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Tonight was fun, Lauryne came over and we just stayed here and watched the cutest movie ever aw 'Riding In Cars With Boys' was sooo cute I cried hehe VERY cute movie anyway.. it is gettin back to the regular april weather and iam very happy I like summer but not the hot humid sweaty weather :x
I need a real job. Very soon.. before summer im hoping ? ack.
How come none of my friends on here ever update ? I feel like the only one. Oh well I guess I need to start going out more really.. Just got the new moby cd its great :D
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[18 Apr 2002|01:31am] |
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ugh. tonight i feel DIRTY it is HOT and HUMID and im in the hottest room in the house and i REALLY hope my mom picks me up early tommorow from school. :x blah
ewwww iam dirty. ;x
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[14 Apr 2002|11:54pm] |
and i want you. and i hope it all works out. and i do need you because i do need someone ... this thing in life just doesnt work sometimes but im hoping you will fix it for me. Am i the right one for you or not.this is it.yes this IS it.
iam starting to <3 again..
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[13 Apr 2002|10:02pm] |
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um i KINDA want a boyfriend...
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[09 Apr 2002|01:55am] |
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 | You Are Gilbert From "What's Eating Gilbert Grape?"
You are very giving and self-sacrificing. You're always there to lend a helping hand to family and friends. However, this generous nature often robs you of fulfilling your needs and desires, and may cause you to become resentful. Find a way to balance your kindness with your independence. |
Take The Johnny Depp Quiz!
seems like all i do is take quizzes anymore.. ill update soon i promise...
<3
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[05 Apr 2002|12:34am] |
You?re Michelle Branch! You?re the ?girl nextdoor? type of gal. You?ve got a down-to-earth feel about you, and you?re not afraid to be original. You?re still trying to find yourplace in life, but that doesn?t mean you?re not enjoying the trip. Rich and famous? Sure! But you?re not gonna let that go to your head. ;D
What Kind of Pop Princess Are You? Quiz by Jonah
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[31 Mar 2002|05:59pm] |
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the freshmen*
When I was young I knew everything
and she a punk who rarely ever took advice
now i'm guilt stricken, sobbing with my head on the floor
stop a baby's breath and a shoe full of rice
I can't be held responsible
cause she was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place
For the life of me I cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
for the life of me I cannot believe we'd ever die for these sins
we were merely freshmen
My best friend took a week's vacation to forget her
his girl took a week's worth of valium and slept
now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his head on the floor
thinks about her now and how he never really wept he says
We've tried to wash our hands of all of this
we never talk of our lacking relationships
and how we're guilt stricken sobbing with our heads on the floor
we fell through the ice when we tried not to slip, we'd say
I can't be held responsible
cause she was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place
For the life of me I cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
for the life of me I cannot believe we'd ever die for these sins
we were merely freshmen
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[31 Mar 2002|04:05pm] |
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journal is friends only.. stupid people reading it... so yeah add me and i will add you back
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| its great when everything goes wrong |
[27 Mar 2002|04:07pm] |
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i feel ugly and crappy today like everything is falling apart i cut my bangs too short and i fucking hate them now i look like shit, i cant find a decent way to do my hair so i got out of the shower and went back to bed.. I don't want to go out looking like this so im just not going too. My brother said i have a 'cool mullet' =/ blah my spring break is really sucking.. I went to work yesterday and me and my dad went to the pet store and he said i could get a little rabbit and i asked my mom and she said no.. you just wait i'll have one by Friday. Shes like "You can get a hampster but not a rabbit" WTF? I dont want a fucking hampster I want a little bunny .. Oh I WILL have it. Im babysitting tonight then babysitting ALL day tommorow so ill probably get alot of money then and then i worked yesterday and im working friday so ill probably have enough money for the cage and all... im off to bed again -yawns-
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[24 Mar 2002|12:25am] |
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.. i want a nice boyfriend ... :(
>>> Re shaved muh hair.. looks cute i <3 it <<<
Party tommorow.. blaah
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[22 Mar 2002|11:58pm] |
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muh messy room!
>> As it wasnt bad enough Steve passing away I stay home from school today.. which I really couldnt because i already have WAY too many days asbent.. So i get up at 10:30 to start getting ready for a viewing thats at noon.. waiting for her phone call by 11:30 she didnt call so I go back tuh bed.. Didn't get up till 2:30 or somewhere around there... Got her phone call FINALLY and she went to school so I didn't even GET tuh see Steve one last time and i wasted one of my 'sick' days of school.. -sigh- I did nothing tonight .. tommorow night will be better me and lauryne are going to the mall.. im shaving the back of laurynes hair then redying it for her..purple this time, then i THINK im reshaving the back of my hair but im not sure yet..
Hdfatboy2: Steve Focht from ridley?
Xcinnimincandyx: what about him?
Hdfatboy2: the one who lived next to the folsom school?
Xcinnimincandyx: yeah
Xcinnimincandyx: the senior home you mean?
Hdfatboy2: yeah... used to be the old folsom school
Hdfatboy2: how did he die... I knew him when we were kids
Xcinnimincandyx: he overdosed...
Hdfatboy2: wow
Hdfatboy2: that's a shame... how did you know him?
Xcinnimincandyx: he was my friends neighbor and we used tuh go to his house and listen tuh him play the drums
Xcinnimincandyx: REALLY good he could have done something with his life
Hdfatboy2: man... that's amazing... I used to play drums in his garge when he first bought drums
Xcinnimincandyx: yeah i couldnt bieleve it
Hdfatboy2: god we were probably 11 or 12 years old
Xcinnimincandyx: and we never even knew steve DID drugs
Hdfatboy2: I would have liked to see him one last time... actually ran into him in the pathmark on macdade about 3 years ago at 3 in the morning and we were both buying mothers day card
Xcinnimincandyx: =(
people are iming me left and right.. -sigh-
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[19 Mar 2002|06:57pm] |
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So Steve is gone... I cant bieleve someone can be here with you one day then the next gone.. he overdosed on heroin, I thought he was straight edge, shows you how much I knew...=(
Survices are Thursday.. I don't know if im going yet.
RIP-Steven Focht-1977-2002 You will be missed.And never forgotten.
<3
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[17 Mar 2002|03:11pm] |
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>>> I feel different today maybe because it's Sunday.. 2 more months left of school im so happy.. and this is our last week before spring break this year is going by so fast and im so happy about that because this summer is going to be great. No shitty work to worry about doing or school bullshit. I need to find a job for this summer..
>>> Last night was fun we drove around philly then went to a resteraunt in china town.. it was so calm out.. as the wind blew.. it felt so good ... I really can't wait till this summer.. I got my 3rd holes in my ear done and I was supposed to go get my cartlidge done today but looks like that aint happening so I'll just go tommorow.. I'm trying to get my whole ear done heh
>>> Tonight i feel like more <<<
... So fuck it up till you feel good enough to stop ...
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[15 Mar 2002|08:15pm] |
-is very proud of favorite color- =D
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| f. o. l. l .o. w.- t. h. e.- l. e. a .d. e. r. |
[12 Mar 2002|11:26pm] |
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Tommorow is a half day... finallyyyyy only 3 months and 13 days left of school left ;D im sooo fucking excited! This summer is going to be good. Im gonna make it be good. Im supposed to be getting a dime tommorow.. fuck it though Tina still owes me ten bucks for when i spotted her =/
Tommorow im going to south street at like 12:30 and i actually have like 5 bucks to spend.. heh oh well -wonders if dad will take me out of school early tommorow- maybe like 11ish i doubt it thought... I had a dream about jake last night and now i miss him.. not jake thompson.. LMAO<< A real lmao i think he blocked me because hes NEVER on.. even tho im never on either... computers are boring and no one fun is ever on.. I need a cigerette.. This weekend i have NO plans at all so if anyone wants to hang out and have a sleepover or something let me know..
I want to go to dennyyssss
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[07 Mar 2002|11:59pm] |
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> Static x is wonderful. =D
This weekend is gonna suck.
> I have plans but they all suck.
School sucks.
> I can't wait till this summer.. were gonna have SO much fun
yeaaaa....
I hate school im so happy its Thursday night... Last weekend sucked except for Sunday .. I have no pot left =/ eh. Im also saving up for Coal Chamber tickets before they sell out which they probably already have because the concert is next week. Nice one me...Brenda never sent my letter and we never talk so i basically am loosing a friend of 15 years.. shes too 'busy' to even write me.. and Jenell dont even get me fucking started.. shes CHANGED. oh well im starting to get used to loosing friends and having about 4 of them. Im getting a new piercing for my 16th and my eyebrow redone when I can get the money.. which I dont know when that will be... I have SO much to save up for and I really need a job. I miss Ron and John Shotz.. I REALLY want to see John again I havn't seen him since i went out with sean which was 3 years ago -wonders what he looks like- he is the biggest sweetheart.. I seen Ron last year he got TALL but he still looks the same.. oookkkk
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this weekend is gonna be fun...
I just got done updating my webpage so check it out
I got my pics developed then got them online, how cool is that? lol
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