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Below are the 15 most recent journal entries.



	2002.03.05 17.41 what's the dealio?



	2002.02.21 20.25 huh?!? Which Lion King Character Are You? Created by CrazyCoasterCo.



	2002.02.21 20.18



	2002.01.20 23.54 take my quiz, pls! http://friendtest.com/viewquiz.php?account=coolmom Mood: artistic



	2002.01.05 02.39 that's MS. BITCH 2 u !!! I am 57% evil. I'm getting there. I haven't done all the damage I could do but I've done quite a bit. I'm just over the border into the Evil Zone. Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com

2001.12.31 21.19

You're blunt and open, and have a reputation for being ruthless. Blood and gore don't bother you, and neither do the reactions of other people when you tell them exactly what you think of them. In fact, you say what you mean quite often, and nothing seems to affect you at all. You are comfortable with who you are, but you're also quite insane.



	2001.12.31 21.19 my latest disney updates... i went on the dates nov. 29 - dec. 2, stayed at the all star movies FANTASIA this time for one night thne went to MGM, saw the new all stars car parade w/ added characrters from monsters, inc & disney's playhouse..caught the snow falling in new york & saw some of the osbourne family xmas lighting stuff w/ cool holograhic glasses... MK, caught the new SHARE A DREAM PARADE, it's great to be in a wheel chair, they have special viewing sections & your whole party gets to sit w/ you...off to EPCOT to try & catch the candlelight processional...missed it but ate in mexico...caught a far away glance of Robby Benson reading the xmas story...then headed for france for deserts & cafe latte...YUMMERS!!! next day ran to AK for new parade there, rose the last safari ride & then headed back to MGM for osbourne lights & walked thru neighborhood...awwwh,oooh.... ride home got stopped by FHP for going "a little too fast over speed limit" = 90 but got out of it!!! i wanted to ask exactly how fast was not too fast, but thought better of it when he let me go!!! tee hee!!! be back l8rs!!! Mood: crappy



	2001.10.24 21.48 BOO HOO i am probably not going to go to disney world as planned for my 45th b-day!!!! we just can not afford it, we live pay check to pay check barely as it is...& the added expense would not be right at this time. i am so bummed, i wanted to see the new parade...but alas, it wil have to wait...maybe for spring break i'll have a job or at least hear something about the disability & then maybe we get our tax refund & it doesn;t have to go to paying bills or anything. oh, boo hoo hoo...i just feel like crying... Mood: sad



	2001.10.18 01.21 haven't been here for a while, just checking in!! nasty cold, anthrax sprouting up all over, too many things that i need to do & too many others that i want to do, feeling utterly depressed... trying to be of any help to myself... need to get to doctors... probably not going to disney for my 45th birthday, cash flow problems... that's about it for this entry... peace be with you all & keep the faith... Mood: depressed Music: nada, el que no nada se ahoga



	2001.09.24 22.47 FEELING VERY UNLOVED HERE!!!! after all i've done for you... after all i've been thru... is there not one of you out there... that would trust me enuf to let me help. i am just feeling way down lately, all this war talk & such. i know i have to keep my chin up & make happy, happy when all i want to do is cry!!!! cry, cry, cry... i have been having terrible nightmares, i can not get enuf sleep, everything in my life is coming apart at the seams & here i sm bitching & complaining when there are over 6000 people missing in one city alone!!! i want to be able to go to work so i can have money to do the things i want to do but i have become so lazy & non-interested in even looking for one that i am torn into itty bitty pieces. so, you see guys, i need an outlet for all my frustrations...i need to feel like i can help somebody out...i haven't heard from my son in about a week & my poor daughter is so busy w/ schoolwork that i see her away msgs on AIM more than i can talk to her...they are too far away & i don't like it!!! my other half & i aren't exactly getting along, we're co-inhabiting the same house but everything is all screwy, it's one of those relationship issues that are always lurking in the shadows that people know about but do not care to discuss. shhhhhhhhhh!!!! some one might find out that we're not as happy as we used to be, well no fucking clue, NO ONE is!!! life is rough, there are no guarantees, only death & that is still a choice to be made. Mood: crappy Music: nothing



	2001.09.12 02.20 TO ALL MY "KIDS" OUT THERE!!!!!! Keep the Faith my children... we shall overcome the sadness of this day & come out of it all far better... stay safe, my thoughts & prayers are with you all!!! Mood: worried Music: silence



	2001.09.09 14.35 I'M FEELING VERY UN-NEEDED!! ok, so i put my heart in soul into trying to help others out & how am i rewarded, by nobody coming to vist my journal...or at least if you do, you're not commenting on my entries. come on, i stay up til all hours of the morning helping some of my usual "kids", i could use more company. so see ya when i see ya. Mood: sad Music: some stupid football game on tv



	2001.09.07 19.24 where have all the flowers gone.............. Nobody loves me, Everybody hates me, think I'll go eat worms. Fat ones, skinny ones, even squiggly juicy ones... WHERE ARE THE LOST SOULS OF THE WORLD LOOKING TO BE HELPED??? Mood: artistic Music: crunching of KC Matserpiece Barbecue potato chips



	2001.08.22 23.13 HELPING THE KIDS!!! well, here i am in a college town, getting my kids (ages 21 & 19) set up for the Fall term... they shared an apt last year but this year my son decided to move out w/ friends & my daughter is living alone...until we find a roommate! it took us 2 days to get all of his major stuff out of here & then we moved her into the bigger bedroom he had been in. we're now going to try to make the apt more for her. while their dad was helping him set up his room & computer & stuff, i cleaned out the bathroom he'll share w/ one of the 2 roommates, MEN R SUCH PIGS!!!!!! the bathtub had like a layer of dirt in it that took scrubbing bubbles & a degreaser, sponge & brush to get almost like new...y did i do it?!? i haven't the foggyest idea, only that i thought of my son taking a bath in there & it was GROSS!!! oh well, that's what i do...things i shouldn't, that's me!!!!! Mood: numb Music: cartoon network



	2001.08.15 15.13 COME ONE, COME ALL, TO THE NEWEST ATTRACTION IN TOWN!!! I have decided to put my vast knowledge & experience to this site to help others as much as I can. I flunked psychology in college because the professor told me to "work on myself before I tried helping others". Screw that, I have always been the listening ear, the advising friend, the one that everybody turns to in their desperate search for answers..that is why I am so screwed up myself. I take others problems more seriously then my own, but hey I enjoy doing this & it's my life so I can do whatever I damn well please with it, right? Right! So here I am offering myself to this community to help in advice giving or just to answer any questions I can. I am 44, soon to be 45 & am not your usual yuppie person. I have never lied to my kids or anyone about what I did when I was younger & that is why so may "kids" come to me for advice & hopefully now I will help more out & get a feeling of good out of it, if only to occupy my time while I sit at this stupid computer everyday just wondering, what if?............ Mood: accomplished Music: birds chirping outside!

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