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Jess' LiveJournal:
| Wednesday, July 30th, 2003 | |
| 10:36 am | Do you ever just FEEL like you're going crazy? I'm being driven up the wall. Current Mood:  annoyed |
| Saturday, July 26th, 2003 | |
| 4:54 pm | My sister's kitty Libby is so cute...she fell asleep standing up and then tipped over like a little tree next to the keyboard. I hope she's not dead. I'm getting ready to leave to go get Evan from work so we can hang out tonight... Just letting everyone know that everything is good and happy and lovely. That's all for now, byeeeee! : ) You paint a picture on the wall Because you've got a lot to tell me but you dont think you can say it better your bringing up times i cant recall and im sure they make your point but i just cant seem to remember i know you got the feeling and i cant say im agreeing with your topic of conversation just listen to the reasons and the hints that ive been giving to the thoughts of my imagination so come on let me see i said baby your amazing i want to let you see you are everything and more to me i will let you be Current Mood:  happyCurrent Music: Josh Kelly |
| Thursday, July 10th, 2003 | |
| 7:20 pm | My crazy dog "Jakie, go get your frisbee!" (Brings me his red ball) "Frisbee Jakie, get me your frisbee!" (Brings me his knot) "Jake, over there, go get me your frisbee!" (Brings me one of mom's shoes) "Frisbee! Frisbee honey!" (Stares blankly) And I gave up. Current Mood:  amused |
| Wednesday, July 9th, 2003 | |
| 11:13 pm | Evan is asleep on my bedroom floor. Thank you, God. Yay! Sleepover! Wooo! Current Mood: lucky |
| Monday, June 16th, 2003 | |
| 8:53 am | Leaving town... I'm leaving now...bye everyone! Hocking Hills here I come. See you Thursday... Evan, I'll miss you sweetie : ( I'll call you when I get there...I tried to call when I was leaving but your phone is off the hook. I love you sweetie! Check your mailbox when you wake up. Everyone else, expect calls after 9PM. Current Mood: awake Current Music: Weezer |
| Sunday, June 15th, 2003 | |
| 12:11 pm | I'm leaving town in the morning to go to Rockbridge for The Scribe retreat. I'll be home around 5 on Thursday evening. We're planning to redesign the whole paper and have some fun along the way, but I have just one thing to say... Evan, I'm going to miss you like crazy. Of course, I'll be re-sensitized when I get back...and absence makes the heart grow fonder. Regardless, I'll be miserable without you. I love you babe, and I'll be anxiously awaiting Thursday the whole time I'm gone. Hopefully I'll get to see you tonight... After all...it's only three days. But I'll miss you. Current Mood:  disappointed |
| Tuesday, June 10th, 2003 | |
| 5:53 pm | To the best boyfriend in the world...not because of what you gave me today (although your generosity has overwhelmed me)...but because of the bliss you bring me. I love you. Current Mood: lovedCurrent Music: Pink Moon |
| Friday, June 6th, 2003 | |
| 8:41 am | Ribbon cutting ceremony for CHA's new building is June 21, 2003 at 11am. Be there! It's kicking off CHA's Adopt-athon weekend. See you there! Current Mood:  excited |
| Wednesday, June 4th, 2003 | |
| 6:38 pm | For you... Today was a wonderful day. Today stands alone as the opening of a chapter in our relationship. A chapter of comfort and happiness, of confidence and closeness. You are wonderful to me, wonderful for me. Summer is here...we're almost out of school...and here I stand with a stupid grin on my face saying to myself... After everything, I've ended up with you. I'm the lucky one. Current Mood: loved |
| Tuesday, June 3rd, 2003 | |
| 7:06 pm | You say you miss who you were back then. You miss everything you were known for, and you wish you could do it all over again. But I sit here and look at an old picture of you and see someone who isn't the one I have grown to love and respect. You were someone else then, and even if you think you were better before, I think that for everything you have become proves that you have grown from a boy into a man. I see this photo and I look between it and the one of you that hangs on my wall. And I know that if those things had not happened, you would never have come to me. You wouldn't be who you are today, I couldn't love and appreciate you the way you do. You're someone else now...things happened, and along the way, you changed. But I love you for who you are now. And now that you know that all along, I knew exactly what your past held, don't you believe that you mean everything to me? If those things hadn't happened, there would be no test for my love. There would be no way for you to see that I am absolutely dedicated to you regardless of what you've done or where you've been. Time can do so much as it trickles past us like the rushing waters of a stream, it changes and shapes people. One year ago, I was completely different from who I am now. One year ago, you were completely different from who you are now. And somehow we grew together, and I don't care what happened before. All I care about is now and our future. So maybe, in the end, the change wasn't all bad? I love you. Current Mood:  thoughtfulCurrent Music: Nick Drake-Northern Sky |
| Wednesday, May 28th, 2003 | |
| 7:26 pm | "Between the conception And the creation Between the emotion And the response Falls the Shadow" -T.S. Elliot Sometimes I don't understand myself, and I don't understand the way I feel. Sometimes I don't understand the way I interact with the world. And sometimes, I don't understand why I think the way I do. Oh well. Shelby had her kittens, five healthy babies. They're so cute :) Pictures will come soon, I hope. Current Mood:  pensive |
| Saturday, May 24th, 2003 | |
| 12:10 am | Evan I'm thinking over the things that you said. And I think I just may be concluding that you're right after all. Current Mood: creative |
| Wednesday, May 21st, 2003 | |
| 7:15 pm | On the rare occasion that I am unluck enough to talk to you, I sit here and sing song lyrics to myself... La la la you're so vain You prolly think this song is about you You're so vain ------------------------------------- On a totally unrelated note, Evan is the best. I love you honey : ) As the light of my life and the happiness in my world, you've given me more than I thought I'd ever get out of a relationship. You mean the world to me, thank you for everything. Current Mood: loved |
| Monday, May 5th, 2003 | |
| 9:10 pm | We'd turn out the headlights...drive by the moonlight Things are so good that I think it's illegal. I couldn't be happier, Evan couldn't be more wonderful, life couldn't be more beautiful right now. Except maybe, if there were more weekends, and more hours in a Saturday, and more movies in the Sundance section at Blockbuster. Then I could be better. If I smile anymore, I might explode. So for those of you troubled by my scarce presence these past few weeks, I am very, very happy. Six months last Friday...I've found everything I ever wanted to find. Don't worry about me, I'm doing just fine : ) I love you Evan : ) Current Mood: good |
| Tuesday, April 15th, 2003 | |
| 9:54 am | Yes, I know. I haven't updated in ages...but I'm sure none of you are feeling too upset about it. Hi everyone! Things are good. I've been spending a lot of time with Evan. To be more specific, everyday. Lots of fun. I love him, things are great between us. I couldn't be happier. He's that boy I was always looking for. I'm so happy to have found him. We go to Innis Wood and Hoover and take pictures...and go downtown to take pictures of buildings and lock my keys in my car and do every fun thing there is to do in Westerville. He gives me everything I ever hoped for in a relationship and then some. So, even though I haven't been updating, I am happy and life is wonderful. : ) Current Mood: good |
| Thursday, March 27th, 2003 | |
| 10:12 pm | Things I hate: -Research papers -Mandadtory memorization for english class -The Scribe Stress is not fun. I think I will go meditate. Current Mood:  stressed |
| Sunday, March 23rd, 2003 | |
| 2:58 pm | You know how sometimes, something is really good, but you think that if you keep getting it won't seem so good by comparison anymore? Yeah, this isn't like that. Four months ago we had our first date, and things just keep getting better. We just get closer all the time. Best boyfriend ever. Current Mood: happy |
| Monday, March 17th, 2003 | |
| 8:40 pm | Third Eye Blind has a new single...woo! I'm excited :) You can always count on them for blatantly sexual lyrics. "I see you fogging up the mirror, vapor around your body glistens in the shower and I wanna stay right here and go down on you for an hour...Or stay and let the day just fade away in a wild dedication take the moment of hope and let it run, never look back" |
| Sunday, March 16th, 2003 | |
| 8:12 am | 70 degrees today? Wow. That was a quick change from a week ago. It's beautiful. I mean, obviously, it's a little hotter than I like it. But it's still beautiful, and better than winter. Best. Weekend. Ever. Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Weezer |
| Saturday, March 15th, 2003 | |
| 3:40 pm | Kate, you would be proud. I just almost spelled earlier like this... herlier. You're a bad influence! LoL. I'm off, it's a beautiful day. Everyone enjoy it. Current Mood: good |