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wednesday // february 13th, 2002

13:14 p
jeremy's off to new york for the day to get some business done, hopefully it's going well.
damn the cost of train tickets.

not much going on today, i'm probably going to crash when i get home.

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07:16 a
i wish my computer would stop rebooting itself in the middle of important work. >:[

imagined mood: merf

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tuesday // february 12th, 2002

15:38 p
if people drink alcohol in the morning 'have a problem', then do people who drink coffee in the late afternoon and evening also 'have a problem'?

someone's brewing coffee again...

imagined mood: bored

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12:30 p
the game that provides hours of entertainment: dress maynard.

digging the afro. hee.

imagined mood: amused

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10:19 a
my cell phone was discovered on a chair in the living room under a rug the other day. [i hardly ever use it, so i don't notice when it's misplaced], and of course as soon as i got outside and turned it on, it started beeping at me.

so i'm thinking ooo, maybe people did remember, and i shouldn't have jumped to conclusions, and so i go to check them. the first voicemail is my father from forever ago. the second is a hang up, and the third is spam. so, uh okay. but then the text message light was also blinking [woo!]

i had one message, which was a birthday wish, so thanks, i did get it after all (and thanks for the email, too, because my phone is now found, hehe).

so i had my moment of annoyed disappointment, because you'd think people who ask you for things less than a week before, and people who you send things to, and people whose birthdays are three days before yours (who you sent a card that they did read) would bloody well send at least a two word email.

[/end rant]

anyway, that's the last of that. i had a good weekend, although saturday sort of went to hell at one point.

( rambling about saturday night )

imagined mood: sammich?
imagined music: counting crows - mr jones

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08:58 a
i hate not having choices.
when we get to philly we are going DSL, no fucking way am i touching cable modems ever again.

whether or not this story is true or not, i'm sick of the bullshit. especially that 'insider' email in one of the comments about price changes. granted, that may not be true either, but the way things are going now, i would not be surprised.

and when i get DSL i can beg tibber to help me get a linux box set up :)

fucking comcast.

imagined mood: annoyed

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monday // february 11th, 2002

16:46 p
leftover birthday cake = depressing, but yummy
20 minutes left = loudfasthypermusic

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16:05 p
i think this weekend is a three day weekend.
this is good.

imagined mood: impatient
imagined music: stp - interstate love song

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14:48 p
hrm. hyper.

question is, should i put on something like System of a Down and face the possibility of hyper-activity overload, or do i wait until the end of the day to do that? choices, choices, choices.

i need to find an address, because it seems mail is going to be the best way to send something to someone, after all. i never forgot about it, i just thought i'd deliver it in person -- so it's been sitting carefully placed on one of my desks, waiting. i don't know if it will even be appreciated anymore, but, no use leaving it under stacks of papers and books.

sometimes paths lead away, to where some cannot follow, for their own sanity [safety].

i'll look for it now, and mail it later this week.

imagined mood: thoughtful
imagined music: tool - sober

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10:24 a
i want to live here someday, i think. if not here (my favourite city ever). or even here, as long as it was inverness or north of it. [Caithness looks lovely - aside from the fact that it would undoubtedly mess with my seasonal affective disorder to no end]

dreams, i suppose, always have been, really. plenty of time, then.

imagined mood: still sleepy

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08:00 a // i knew there were bigger reasons to never touch windows XP
"In the section on Windows XP Professional, he found the "Internet-Based Services Components" paragraph that said in part, "You acknowledge and agree that Microsoft may automatically check the version of the Product and/or its components that you are utilizing and may provide upgrades or fixes to the Product that will be automatically downloaded to your Workstation Computer.""

more can be found here.

I believe a version of Debian will be my next OS install, thankyouverymuch.

imagined mood: sleepy

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saturday // february 9th, 2002

12:50 p
thanks to everyone who sent me birthday wishes. the day was pretty good.
more people online said something than people close to me in real life. so thanks to everyone who forgot or didn't care. ;P (woo!)

anyway. i though you had forgotten, but i finally got home to check my mail and saw you didn't. so, thankyou.

imagined mood: refreshed

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friday // february 8th, 2002

22:56 p
today seems to be the day for me to get hit on by total strangers and acquaintances alike.
4 and counting.

imagined mood: perplexed

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16:04 p
they are giving me beer !!

imagined mood: content
imagined music: tool - schism

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15:22 p
[falls over laughing]

( this is just wrong... )

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14:49 p
i just realised that the spate of being mistaken for smokers seems to have stopped. for the longest time, everywhere jeremy and i'd go, they'd immediately ask if we wanted the smoking section.

okay, so i haven't touched a cigarette in my life, thanks, and no, jeremy doesn't smoke either. once, in denny's, the two people seating took a quick bet that we were, in fact, smokers. ehheh. then one day it jus... stopped. maybe word got around. :P

the waitresses fight over us at denny's, i think they all know enough about us now to avoid that assumption these days at least.

awww, work just got me a cake! wooo!

imagined mood: cakey

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14:02 p
quiz fun.
( wheeeee! )

imagined mood: whee
imagined music: paul brandt - wish you were here

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13:01 p
leslie just came back with a corrugated cardboard box full of chik-fil-a food...
we only have 9 employees in the building.

imagined mood: amused
imagined music: clay walker - this woman and this man

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08:52 a
with all the arguing about copyright infringement via making an inline image link to something that's not yours i see going on around livejournal (lots of abuse team arguments over it, yes?), people might be interested in this.

i knew there was inherently something wrong with it, finally that's being recognised.

hmm.
system of a down is good in the morning. especially the pogo song, since so far as i can tell, it serves no purpose but to get people riled up. *riles or something* yay!

imagined mood: riled
imagined music: system of a down

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thursday // february 7th, 2002

14:53 p
so i managed to go through almost all those CDs i mentioned today.

the casualties include:

The Eels - Electroshock Blues
Godspeed You Black Emperor - F#A# infinity
Godspeed You Black Emperor - Slow Riot for New Kanada
Pink Floyd - Dark Side of the Moon
Sling Blade (soundtrack)
Gavin Bryars - Raising the Titanic

those that survived:

System of a Down - Toxicity
Bruce Springsteen - Nebraska
Tool - Lateralus
VAST (from wav files)
Velvet Acid Christ Mix (from wavs)
Work Mix One (possibly the strangest mix cd ever, with songs ranging from Coil's The First Five Minutes After a Violent Death to Roy Orbison's Crying; from wavs)
Work Mix Two (from wavs)
Coil Mix (from wavs)

still testing:

Tool - Undertow
Tool - Aenema

feh, say i.

imagined mood: mrf
imagined music: tool - prison sex

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