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Saturday, June 30th, 2001
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9:52 pm
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WELL THIS IS MY LAST ENTRY UNDER THIS JOURNAL NAME M NEW ONE IS LOST_INSIDE .......BUHBYES
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| Wednesday, May 30th, 2001
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9:07 pm
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la la la la la im bored, la la la lala im bored, la la la la la la la im bored im bored so bored, lalalalala.
and im HYPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
current mood: hyper
current music: slipknot-wait and bleed
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7:27 pm
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WELL TODAY WAS LIKE MOST OF MY DAYS. RIGHT NOW JOLIE AND I DONT FEEL SO GOOD WE PROBLY ATE TOO MUCH. AND I AM KINDA DEPRESSED CUZ MIKE IS MAD AT ME AND I HAVE NO CLUE WHY. I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN HE IS MAD AT ME. I DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT TO WRITE...........JOLIE AND I WALKED HOME FROM GAME EXCHANGE AND 7-11 EARLIER TODAY. WE ALSO SAW SOMEONE THAT WE REALLY DIDN'T WANNA SEE EVER. AND WE WERE TRYING TO EAT AT THE TIME, I FELT LIKE I WANTED TO PUKE. WELL I DOUBT MIKE WANTS TO TALK TO ME SINCE HE'S MAD AT ME SO I AM PROBLY GONNA GET OFFLINE SOON, SO I MUST DEPART NOW,LATER!
current mood:  depressed
current music: COLD-NO ONE
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| Monday, May 28th, 2001
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8:31 pm
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I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLYREALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HYPER!!!!! LOTSA COFFEE AND SODA AND SNAPPLE!!!! MY ANKLE STILL HELLA HELLA HELLA HELLA HURTS!WELL I MUST DEPART CUZ I DONT WANNA TYPE IN THIS RIGHT NOW, LATER!!
current mood: hyper
current music: STAIND-ITS BEEN AWHILE
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8:21 pm - ANOTHER FUCKING SURVEY!
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favourite song: i cant pick just one.
favourite music genre: industrial, eletronic pop, punk, hardcore, gothic, rave, shock rock.
song from a movie: cosmic castaway :D
80's song: hmm..i dunno
rap song: dont get me started
rock song: static-x=push it but i have many others
hardcore song: i have loads.
techno song: i dunno i have many
oldies song: dont make me puke
punk song: i have lots and lots
r&b; song: ew.
blues song: no no no no no
pop song: nope
country song: hell no.
teeny-bopper song: dont make me sick im trying to eat
b-side: whee
song to make out to: i dunno any songs i like
to have sex to: as of above.
to dance to: any remixes..i love those
to head-bang to: i can headbang to anything. it only feels really good when it's something you know backwards and forwards.
to mosh to: slipknot wait and bleed
to bounce to: i dunno
to sing along to: any song i like that i know
to hear when you're sad: anything by Nine Inch Nails..or cold, or staind
to hear when you're angry: slipknot
to hear when you're happy: Smashing Pumpkins
to hear when you're hyper: i dnno
to hear when you're horny: static-x or korn
to hear when you're lonely: Cold-No one
to hear when you're stressed out: whatever my album of the moment is.
to hear when you're in love: creed
to hear when you break up with someone: creed-what if
to hear on a road trip: whatever i wanna listen to that i have with me
to hear when you're stoned: slipknot, anything with fast singers so i would be all like "wooaaahh"
to hear when you go to sleep: creed, metallica, or slipknot
to hear when you wake up: creed
to listen to at work: i dont work. neh neh.
to play: everything i like.
song that describes you: a lot of songs i cant pick just one
favourite song quote: "sainty now and beyond me, i will always love you, there is no choice.." "i felt the hate rise up in me" "should of been dead on a sunday morning" "what if i die"
saddest song you've ever heard: hurt by Nine Inch Nails, No One by Cold, or Outside by Staind
weirdest song you've ever heard: My Monkey by Marilyn Manson
worst song you've ever heard: starfuckers by NIN
dumbest song you've ever heard: any boy band song or teeny bobber song
silliest song you've ever heard: My Monkey by manson
funniest song you've ever heard: Die Die Die(parody of nsyncs bye bye bye )
song that was stuck in your head last: Beautiful by Creed
song that gets stuck in your head really easily: Clint Eastwood by Gorillaz"i aint happy, im feeling glad i got sunshine in a bag im useless but not for long the future is coming on.."
best song being played on the radio right now: what is this "radio" i dont understand.....
worst song being played on the radio right now: wait i know what the radio is now, i hate the radio
favorite band: as of the moment 1st choice-metallica
2nd choice-creed
3rd choice-slipknot
4th choice: switchblade symphony
favourite female singer: singer/s in switchblade symphony
favourite male singer: cory from slipknot, creed singer, voltaire, scooter from cold and jonathan davis from korn
favourite solo artist: no no no no no
favourite indie/local band: Sickle
singer you'd most want to have sex with: thats an odd question i dunno
favourite concert you've been to: Ozzfest
concert you most wanna go to: metallica
concert that really sucked: i dunno
band you'd want to go on tour with: doesent matter.
band you think is too caught up in fame: limp bizkit
band you think is most down to earth: i dunno
band that should just give it up: a lot of them
band that's underappreciated: a lot
band that you'd most like to see get back together: smashing pumpkins
band you'd like to see break up: Nsync. ha ha.
band you're embarrassed to like: none
how many CDs do you own?: too many for me to count
favourite CD: i dunno most of the ones i own
CD that was just a waste of money: ooh..
how many MP3s do you have?: about 160
how many cassettes do you own?: not that many, like 2 or 3
do you own a musical instrument?: yea
do you play it?: kinda
if there was a soundtrack to your life, what would be the first song
on it?: wait and bleed by Slipknot, are you there by Oleander, or its been a while by Staind
what would be the last song?: goodbye by oleander
how big a part does music play in your life?: 95%
if you had to choose between music and sex, what would you choose?: probly music
what about between food and music?: oh thats a toughy uhm...music
are you listening to music now? yes i am always listenng to music, 99% of the time.
current mood:  blank
current music: oLEANDER-ARE YOU THERE
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1:58 pm - BITCH
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that is my gma a BITCH. GEEZ I CAN'T STAND LIVING IN THIS HOUSE ANY LONGER, SHE ALWAYS YELLS AT ME FOR NO FUCKING REASON. ok caps off now. i need to take a shower today, i have to go to court tomorrow. my ankle still hecka hurts and it is pissing me off. well i am busy right now so i must depart, later!
current mood:  busy
current music: creed-higher
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| Sunday, May 27th, 2001
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8:32 pm
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im kinda bored and im not writing in caps yet again, damn oh well. my ankle HELLA hurts, even if i dont move it there is intense pain. i have my favorite pair of underwear on right now, they are black, thong,and they have a design on the front of them, and no one knows what that design is so HAHAHA. well i must depart now cuz i dont wanna write anymore, later@!
current mood:  horny
current music: creed-say i
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5:05 pm
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I FEEL LIKE JUST BREAKING DOWN AND CRYING RIGHT NOW AND I HAVE NO FRICKEN CLUE WHY. MY SHRINK IS BEING STUPID AND MY GMA IS PISSING ME OFF AND I HATE THIS HOUSE. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I MISS MIKE. IM HEALING!!!!MOST PPL DONT HAVE A CLUE WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT BUT LIKE ONE OR TWO PEOPLE KNOW. LALALALALALALALALALALALALALAALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA. OKAY THEN. SO, LALA. WELL IM GONNA DEPART NOW SO LATER!!
current music: CREED-WHATS THIS LIFE FOR
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4:51 pm - ANOTHER SURVEY, WHY ME LORD, WHY DO I GET THESE THINGS!?
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1. First Name: SAMANTHA
2. Middle Name: LINN
3. Last Name: COURTS
5. Hair Color: NATURALLY BROWNISH BLONDISH REDISH, BUT NOW DYED BLACK
5. Hair Style: WAS LONG NOW SHORT AND LAYED ALL OVER
6. Eye Color: BROWN BUT WHEN I CRY THEY TURN GREEN
7. Height: 5'8
8. Location: CALIFORNIA
9. Birthday: 06.28
10. Zodiac Sign: CANCER
11. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: NOPE
13. Do you have a crush?: YES
Favorites
15. Favorite Animal: ME!!! NO I LIKE WILD CATS
16. Favorite Sport: PLAYING VIDEO GAMES, AND YES THAT IS A SPORT!
17. Favorite Color(s): BLACK, BLUE, BLOOD RED, DARK GREEN AND DEEP PURPLE
18. Favorite Friend/Friends: THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE
19. Favorite Online Friend/Friends: THEY ALSO KNOW WHO THEY ARE
21. Favorite Song/Songs: METALLICA-ONE, SLIPKNOT-WAIT AND BLEED, CREED-WHATS THIS LIFE FOR, CREED-BEAUTIFUL, LINKIN PARK-CRAWLING, COLD-NO ONE, JUST TO NAME A FEW
22. Favorite movie quote: CANT THINK OF ANY RIGHT NOW I HAVE LOTS BUT ONE IS"IT CAN'T RAIN ALL THE TIME"-THE CROW
24. Favorite Store: HOT TOPIC, MUSIC STORES, SEVEN ELEVEN.
25. Favorite Feeling: LOVE
26. Favorite Shoe: EITHER MY AIRWALKS OR MY BOOTS BY MORBID
27. Favorite Scent: THE KIND I LIKE
28. Do you wear make-up?: I USED TO BUT NOT REALLY ANYMORE
31. In a girl/boy, do you want more personality or looks?: PERSONALLITY MATTERS MORE IN THE LONG RUN
32. What kind of personality do you like in a girl/boy?: DEPENDS
33. Do you move fast or slow with a girl/boy?: DEPENDS
34. What is your idea of the perfect girl/boy?: NOBODYS PERFECT
35. Would you ever ask a girl/boy out?: NO
38. Do you prefer blondes or brunettes: DOESNT MATTER TO ME
Love/Life
45. What is the first thing u notice about girls/boys?: EYES
46. Whens the last time u cried?: THIS MORNING
48. What do u want to be when u grow up?: I HAVE NO CLUE, WAIT I KNOW I WANNA BE HAPPY!
49. Do u sleep w/ stuffed animals?: YES ONE IT IS VERY SPECIAL TO ME AND HAS LOT OF SENTIMENTAL VALUE
50. Do you want children?: MAYBE IN THE FUTURE
52: How far have you gotten?: WHY THE HELL SHOULD I TELL YOU?
53: Do you like someone right now? YEA
54: Do they know?: YES
Friends
1: Do you have a best friend?: I HAVE GOOD FRIENDS I DONT BELIEVE IN BEST FRIENDS
2: Whos is your best friend?: I HAVE MANY "GOOD" FRIENDS
3: Who do you e-mail the most?: JAMIE OR JOLIE
4: Who is the meanest?: A MEAN FRIEND ISNT REALLY A FRIEND NOW IS IT, BUT PROBLY MASON BUT HE JOKES AROUND BUT STILL HES MEAN!
5: Who's the loudest?: JOLIE
Within the last 24 hours, have you...
1: Had a serious talk?: KINDA
2: Hugged someone?: NO
3: Get along well with your parents?:HELL NO
4: Fought with a friend?: NOT REALLY
Do you like to...
1: Give hugs?: I GUESS SO
2: Give back rubs?: I SUPPOSE SO
3: Take walks in the rain?: YES
4: You ever have that falling dream?: YES AND I HATE IT
5: What color is your floor/carpet in your room? THE CARPET COLOR SUX
6: When you chew gum, what kind?: DOESNT REALLY MATTER
7: Do you use chapstick? SOMETIMES
8: How do you plan on spending the summer?: ......I PLAN ON DYING THIS SUMMA......
Did You Ever
1. Drink?: YEA, BUT NOT REALLY ANYMORE
2. Smoke?: I USED TO AND IT FUCKED UP MY SINGING VOICE
3. Drugs?: I USED TO DO THEM BUT NOT ANYMORE
4. Sex?: WHATS IT MATTER TO YOU!
5. Made Out?: YES
6. Go on a date?: I SUPPOSE YOU COULD CALL IT A DATE
8. Go to the movies?: YES A LOT
9. Go to the mall?: UNFORTUNATLY
10. Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: YEP
11. Eaten sushi?: NOPE
12. Been on stage? YES
13. Been dumped?: YES MANY TIMES
14. Had someone be unfaithful to you?: SADLY YES
15. Watched the smurfs?: YES AND I FEEL SO PATHETIC FOR IT
16. Hiked a mountain?: YES
17. Made homemade cookies?: YES BUT I WOULDNT EAT'UM
18. Been in love?: YES
19. Seen the White House?: NOT IN PERSON NO, AND WHY WOULD I WANT TO?
current mood:  frustrated
current music: CREED-BEAUTIFUL
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3:33 pm
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WELL WELL WELL YET AGAIN MY MIND IS FIGHTING MY HEART, I HATE IT WHEN THIS HAPPENS. my uncle finally leaves tomorrow morning i am not gonna type in caps today cuz i am also chatting with my friend and he thinks im yelling when i type in caps. the voices in my head have eturned as strong as ever, grrrrrrr.
"she wears a coat of color, loved by some feared by others"-creed
i have to go to court on tuesday, i am dreading it though. on the forth i have a dentist appointment to get my teeth cleaned, joy. lalalalalalalalala im dont know what to write
so im gonna depart now, later!!!
current mood: numb
current music: disturbed-voices
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| Saturday, May 26th, 2001
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4:14 pm - ANOTHER DAMN SURVEY!!
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PAST
1. when were you born: JUNE 28, 1985
2. where were you born: I DONT KNOW AND I DONT CARE
3. what was your first grade teacher's name: MRS. SILVA
4. what was your first pet's name and what was it: UHM..VERY FIRST WAS A HAMSTER, BUT IT DIED CUZ I WAS VACCUMMING AND IT GOT SUCKED UP THE VACUM, I DID IT ON PURPOSE THOUGH...DEMENTED WASNT I?
5. what was your worst accident (medical): WHEN MY MOTHER GOT US BOTH IN A CAR ACCIDENT, THEY THOUGHT ID NEVER WALK AGIAN BUT I CAN, OR WHEN I FELL OUT OF A VERY TALL TREE AND BROKE MY LEFT WRIST, COLLARBONE, BOTH PINKIES, MY LEFT ANKLE IN 2 PLACES, AND HIT MY HEAD AND WENT UNCONSIOUS.
6. what was your favorite cartoon: WAS HETHCLIFF
7. who was your first best friend: NICKOLAS(R.I.P)
8. when was the first time you ever went on a plane: WHEN MY FATHER DIED TO COME TO THE DAMN U.S.
9. who was your first boyfriend: HIS NAME WAS DAVIN
10. what was your favorite song when you were in the 5th grade: UHM.....METALLICA-WELCOME HOME (SANITARUIM)
11. what was your favorite movie in the 2nd grade: CANT REMEMBER
12. what did you want to be when you grew up: I DIDNT WANNA GROW UP
13. what used to be your favorite color: BLACK AND BLUE( BLACK STILL IS)
14. what was your favorite subject: LUNCH
15. did you ever wet your pants at school: NOPE
16. did you ever get sent to the principal: ALL THE TIME
17. did you ever start a food fight: NOT A FOOD FIGHT NO
18. what was your worst fear: SPIDERS
19. what was your favorite toy: MY STUFFED ANIMAL CAT, SYLVESTER(STILL IS TOO)
20. did you ever suck your thumb: NO I WAS TOLD I BIT MY THUMB, I WAS AN ODD CHILD
Present.
21. what time is it: 4:02PM
22. what's the date: MAY 26 2001
23. what grade are you in: ITS SUMMER RIGHT NOW ILL BE A JUNIOR WHEN I GO BACK
24. who is your best friend: I DUNNO ANYMORE, PROBLY, AMANDA, JESICA, AND JAMIE
25. what is your favorite movie: UHM.....TOO MANY BUT ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAVS IS THE CROW(THE ORIGINAL)
26. what is your favorite song: AT THE MOMENT A LOT BUT THE ONE I LISTEN TO MOST OFTEN WOULD BE CREED- BEAUTIFUL, AND CREED-WHATS THIS LIFE FOR.
27. do you have any pets: NOT AT HE MOMENT
28. if so what are their names:
29. what is your favorite subject in school: LUNCH (STILL)
30. what color of hair do you have: right now,BLACK BLONDISH redish brown.
31. what kind of music do you listen to: gothic, punk, harcore, shock rock, industrial, rave..
32. do you still watch cartoons: HELL YEA
33. what is your favorite TV. show: PROBLY DARIA
34. do you get online often: DEPENDS
35. what's your worst fear: DYING ALONE AND COLD WITH NO SIGNIFICANT OTHER
36. what's your favorite color: BLACK, BLOOD RED, BLUE, DARK GREEN.
37. what state do you live in: CALI
38. do you have a b/f g/f: NOPE
39. what's your favorite type of food: I DUNNO TOO MANY TO NAME
40. do you drive: ILLLEGALLY AND LIKE A BAT OUTTA HELL
Future
41. what do you want to be when you grow up: I DUNNO, MYSELF!!
42. do you want to go to college: NOT REALLY
43. do you want to get married: YES NOT NOW THOUGH
44. if so at what age: I DUNNO
45. do you want to have kids: I AM NOT FILLED WITH THE URGE TO SHOVE AN 8-POUND FUTURE TEENAGER THROUGH MY VAGINA, AND PUT THEM THROUGH HELL, BUT MAYBE IN THE FUTURE I MIGHT CHANGE MY MIND
46. what kind of car do u want: A TRUCK OR A CAMARO
47. at what age do you think you'll live to be: I WISH I ONLY LIVED TO AGE 8
48. where do you want to live when you're 35: ANYWHERE BUT HERE
50. what time do you think you will go to bed when you're 70 (if you plan to live that long): I HARDLY EVER SLEEP
51. do you think you will have the same friends as you do now: MAYBE SOME OF THEM WITH PUT UP WITH MY BS THAT LONG, AND MAYBE ILL DEL WITH THEIR SHIT THAT LONG
52. do you think everyone will be jealous of you at your 10th high school reunion: I DONT KNOW AND I COULD CARE LESS
53. do you want to be president of the U.S.: HELL NO
54. do you want to walk on the moon: NOT REALLY
55. do you want to be famous: I DONT CARE IF I AM OR NOT
56. what kind of housing do you want to live in: ...A HOUSE
57. what color do you think your hair will be when you're 50: BLUE OR PURPLE
58. do you think you will still have the same personality when you're 60: I DUNNO AND I DONT REALLY GIVE A FLYING RATS ASS
current mood: bored
current music: CREED- MY OWN PRISON
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3:46 pm - LOOK ANOTHER STUPID SURVEY
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name: SAMANTHA
birthdate: 06.28.85
height: 5'8
weight: 109 lbs(I LOST WEIGHT!!!!!)
favorite band: TOO MANY TO NAME
favorite type of music: HARDCORE, ROCK, PUNK, ALTERNATIVE, GOTHIC, RAVE, TECHNO, UHMMM I THINK THATS IT
favorite song: A LOT BUT AT THE MOMENT MY MOST FAV IS CREED"WHAT'S THIS LIFE FOR"
song that makes you mad: SLIPKNOT-WAIT AND BLEED
song that makes you sad: UHM.....METALLICA-ONE
song that makes you happy: CREED-BEAUTIFUL
song that makes you pissed: COUNTRY CUZ I HATE IT
song that makes you dance: I DUNNO
favorite tv show: I DISLIKE BARNEY...MOST TV SHOWS
colthing brand: FINE, LIP SERVICE, EMILY, RAVE.
colors: BLACK, BLUE, BLOOD RED, SILVER, DARK GREEN. DEEP PURPLE
make-up: DONT REALLY WEAR IT
do you have a crush: SURE WHY NOT
can you say who it is: MIKE
have you ever kissed anyone: YES
french kissed: YEA
made love: DOES THAT MEAN SEX? IF IT DOES THEN YES
played truth or dare: I HATE THAT GAME BUT YES
spin the bottle: I HATE THAT GAME TOO BUT YES
asked anyone out: ONCE AND NEVER AGAIN WILL I
do you want to: ASK SOMEONE OUT, NO I DONT DO THAT
do you have a fetish: SURE I GUESS SO
if yes, what are they: EYES, HANDS, TEETH, NECKS, LIPS.
would you fuck someone of the same sex: NOPE
would you fuck someone for money: NEVER ID RATHER DIE
would you ever use some one: NEVER
have you ever been used: MANY TIMES
have you already been fucked: I DONT CONSIDER HAVING SEX OR MAKING LOVE BEING "FUCKED" THAT MAKES IT SOUND DIRTY OR SOMETHING
do you want to: I DONT EVER WANNA "FUCK"ANYONE BUT HAVE SEX WITH THEM IS A DIFFERENT STORY, AND DEPENDS ON WHO
do you smoke: I DID AND IF JACKED MY VOICE
do you do drugs: NOT ANY MORE
did you like this survay: NOT REALLY BUT IM GET VERY BORED
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I AM BORED. I JUST GOT BACK FROM THE SHRINK AND HE GOT FRUSTURATED UZ I HAVENT BEEN TAKING MY MEDICATION AND HE SAID I WAS BEING VERY UNCOOPERATIV TODAY. HE SAID SOMETHING ABOUT SELF IMAGE AND NOW I HAVE THESE STUPID FAKE NAILS ON AND THEY ARE SO ANNOYING. AND HE TOLD ME I SHOLD "TRY TO LOOK BETTER" HE REALLY PISSED ME OFF TODAY. I AM HUNGRY. AND I HAVE BEEN THINKING A LOT LATELY AND THATS NOT A GOOD THING, CUZ I HAVENT BEN TAKING MY "HAPPY" MEDICATION SO I GET DEPRESSED FOR NO REASON AND VERY EASILY. I SAW LADY PANDORA YESTERDAY AND THAT WAS KEWL, WE RODE THESE HORSE THINGS THAT ARE IN FRONT OF QUEENS MARKET AND PPL LOOKED AT US FUNNY AND THIS LITTLE BOY LOOKED AT US FUNNY AND KINDA LAUGHED. BUT IN OAKDALE YOU MUST INTERTAIN YOURSELF ANY WAY POSSIBLE. MY NAKLE IS HELLA SCREWED UP, I CAN HARDLY MOVE IT WITHOUT INTENSE PAIN. I DONT REALLY HAVE ANYTHING ELSE TO WRITE ABOUT T THE MONENT SO I MUST DEPART NOW, LATER!!
current mood: annoyed
current music: CREED-BEAUTIFUL
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| Thursday, May 24th, 2001
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10:16 pm - LALALALALaLALALALALALALALALAAAAA HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA
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GUESS WHAT EVERYONE? MY UNDERWEAR IS UP MY ASS! JUST THOGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW. ANAL PROBES AND FARTING FIRE AND HOOPPA JUPES. IM NOT WEARING PANTS!!!! HAHA. LALALALALALALA BOREDOM SET IN AS THE MIND GOES BLANK. I HAVE TO DEPART SOON. YEA SO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE NOW. LALALA I AM HAVING SOME PRETTY INTERESTING CONVERSATIONS WITH DIFFERENT PPL. WELL I MUST DEPART NOW, LATER!
current mood: horny
current music: STATIC-X - PUSH IT
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OK I AM HYPER!!! VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY HYPER. GUESS WHAT? I CAN TALK!!!AND YOU CANT SO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I AM CATWOMAN AND I RULE!!!!!BATMAN SUX(HAHA NATHAN). IN THE BEDROOM THE MIGHTY BEDROOM JOHN BOBIT SLEEPS TONIGHT, IN THE KITCHEN THE MIGHTY KITCHEN LORAENA FINDS A KNIFE, A WEENIE WHACK A WEENIE WHACK A WEENIE WHACK, OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHE BOBS AWAY. THAT WAS INTERESTING, IM BORED AND WIRED. LALALALALALALALALALALALALALAALLALALLALALALALALALALALLALALALALALALALALALALLALALALALALALALALLALALALALALALALALLALALA. IF MOST OF PEOPLE SAW ME RIGHT NOW THEYD THINK I WAS HIGH OR DRUNK BUT IM NOT CUZ I DONT GET HIGH AND IM NOT DRUNK. AND MY FRIEND AND I MUST DEPART NOW SO LATER!!
current mood: energetic
current music: THE VOICES ONLY I CAN HEAR!!!!A.K.A. GEORGE
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| Wednesday, May 23rd, 2001
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11:14 pm - look at the q's jamie sent me i answered them and im sharing my answers with all of you!
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Name: SAMANTHA
Birthdate: 06.28.85
Original hair color: BROWNISH BLONDE
Height: 5'7
Lotion or vaseline: LOTION I SUPPOSE
Which kind of underwear do you prefer: Bikini cut or thong
Do you prefer leather or vinyl: i dunno
Edible body paint or underwear: to tell the truth, neither
Whips or chains: chains
Are you an Exhibitionist: Not really.
Are you submissive or dominating: submissive.
Ever been with more than one person at a time: nope
Fetishes if any: necks, eyes, teeth.
Pleasure or Pain: Pleasure.
Favorite sexual position: depends but if i have to choose..uhm.. probly missionary
Which actor/actress/musician do you have a crush on: none.
Do you sing in the shower/bath: not really.
Do you snore: no.
Do you have more dreams or more nightmares: nightmares
Do you believe in bed bugs: not bed bugs but bed spiders.
Unicorns: just mine
Reindeer: reindeer are real.
Santa: no
Easter Bunny: no
Too much of a good thing: yes
Have you ever shaved your pubic hair: yea once
Waterbed or regular bed: for sleeping or fucking, either one is fine for either thing
Guys or girls: guys
Candlelight or moonlight: Moonlight.
Sex on the beach or sex in the shower: Shower.
Who is the person online that you wouldn't mind having a relationship with: mike, i know him offline too
What is your favorite ice cream topping: doesent matter.
Have you ever fantasized about a cartoon character: No.
Which do you like better.. foreplay or intercourse: thats hard to choose
Choose A, B, C, or D for the following (A-acted upon; B-thought of; C-no way; D-huh?)
-- Beastiality: C
-- Necrofelia: C
-- Homosexuality: it doesent bother me.
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10:04 pm - I'M USELESS
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WELL HERE I AM AGAIN WRITING IN THIS TODAY. TOMORROW I GET TO GO TO MIKE'S HOUSE AND GO SWIMMING WITH HIM AND SOME FRIENDS. I GET TO SEE LADY PANDORA ON FRIDAY SO IM HAPPY ABOT THAT, I HAVEN'T SEEN HER IN WHAT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER. I HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS INSIDE ME RIGHT NOW. I AM SCARED, ANGRY, CONFUSSED, SCARED, WORRIED, SLEPPY(KINDA), STUPID, AND SCARED. I CANT WAIT TILL TOMORROW. I DIDNT GET TO SEE MIKE TODAY, THAT MADE ME SAD. MY GMA YELLED AT ME ONCE AGAIN, I CANT STAND HER ANYMORE, SHES SO ANOYYING BUT I AM GOING TO DEPART NOW AND DEAL WOTH ALL THESE FEELINGS, LATER!!!!
current mood:  scared
current music: GORILLAZ-CLINT EASTWOOD
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6:47 pm - WANNA CRY
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WELL I FEEL LIKE I WANNA CRY CUZ I REALIZED THAT MIKE AND I ARE PROBLY NOT GONNA GET BACK TOGETHER, AND THAT DEPRESSES ME, CUZ I WANT TOO, BUT ITS ALL UP TO HIM. BUT IM ALSO PISSED AT MY GMA CUZ SHE KEEPS STARTING FIGHTS WITH ME. BUT I DUNNO, I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT MIKE AND I DUNNO.......AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I SCREW UP EVERYTHING. WELL I MUST DEPART NOW, LATER!!!
current mood: crushed
current music: LIFE HOUSE- HANGING BY A MOMENT
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3:20 pm
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Awhile
And it's been awhile since I could
Hold my head up high
And it's been awhile since I first saw you
And it's been awhile since I couldn stand
On my own two feet again
And it's been awhile since I could call you
And everything I can remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that are rendured
I stretch myself beyond my means
And it's been awhile since I couldn't say
That I wasn't addicted and
And it's been awhile since I couldn't say I
Love myself as well, and
And it's been awhile since I've gone and fucked things up
Just like I always do
And it's been awhile, but all that shit seems to disappear
When I'm with you
And everything I can remember
As fucked up as it always seemed
The consequences that I've rendured
Have gone and fucked up things again
Why must I feel this way
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
current mood: crushed
current music: STAIND-AWHILE
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2:58 pm
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I THINK I ATE TOO MUCH TODAY AND I STILL WANNA EAT. BUT IF I DO ILL JUST GET SICK. BUT THEN AGAIN I KINDA FEEL SICK AS IS. I KEEP THINKING ABOUT WHAT I WAS TOLD YESTERDAY, IT HURT WHAT WAS SAID. I AM SOOOOO BORED. CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT SOMEBODY. AND ABOUT HOW MUCH I SCREW UP ALL THE TIME THATS WHY IM A FAILURE. FAILURE FAILURE FAILURE!!!!!!! ALSO I HAVE NOW BEEN INFORMED THAT ON TUESDAY MORNING I HAVE TO GO TO COURT TO SERVE AS A WITNESS. AND I DONT WANNA GO.LALALALALALALALALALAL ALALALALALAL LALALALALALALALALALALALA BOREDOM. WELL I MUST DEPART NOW CUZ I CANT THINK OF WHAT TO WRITE, LATER!!!
current mood: crushed
current music: LIFE HOUSE- HANGING BY A MOMENT
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