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User:	bluegoddess (107076)
Name:	bluegoddess
Location:	Massachusetts, United States
Birthdate:	1980-11-17
Email:	bluegoddess1432@aol.com
AOL IM:	bluegoddess1432 (Add Buddy, Send Message)
Bio:	i 21 yrs old and am a junior in college. im a physical therapy major. ummm, im wild and insane, emotional, searching, able to love and wanting to be loved back, i dont know what else to write so just scroll downward adn ull get a sense of who i am. i am a goddess. i am beautiful and not beautiful. what does it feel like to be admired i dont know what this feels like. am i beautiful, does the reflection in the mirror lie to us, making us feel beautiful when we're really not? "why can't i find myself an idol? somebody i can look up to. be big enough to hold me close in their arms and never let me down. and all these stupid conversations that always seem to lead to nowhere." amanda ghost-idol "We never even kissed, or looked into each other's eyes, our lips just Trespassed on those inner labyrinths hidden deep within our ears, Filled them with the private music of wicked words Hers in many languages, mine in the off-color of my only tongue, until as our tones shifted and our consonants spun and squealed, rabbled faster, hesitated, raced harder Syllables soon melting into groans or moans, finding purchase in new words, or old words, or made-up words Until we gathered up our heat and refused to release it, enjoying too much the dark lane which we had suddenly stumbled upon Prayed to, carved to, not a communication really, but a channeling of our rumored desires, hers for all I know gone to black forests and wolves, mine banging back to the familiar form, that great revenant mystery I still could only hear the shape of Which in spite of our separate lusts and individual prize, still continued to drive us deeper into stranger tones, our mutual desire to keep gripping the burn Fueled by sound, hers screeching, mine...I didn't hear mine, only hers, probably counter-pointing mine A high pitched cry, then a whisper dropping unexpectedly, to practically a bark, a grunt, whatever, no sense anymore, and suddenly no more curves either, just the straightaway Too bad dark languages rarely survive..." poe and Mark Danielewski -hey pretty-drive by
Interests:	alternative, american beauty, angels, ani difranco, animie, astrology, bands, beach, beauty, bickfords, biology, bisexual, blankets, buddaha, california, candles, chinese horscopes, college, concerts, cookies, cooking, crying, dancing, dragons, dreams, drinks, earth, email, empire records, fantasy, faries, feelings, feminism, friends, gay, ghosts, goddess, guys, hackers, happiness, hate, hawaii, hot chochlate, instant messanger, ireland, jerry uelsmann, journals, kissing, kokeplli, laughter, lesbians, lestat, lilacs, linkin park, livejournal, love, lovers, magic, massachusetts, massage, moby, modern art, money, moons, movies, music, ocean, openminds, pain, photography, physical therapy, pineapples, poe, purple, queen of the damned, rain, rainbows, reading, road trips, roses, salvador dali, sam diego's, scoprio, sex, showers, sleeping, smells, snow, sounds, spring, staind, stars, straights, strawberries, suns, sunsets, surfing, surreal art, suverys, tattoos, tears, the laughing moon, the rain, thinking, touching, traveling, unicorns, waffle chairs, warmth, wind, winterboy, women's studies, yoga
Friends:	13: cheesiez, durancureboy, faghaginlove, gooeyknupshoes, kachina1981, metalgirly666, miss_ryoko, neywt, rubrowneyes, saltlesstears, shelby1kenobi, skittles79, sydelle
Friend of:	11: cheesiez, durancureboy, faghaginlove, gooeyknupshoes, kachina1981, metalgirly666, neywt, rubrowneyes, saltlesstears, skittles79, sydelle
Account type:	Free User