| Summer 2002 |
[20 Jun 2002|07:14am] |
Unsilent Reign Tour (wasn't told the venues yet)
Fri. July 26 - Tallahassee FL w/Bloodjinn
Sat. 27 - Alabama W/ Bloodjinn
Sun or Mon. maybe Atlanta w/Bloodjinn
Tues. 30 - SC
Wed. 31 - NC
Thurs. Aug. 1 - VA
Fri. 2 - Boston
Sat. 3 - Philly
Sun. 4 - NY
Tues. 6 - Cleveland
Wed. 7 - Detroit
Thurs. 8 - Chicago
Fri. 9 - Louisville, KY
Sat. 10 - Gainesville or Jacksonville
this shit is gonna be so much fucking fun. get jealous
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| Sorry To Say This But.... |
[15 May 2002|04:39pm] |
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friends only, people. it's been that way for a while now but i guess you didn't get it. i did a little cleaning too so some of you were deleted, sucks huh? oh and maybe i'll add some new people....but only if i think you are cool enough. that's all she wrote...........
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| A Tad Bit Bored |
[22 Mar 2002|10:06pm] |
name: Mia Nicole Killer (actually, it's keller)
d.o.b.: Dec 7, 1984
location: south fl
occupation: sales associate at......hot topic...whoot!
APPEARANCE
hair: black with red tint
eyes: dark brown almost black
height: hahaha...5'0
figure: really small
STYLE
clothing: comfortable
music: anything good
body art: piercings
RIGHT NOW
wearing: clothes
listening to: music
thinking of: food
LAST THING YOU...
bought: smoothie at the beach
did: changed the song playing
ate & drank: water and spaghetti
read: unsilent reign thanks yous
watched on tv: haven't watched tv in a while, cant remember
EITHER / OR
club or houseparty: houseparty
tea or coffee: tea
high achiever or slacker: i dont know
beer or cider: beeeeeerrrr..wooooooo....awesome!!!
drinks or shot: whatever gets me drunk faster
cats or dogs: either one
single or taken: scott
pen or pencil: pen
gloves or mittens: gardener's gloves with X's on them....old school style
cassette or cd: 8-track
coke or pepsi: it's all the same
hard or mild alcohol: dont matter as long as i pass out
matches or a lighter: blow torch
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
kill: a lot of people
hear from: my dad....hahha fat chance of that happening
get really wasted with: jesus
FAVORITE
food: dead babies
drink: piss
color: blue and black...the color of your eye once my fist meets it
album: too many
shoes: my red dc's
site: someone getting hurt
song: too many
vegetable: cucumber
fruit: granny smith apples
LAST PERSON YOU
touched: i dont remember these things
talked to: mama dukes
instant messaged: katrina
had a crush on: everyone should know by now....SEEING IT WAS ON THE EULOGY MESSAGE BOARD!!!! hahahahha
who broke your heart: yea.....he should kill himself to make up for it
WHERE DO YOU
eat: in my room
dance: mostly club q....my second home
cry: away from public view
wish you were: out having fun somewhere
FAVORITE...
IceCream: chocolate chip cookie dough
Dessert: chocolate or chocolate chip cookies
Candy: CHOCOLATE!
Movie: in dreams
Channel: porn
Animal: lice
Country: um...this one
Clothing Store: who cares
Band/Group: dillinger escape plan....whootywho
Playground Equipment: zip glide
Thing to Wear: whatever is comfortable
Jewelry To Wear: my many rings
Place To Be: sleeping in my closet
Sport to watch: the one where people get hurt
Sport to play: the one where i hurt people
Number: 5
HAVE YOU EVER...
Dated one of your best friends? yup
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? yup
Drank alcohol? nope
Done drugs? yup...bad move on my play
Broken the law? hahah yea...and i got arrested for it
Ran away from home? in 9th grade
Broken a bone? my shoulder
Cheated on a test? hahah yea
Skinny dipped? nope...can't say i have
Flashed someone? nope...i have too much respect for myself
Mooned Someone? nope
Kissed someone you didn't know? gainesville fest what?
Been in a fight? ohhh jesus, next question please........
Gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride? hahah steve....WOW! hahah
Kissed Someone? um....yea
Swam in the ocean? today
Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up? yup
WHAT IS...
The most embarrassing CD in your collection? h8...HAHAHAHAH if only half of you knew
Your bedroom like? past, present, and future of hardcore
Your favorite thing for breakfast? cereal
Your favorite thing for lunch? salad
Your favorite thing for dinner? subway
What is your house like? satanic (we have a goat's head on the wall for christ's sake....it's hot shit)
Your favorite Restaurant? sweet tomatoes
Your religion, if any? the religion where i am god
ARE YOU...
A Vegetarian?: yesum
Good At Sports?: whatever
A Good Singer?: there's an mp3 of me singing somewhere out there
A good Actor/Actress? um...dont know
A deep sleeper?: nope
A Good Dancer?: what do you think?
Shy?: in certain situations
Outgoing?: most of the time
A good storyteller?: maybe
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| Quick Update |
[21 Mar 2002|03:07pm] |
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talked to scott....things are looking good. now i can't wait to see him! hot damn!!
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| I Wish I Could Tear Your Eyes Out |
[21 Mar 2002|02:52pm] |
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Breaking Pangaea | turning |
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i haven't had the time to write in this thing lately but now i can. the weekend was fun...went to the glasseater show over by my house on friday. hung out with a lot of my crazy friends and boy was it a blast! sat i worked and had a surprise waiting for me when i got home so i went into hiding for two days and loved every second of it. just thinking about it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy (oh man, how lame). tuesday was the unearth/ diecast/ unsilent reign show. amazing! walking on new breed heads is definitely more fun than i thought. XpoodleX is down from new jersey so he was demonstrating the "bopping heads" move. it's such an asshole thing to do to people but that's why i love it so much. now if only i was taller, then maybe i could try it too. hmmm...later on, once i was home, i talked to paulie on the phone. oh man were the jokes flying like crazy! him and i are going straight to hell for some of the things we said (hahah). last night was 7angels plagues/ diecast/ unearth show in melbourne and undecided alex offered me a ride. we were running late and didn't get there until 7a7p's last song. i was kind of disappointed but at least i got to hear one song. damn they are good. seen a lot of kids i know so i had a really good time. nathan and i had a conversation that made me realize that i'm not alone when it comes to certain situations. he is such an amazing person to talk to and that's why i can't wait till he comes to visit me. i also had a talk with scott about our feelings and, for now, him and i are going to talk things over. i hope everything goes well....i just have a lot of thinking to do. (*do not take this as a bad sign*)
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| My Words To You.....Suck A Cock, Fucker |
[14 Mar 2002|01:03am] |
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Codeseven | song 6 |
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tonight i went to see not waving but drowning, young and the useless, target nevada. there were about 5 kids there....not including the bands. the show sucked but we made it fun.
new codeseven is fucking amazing....reminds me of cave in-jupiter. buy that hot shit when it comes out in june! now i'm passing out
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| Sweet Smell Of Perfume Makes The Boys Run To You |
[13 Mar 2002|11:30am] |
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um....not much to talk about, i guess. saturday i went to the skatepark to see number the stars (or shall i say 16 visions). i had some hot ass hair going on that night, people were shocked. hahaha suckas. it was a good night.
i'm not in school today because of that fcat testing shit. the whole 3 hour fist period thing was really getting to me so the mama dukes said i can stay home. whoot. in a little bit i'm heading to the mall in search of some hot clothes. old navy and gap look like the perfect candidates.
someone mentioned to me the other day that my relationship with my father reflects my relationships with guys. if that's the case....i'm so fucking screwed. damn
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| One Breath Could Knock It All Down |
[06 Mar 2002|06:29pm] |
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i have a feeling someone is going to fuck this one up for me. and it will probably be someone i call a friend. thanxxx
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| Underroo's Make The Man |
[05 Mar 2002|10:48pm] |
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Orange Island | eyes closed in motion |
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yesterday was so damn wonderful! jason picked me up around 5 and we went back to his place to watch a movie. he made me food (baked potatoes/mac and cheese) which was fucking sweet cause no guy has ever cooked for me before <3. we watched fear and loathing in las vegas (excellent movie might i add). once that was over, a 3 hour frenzy of halo was played by four people but since i suck at video games, i just sat and watched. we left and reached my house around 1 then watched dude where's my car. the movie ended around 3 and it just so happened to be the same time my mom got home from work. we didn't know what to do cause he couldn't leave while she was awake and walking around so we came to the conclusion that he should just sleep over. i have never been more happy in my life, the snuggling in our sleep gave me this great warm feeling, like a sense of security. i slept sooo well and in the morning he drove me to school and i've been in this awesome mood since then. i cannot wait till thursday when we hang out again cause he has made me happier than ever. <3XoXoX<3
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| Sleep Overs And Cuddling |
[05 Mar 2002|09:47am] |
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i'm in the best mood ever!! even if i got hit by a bus, i would still remain as happy as i am right now! <3xoxox<3
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| How We Are Makingout |
[02 Mar 2002|09:57pm] |
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not much has gone on so there is really nothing to write about except how much i love how he keeps signing on and off...talking to me for 5 minutes then signing off to go places then signing back on, 30 minutes later, just to say hi. i cannot wait till monday, thursday, and friday. he is as excited as i am and that makes me feel really good! just the thought of him makes me smile and gives me butterflies. awwww....xoxox
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| Dear All Anonymous Posters |
[01 Mar 2002|02:11pm] |
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obviously you are mad because i've probably beat your ass before. if any of you have a problem with me, grow some fucking balls and say it to my face other than that quit being a pathetic piece of shit who hides behind anonymous posts. it's really sad when someone sits there, reads your lj, then responds to it about how they don't like you, yet DOES NOT leave a name. hahaha choke and die fuckers.
ps- why waste your time in responding when it's going to get deleted anyway?
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| All Choked Up |
[01 Mar 2002|02:29am] |
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things went extremely well tonight. a sleep over is in the making and i cannot wait! monday or wednesday will be our movie day *crossing fingers...hoping for cuddle time in the dark* all his words were just perfect, answers i've been longing to hear. he couldn't have stated anything better. jeez, why am i so excited? i can't even sleep, but i must try.
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| Late Night Chats And I'm Still Smiling |
[28 Feb 2002|02:25pm] |
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so far march is going to be the greatest month this year. the 13th: not waving but drowning, 19th: from autumn to ashes/unearth/diecast, 20th: fata/unearth/diecast/7angels 7plagues (melbourne), 26th: bane/american nightmare/ptw/18 visions, and if i don't go on tour...28th: band/american nightmare/ptw/18 visions (tallahassee). i might even go to the one in orlando (i have nothing better to do, it's spring break and katrina needs company). but if i do happen to go on tour it is going to be between march 27th through april 7th. unsilent reign is trying to get shows between that time so i'll know soon. touring with my best friend is so amazing. steve and i have a great time making fun of each other and people we see. thank god for matt though, he keeps us all from going insane in the van with his jokes about "richard" (his imaginary friend), never remembering arma angelus's name (sangie basangie), jello pudding, and other crazy shit. i'm crossing my fingers for the tour to happen. anyway...i talked to tj last night and he said he's coming down the 26th for the show. we are definitely going to mosh it up like crazy...can't wait. i also talked to jason at three this morning which made me happy. he wants to hang out on my day off next week to watch movies. i think that is a really good idea, should be fun too. we are still going to that show at spanky's next friday. i'm looking forward to us hanging out. hmm...well school is almost over (yay!) and i work tonight (5-10)...so be a friend and visit me!
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| I'm A Make A Milly Much Quicker Than Ya'll Could Ever Feel Me |
[27 Feb 2002|03:14pm] |
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18 Visions | wine 'em, dine 'em, sixty-nine 'em |
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out of school now...no work....and no one to hang out with. i think this would be a great time to do my tax returns. bling bling nigga
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| Always Assume The Worst |
[25 Feb 2002|10:48pm] |
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Another Victim | threat |
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worked my ass off today cause it was busy as hell. got home around 10:30 hoping jason called and left a message. the answering machine was blinking with 3 messages yet none were from him. hmmm...i think i might have gotten my hopes up too high, i don't know. tomorrow i have off and i really wanted to see if him and i could hang out. oh well...i'm tired and hurt now, bye.
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| Walking On Heads Messin Up Beads |
[25 Feb 2002|01:38pm] |
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i'm only writing because tony asked me to. umm...i dont really know what to say except "BREAK YO NECK NIGGA!!!" tony: e-mail me that number i need, dont forget. bye bye
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| Shoot And Score!!! |
[25 Feb 2002|02:32am] |
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i talked to jason tonight and things went really well. we both thought we had each other figured out but realized we were dead wrong (that's a good thing though). hmm...well i guess you could say we have a date....kind of. he asked me to go with him to spanky's the 8th to see some band. wow...i'm so excited. damn!
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| Back In Business |
[24 Feb 2002|10:52pm] |
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At The Drive-In | catacomb |
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my aol problem is fixed and i can now go back on-line to talk shit again. i know many of you are thrilled. hahah. here is the update:
Wednesday
after school i hung out with derrick. we went to uncle sam's but i didn't see any cd's i wanted that i couldn't just get at a show cheaper, so we left. i got hungry around that time and taco bell was sounding really good. got my grub on then we headed for the beach but made a quick stop at funhouse tattoos to say hello to everyone. the beach was fun, but lot of people were fishing on the pier (disgusting). derrick and i had a long talk about things that meant a lot to me. he had some words of wisdom to give and they helped a great deal. i'm glad he's hanging out again and going to shows cause i've missed him being around. hopefully things stay this way.
Thursday
skipped school once again (i know it's bad but i really can't take it sometimes) and derrick picked me up in the morning. we went to his house and watched movies all day. we watched reservoir dogs, the shining, and meet the parents. yano (sp?) was in town and staying with derrick's roommate, ron. ron went to work and i had to be home so derrick and yano dropped me off. i went to work later.
Friday
steve picked me up to go to the as friends rust show. remembering never, brand new, and all hell breaks loose also played. the show wasn't that great and i was very disappointed. scott came down from vero and a.p. (anal penetration) jamie was all over him. he was scared of her, it was so hilarious. i was going to pretend he was my boyfriend if she got all over him once more but she left by then. it was so funny. steve wanted to leave early so katrina took me home. *i notice you watching me*
Yesterday
worked from 10 till 2, katrina and michelle came to pick me up and we went prom dress shopping for a little bit. i have mixed feelings about prom because i doubt anyone's going to ask me to go with them but steve told me that he'll be my back up just in case hmmm....whatever. i tried on this one dress that was red silk looking and it was hot as fuck, too bad it was 150 bucks....shit. after the mall we picked up the twins then they dropped me off at home to start getting ready while they were at katrina's. half an hour later they came back and we drove to west palm to the twins' mom's house. their mom is so sweet! she cooked us homemade macaroni and cheese PLUS apple crumble!! how great is that? around 730 we went to the show and thank god we missed half the bands because i doubt i would have been able to sit through all that crappy noise they call music. destro played and they totally rocked. we were all tearing shit up and of course their were new metal kids ("disturbed / limp bizkit kids") there who didn't like our dancing so a fight broke out. it was all a bunch of bullshit anyway. a friend of mine gave me some real good news that made me very excited yet oh so nervous. poison the well played soon after and shit was crazy. many many kids were tearing it up, it was so awesome. of course there was another fight but some "disturbed kid" tried fighting me just because i was dancing and accidentally hit him so julio and scott beat his ass (i love those guys). everyone pretty much left after ptw played and there were a couple of us who stuck around just to hang out. i finally talked to jason even though i was extremely nervous and shy (it's weird how i get at times like that...i'm usually never shy). i think he was too cause he wanted to talk to me also but neither of us had the guts to go up to one another and introduce ourselves. it's really funny how we started talking though, he kept throwing paper at me but i thought it was one of my other friends. later on i seen him doing it so i threw it back but missed him and he started laughing at me. i know that sounds real childish but whatever at least we started talking, it was cute though. he's a very attractive kid and sweet too. i gave him my number so i'm hoping he will call someday soon. he also offered me a ride to melbourne on the 20th of march to see fata, unearth, and 7angels 7plagues, hopefully i can miss school to go. i haven't seen 7a7p since the summer tour. ::sigh:: i'm so happy....this is awesome
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