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Monday, January 21st, 2002 1:55 pm
Wednesday, November 14th, 2001 3:29 pm
Here I go again I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
It's been seven months and counting
You've moved on
I still feel exactly the same
It's just the that everywhere I go all the buildings know your name
Like photographs and memories of love
Steel and granite reminders
The city calls your name and I can't move on
Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me
Am I all alone in the universe?
There's no love on these streets
I have given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway
So this is my new freedom
It's funny
I don't remember being chained
But nothing seems to make sense anymore
Without you I'm always twenty minutes late
Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me
And time goes by so slowly
The nights are cold and lonely
I shouldn't be holding on
But I'm still holding on for you
Here I go again
I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
But I'm standing at your doorway
I'm calling out your name because I can't move on
Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me 2:48 pm
Well I have my date for the prom. Tis chuck. He was happy to go with me, or so he says! haha I know he is! Chuck rocks tho, in 9th grade he told me he liked me then told me he was gay and I was like okay..? then he came back out in may and said him telling people he was gay was for the newspaper. I was like ass! He is going to meet me and my dads and we are just going to drive over cause he drives........ LIKE A PSYCHO! hahaha remember that jen?! but he is a very respectful kid!! :-) haha me and jen were walking home and these lawncare guys yelled out the window and jen was like "Uhhh no" it was pretty funny... guess ya had to be there. Today was alright, I got 3 new classes. I sit next to joe wilstenholm and dan walls in A prd. those kids are funny as hell. I have first lunch tho, which sucks. Damein is that lunch but he sits with people im not fond of, so I steer clear. But I'm going to run around jen's house like a nut case now! :-D
Current Mood: 
excited
Current Music: Billy Idol -White Wedding-Monday, November 12th, 2001 6:49 pm
zach is so funny sometimes...
eosxeridax: Cum slut!
Zach: who is this?
eosxeridax: I'll give you a hint
Zach: ok
eosxeridax: okay nevermind... it's bree
Zach: lol hey babe
eosxeridax: whats up?
Zach: not much u?
eosxeridax: chillen, enjoying the time off
eosxeridax: I love it!
Zach: u could have said the prettiest girl in the world and i would have known it was u
eosxeridax: hahah aawwww your such a geek
Zach: i think i'm sweet u know, when i make fun of people i get yelled at, and when i'm nice i get made fun of
Current Mood: 
amused
Current Music: Deftones - Be Quiet And Drive (Acoustic)Tuesday, November 6th, 2001 3:30 pm
2:34 pm
2:33 pm
11:44 am
Okay well, yesterday fucking rocked. School sucked, and really I did not even want to go. So got to Jens' house after school and we chilled for a while. Then I was in her room and she goes (out of nowhere) "Theres a Hoobastank show tonight!" and I was like "Awesome, lets go! we don't have school tomorrow!" And she said "Wait, I think it is 21 or over cause it is at the Pontiac" and I said "Lets call!" So I called and the guy was like "No, it's all ages" I was like SCORE! So the train was leaving in the 10 minutes and Jens' brother was like "I don't wanna take you" and we were like "FUCK YOU BUTT SLUT JUST TAKE US!" and he did! Well, okay, maybe it did not happen like that... but he did take us! So we got on the train and we were like "Omg, this is so random" So then we were on the train and I got the hiccups. And they would not go away. And then this guy threatened my life unless I stopped. And I got all scared so they went away! Thanks old man that threatened my life! So we got to Philly and we had to walk to South street, quite a hike, but it was worth it. So we got there (btw, we had NO idea who else was playing) and we walked in and 13-even was playing! I was like "NICE!" I <3 those boys! So we stood around and chilled. Then when people started to shift me and jen moved to the front and we stood in the center for the next band. And they came out, and yes I admit they were all very cute. But when they started to play I was like =-o They were SO fucking good! All the other bands were rock and hardcore and they were punk and a lo of people just stood there but me and jen stood in the front and we cheered them on! So when their set was over we walked over to the bar cause I wanted to see the shirts and stuff, and I asked the guy behind the bar how much everything was and he goes *in a cute brit accent* They are all ten dollar. I was like "Omg, I love your voice!!" and we ended up talking to him for a while, his name was neilson. (F.Y.I. this show was full of hott guys but me, *holds up hand to show invisible ring* is taken :-) So it ended up that Neilson was with the band Lostprophets he was there "schoolmate" heheh. So between handsome devil and lostprophets sets I saw Kevin from 13-even. And I went up to him and I was like "I threw tampons at you!" and he was like "YES! OMG I STILL HAVE THAT!" and then he hugged me. (back story: at a show back in like march, we threw tampons at him while he was on stage) So we talked to him for a little and I saw the guys from Handsome Devil, so I walked over cause the singer was standing there and as jen would say I used my charm. All the guys were like "YOU ROCK!" and all that fun stuff. I had them sign the set list and some of them wrote funny stuff, I'll take pictures later. But I told all of them that they really rocked and stuff. They are such nice guys! :-D So lostprophets came on and they were really good! They remind me of GlassJaw, only better. Brit boys! We talked to billie (guitar player for handsome devil) and he is sooo cute and funny! We were telling him about this girl we don't like and he was like "Want me to pee on her shoe?" haha, he rocks. So then their set ended and we talked to cute neilson again. He told us he would send us cd's and stickers from the UK. Darren (bassist) stole a flat off the wall for me! He rocks! :-D So then hoobastank came out and I stood in the pit for about 5 minutes and I was like alright, fuck this. So I stood by the bar and chated with neilson and then the singer from lp came over and he stod next to me, he had the cutest little hat on. So he looked at me and he smiled (adorable) and I smiled back and then he tickled me! :-D and everytime he saw me he would do this huge smile, it was so cute. So then hoobastank was over and everyone started clearing out. But I stayed and talked to lots of people. The singer of lp came over to me and jen and we talked to him and he was like "Neilson is a ladykiller, he gets all the chick and the band gets none!" It was so funny! And he put his arm around me and then he gave me a hug! So then I talked to handsome devil and billie was like "They are making us go to a bar where girls take off their tops!" and the guitar player for lp goes "You gonna grab some titties" and I was like =-o my virgin ears! So the guy was like 'Shows over, everyone out!" So we were walking out with neilson and I was like "So I hear your a ladykiller" and he was like "The band is full of shit" and jen goes "I love the way you say shit!" and he said "Shit!" So then we stood outside and we talked to doug from hoobastank and he was SO nice! I told him I had a lot of respect for him cause all these girls were like "TAKE OFF YOUR SHIRT" and he was like "I only take off my shirt when I'm hot... and I'm not hot so no" So then we had to get going so we started walking to the train and we saw this guy and if you wanna hear want happend go read jen's journal :-x I WAS HYPER! So we went into condom kingdom and got 2 strawberry flavored condoms, it was pretty funny. So then we got to the station and we waited for the train and jen made a phone call :-x So then this stange guy was talking to us and he sang us a song he wrote I wanted to laugh but I felt bad. I think he had problems. he sang us "Oops I spent my money again" and it did not ryhme or anything. So then his train came, thank god... then ours came and jen got off at levittown and I got off in trenton and I came home and went to bed. Thats all for now... damn that took me forever to write..
Current Mood: 
happy
Current Music: Handsome Devil - Tie me upMonday, November 5th, 2001 11:19 pm
today fucking ROCKED! I went to see 13-even, HANDSOME DEVIL, lostprophets, and HOOBASTANK! Good stuff, I'll write more about it tomorrow!
EVAN... I HAVE A SUPRISE FOR YOU! Sunday, November 4th, 2001 7:33 pm
me: im in love with him...
me: and im scared
me: cause I'm so scared to get my heart broken
Brett: oh yeah you'd be crazy if u werent
Brett: exactly!
Brett: he is probably thinking the same thing tho
me: he is like, perfect, and I always doubt myself... I second guess everything I say, cause I feel like im going to fuck up, and I'll loose him
me: and sometimes, I think he thinks I'm lieing to him
me: and I'm not
me: I see no one like I see him
Brett: im the same way u r. my paranoia and low self esteem fucks with me like that eventho its never as bad as i think
me: exaclty, everytime I close my eyes, I see him smiling at me... and I just melt, then I think it might all be over... and I panic
me: I have thought that I loved people in the past, but I have -never- felt like this...
brett: eventho u may say to yourself its all in my head it still doesnt make it go away
u gotta do the things that r like therapy to u like writing
its the only medicine i can think of
Current Mood: 
weird
Current Music: The Juliana Theory - The Closest ThingFriday, November 2nd, 2001 2:58 pm
I hate this poem, but I know vanessa likes my poems, so I will put it in here anyway.
No air in my lungs
No beat to my heart
The worst part about this
Is being apart
A piece of my soul
torn from inside
I know you have it
Theres no need to hide
I tired to imagine
my life with out you
and now I believe
this really is true
Without you I'd choke
on the sorrows of life
and swallow a dagger
to end this long strife
Don't get me wrong
You don't need to stay
But I really love you
So don't stay away...
© B.M.T. 2001
Current Mood: 
cranky
Current Music: Linkin Park - My december-Thursday, November 1st, 2001 7:09 pm
Mest or The Urge - MEST!!!!
DMX or Tupac - Tupac is dead... plus.. he sucked anyway
Pink Floyd or The Grateful Dead - Pink Floyd
Porno for Pyros or Jane's Addiction - Jane's Addiction
Marley or Sublime - Sublime... mmm
Placebo or Deftones - OH PLEASE... deftones own you all
Snoop or Dre - psha, niether
Nirvana or The Beatles - The beatles were good... but I like Nirvana better :-P
Pop or Heavy Metal - Metal
Alternative or Country - Alternative
Rap or Classical - If I had to pick... rap.... *shudder* 5:50 pm
To judge you somehow
A first impression
that always leaves me second guessing
I'm not the kind of guy
Screw hello you had me at goodbye
So you think you had the right to tell me what to do
I didn't see you crying after you said that we were through
I dont want to go, but afterall its what she said
Why do you keep playing these games with my head?
Turn around, walk away
Make it easier
No ones forcing you to stay
Make it easier
The storm has passed
I want it back
Don't let the door hit your ass
I hope he makes you cry
Screw hello you had me at goodbye
It's summer time
And the wind is blowing outside
And I can't feel my arms around you
At night you're calling
Your tears are falling
And I haven't a clue what to do
Turn around, walk away
Make it easier
No ones forcing you to stay
Make it easier
The storm has passed
I want it back
Don't let the door hit your ass
I hope he makes you cry
Screw hello you had me at goodbye
Screw hello, you had me at goodbye
Screw hello5:35 pm
I hate school and everyone in it. *gurrs* Today just sucked, like hardcore. *sigh*not like anyone cares anyway
Current Mood: weak
Current Music: Wakefield - Had me at goodbyeMonday, October 29th, 2001 8:23 pm
Current Mood: 
sad7:54 pm
6:28 pm
Friday, October 26th, 2001 4:14 pm
THAT'S HOTT -Jen
B Aurthur's hott..what can I say *points to mood*
Current Mood: 
horny
Current Music: Incubus -Have You Ever-Thursday, October 25th, 2001 7:33 pm
I'm going on a major diet, I started to today but tomorrow I'm starting on theses herbal pills... I wanna look some what good for the prom and my oh so hott date! ;-) Im going to look for dresses this weekend and what not. =] thats all for now.
Current Mood: 
hopeful
Current Music: Incubus - Aqueous TransmissionWednesday, October 24th, 2001 2:46 pm
Well, today was funny. I was in lunch and this girl Liz who has a really loud mouth and this kid bob were screaming at each other and she picks up the trash can and dumps it on him and whole caf is looking and he picks up the recycling bin and chucks it at her, and she goes to hit him and the aids stopped them, and the whole caff started cheering. It was so funny, I had a front row seat too. My friend Zach was in line when it happened and where he sits got covered in trash. So then me and zach were in the hall way and he had his friend hoodie on and I was like "Eewww, it smells like old smoke" And he pulls the sleeve around my face and I was like AHHH! and he held my mouth so I would have to smell it. So I started kicking him and he kept doing it. Not cool... Anyway I have really good news for someone, if they ever come on *stare* but I have a dentist appointment tonight *rolls eyes* but now I go talk to jen
Current Music: Hoobustank - Hello Again