Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in Q's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, December 5th, 2001
11:33 pm	For a friend... Why does love cause so much pain Like a desolate house at the end of a rain When the clouds begin to unleash the rain And break your heart all over again A one way train down a wrong way track You love someone with no love back One's life could end with a heart attack Like the rose that fades to black The ice cold snow that falls on the ground Soft and gently without a sound Hollow and empty with no one around Love inside just cannot be found Feel the need for a place to hide Just can't take much more of this ride No one will stand with you on your side They said they loved you but they lied Lonely nights but a lonelier life Stabbed in the back with a razor sharp knife Life forever but never a wife Messed up inside with one's civil strife Stayed home all night, wait for the call But it never comes at all Feel one's life has begun to fall Run too far down a dead end hall You hate the games that people play You wish they all would go away Live alone and let come what may It's your life and your final say You wish the day would turn to night Maybe then it will be alright Nothing better within your sight To give up now without a fight One more time lay down to sleep Shed no tears, but silently weep Depression drags one down too deep Pray the Lord your soul to keep Is it worth it all anymore? End this life and close the door Just can't decide the internal war The heart has blackened to the core Thoughts start running through your head As you lie there on your bed You think of things that were said Could one be better off... Live with God under the sun Or live on Earth without someone Look back on life and what was won While the heart may always run Maybe try get back to the start Maybe your soul won't be too scarred Put together what was apart Find your mind and find your heart. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, December 3rd, 2001
11:01 pm	Tired now... What a weekend. First was Goth Night at a local watering hole. Lots of fun, great music. Late night/early morning. Of course, it would have been better if the people I invited weren't scared to go. Then it was our company Christmas party. Lots of fun, some pretty p*sspoor music. Late night/early morning again. Oh well, fatigue has never been a friend of mine... Pain is inevitable; suffering is optional -Zen proverb (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 10th, 2001
1:20 am	Just me Eagle fly, high in the sky Tell me what you see. Is it blue, is it peace Is it full of misery? Wild horse run, under the sun Tell me where you roam. Is it far, is it warm Is it a place you call home? Majestic trees, sway in the breeze Tell me what you know. Are you brave, are you just Are you all that you show? Royal star's light, up in heaven at night Tell me what it's like above. Is it black, is it lonely Is it full of love? Ocean's waves, through all the days Tell me the secrets you keep. Are they dark, are they sad Are they really that deep? Moon in the skies, so worldly and wise Tell me what to do. Should I run, should I fight Is my heart so true? Beautiful girl, centre my world Tell me how you feel. Is it love, is it joy Is any of it for real? (1 Comment |Comment on this)