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OH my...i HATE this time of the month!! Cramps f*ing SUCK! PMT is the worst...I become a great big giant super bitch for like 4 days a month and there's nothing i can do about it short of living on a morphine drip i'd imagine...that might be quite nice...actually the world would be a much more pleasant place if everyone lived on morphine I.V.'s...interesting theory...ANYWAY, so yea...i'm in pain and in bitch mode right now...there are some that would argue that i LIVE in bitch mode..but screw them eh? They don't know what they're talking aboot! There is a benefit to this time of the month however...but like...it's probably more of a set up for guys than anything...LOL My BREASTS are...HUGE right now!! Just thought i'd share that with you..they get so..."puffy"(?)...this time of the month lol!!! I think the female body was designed to tease the shit out of men just so mother nature can have a right laugh about it!! Like, they're all "breasty" lol and yet...if you touch them i'll fucking kick you in the gonads due to the fact that they're sore as hell! Charming thought isn't it? Look but DON'T TOUCH!!! I think it's really funny!
Oh well, i'm talking out my arse so i'll go now...
xoxoxoxox
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[27 Aug 2002|09:18am] |
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CrAmPs!!!!!!!!!
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[26 Aug 2002|08:02am] |
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Thanks to everyone who commented on my post last night...it was really helpful and I appreciate everything that everyone had to say.
Thanks again.
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[26 Aug 2002|07:56am] |
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i have issues. but i also recognise this fact and do what i can to resolve those issues. i may have spent a long time letting those issues control me, but now i'm ready to take the upper hand and wonder about the world around me. i'm getting to be well-balanced, but i'm not quite there yet.
how mad are you?
this quiz was made by piksy
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| PLEASE READ THIS! |
[25 Aug 2002|06:06pm] |
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ok i'm talking to my friend kelly and she thinks one thing...and i just want to see what the general opinion is of random people online...
Right...so ok, my boyfriend tells me he's going out to meet an "old friend" that he used to work with and they were going to a cafe and stuff or whatever..and i'm somewhat unenthusiastic about the whole thing but it came down to finally having to trust him so i'm like it's fine..i'm not upset - you go and have fun. So yea, it turns out he's out getting drunk and watching porn flicks til the unsocial hours and "falling asleep" in a train station and generally doing things like that all evening...not to mention an incident involving breasts and acknowledgement of them...OH yea and he didn't come home until god knows when...i know it was sometime the next day...
Anyway, I find this out and i'm like PISSED..as in my opinion, anyone would be...actually the words go fuck yourself came to mind several times. NOW he's trying to tell me that nothing happened and that he loves me and all this stuff....just sounds strange to me...i dunno, maybe i've been burnt by guys too many times to be anything but cynical...but i'm not gonna be one to get stepped on and made a fool of..I mean, the whole time he was with her i was at a lake with a load of people and it's not like i didn't get noticed...i just CHOSE not to act on it because i love him and I THOUGHT he loved me. I could never do anything like that to him, but i think he sees things in a different light...
NOW...just from reading what i wrote, I'm wondering if i could get anyone's outside opinion on the matter.
Thanks
xoxoxoxoxox
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[19 Aug 2002|12:23pm] |
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Snake River Conspiracy - Lovesong |
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Been playing this game called Riven that i've never heard of before...it's ok..no action or anything in it really...and it takes the piss with the changing cd things all the time.
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| ...one more peaceful medicated moment... |
[19 Aug 2002|09:55am] |
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Well, I'm going...hope everyone has a spectacular day - i'm positive I will!
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[19 Aug 2002|08:16am] |
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Eminem - Kim |
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Anyone have a clue what IceWind, Riven, and *looks* Baulder's Gate II are? They were given to me and I have no clue what the f*s going on in them.
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[11 Aug 2002|04:34pm] |
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Tool - Crawl Away |
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So ok...I woke up a little over an hour ago - I think i slept for like 14 hours. I miss Philip and so there's no use in staying conscious for extended periods of time. I did go to see Signs yesterday with Kelly - it was creepy and made me cry....heh
Now i'm sitting here and everyone is either busy or with their significant others and i'm all alone and miserable as I expected I would be. But i'm ok :) He'll be back tomorrow! :D
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[10 Aug 2002|08:22am] |
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My Ruin - Bright Red Scream |
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[05 Aug 2002|02:31am] |
 | _hybrid |  |  | | probability that _hybrid has masturbated today: | 73% | | _hybrid's lucky number is: | -296 | | _hybrid is most like the color #28ae75: |  | |
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| Going to sleep. |
[04 Aug 2002|12:19am] |
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Brena - A Perfect Circle |
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Right...i've got fever again and i'm pissed off in general..so i'm going to bed...maybe tomorrow will be a bit better...
Goodnight.
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| OH GOD... |
[03 Aug 2002|09:33pm] |
I just recieved this in my email and thought it was charming enough to share with you all...
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| FUCKED OFF |
[03 Aug 2002|09:27pm] |
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I absolutely adore dealing with people in horrible moods when i'm ill...it's the highlight of my evening..
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| AWWW |
[03 Aug 2002|05:55pm] |
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bath water running... |
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Test Results
| You think of yourself as being sexy, cute, sweet, and fun. | | Others think of you as being snuggly, sweet, playful, and soft. | | Your relationships can be described as warm, clear, deep, and sexy. | | When stressed, you feel peaceful. |
Take this test here.
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| LET'S HEAR IT FOR DREAMS WHILE YOU HAVE A FEVER AND ARE ON PAIN MEDICINE!!! |
[03 Aug 2002|02:39am] |
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Parabol/Parabola - Tool |
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So, ok..I was asleep right? *By the way I don't even remember falling asleep...or waking up and falling back asleep...and another by the way..my right hand is STILL asleep while the rest of me is awake...unfortunately* mmk ANYWAY...so I was asleep and yea..i had a really wild dream!! It wasn't even really all that interesting but i found it really funny cause all i can remember was getting a pedicure at one of the vietnamese places and the girl doing it couldn't understand what i was telling her and she was putting polish all over my foot and i was screaming at her to stay ON the toenail...lol...she was getting more and more pissed off at me and so i was a bit miffed..and i ended up kicking the bottle of polish out of her hands and all over her face and shirt! :) The End.
*waiting for pain medicine to kick in*
UGH!!! I HATE STREP THROAT...SUCKS MONKEY NUTS!!!
K I'm way done being common...
I wish my fella was awake...i miss him
K
Bye
xoxoxoxox
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| I LOVE THIS SONG |
[02 Aug 2002|05:42pm] |
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Little Jeannie - Elton John |
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...and i want you to be my acrobat....i want you to be my lover...oh no other...and i've kown quite a few..but ohhh jeannie..i'm still in love with you....
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| FUCKING HELL!!! |
[02 Aug 2002|01:07am] |
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Waves - Slowdive |
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I sooo must be delirious....
 You Are a Blowjob Queen!
You are a Blowjob Queen. That's right - you are a total blowjob master. You give the best blowjobs in town. In fact, you
could be considered a modern Linda Lovelace. Your reputation preceeds you, but that's okay. Men shower you with gifts to get close
to those lips.
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[01 Aug 2002|03:46pm] |
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Wonderful Tonight - Eric Clapton |
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Mmk...off to the doctor's...i actually believe i have strep throat as i'm unable to talk...or swallow now...and i have a temperature of 101.3 :( I hope she doesn't give me a shot...i hate needles...ugh..
I feel like being a whiney little suck...but there's no time...have to go and be examined.
toodles.
*sigh*
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