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LiveJournal for Steph...QueenBasa...Gwen..umm the bisexual witch.
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| Wednesday, March 20th, 2002 |
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Yeah so Joe came over today and he looked soo FUCKING HOT/CUTE/MMM..whatever..hehe but anyways there was this really serious conversation. I know what the hell hes going through and i really do feel bad for the guy. Hes happy and he dosent want anything to fuck it up. I really need to have a talk with Dana about some things. I dont care what her opinion about Joe is and she dosent even have to keep it to herself if she dosent want to, i would just appreciate it if my name wouldnt be involved in her opinion. She knows how Joe makes me feel. I love this guy as a friend. He makes me laugh and smile and all that other good stuff. Joe said he would stop being my friend if he heard any more of this shit. I really dont want to lose him at all cause i dont know how i would handle it..But as i said before, i dont blame him for making that decision. I just hope dana can see where im coming from with this. Joe is like my older brother and i really dont know what i'd do without him. I cant stand the fucking people in this town.I just want my small group of friends and thats it. And i want to be close with joe at the same time. Its soo grrrrr. But overall, im really glad he decided to come over today and confront me because he has the balls to make this shit stop. And i thank him for that. Its not just dana though, its a lot of things. |
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| Tuesday, March 19th, 2002 |
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LMAO OMG the simpsons tonight were classical. I love the part where Bart puts the marshmallow in his hot cocoa, and it absorbs all the cocoa. Then grandpa asks for a slice! LMAO! Oh yeah, i found out Brain is a Simpsons fan. WOO HOO to him! Oh yeah, last night i went to the movies with Robbie to see Ice Age.(it was a HORRIBLE,corny,pointless movie too!). But anyways..Jill was there. And while we were walking out of the theater robbie asked me how my mom was doing and i told him how she was and how the car was and jill just stood there laughing...fucking LAUGHING! I had to listen to her..and that hurt..a lot. That is SOOO low and disrespectful and ughh just beyond belief. And on top of that, i called my mother who was sleeping at the time to drive to the theater and drive everyone home. My mom couldnt barely walk from the leg injury during the accident, yet she got up and drove jill all the way home in the valley. I try to give this girl chances, but i just cant do it anymore. Its pointless. Grr..its just really aggravating how people could be so heartless at times. yeah so anyways, i thought this was kinda blahh... TheGreatOneArt: hi QueenBasa: hi TheGreatOneArt: sup QueenBasa: nothing much, im just typing a report QueenBasa: you? TheGreatOneArt: nm chillin QueenBasa: cool TheGreatOneArt: i need head QueenBasa: thats great TheGreatOneArt: yea QueenBasa: lol and are you trying to tell me something here? TheGreatOneArt: i need pussy QueenBasa: get a girlfriend TheGreatOneArt: i want urs QueenBasa: why mine? TheGreatOneArt: i dunno i want some tight pussy QueenBasa: some tight pussy huh? TheGreatOneArt: yea i dunno y TheGreatOneArt: i saw u at dunkin donuts in manville QueenBasa: when? TheGreatOneArt: friday night QueenBasa: yeah i was there friday night with some friends . We stopped there right after we went to a concert. TheGreatOneArt: oo QueenBasa: Was i outside or inside? TheGreatOneArt: in TheGreatOneArt: i saw ur ass, fuckin great QueenBasa: lol you like it? TheGreatOneArt: i was right behind u in line in dunkin donuts QueenBasa: ooh yeah i saw you . I really dont know what you looked like, thats why i didnt recognize you. TheGreatOneArt: oo TheGreatOneArt: so me n u should chill QueenBasa: chill ..or "chill" TheGreatOneArt: i get some of that ass QueenBasa: and whats in it for me? TheGreatOneArt: a lil action TheGreatOneArt: lets chill TheGreatOneArt: n masterbate QueenBasa: lol QueenBasa: you see right now i'm not looking for someone to fool around with. I'm actually looking for a boyfriend. TheGreatOneArt: oo TheGreatOneArt: i would fuck u all night long TheGreatOneArt: if i was ur bf i would fuck u in a sec in that ass QueenBasa: then why aren't you looking for a girlfriend right now? TheGreatOneArt: i dunno Yeah you see, it fucking sucks. No one actually wants me as a girlfriend. They just want me to fuck and shit,and i'm not up for that crap.I've had about 5 sexual offers from people in the past 2 weeks!Fucking 5!! I am seriously just like giving up here for now. I cant take it anymore. Its like is there really something wrong with me!? I never knew i was THAT bad, but i MUST be. Like in my eyes, im really not that bad of a person (well except for physically). And i just dont understand why people cant view me the way i view myself. I know who i am, i know what i want, and i at least know what i deserve. And im not gonna except some person i'm not going to feel comfortable around. I want someone that i can go to shows with. I want someone i can watch the simpsons with. I want someone i can laugh with. I want someone i could cuddle with. I want someone with respect..And yes i found that person, and that was Joe. But he didnt see me in the way i saw myself i guess. And i dont get mad at him for that or anything. Its just that i get really lonely at times. I know i'm still young here, but i do know what loneliness feels like. Once a close friend of yours has died, then you really know what emptiness and loneliness feels like...and yeah..that feeling is coming back to me again, maybe not as hard as when Tim died, but its still enough to hurt. |
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| Monday, March 18th, 2002 |
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Yeah so today my mom's leg is doing fine and shes alright so thats good. Oh, today is Robbie's birthday. THE ROBBIE!! Hes 14 now. Oh man, one more year and hes gonna be in the highschool.... MY HIGHSCHOOL. WOO HOO. And him and i are going to the movies tonight and then on friday we are going to the Franklin mills mall together..oh yes..thats going to be classical. And saturday theres his party thingy, so i cant wait! Oh, but it gets better. Its also Joe's birthday, yes, my Joe. He now 20..wow 20 years old. And i've only known him for 8 months. (hehe yeah i counted cause i'm a loser) And its been a great 8 months at that. I sent him this online greeting card last night and i absolutely fell in love with it. It has a moving pic (GIF) of Homer Simpson eating cake and it says "Happy 20th Birthday Joe!!" on the top of it. Followed by a nice cute message i wrote him (all teary eyed and such). The background was black and the font was red, which are his two favorite colors. PLUS ..on top of all of this the card played the original song "happy birthday mr burns" Played by the RAMONES! I loved it soo much..hehe i hope he liked it even thought it was kinda lame. Yeah..so Joe called me today. I was shocked. I was going to call him, but since its his birthday and all, i figured he'd be out with Christina. He played me the Spongebob marching band song when i answered the phone. That was LOL. Yeah so hes happy about today..his mom gave him a check..and he got to eat spaghetti and rice, which i think is his 2nd favorite meal. And then he was going over Christina's house... lol..this is my journal and i waste it talking about other people..hehe i just found that funny. Yeah so anyways. the simpsons are on..and then i must go to the movies with My buddy robbie... so farewell. |
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| Sunday, March 17th, 2002 |
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Ok well Carlee is up here from Florida, and shes staying at Rutler's house. There was the Boom show tonight run by us manvillians at the Hamilton Street cafe, so of course we had to go to that shit. Its pop-punk though. Its Not my style. Dodgeball, idle youth, centsless, split/50, short wave radio. It seemed like carlee really enjoyed it though. The outcome of people wasnt too small at all, which i was surprised at. Of course not as good as James's show last night, but it was ok. Oh man there were so many familiar faces, and old familiar faces. Jesse, kirk, pat, nick, tom..yeah rachel THE ONE AND ONLY TOM CHAJCHAJ (highhigh..hehe)!!, pete, stacie, scotty, amanda, mike p, bryan balla, mike rydzy, chris nardone, jennifer rozinak, dan aureima, jon p...blah blah blah. OH YEAH..Shawn Erickson was there. I think we would've talked, but his ex was there, and i think she was there with him. Crystal Layet was there again tonight with that guy. Yeah there was this one point were i was sitting on one of the couches and he sat down next to me and stuck one of his legs into my crotch (its hard to explain) and he started grabbing me and whatnot. I was just a bit freaked out. Yeah scotty petzinger is a classical guy. He kept on asking me the same question about math all night...i was like What the FUCK?! lolol And yeah like i said, bryan balla was there. WOO HOO..hehe. HE dosent like that music either so he was basically in the back and on the couch the whole time. I think hes got this cute edge to him. We left an hour early. Alright im getting offline and gonna watch the discovery channel or something of that nature. |
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| Saturday, March 16th, 2002 |
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Alright so me Dana, Ray, and Heidi went to the World Inferno/Brimstones show tonight at the Hamilton Street Cafe. It was fucking unbelievable. Well when we first got in there we spotted joe and christina. We said hi to eachother, followed by a nice friendly hug. I said hi to christina too. She seemed kinda shy or something though. Shes cute. We get in, sit down next to the pool table. Skooch, i believe, from the Brimstones recognizes me and comes over to the table. At first i kinda thought he wanted to hug me when he first saw me...but maybe i was wrong. I dont know, it was kinda confusing. I just stuck my hand out and we shook though. Yeah we had a brief, yet nice conversation. Hes a pretty cool guy and i wouldn't mind seeing him around again at a future Brimstone show. Oh yeah, he told me about how the show for Brotherhood of Ra (or something like that..ehh its close enough) on tuesday was a flop. Good thing i didnt go..because i was considering stopping by actually. My conversation ended with him and later, joe came over to the table afterwards. He talked to us for a bit and then went back to work. Well World Inferno started off playing a song or two for us, and then left. Cryptkeeper 5 came on. They were ok. They're more of a band i can sit down to and listen to , rather than standing up in the crowd.The lead singer had this kinda twisted davey havok sound to him. Afterwards, Tri-State conspiracy came on. They were Amazing. I really enjoyed their music and their sense of humor. . Dana and ray stood up with us for half of that performance..and then sat down. Heidi and I were up in the front for that whole performance.. The Brimstones were on next.This was my second Brimstones show. It was cool cause i actually recognized the songs from the last show and could kinda sing along. I remember the first time i saw them..i was like "what the fuck?!" But i guess i just reacted that way because their style was just so new and odd to me. They have that "psycho beach party" touch , and its pretty cool. During the middle of the performance i saw this girl from the corner of my eye. I looked at her face and it kinda looked familiar Iwent and told heidi "hey look at that girl over there and tell me if it looks like Crystal Layet." Heidi took a while to make out the resemblence, but she eventually saw her and was like "holy shit it does look like her!" So Heidi and I went up to where she was standing (it was the girl, a guy, and some other girl). The other girl recognized us, and crystal turned around and literally screamed!! She was like "oooh myy god HEIDI..steph!" And everyone hugged and all that good stuff. Crystal Layet was some girl me and heidi used to chill with back in like 7th grade, up until she moved away... Yeah so we all stood around and talked about all the past stuff. Crystal lost a lot of weight. She looks really good. The other girl with her was her younger sister, which looks just like crystal when she was that age. And the guy was her friend/boyfriend or whatever..i really couldnt tell. He was a cool mofo though. Hes 19 and from Middlesex and he LOVES AFI. Anyways, we exchanged screennames and whatnot. And we MUST hang out sometime soon! I went into the crowd for the end of the Brimstone performance, and i think i made eye contact with "brain" from the band a few times, but maybe i was just being stupid or something. We sat against the wall until World/Inferno came on. They came on, and dude all i can say is that they were fucking unbelivable. I have heard 3 of their songs, but they DONT even compare to seeing them live. The lead singer had this amazing style, and i absolutely loved it. The music was great. Oh man, i remember the same night i slept over joes house, he asked me to go to a World Inferno show with him. And i told him no, for some reason i cant even remember. WHY THE FUCK DID I SAY NO?! LOL..i SO very much regret saying no to that show. NEVER AGAIN will i ever say no to any world/inferno show that he invites me to (that is IF he ever does invite me to go to one with him again..lol) I just hope James D'Elia plans a show like that again sometime soon. Yeah..and then after the show we all went out to get something to eat and we met up with some people, and it was just grand. ^_^ |
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| Thursday, March 14th, 2002 |
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Well tonight was pretty fun. Lots of driving around and getting scared and all that other good stuff. The quarter game in the food court was soooooo classical..lol. Afterwards we all went to robbies house and fooled around there. LMAO that game for X box was classical. Yeah, so the World Inferno show is tomorrow night. And i will be there.. OOOOH YES! And the Brimstones as well..which shall be classical. I think Joes going to be working the door..so that means i get to say hi to my buddy..LOL. Yeah, so i cant wait! |
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| Wednesday, March 13th, 2002 |
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JasonCub16: wuz up loca? QueenBasa: nothing much taco QueenBasa: tico* QueenBasa: how are u JasonCub16: when do u want me to go to ur house? QueenBasa: tonight so we can make paella together in the bed if you know what i mean, wink wink JasonCub16: yah JasonCub16: but i can't tonight im sick JasonCub16: for real ain't talking shit JasonCub16: if u want to go to ur house and make paella with u i'll do it QueenBasa: diarrhea ??? JasonCub16: ewww JasonCub16: see now u r quiet cuz u know i'll do it so now u got scared QueenBasa: no i want to make paella with you and kike. JasonCub16: lol do u still talking to him? JasonCub16: and i don't wanna make paella i wanna make love QueenBasa: Ok i want you to make love to me up the butt JasonCub16: i'll do it QueenBasa: ok cool. So you are coming over tomorrow? JasonCub16: yah QueenBasa: i cant wait. Que divertido. JasonCub16: si JasonCub16: u want me to bring comdons? QueenBasa: no i like it raw QueenBasa: like my hotdogs JasonCub16: :-D JasonCub16: oh well im leaving now buh bye JasonCub16: nite QueenBasa: goodnight my lover |
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| Tuesday, March 12th, 2002 |
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Yeah, so joe came over. I had a good time. I got a headache from laughing though..lol Dana called and asked if she could come over..but i just figured it would've been awkward for her to be there while joe was there..so i thought it was a bad idea. Joe kinda made this face while i mentioned her chilling, but it was nothing bad. He just said he would leave early. Nevertheless, joe left at 7:30. Ray picked me up at 8. And we went to dana's house. So she did get to chill with me afterall. For a while there, i thought joe was mad at me or didnt like me or something. I was just relieved he asked me to chill. Yeah, i have a headache so im going to bed. |
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m Gonna Ehhh (3:47:37 PM): so what are you doing today? i suck NUN 4free (3:47:55 PM): nothing that i know of. Im Gonna Ehhh (3:48:10 PM): o your doing somthing i suck NUN 4free (3:48:22 PM): why do u say that? Im Gonna Ehhh (3:48:29 PM): your hanging out with me bitch, and your gonna like it! i suck NUN 4free (3:48:36 PM): lol yeah Im Gonna Ehhh (3:48:36 PM): you do as i say Im Gonna Ehhh (3:48:41 PM): oh yeah Im Gonna Ehhh (3:48:54 PM): lol, seriosuly you wanna watch tv or somthing at your house |
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| Sunday, March 10th, 2002 |
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Yeah no more Fear Factory... :( Wow its really nice outside right now. Its like those serene summer nights after it just rained and its nice and cool...and theres that smell you cant even describe. Yeah, well thats how it is right now. I'm not even a Pisces like Joe and i love the rain. Yeah, so i think i'm gonna go outside on the back porch and read a book or listen to some music..I just might fall asleep back there..lolol oh well. I was thinking about that night i slept over joe's house.. for some odd reason today..yeah that night was amazing. I loved it. I was really happy that night. Yeah i'm pathetic.. These two movies that joe told me he wanted to see, Rat race and AI are both available now, and i'd love to watch them with joe..but im not gonna bother and ask because i dont want to be all gay about it. Grr. Sometimes i just really wish i had someone. |
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| Saturday, March 9th, 2002 |
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I DONT even talk to anyone really, but still something is always my fault. This town can fucking go to hell. THE TINY FRACTION of happiness that i have gets fucked up.Jesus Christ..i'd like to at least smile once a week!! I just cant deal with this shit anymore. Manville has the label as the "gossip town" and everyone that lives in this town also gets applied with that label too...i just WISH that didnt have to be for the SMART people living here. I'd rather just sit at home and not talk to anyone..just so i can avoid that shit. I just don't want to lose a really great friend over this shit because i dont know what i'd do without him. |
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| Friday, March 8th, 2002 |
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Two days ago i had a conversation with some people about writing my own episode of the simpsons and sending it in (which would most likely NEVER reach anyone) but yeah anyways, the idea for the show was pretty cool and everything. AND THEN WHAT DO YOU KNOW?! I came home from school today and went online. The "welcome to AOL" window popped up and there was a pic of homer simpson, and to the left of it was a link that read "YOU write the episode!" Fucking GREAT! |
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| Thursday, March 7th, 2002 |
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oh man.. fucking unbelivable. I told joe and chris personally that i wasnt going to get involved with the whole "chris and dana" thing because it was none of my business and its between them anyway. But joe im'd me today and was like "oh i thought u said u weren't gonna get involved". And i was like "WHAT THE FUCK?!"..And he said, "well i heard that you are saying that chris likes meg a lot". And i was like "thats bullshit because first of all i dont even talk to chris..so how the fuck would i know if he likes her or not, and second of all..i dont assume things". And he started talking about how maybe he said something to me about chris and her chilling together and i told dana about it and the story got stretched...BUT..joe and I really havent been talking anymore..well at least now how we used to have long conversations in the past. so thats impossible. "his girl meg"..thats all that was said. Grr..that pisses me off because chris is probably all mad at me over something i didnt even say/do ..WHATEVER.And i dont want joe mad at me for something that is stupid. And it kinda pisses me off cause Joe should know me a little better than that...but then again hes just looking out for his friend, chris. on a different note..i thought this was kinda funny... Im Gonna Ehhh (4:02:32 PM): so guess what? i suck NUN 4free (4:02:40 PM): what? Im Gonna Ehhh (4:03:31 PM): i can't listen to punk rock no more :-( i suck NUN 4free (4:03:41 PM): WHAT THE FUCK JOE?! i suck NUN 4free (4:03:52 PM): if this has something to do with christina then im gonna fucking punch her! Im Gonna Ehhh (4:03:53 PM): yeah christina doesn't like it i suck NUN 4free (4:03:59 PM): IM GONNA FUCKING PUNCH HER Im Gonna Ehhh (4:04:06 PM): hahahahhahhahahahhahahahahhahahaahahahah Im Gonna Ehhh (4:04:13 PM): IM KIDDING!!!!!!! i suck NUN 4free (4:04:19 PM): OH MY GOD Im Gonna Ehhh (4:04:20 PM): LMAO!!!! i suck NUN 4free (4:04:22 PM): YOU FUCKING SCARED ME i suck NUN 4free (4:04:25 PM): YOU ASSSS!!!!!!!!! Im Gonna Ehhh (4:04:30 PM): lmao Im Gonna Ehhh (4:04:39 PM): i would never change myself for somone i suck NUN 4free (4:04:47 PM): Thank you!! i suck NUN 4free (4:04:59 PM): lol i was about to fucking call u a hypocite Im Gonna Ehhh (4:05:38 PM): joke was funny though wasn't it i suck NUN 4free (4:05:56 PM): lol yeah it was i suck NUN 4free (4:06:13 PM): but oh man i would've punched you before i touched her. .and this too............... Pnkr83 [4:16 PM]: im sorry to hear that. i had the same problem with my bf QueenBasa [4:17 PM]: bf? QueenBasa [4:17 PM]: i thought u were a guy. Pnkr83 [4:17 PM]: yes Pnkr83 [4:17 PM]: my bifocal Pnkr83 [4:17 PM]: hehe QueenBasa [4:17 PM]: LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAHAHHA! Pnkr83 [4:17 PM]: i was just messin with ya Pnkr83 [4:18 PM]: cuz i really mean boyfriend Pnkr83 [4:18 PM]: no i kid i kid Pnkr83 [4:18 PM]: :-D QueenBasa [4:18 PM]: LOL WHAT THE HELL??! QueenBasa [4:18 PM]: you're crazy |
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| Wednesday, March 6th, 2002 |
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Sooo..joe and christina are kinda together. Its not affecting me too much though. HES HAPPY!!! The simpsons thing he said to me the other night did bother me though. Feh. Yeah joe needs to give me a call or something though!!!!! hehe just kidding.I know hes busy. But I at least wanna continue communicating cause hes my buddy.hehe Oh yeah, he mentioned that his cousin's gf was in the hospital cause the baby is coming realll soon. I'm so excited for some reason!hehe. Yeah anyways, i talked to mike fazio and he suggested me to say hi to bryan balla in the hallway before 9th period. I did, but he didnt say anything back, which was like "ummm". This guy needs to calm down. lol. Oh well, we shall seeeeee. Speaking of mike, hes been feeling really down lately and i'm trying my hardest to help him out. I know exactly..and i mean EXACTLY how he feels with this whole heidi thing. I experienced it with joe...I just hope he dosen't do anything stupid. I've been chilling with ray fisher a lot lately. Its all CLASSICAL..lol. Yeah and i met his friend don the other night. He seemed pretty nice too..kinda like a teddy bear.lol. I also kinda met this guy from manville, shawn erickson. Hes 19 and him and i talked for a while one night..well EARLY morning..hehe. and we found out we have alot of things in common like music wise, journalism, the simpsons,being good friends with Fazio..lol, family guy, and crap of that nature. And the whole "voluptuous sex kitten" thing he told me about was so fucking great cause i feel the same way...he dosent like AFI though..Grr. I still do like joe though..its gonna take me FOREVER to get over him,and i'm not sure i even wanna, yet. mmm face to face..sunday april 21st..i cant wait.  amazing. ........................................ Magic6497 (9:19:56 PM): allright dude im in a really honest mood i suck NUN 4free (9:20:01 PM): alright Magic6497 (9:20:10 PM): honestly, you are one of the coolest chicks i will ever know. Magic6497 (9:20:15 PM): and thats not just because youre like me. Magic6497 (9:20:16 PM): hehehe. i suck NUN 4free (9:20:25 PM): hehe awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i suck NUN 4free (9:20:30 PM): you're sooo sweet. i suck NUN 4free (9:20:34 PM): Thanks ~! Magic6497 (9:20:46 PM): just like....youre nice and funny and i love you a lot and stuff and i just wanted you to know who important you are to me, and how you always will. Today while driving in bridgwater with maggie, dana, ray, and moose (new guy i met today) i started thinking about Rachel. Gah..shes amazing. |
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| Tuesday, March 5th, 2002 |
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ok, forget this greenday concert. Its with blink182, which SUCK plus lawn sucks and its $55 which is a waste of money. I've seen GreenDay twice already anyways. They are my favorite band, but im not gonna pay that price to see blink and be far away as well. Its such a waste. This is what i decided on .. Well i know that i am going to surf and skate, I just dont know what day to go..and most of the bands are really tempting. I like certain bands that are playing one day and dana likes bands that are playing another day. Well we have to decide by friday anyways. Grr i dunno DANA IS REALLY EXCITED about good charlotte and new found glory, but i really dont like them..blah blah i dunno oh well. I'm gonna list the bands for the days and someone..whoever..whatever..please comment on what u think sounds the best. FRI APR 19, 2002 4:00PM FEATURING: Newfound Glory, Good Charlotte, Glassjaw, Hot Rod Circuit, The Youth Ahead, Brand New, The Starting Line, Little League, Further Seems Forever, Relient K, Don't Look Down and more!!! SAT APR 20, 2002 12:00PM FEATURING: The Get-Up Kids, Midtown, Catch 22, Big Wig, Thrice, Wakefield, The Reunion Show, Last Perect Thing, Saccharine, Taken Back Sunday & More!!! SUN APR 21, 2002 12:00PM FEATURING: The Descendants, Face to Face, Alkaline Trio, The June Spirit, Stopwatch, Seafood, The Berlin Project, Poison the Well, Bane and more!!! |
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| Monday, March 4th, 2002 |
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Hmm i knew that chris was gonna be over dana's house til like 4. And joe was gonna pick up chris afterwards. Now usually when that happens joe decides to chill in manville until chris and dana are done chilling. I was gonna call him up, but then i read his email he gave me and it said he was going to christina'a house while chris and dana were chilling together. I wasnt upset over that, but just a bit down. Because usually when that happens, joe comes over and we watch cartoons and all that other fun stuff..oh well. I guess he must really like her. Wow, she must be amazing. Hes going to visit courtney in new prov today, but that isnt bothering me at all...so thats good. I'm pretty proud of myself though because i'm not getting in the way of joe being happy. |
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| Sunday, March 3rd, 2002 |
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| Joe and christina watching the simpsons together.....im not gonna cry..im not gonna cry..no crying..grrrrr | ||||
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I have to go on birthcontrol.. blah. |
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LiveJournal for Steph...QueenBasa...Gwen..umm the bisexual witch.
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hopeful.
distressed.
gloomy.
horny.
giggly.
drained.
bitchy.
contemplative.
curious.