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oh i can run away, ill run away real good [23 Jan 2002|11:15pm]
[ music | soundtrack to jaime 5 ]

hi
im quiting this live journal thing for a while
im not going to delete it cause i might want to come back some day
dont get me wrong
i like live journal
yeah im a dork
but i admit it
im going to be writing in a open diary i have
if anyone wants to read bout my life then just ask me
and ill give you my name for that
i cant really say want i want sometimes on here
i know a lot of people care about me
and i do feel bad for being a bastard sometimes
cause your all great
i would apologize for the dumb things that ive said
but after talking to someone important
i realized thats not always necessary
everyone makes mistakes
this short hair boy can vouch for that
but its life
its not supposed to be perfect
im going to focus on being happy from now on
thats all i want anymore

im dragging this out too much

bye


jeremy

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i suck lotz try it it will work [20 Jan 2002|10:32pm]
[ mood | depressed as hell ]
[ music | fuck you ]

if i wanted to end everything
i would
and i would be
content
and who could take the plae of me
who the fuck coud ever??

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date with destiny [18 Jan 2002|01:11pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | pennywise ]

pish posh
osh kosh biggosh

will you please come and save me from here
im starting to ramble

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[16 Jan 2002|01:04pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | =w= ]

as if I could live on
words and dreams and a million screams
oh how i need a hand in mine, to feel

why are you so far away from me

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you dont need to comment [14 Jan 2002|12:30am]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | savory ]

hey angel
consider
your position
framed to be consumed
savory
savoring
your sympathy
hey angel
fly over
and bless me
see you feign surprise
im all eyes
youre all you
need to be
hey angel
whatever
position
we consider fit
to put you in
youll protest your
complicity
easy now
one hand will wash the other

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baby's got the bends [11 Jan 2002|06:31pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | radiohead (the bends) ]

something i wrote

as i look in your eyes i see
everything that i have ever wanted to be
the beauty of a million stars above
does not begin to describe the esence of your love
you are on my mind every second of the day
from the moment i rise, to the moment i lay
even when my eyes shut and i fall asleep
memories with you are made, that i will forever cherish and keep
and as this exciting year begins to unfold
know that i will forever love you, and together we will grow old


i really do try
you know
but sometimes i feel im not wanted here
but im trying
i swear to god im trying

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if i told you a secret you would tell the world [09 Jan 2002|11:13pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | blind melon ]

do you really like me
or is it all just a lie

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[09 Jan 2002|02:13pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | kids in the hall ]

Needless to say, you are a man of few words. But when you do actually open up, you offer humorous and wise advice to all who surround you. You are known for being the quiet ring leader in hair-brained schemes that always seem to go wrong, but when it really counts you usually hit the nail on the head. You have given the entire male population the best dating council anyone has to offer, and let's not forget, you're an electrical genius. Ultimately, you're just fucking cool. Motherfucker's like McGuyver, no motherfucker's better than McGuyver!

Take The "Which Kevin Smith Male Are You?" Quiz!!


HA!!
i wish i was this cool

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[03 Jan 2002|07:43am]
[ mood | indescribable ]

he drives to the beach
he watches the sun rise
and listens to godspeed
and is reminded that true beauty does still exist
and is reminded of her face

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yr electrickness moves me in strange ways [02 Jan 2002|08:22pm]
[ mood | mischievous ]
[ music | zao ]

so the fortune cookie tells me
this new year will bring
"great happiness"
im in some need of some of that good stuff
the only goal i want to achieve
for this new year ahead of me
is to establish the greatest shira web page on the web

i think i can do it
and if there is a will
then there is a way
i should go
the smell of glue is making me nauseous

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last night, every thing was right, the rain was gone [31 Dec 2001|03:13pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | bjork post ]

as much as i definitely enjoy solitude
i wouldn't mind perhaps
spending little time with you
*he smiles*

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yr on a date with destiny [28 Dec 2001|10:17pm]
[ mood | predatory ]
[ music | pennywise ]

so sarah says its time for another journal
updation
i guess it is yo
i really dont like being home
i cant wait to go back to school
i tried to explain this to the parents
they just got angry at me
turns out i did better in school then i thought
got a 3.25 as of now
thats pretty good as i see it
dan, andrew and i got this new "band" going
our music is really fun
and i like having fun
everyone i showed the tape to of us so far likes it a lot
i think its the homade percussion
it works wonders
we already wrote our radio single
thats going to top the charts
and turn us into
among many
"rockstars"
i ferget our name
andrew knows though
its friday night
im missing all the cool parties cause
im either not cool enough
or too cool
whats up with that
so lets do something
im up fer suggestions
just as long as i can get off this damn puter
time for a fade ending
kiss me
b 4
im
d
e
a
d

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[22 Dec 2001|11:59pm]
[ mood | x ]
[ music | godspeed you black emperor!! ]

worst holiday ever
hands down

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super sad [21 Dec 2001|03:12am]
[ mood | goth as hell ]
[ music | the appleseed cast ]

hi everyone
today was a waste of a day
i wont bore anyone by telling about it
but i did get to hang with the wonderful justin
mara
and andrew
fuck denny's
they can all die their
their god damn spoons look like someone shot fucking heroin off of them a few too many times
no one pay when they go to denny's from no on
do it for me
and i will be your friend
i found out today another one of my old girlfriends cheated on me
its wonderful how this shit comes out of the works later as life goes by and you thought you had healed
ive said it before and ill say it again
fuck cheaters
i have no sympathy for them at all
they can all die and burn the fuck up in hell
i dont get why girls want to cheat on me
am i really that bad of a boyfriend
guess so
it would have been nice
if they would have been decent enough to at least tell me they didnt want to be with me
but no
they just go and fuck some other dude and play all cool
or even better
like i was the one who did something wrong
im sorry for bitching
good night friends

-while you sleep im going to come into your house and stare at you while you sleep, im going to slit my emo wrists and let my warm blood flow all over your face and nice pillow and you will wake, choking, to the pleasant sight of what was once you comfortable bed, but is now just another set of blood stained sheets with my worthless lifeless body sprawled upon it-

not for the ones who have cheated one me
they wish they could have had something this good

smiles are contagious

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time for a fucked up journal entry [19 Dec 2001|02:09am]
[ mood | freaked out (lookin at stars) ]
[ music | kid-a ]

you’re so sweet
your smile
your pussy
and your bones
you’re on fire
you move me
like music
with your style

god yes
so im home
said hi to dad
he didnt say anything
sad?
had a little jam session
and took care of some playing that has been long awaited
went bowling
why?
trees??
came home and ate
**golden grahams**
and soon will sleep
on water
love
jeremy

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i remember the day................. [17 Dec 2001|01:31pm]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | new end original ]

so hi friends
im done with my finals
exciting stuff yo
biology can kiss my ass
i will naver take another class of its kind for the rest of my life
im off to see poison the well in ohio in a bit
and then christmas break
yeah
not
i miss you friends
i will be home soon
love you all

-its so hard for me to understand
why i had not found you before
hold my hand-

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god i miss your smile [10 Dec 2001|01:25am]
today was the best night ive had in a long time
koufax
the appleseed cast
tguk
so much fun
i wish this night could never end
but all good things must

-so good to see you once again
i thought that you were hiding from me
and you thought that i had run away
chasing a trail of smoke and reason-

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[09 Dec 2001|12:52am]
[ mood | happiest kid in the world ]
[ music | the get up kids ]

um yeah
hi
i went to a really fun show tonight
at the wired frog
yeah thats weird
a fun show and wired frog in the same sentence
yeah saw pretty much everyone i know
except the ones i was looking forward to see the most
guess things came up
im an ass
i have so many people that care about me
and im not acknowledging them at all
im way to hung up on shit that i cant control
guess i should shut the fuck up
stop being an emo little bitch
and die or something

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theres a black hole in the shadow of the pru [07 Dec 2001|09:29pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | american nightmare ]

i need this
do this for me
please
i will love you forever
to the end

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jaime and my whetsone [05 Dec 2001|01:51pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | saves the day ]

to me
the only thing left after a while
was that night we watched documentaries up through morning
and then you kicked me out
you opened up your screen door and threw me off the porch
it was summer then and i drove home whistling muddy waters down the pike
and that was that
our one sweet night together
under highway signs i watched our love start fluttering and dissipating
i counted all the headlights to make sure I was all right
now im wondering is it me or is it me that can't see silver linings
so i fucked it up
i watched you go
i saw my hand not dialing the phone
all im left to do
is remember the dull room we sat in blue stream light watching the strike of '59
i dreamed of wrecking my underwear
oh cant I touch your cheeks somewhere
under dirt filled rainy nights with my socks stuck in the mud
please come dive in puddles with me

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