i took this quiz i got this:
then i took it again to make sure that i took it right and got this:
And they are both very very true...lol...so yea the next few options were Jay, Alyssa, and God...ahhh if only i could be God..then Vertical Horizon could sing about me...lol... |
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| Tuesday, June 18th, 2002 |
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Are you a girl? Yes i am! What are you wearing? my blue plaid pj pants, and my naughty by nature t shirt...and undies Are you wearing makeup? No i took it off already Do you polish your nails? not often...too much work Do you like pink? yes..very much so actually.. Do you like cute stuff like Hello Kitty, Power Puff Girls? I do like the PPG but no hello kitty for me.. Do you wanna save "it" till your married? no. Would you kiss on the first date? yes. What would your ideal date be? um..anything really fun..even if it was just hanging out...i just want to have fun. Do you like romantic songs/flicks? um...to a point..bt there are some out there that i just cant believe are made What would you do if your bf slept with another girl? well if by sleeping you mean sex...i think i would die..but if you mean slept like next to...thats okay..i might wonder why...but then again i have so..its cool...that is as long as there is no "hanky-panky" Are your friends "girlie" or "tomboy"? neither...we are just girls What do you like about yourself? my rockin ass!! no im joking..um right now nothing.but usually i like that i am "funny" What celeb do you think you look like? everyone says jenneane girafalo (sp?) but i dunno about that one... Do you like shopping? i LIVE for shopping!! Would you ever kiss a guy who wouldn't want more then a hug? okay, who made up this test? a 5 year old..seriously...i suppose if he only wanted to hug i would be more than happy with that...but eventually hes gotta open up (his mouth) to me Friends or boys first? friends..though sometimes my boy does come first...but i try to make it a bit more weight on the friends side. Ever sat there watching a chick flick, eating chocolate, and crying because your heart was broken? yes Best thing about being a girl? um...tits..and our bodies are more pretty than boys..and we can hug everyone with out thinking that we are strange.. Worst thing? ovulation and all things related to it What would you do if you were a boy for one day? haha jack off...lol. Do you want a bf? i believe that i have one...matt?? lol or is it mike?? maybe nick? Are you crushing on someone? very much so!! |
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| Friday, May 31st, 2002 |
| Sunday, May 26th, 2002 |
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| so im home now...it sucks majorly..not too too much but all the same it does suck. i dont knwo how to explain it. I wouldnt rather be at school or anything, and im not sitting around everynight alone..but i still hate it. i have no job and no car. i am a lazy bum. i have been home for 3 weeks and somehow i have managed to not get either of them. i guess i am mad at myself alot. and i am bored of doing the same things all the time. Watch a movie (home, friends, theatres), go shopping, play pool or go bowling. those are mainly the only options. is it too much to ask to just hang around and talk and eat, or play cards. I want to stimulate my mind. i have been reading a book and in it the characters are all very scolarly and they sit around and smoke pot and make up stories based on all their knowledge. i have never been at this level of mental stimulation, but i use to talk about what things are, and what things mean. and no one does that anymore. mainly cause my friends would rather watch completely meaningless movies (which while i do partake in this, and enjoy the company of others...i just wish i could be older and sit around and drink or smoke and just talk. with out doing anything else.)i dont think that i am more mature than these friends that i talk of. i just think that i want to be stimulated more. so whats the answer to this...make new friends? i dont really want to do that. maybe i just need to think about who i am. maybe i am trying to be someone that im not...maybe im trying to be someone that i want to be...or maybe i am just bored and i am making up what i think will make me not bored... | ||
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| Saturday, May 4th, 2002 |
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Dear fucker, You are my fucking friend, and you know thats fucking true. No matter what the fuck happenes, I will stand the fuck by you. Whenever the fuck you need me to lend you a fuckin hand, to do a fuckin good deed, just fucking call on me. Whenever the fuck you need anything, fuck...I will always be there, even to the bitter fucking end. |
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| Friday, May 3rd, 2002 |
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| after my long hiatis (sp) i am back to tell everyone i think i am going to abandon this journal....cause i hate writing out how i feel. though i know it is good for you...i just dont want to dwell on things..so if anything is posted, chances are its nothing great...so i dont mind being removed from my 3 friend lists...i will keep reading everyones LJ though...love to all... | ||
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| Thursday, May 2nd, 2002 |
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| Tuesday, April 23rd, 2002 |
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| Thursday, April 11th, 2002 |
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-Current Mood: anxious....i dunno why though -Current Music: rubber soul- -beatles -Current Taste: soooo good!! mmm pasta and sauce...its made in the microwave...mmmm -Current Hair: ponytail...as usual -Current Dress: green AF cargos, red knowledge shirt, grey hoodie, adidas sandals, VS undies, target bra -Current Annoyance: stupid girls on my floor complaining about guys -Current Smell: my pasta -Current Longing: to see matt....awwwww ::pukes:: -Current Game: yahoo grafitti...online pictionary -Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing: writing a paper...for next week -Current Windows Open: buddy list, LJ, media player, away message -Current Computer Desktop Picture: exploding dog man w/ record player -Current Favourite Artist: my art teacher...lol -Current Favourite Group: Beatles -Current Favourite Book: um....my psych one -Current CD In Stereo: n/a although i have the sim city cd in my comp -Current Video In VCR: mallrats -Current Colour Of Toenails: none -Current colour of Nail polish: none, though there is ground in black paint on the edges and underneath them -Current Refreshment: nothing...craving coke -Current Worry: what am i doing with my life... -Current Crush: matthew crowly izzi -Current Favourite Celebrity: conan o'brien -Current Hate: that i just missed seeing a bunny out my window cause i got stuck in my chair.... |
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| Monday, April 8th, 2002 |
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Well apparently someone wants me to address the nasty comments that they are leaving in my LJ...i really dont care...i have moved on. seeing how anything that did happen, happened 6 months ago..you think people would move on. well two words for you boys..GROW Up...seriously.. anyways, after spending two very enjoyable days at home i am back to the grind, no not that stupid MTV dance show...college. Home was great. the first night i took a bus home, not too bad though, and then got picked up by Matt and surprise guest Kristle..then we picked up her friend dan and went out to eat where we were harrassed by teenage boys at applebees...then we just chilled til 1130 and brought everyone home, returning from PC at 2...my mom wasnt that happy about that one...then saturday i went and saw ET with my mom!! so exciting. i love little kid movies! we then went shopping and then came home. Kristle and i spent the entire evening togetehr at her aunts "mansion" lol ad got free food and played with little children! it was great. then we went and visited matt at PC again because he HAD to play me something off his computer! (Which was very very amusing) then we went home and on sunday i woke up, my mom took me back to school and to friendlys! so exciting cause we dont have one near us anymore! then i went to bed at 9. fun times were had by all this weekend. i ho[pe everyone out there in LJ land had the same fun! |
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| Thursday, April 4th, 2002 |
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A brilliant bolt of lightning descends! SHAZAAM! The oracle has spoken! The smoke clears to reveal that inside you is a divine being, HESTIA, the Goddess of Family and Peace. She's a deity who embraces all the aspects of womanhood. As a woman in her image, you exude femininity and sensuality. You view men as the perfect counterpart to your womanly ways. But you probably don't appreciate casual encounters. Rather, you prefer purity and tradition. Because of these predilections, you tend to attract men who understand your nature and possess maturity and seriousness beyond their years. When you finally arrive at the bedroom and your divine qualities are released, you reveal such sensuality that the experience is unforgettable. In other words, with the right guy, you really know how to get wild in the sack. In fact, when the mood strikes, you can easily drive your man crazy. But out of respect for your inner nature, you require love and devotion from your partners. You are an attentive and giving lover who knows how to make your man feel sexy, appreciated, and fulfilled. When you show your stuff, it's like a light shines down from the heavens. Behold, the skies proclaim, here lies a goddess! take it here....http://www.emode.com/emode/tests/god_switch.jsp |
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| Wednesday, April 3rd, 2002 |
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| so today was weird.....it went from good to really bad to really good again..and then to alright...ugh...i hate days like this. so i woke up and it was GORGEOUS and on top of that lindasay didnt wake me up when she went to class at 9 and i slept til 10:10 and i took a fast shower and then went to psych where the hott kid in my eng talked to me...cause we are friends now..lol. so after class i went and got lunch and ate it outside with some girls from my floor...it was gorgeous out! then i went to religion and talked to stacie and chris was being extra nice to me so i was happy cause usually he is a jerkoff..but anyways...so i come back to the room and find out that Sugar Ray is playing right near my school. so i call kristle and tell her. so we are trying to figure that out. then she says that she is going to try and come get me this weekend. so i am all happy. then i start talking to christina...not a good thing. we get in this huge discussion with so many misunderstandings, and in teh middle of it stacie walks in and she was annoying me and i flipped out on her! totally lost it and kicked her out. so now she is mad at me...and i have completely lost it. so i get offline, lie down on my bed and cry..and fall asleep..i wake up around 7 go online and write tina a huge IM about how i feel and such..so we talk everything out. and its all better. so i go to apologize to stacie and she slams the door in my face as soon as she sees that its me. so now i am crying again...then i was like forget it. i order chinese food. it sucks ass when it gets here. so now im hungry and lazy and its 9. so i call tina and we had a great conversation like we used to...so im happy. then i talk to matt and he is being really distant so i get all upset that he is upset...and now my night is ending...and tomorrow will be a better day... | ||
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http://youfunkmeup.friendtest.com/ yea yea yea....lets see whats up! |
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| Tuesday, April 2nd, 2002 |
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| so i just spent a whole hour on the phone with Kristle talking about general hospital! and we were only on teh phone for 2 hours! lol! i love her so much! she can always put things in perspective for me. ahhh i can twait ot live with her next year! wooooo!! | ||
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| Monday, April 1st, 2002 |
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| So WHO the happiest girl ever right now!?!?! ITS ME ITS ME! i just scored tickets to the WHO concert in Madison Square Garden! WHOOP WHOOP! and i got tickets to Trey Anastasio at Tweeter Center, and i might be able to go and see Dispatch at Providence College this weekend! AHHHH! anyways just wanted to share the great news! i know im excited hope you all are too! | ||||||
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| Thursday, March 28th, 2002 |
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So im in english class today, and they teacher is like i put you all into groups and you are going to write a research paper together on some of the autors and stories thatw e have covered. so okay not only is that the worst idea ever...but my group has to work on a story about when men beat their wives and such..and my partners...a sexist stuck up prick (don)..and a huge jock boy (matt). WHAT the hell did i ever do to deserve. the kid don and i have already argued the point that abuse is wrong and that no, even if the girl goes back it isnt okay to hit her...which he thinks is fine. UGH! but i guess on a happier note MATT AND TINA are coming to get me tomorrow!!!!! and bring me home away from this horrid place! WOOOO |
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LiveJournal for Liz A Beth.
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